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About slavem00n
4/27- UPDATE #2
What a weekend! i sure have learned alot.
Number one i learned that i cannot serve in this l/s anymore as a slave... if i am not serving my Master.... and by my Master i mean Mister Mick.... the one i have served for seven years. Silly girl i have been to think i could serve any other Master... no he is it. He owns all of me my soul, heart, mind and body.
How weird it was this revelation came to me really weird the way it came to me. Never before have i been speechless or didnt have just the right answer for a Dom or Master that asks me a question but today my mind went blank ... i could barely breathe let alone say a word. i just wanted to cry. The voice telling me what He wanted wasn't the one i wanted to hear ... and when i kneeled to Him it didn't feel right at all. i got off the phone and wanted to cry... infact i did all the way to my Master's house.
i must have done 60 down the side streets to His house. i had to hear His voice... i .. i hadn't felt like this such a mix of pain and guilt for so long and such a need to be next to Him not since He first found me.
i blew up like a bomb when i saw Him on His porch standing there with His arms folded eyeing me as i stepped out of the car. i was twenty minutes late... i was in trouble and i knew it but i wasn't thinking about that. All i wanted was a hug from Him ... one i He didn't let me have right away due to the fact He was pretty ticked at me and He had every right.
A slave that never even cried at the sharpest crack of a cane across my ass... i was now in His den Nadu and bawling and begging .... for Him. Nothing else .... just Him. i love Him so much.
So after a good long while of being there ...my legs cramping my head sore and eyes swollen from crying along with having no idea what he was thinking only seeing His shoes in front of my face still ... not a sound coming from Him nothing. Time stood still ... the tension for me in the room was growing to the point it was painful.
His feet finally moved and He silently walked away from me leaving me there while while he shuffled through something... i could hear Him setting something down on the table then he walked over to the chair across the room from me and told me to stop crying and stand up. So i did.
It was my ol' collar laying in His lap. Oh the interrogation was intense and the question sounded angry and came quick. i never felt so sorry... so remorseful but never happier after the hour lecture... an the harsh discipline to follow ...never happier when he put His collar back on my neck.
So i learned i am property belonging to Mister Mick. He shaped me trained me and built me over these seven years.... rescuing me from a terrible Master that misused me before Him and i belong to Him. He says i'm His treasured possession which i learned is far better than being little more than the dirt on the sole of a Masters shoe such as i could have been with some that have found me here and otherwise. i know i have a value with Him and that to a slave is important.
Long story short after almost a year of being unowned i am once again taken ... owned and collared by Mister Mick. i have been told not to speak to any other Master or Dom so this ends my time on Collarme but special thanks to MasterOfPassion ... for inadvertently teaching me the lesson of a life time. i hope truly You find what You are looking for.
4/27- UPDATE
I believe that I need to reiderate a couple things... infact I believe it is that I need rules. I just hate this but here it goes.
***I thought about this long and hard.... I am opened to being owned again. I loved serving a Master... but I gotta know you first. Now last night I made a mistake of jumping into training with a Master who offered ownership to me. I gotta hard time saying no. It's a problem of mine (and yes even for a s/s that is a problem) Truth is just I can't really do it not after only a couple hours I never heard Your voice I havent ever even seen your face. I'm not proud of what I did but I learned something from it. Thats why there gotta be these rules for me.
I'm a s/s that is my desire... my deep function but I gotta live in a vanilla world too ... ya cant ignore that as a professional ... a parent ya gotta ya gotta dabble out there in vanilla society a little. Thats why I have to draw the line at certain things.
-I will not send fully naked or sexually explicit photos over the internet. I do not want every Tom, Dick and Harry out there to be passing my photos around on the internet. I did it when I was alittle younger and the man put posted my pictures everywhere.... I'm still running into them and having trusted male co-workers and friends of mine telling me about them out there eight years later!!!! Now I'm proud of my body but don't wanna have to be sitting in a meeting and wondering what these men are thinking of when they look at me. If they are listening to my valid work related input or if they are seeing me as the pictures portray me and that's it. It's just plain not cool.
-I will talk at you on the phone. That is so important but I cannot be owned over the phone and internet. What is that??? That cant work! Let's wait til we meet in person. You can tell so much more about me when you see me in action.
-I will get on the webcam with you. I wanna know if your for real and I know You wanna know if I am for real. I think thats necessary as a step before we meet but I will not get naked for ya on the cam. I will not play with myself on the cam. Please don't even ask me. I am a fulltime full on realtime slave... not a muse for perverts to get their rocks off alone at their desks or where ever. It cheapens You it cheapens me. That's my views on that.
-Lets be adult about shit here folks! Don't slander me or talk at me like a dog in messages. There's plenty time for harsh talking and exerting Your dominance which I love so much... but first lemme know bout you. That way you know Your not wasting Your time with me ... an vice versa cause there a lot of fakes out there M/D as well as s/s. I gotta watch out too ya know!!! An the entire time I have spent in this l/s each Master I have had (which is two) I knew alittle something about before He offered his ownership... even just a training collar ... and cause of that I was happy to serve him in everyway that pleased Him. You do gotta give to get ... even if it is justa little! I wanna know my Master ... that isnt alot to ask now ... is it???
-Last one I promise ;) I cannot relocate. If you are interested in more than just talking with me then you gonna have to live close to me. Dallas, Houston, Austin, San Antonio... Louisiana (all the way to NOLA) Oklahoma, Arkansas, Mississippi, Alabama even out to Tennessee and the Carolinas but if ya live outta this range I'm afraid I could never serve you (the distance is too great!)
I won't write a whole lot here just because I think if Y/you want to know more about me than Y/you will ask me but I will put some key facts here and if anyone seems like it's interesting to Y/you than feel free to message me.
my experience in the l/s is:
-meticulously and well trained pleasure slave primarily
-been in l/s for over a decade.
random facts about me relating to BDSM:
-extremely masochistic
-i hate EPE
-hard limits are all that matter ... soft limits are for pissing moaning groaning bitches...
-my hard limits? beastiality, scat (good lord), blood play (needle play and there is a darn good reason for that) EPE (cannot function with a switch) diaper fetishisms
-with a female i am Dominate ... no two ways about it ... i can only submit to a MALE M/D...but i have no desire to be a Domme for a lady. None whatsoever
i'm sweet and extremely obedient then again i am used to very strict discipline however i am adaptable. i'm no brat but i do have a sense of humor that has gotten me in trouble in the past. i love to talk but i know when to shut up as well I don't antagonize.
I am intellegent. I will not submit to all D/M's who would message me but I will always give the proper respect. So please don't message me once and tell me to move into 24/7 service to You. I would be stupid and untrustworthy if I gave myself to you All. Talk to me and find out more about me. True service is birthed out of trust and if I don't know you how can I trust you?
I'm not really looking to be owned at the moment but that could change. I have come to Collarme to get plugged into the community once again so if ya wanna talk come on right ahead.
Oh yeah one last thing, please no racial junk. I don't want to hear it. I am French Creole and yes ..that does mean I am mixed. This has been an issue in the past on other forums I have been apart of. I hate it. It's ignorant.
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