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Thank you for taking a moment of your busy day to learn a bit about me. To answer the question “Who am I” will take a life time so I’m not going to. I am a person who is growing and changing. What I will do is give you the highlights.
I just moved back to the Galveston area, and would like to meet local kinksters and make some new friends. Networking and helping each other is what this lifestyle is about. Having close friends who understand our lifestyle is very important. I am not looking for any casual play nor am I looking for a relationship. I have personal goals set and I am working to improve my relationships with those who are very important to me.
I enjoy many activities such as leather crafting, whip making, riding my motorcycle, going out with old friends and of course making new ones. I love to travel, anything to do with the outdoors, camping hiking, you name it. If it has to do with the water I’m there... be it the rain, the lake, the Gulf or a kiddy pool in the back yard. All of this is a big part of who I am, though it is not ALL of who I am.
There are many things that make up the person I am today. I am a submissive, gender fluid, pansexual male who is happy and proud of whom I am! It has taken some time to truly understand what it is to be a submissive but I have. Acceptance of one’s self sometimes can be a very hard thing to do. The point is … if you cannot accept yourself, how can you ask anyone else to? I spent many years building walls that were self imposed, the exit doors locked due to my own fears and insecurities. Accepting who I am, embrace all aspects of myself has opened these doors and I love the life I see before me. This was not something that I was able to do all on my own. I have to thank some very dear and special people who will always have my unconditional and undying love and respect.
I have been in and out of the Lifestyle for many years. I started out on the Dom side of the lifestyle. After some years I learned I also enjoyed being a bottom. I spent a few more years experimenting as a switch and found I was drawn deeper and deeper into submission. This took me down a path that I thought I was ready for…. after all look at all the years I have been in or around the Lifestyle. What I found out was I was not ready. While I have been in the lifestyle for many years, this journey into my submission is still very new to me. Yes I had the “book” knowledge but no real working experience. This came the hard way; with more trial and error than success. I know I am a submissive, and I know just how hard it is to submit completely. To fully submit takes complete acceptance of you. You have to be in control of you… how can you give over control of yourself to another if you cannot control your own actions or behaviors? My training and growing is very much a part of my daily life, and always will be. While I have to work on correcting the errors of my past (boy there are some huge ones), I will not allow them to keep me from becoming who I should be. The journey is not always as easy as it appears but the rewards are more than worth any price or hardship. I keep my submission in the fore-front of my every action. I know that my actions, behavior, speech and demeanor reflect not only upon myself but those I look upon as my Dominants and Mentors. I am learning patience. Patience is wanting something, sometimes with everything you are, but having the self control to wait for it, and the self control to accept that it may never happen. Patience is being so grateful for the little things that you don’t worry about what you may never receive. Patience is knowing that you will get what you need when you need it, not when you want it. It has taken me a lifetime to learn this, and the pain is sometimes more than I can take knowing what I have lost in the learning. I owe so much to one person for all of this.
My rules for life are simple. Respect, Loyalty and Honesty are very important. These character traits are not negotiable. This goes for me and well as those I hold as close friends. How can I fully serve and submit without them? As a submissive, Loyalty to me means never having your Dominant’s control question by either your words or actions. Respect and honesty need no explanation.
I’m not a complicated person. I am service oriented. Yes I have many fetishes, desires, and a wide range of interest. With someone i trust my limits are very few. Like most I desire to be accepted for who I am. I am poly. I do believe that a person can have multiple relationships with multiple people. Each relationship is built on honesty and open communication. I like being around people who are real, folks who know and accept who they are.
As many of my friends know I am at a point in my life where I was given the rare opportunity to hit my personal “reset button”. The button has been hit and I’m “rebooting”. This is a transformation period for me. Not like a phoenix who is totally reborn in fire, but a butterfly that was once a caterpillar, transforming from someone that thought mostly of himself into someone beautiful to not only be looked upon but to be worthy of being Owned. I am learning for my past behaviors, remembering all the joys and happiness as well as the pain and the hurt it took for this transformation to happen. As a very special person in my life once told me …I are free to do what I want… but only I can do what is needed to become who I need to be. It’s up to me to live up to the standards that have been set for me.
I am neither bashful nor shy. I do love to talk to new folks and make new friends. Networking and growing in the community is something I enjoy doing. If you wish to chat, ask questions or whatever, please don’t hesitate to message me.
Serving always
david
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