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| I DID A STUPID AND WRECKED AN ANKLE, BRUISED MY KNEE ON SOME ICE. ANKLE SERIOUS, MAY NEED SURGERY, KNEE ALRIGHT. BUT, BEEN AWAY FROM KEYBOARD FOR A FEW DAYS. WORKING ON LAPTOP SO CAN STAY IN TOUCH. YOU AREN'T GETTING RID OF ME THAT EASILY
CAUTION: If you don't read my profile, or decide to write because you are "special", and I will make an exception, then you are wrong. I am here simply for the reasons stated below. I don't mind new friends, and support is always welcome. But, if you write and tell me what you want, what you need in a slave and what you are looking for. Well, you won't hear back from me! Got it?
And, do NOT ask me to chat.
I will be on this site for about 30 minutes, each day. If I don't get to your message immediately, I will, eventually. Please do not think I am being disrespectful, just that I do have an existence in the vanilla world.
I'm a deeply submissive 59 year old woman. For the last 27 months I have mourned the passing of my Master/husband. I was his wife, his partner, his mate, his concubine and, of course, his submissive and his slave. His wishes were that I would go on with my life, but I have been slow to do that. Life has been difficult, harder without him in it. Since my very first act of submssion, my Master had instructed me to maintain a diary, or a journal, of my life and experiences, as I became his slave. I recently began to read through the earliest of those journals, thinking it might do me some good. There was, of course, a great deal of sadness, then I started to feel as if life need not be over, for me. I've still got some obstacles to overcome, but the fact that I am on this site shows that I am making progress. All of my journals are handwritten. I am slowly getting them typed into the computer. What I am here for, right now, is to see if there would be any interest, from people into, or entering the lifestyle, in what I've written. I think, maybe, my experiences and how I reacted, what I learned, how I felt, might be of value to somebody. And, I think they would be pretty good reading, if nothing else! I can't simply give them away because then everybody will write and ask me for them. And, while it would be nice to pay some bills, I don't want to have anybody think that is why I am doing this. So, if you are at all interested, just let me know. I believe that a couple of bucks for each experience and entry would be fair to everybody involved. Anyway, please write and tell me what you think. I certainly won't mind helping, with advice and a sympathetic ear, those who are younger and just starting to explore this amazing way of life.
I will, in short order, be looking for a submissive/slave position. But, for right now, there is too much of my life up in the air. When I am ready and can truly serve, I will let everybody know. For me, it will be a time of celebration.
Having said all of this, if you send me a really empty-handed note and ask equally stupid questions, don't be offended if you get a snippy reply. Intelligence and good communication skills are sexy. Otherwise - you have been warned.
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I've more than had my fill of this site. Those of you who have my email, please feel free to use it. |
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Ankle surgery re-scheduled to Wednesday. |
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When I get a message that tells me, in CAPS, to kneel as I reply, and when all kinds of silly demands and directions are SHOUTED at me, I know that my profile wasn't read or even understood! I mean what kind of a "master" is so insecure that he has to begin in such a fashion? Never mind that is not why I am here! If you are a submissive woman, run away from those fakes who just have to be dominant because they have no level of personal security and are afraid not to have total control. |
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I welcome each and every person who writes to me. The time you take to write is, to me, a precious gift. But, please, try to understand that I am a person who also exists in the real world, has to do real world things and I do not camp out in front of my computer. If we make any sort of a connection, I will be happy to give you my email address. However, I must ask that you don't get in the habit of writing to me, each day, to ask silly questions. I am putting as much of my life here, as I dare. Beyond that, well ! |
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I need to make it very clear to all that I adore women. Enjoying another woman and being enjoyed by anothe woman. I am naturally submissive, of course, so a dominant woman is a true preference. However, I have to also add that the peak, or depth, of my submission and slavery is found when there is a male presence - at least, for me. Whether that maleness be in another sub, or a Dom. I have served, for weeks at a time, in a purely female environment and, while it is always pleasurable, it is, for me, just not as rewarding. What I say, here, about my preferences has nothing to do with the fact that I am always obedient and serve to the best of my ability. |
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So far, another "better" day! Here's hoping things stay that way. But, if you are foolish enough to ask about my children, or if they are still with me, know about me, you will not hear back from me. Same will probably go if you want to know which of my pictures is newest, etc. So many of you men are just so damned obvious. |
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This was a much better day. Even the quality of the negative replies was a bit better - mostly because they were short. I suspect it has something to do with intelligence and size of vocabulary, or size of something else! Especially love the ones who poach, have nothing better to do than send one word, negative and insulting responses. But, then, I suppose they are desperate to find somebody who will listen to them, acknowledge they are alive, if only for a second. |
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WOW! AGAIN! 99% of you read my profile and react with caring and offers of support. But, that 1% - the really ignorant, inexperienced and fraudulent "dominants" who, clearly, must try to be in charge because of their deeply seated insecurities. If you don't fit into their narrow definition - narrow because they have no scope or vision - you are to be scorned. As sad as I feel, sometimes, these people are truly pathetic. |
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WOW, In just a single day I have heard from the most wonderful and caring people and, sadly, the most ignorant. They try to tell me what I am doing wrong, or why I am here for the wrong reason, or that this site is not for me. Such contacts are always from the ones who are still looking, and will be looking or a very long time.................. Why is it that so many, who claim to be dominant, or a "Master" are so blatantly weak and impulsive? |
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