Lonely and undertrained.

simple feeling sad and depressed.

Well let just say I am Happy!! For our one year anniversary we went out to dinner twice. I paid once he paid second time. He also got me my piercings :).  I will admit it hurt but not as much as I thought. I had each outer labia done all in one day. Almost did not happen thanks to mother nature but I was able to get it done. He held my hand the whole time. I asked him to because I am afraid of needles. As long as this pet does not see needle she will be fine. It hurt the worse when he stopped half way then finished. Like said pain not as bad as I thought. They are still healing but look great. Now have 7 left that I want to get done.

Well gained weight back yay :P but thanks to help of Master I am determinded to lose it. Just have to stop the snacking which is my weakness. But I am happy very happy. I thought I was happy with others before but this puts that all to shame. We have our tough times but I will ramina strong and supportive for my Master. He is teaching me karate and having me doing exercises everyday. Just need to start doing them more so I do not get punished which I know he is not afraid to do. I just hope that i can be brought up to his level so that I may please him.