not a lot to say anymore

one of the things i fail to understand like many on here who are genuine and real irrespective of if they are Dominant, slave or submissive  is what the point is of those who make out that they want something and when offered it , then run a mile. 

im not convinced everyone is a fraud or a con artist, sure i know those people are here as in all walks of life. Like many i can only summise are here to explore and get afraid when the possibility of  when what they seek is put before them .

 Is it not a shame that collar me now appears to be becoming merely an extension of fantasy worlds like second life etc.nothing wrong with second life and RP worlds but well , its second li and surely the point of  real life is to actually live out that which you deeply desire in whatever form?

c'mon ladies , i know there has to be out there the right person 

i am not sure what to say really but , it would be good to find another sub who would like to get a real and genuine experience with things

the stuff you read is real, the Master i am owned by is real, 

give yourself an early christmas present and take a step to say hello :) 

love bara x

3 Sept 2011 : With my Master once more , feeling content and complete. Experiencing the delights of wartenburg wheels and driven over the edge with my breasts and lips clamped while tortured with two wands on and a vibe at same time on ass in cunt and on clit. So it may seem tame to some but hell do i care, there was just enough pain, just enough torment and just enough pleasure to cause me to melt into a puddle of wobbliness after i genuinely squirted like i never have before, puddle dripping off the table i was restrained to and me  feeling a sense of divine delight following the initial feeling of being completely out of control and my body taking over responding to my Masters touch. 

what he will have in store for me next be, i do not know, but it is sure to be an adventure.

www.bondageart.nl

  please visit and enjoy the ongoing project as it develops. i have had a rather good week here with my Master apart from the fine weather and wonderful presence of my Master, the sooner i can get relocated over here to him the better. soon i will begin to post my stories, experiences, thoughts and art on bondageart.nl . please feel free to mail me via there .dorks and dimwits of course need not bother, but genuine and interesting questions, comments , thoughts or queries from sincere  folk are most welcome

1/8/11 - just back in the Netherlands for a week with my Master after a blissful week with him in England ... hmmm maybe more pics soon xx

17/7/11 - Went to see my Master for 5 days and  just got back! had a fantastic time and cant wait to see him next week when he comes here
Am getting used to the travelling back and forth for now. My slit and butt flogged and paddled ,pegged ,zippered and clipped, cunt stuffed , fucked and tits teased and tortured till i exploded with quivering delight from  perfectly executed balance of pain and pleasure leaving 19 exquisite deep orgasms of mind body and soul
I know it may sound cliche, but he really is awesome in his control. First night spent in cuffs , sleeping quietly next to him. second night ommmg.... the delights of a mini wanachi x 2 one on a tiger balmed clit and other stuffed up against my g spot, i thought i was going to pass out in ecstacy. Woke next morning to worshipping his cock * yum* then up to the attic  and suspended in chains on tip toes , my nipples clover clamped and held by cord in my mouth unable to let go as they tugged my tits high, my Master paddled my ass  parted my legs wide clamped my engorged  lips and i felt the bite of the flogger on my slit. when i ached and throbbed the warm glow burning he stuffed the handle inside and i felt for first time the rope flogger he exquisitely made it lashed over my back and i loved the feel. when he pegged me and zippered me and pulled it of i squealed but although it nipped it made me desperate to cum. Wen my Master stuffed my cunt with a thick linked chain tugging it out slowly i begged to cum with intense desperation before exploding in delight.

Out and about knickerless as usual i wore the ben wa balls and felt very concious of them as they made me so aware all the time of their presence as we walked and talked , shopped and ate . Last night , I slept again in chains , the chain crotch belt dug deeply in my clit and i woke a lot squirming , Master has a wicked streak and used the wanachi wand over the chained and the whole thing vibrated i swear it was giving me little electrical shocks
He took some great pics and i put them on here, its good to remember the pleasure and pain and to coin a phrase form vanilla skies ..for without experiencing the "sour" the honey tastes always less sweet :)

xxx