There is nothing like pleasing Master. Seeing his face smile and seeing him rest is such a nice sight.  Placing my hands on his scalp and hair is so pleasing to him and it helps calm him.  This is my job and this is what I want to do.  I love you Master. Thank you for you have done for me. 

My Master has been supporting me and helping me through my sickness.  I became very sick last week and now I am just getting over it.  My face became disfigured and I am now just becoming myself again. I just want to say Thank you to my Master for helping me through this.  I love you and I am glad to be myself again. 

 Happy New Years to everyone.  Master and I are doing great and this is going to be our year.  Master got me a date book to note every cum I have this year.  I think that this is a great idea. I came to times today with Masters permission of course.  Thank you Master. I love you

I am so thankful for my Master.  He was able to come over and see me today even though he has a very busy schedule.  My Master is a very hard worker and he is the BEST.  After our terrific Thanksgiving meal before he had to go to his second job he teased me by letting me ride his leg while my cunt wrestling on top on his knee.  I love it when Master teases me and today I bought a new toy for us to use soon.  Master is training to improve in the bedroom and all I want to do is please him.  Thank you Master. I love you.

Spank my ASS Master,

Spank it harder and harder

This ass belongs to you

This is your ass and you can do what you want with it

I love to be naughty

Just to get my ass touched by your strong hand

Firm hand Master

Firm Hand striking my Ass

Love the feeling of a mean sting with red beating spots

Throbbing and more Throbbing then comes the sobbing

Sobbing heals the badness

To be owned by someone is a feeling of great awareness. The happiness flows through my entire body.  As his strong hand touches my body the awareness of love and being his is a great feeling of joy that could never be surpassed. Never before in my life I have ever felt so content.  I live everyday knowing that I have a Master that cares and a Master that just wants the Best for me.  I take care of him and love and enjoy every minute of it.  Thank you Master for everything you have ever done for me. I Love You.

I am so lucky to have a Master. I cannot believe that I am living the life I am living. My Master is so smart.  I listen to my Master and he is never wrong.  He takes my stress and my anxiety and demolishes it with a quick look and touch.  I am so calm when I am with him.  His control is my haven. Thank You Master. I love you.  

Master and I are playing more games in the bedroom, which makes the sex even better.  He is always thinking of great new things to try, but I always keep in mind while playing these new games in the bedroom he is still very much in charge.  He is still and will always be the Master. I will always respect him.  I got a new toy in the mail today. I tried buying it locally but none of the sex toyshops had one of these around.  I hope he likes it and enjoys it.  Can't wait till he sees it.  I love you Master. Thank you Master. 

Having a Master is a big responsibility but I know that the Masters place in the relationship has a lot more responsibility than my own.  A Masters role is very demanding.  Each and every Master is different with their slaves. My Master has a lot of patience with me but with each time I get better with the task in hand.  A Master has to be the one telling the slave what to do without hurting her to the point she cannot handle.  My Master knows how much pain I can handle and most of the time he will get me pass the breaking point just to exercise me to become stronger.  A Master has to know what to do to a slave when the slave is naughty.  Masters are the smart ones in the relationships. I am here to please Master.  I Love You.  Thank you my Master.

Being Disrespectful

I was disrespectful to my Master this morning. Even though I didn't realize it at the time that is no excuse for being disrespectful. My Master deserves to be treated with the biggest respect. He is my King and I am his servant.

Master texted me this morning wanted me to bring him donuts. I never received the text because my phone messed up. When Master got a hold of me later he had told me what he had texted me and realized I had no time to get him donuts because I had to go to work. When Master asked me I sighed then told him yes I could get him donuts. He noticed the sigh. The sighing was very disrespectful to my Master and never intended to make my Master feel that way. The last thing I would ever do would be to hurt my Master. Never again will I ever make my Master feel this way. Anytime and anything my Master asked me to do I am pleased to do. I love him very much. I would do anything for him. I hope he knows that I love and enjoy doing things for him. I am sorry Master. I never meant it. Please forgive me. I love you. Thank you Master.

I need to Always listen to Master. 

These past two weeks have been a major learning lesson in my relationship with my Master.  I will always ask Master to forgive me and will always apologize to Master for the wrong things I do to him.  I really was wrong just now. My Master works two jobs. His second job is ends late.  It was storming really, really bad tonight and he was on his way home.  Earlier today we met for dinner and when we did he gave me a few papers and instructions to look at and to follow.  They were mainly workout sheets.  As he was showing me these instructions other papers were accidentally seen by me and he never showed me these other papers.  He left for work but in my little worked up mind I wondered what those other papers were for.  When I asked him he told me not to worry about it.  But I thought about them all day. I thought these papers were going to be a new thing for us to try or in our slave and Master relationship.  I got really excited and really wanted to know.  Master got off of work and he called me. When he did it was raining so hard that he decided just to go home and be safe off of the roads.  But me being me, I wanted him to come over so I could ask him what were on those papers.  I was too excited and didn’t listen to Master when he told me how bad the roads were.  So he did what I wanted him to do and he came over.  He was right. It was really bad out there and I rightfully got drenched.   He was rightfully mad with me.  I was very wrong with everything.  It was horrible weather, not fit for anyone to drive in especially with construction.  I am so sorry Master.  You are right and will always be right.  I will always listen to Master.  Thank you Master. I love you Master

Trust is reliance of integrity, strength, ability, surety, of a person and confidence in a person on whom on which one relies.

Respect is a high or special regard to someone you love.

I did something to Master. At the time when I did this I didn’t think it mattered, but now after thinking about it. It does matter. It matters a great deal.

Something happened last week. I didn't tell Master about it because I didn't want him to worry. I didn't want to add to his stress, but when I told him today I found out that by not telling Master about it was in fact lying to him. I never meant to do this. Now after thinking about it I know I was wrong and this will never happen again. Master and I tell each other everything. We never keep anything to each other. Trust, respect and always telling the truth have always kept our relationship strong. I told Master and promised him that I would never keep anything from him again.

Thank you Master for forgiving me. I love you and promise to keep our relationship strong. I promise to always respect you and have respect for you.

My Master has worked his butt off so much in the past couple of months.  He has such a cute butt. I hope it doesn't get too small. I'm hoping in the future he will be able to rest more.  I will try to do everything in my power to treat my Master like the King he deserves.  I love you Master.  Thank you

Master has his special way of calming me down when I am in a stressful mood.  He looks at me in the eyes and I believe him instantly when he tells me everyhthing will be just fine.  Thank you Master for making me feel calm around you.  I love you

Credit to my Master always.

He is the reason of my being.

He is the reason for my soul.

He is the reason for every breath I take.

He is the reason for me feeling alive.

He is the feeling for me to want to live.

He is the reason for me to want no other.

He is the reason for me being me and for me to live my life for him.

A sub needs to feel wanted

A Dom needs to feels needed.

Your knees get weak when he leans forward and whispers, "You're my property. You belong to me."

It's not the collar that makes a sub.  It's that she doesn't want the key.

My Master sent me these messages today and I wanted to share them.  I agree with every one of them.  Thank you, Master.  ILY. 

Punishment was held in a very good way this past week.

I deserved to be punished and Master was able spank my ass in a very needed way.

This is my letter to him. After reading this to Master it was proceeded with a good red ass punishment. Thank you Master.

500-750

“Why a slave slut should always be ready to get fucked by her Master and how I will do that in the future.”

The Master should never wait for pleasure. His slave should always be ready at every moment to please him. When the Master asks the slave if she is ready to fuck she should answer him yes or no. If she answers him with a yes, then she should be wet in her cunt so the Masters hard cock goes straight deep inside of her. The Master shouldn’t have to wait. If the Master has to wait then there is a chance his cock will soften. Once the cock is inside of the slave’s cunt then his cock will stay hard and will be able to cum. Making the Master cum is very important. Master needs to cum to feel pleasure. Giving pleasure to Master is one of the slave’s main jobs. Now, if the Master asks his slave if she is ready to fuck and she replies with a no, then the slave should prepare herself by getting ready to fuck by pleasuring herself and by doing this she will be well lubricated for a good fucking from her Master.

Preparing for Masters cock for a good fucking can be done in several ways. But preventing the cunt from drying out can be accomplished by drinking lots and lots of fluids so the slave is not completely dry. She needs to be hydrated. If the slave is dry then a simple lubrication from a bottle will help, but there is no need to explain this to the Master. He doesn’t need reasons why you are dry or in explanation on ways to become wet, he just wants the cunt be moist, wet and ready to fuck. The slave just needs to get to this point for a good fucking.

It isn’t the Masters job to get the slave wet and moist. This is the slave’s job. But it is the slave’s job to get the Masters cock hard. The slave needs to be prepared for the Master in a lot of ways for a good fucking. The bed or the desirable fucking room or mat needs to be ready. Any children need to be in bed. The slave must be shaved in specific places if the Master desires her to be that way. The slave must get undressed in a hurry or already be undressed. The slave must be wet. The slave must get the Master hard. The slave must help the Master cum with a great deal of pleasure. The slave then must take his huge load of cum either in her mouth or her cunt. Sometimes up the ass. This decision is always up to the Master.

In the future as a slave I will be prepared in every way possible. After writing this essay I am now more aware of my consequences if not being prepared for my Masters cock. If the slave is not prepared then she will not have a good fucking. The slave will not get to cum, but most importantly Master will not get to cum. He instead will have to masturbate himself into a cum. If the Master wanted to masturbate in the first place he would have done this anyway. If the Master wants to give you a good fucking then he should be able to. The Master isn’t asking for much, he is actually performing the slave a favor by fucking her. There will be no more excuses Master. I am sorry. Please forgive me. I love you Master.

a raging inferno that burns inside
slave's hunger, will it be denied?
hoping to please in every way
striving continually day by day

"Master, she only wants You pleased"
crawling before You on her knees
that desire within, constantly aflame
passion erupts from hearing His name

wanting to see that smile on Your face
Your pleasure in her not to be erased
needing Your guidance and Your touch
at times it seems she needs so much

Your very strength felt deep within
giving all fully, no need to pretend
her every passion, her very soul
Master, it's You that make her whole

I found this slave poem and this is how I respect and love my Master.

One of the Best things about being a slave to a Master is the meaning of the slave being there for the Master no matter what happens. It means the world to me knowing that I can provide everything I can for him. Knowing that I can provide what he needs at any given moment is the reason I love being my Masters slave. I love my Master and thank him for everything he helps me with.

I crave my Masters cock. I love my Masters COCK. His COCK is my GOD. I am his B-I-M-B-O. Bimbo. I love to fuck. All I think about is fucking his sweet sweaty cock. I want to suck his cock and gag. I want to deep throat his cock until he cums into my mouth.

I have been taken a new role in my relationship with my Master.  I have been becoming more like a BIMBO.  He likes this a lot and I do as well.  I just love playing the role as a slut, whore, cunt who just wants to fuck.  I just know that Master will enjoy more and more slutty ventures from the BIMBO.  I love you Master. Thank you for everything.  I love being your little BIMBO. 

By the way the orgasm you gave me a few days ago still gives my body shakes.  It was great.   

It has been way too long since I have been on here. I have tried all week but my computer finally let me back on.

First off thank you master for everything. You are my rock and you are the only one that truly knows mw and understands me.

Second of all Happy Holidays to everyone. I hope everyone gets what he or she want be it a good fuck, a good cum. I know my Master will give me a dick in a box. Thank you Master. ILY.

The need for a good red ass spank is just like a need for a good orgasm.

Again my Master fucked me so good that my cunt was throbbing with overwhelming sensation of cum. His huge thick long cock trapped itself on a very sensitive patch of my cunt the other night. The orgasm lasted for a very good time. I am so lucky to be with a Master that knows how to FUCK. Thank you Master for another great night of fucking. You are truly the BEST.

  A meaningful Master, slave relationship is something a lot of people don't understand. The place I work at a lot of co-workers were talking about today and I just think many people don't know about the true meaning about being in that sort of relationship. Ever since the book "50 shades of Grey, has came out people are talking more about that style of living. My fellow co-workers just think it's a big joke. They were making fun of the whole life style. I tried to talk to them but they wouldn't listen. The relationship that my Master and I have is a serious one, a loving one and a fun one. I never would ever make fun of it. I love my Master and will always respect him. 

My Master fucked me so hard that he made me have a huge Fuck Cry. He kept on banging with his huge cock. I kept feeling an overwhelming cum after cum after cum. The great feeling of orgasmic flowing through my entire body was too much and my body broke down into a huge cry. My tears were flowing over and over again. This was not a bad thing at all. This was a total releasing experience that I needed. The cum through my body was super enormous. I totally hope Master wants me to do it again. It is pretty easy when Master makes me cum over and over again. He is the BEST. I love you Master. Thank you for a great FUCK CRY.

Staying in tonight because of the storm. Wish I were with my Master staying warm as he spanks my ass. Then he likes to rub it after spanking it. The feeling is so tingly and good. ILY Master.

I'm working harder and longer for Master to achieve something. I am willing to give him everything I have in order for him to do what he wants to do. I believe that if I show him that I will do what it takes then it will hopefully help him even more. I will back him and give my all. I am Hard Core out to do what it takes for him to do what he wants and he knows this. I will be there for you Master. Always. ILY.

I would follow my Master anywhere. He is my guiding light. I trust him and listen to everything he tells me to do. I have pledged to my master to be with him and to listen to him. I have pledged my full life to a man. This one man whom I look up to while on my knees. This man whom I will dedicate my body and soul to. I truly believe in him and trust him. Thank you Master for helping me and being there for me when I needed you. I will always be there for you and will always love you.

Touch my ass with your firm strong hand.

Leave a red mark that burns with the slightest touch.

Look down on me with your guiding powerful eyes.

Tell me what to do for your pleasure.

Tell me to lick your ass.

Tell me to suck your cock.

Tell me lay down so you can spank my ass.

Tell me to look up at you as I sit at your feet.

Tell me anything and I will do it, because I will be your slave forever.

I love you Master always. Thank you for everyday you give me with you.

There is no one else I would rather spend my day with. Master is the extreme Man in my life that gives me everything. We were discussing something interesting tonight that I would like to share with the rest of you. My Master is the one that popped my cherry. Yes, it is true that I was once married and have had a child by c-section, but my ex has a little tiny one and my Master has a huge jumble cock. My Master made me bleed when we first fucked. ILYM Thank you.

Nothing else Matters.

If Master is the one.

Nothing else Matters.

If he says so.

The very last thing I want to do is disappoint my Master. I am always thinking of ways to impress him, to make him happy, and to provide him with a loving, trusting, sexy, relationship that he can be proud to be in. Pleasing him is my main concern and I need to be giving him all I can. I will always be trying my best and being my Best to be a good slave to my Master. I love him and support him to the fullest.

Very few people can say that they live the lives of people, who truly love, trust and give everything they have to than one special person. This lifestyle is truly meant for me. I wish everyone could at least give this lifestyle a chance. It is so unbelievable true to my heart to give my heart to my Master. I sometimes think about how lucky I am that Master took me under his wing and started to point me into the right direction. The direction I am in now is true happiness, something that I have been trying to find all my life. Thank you Master for being there and being my light, life and soul. I truly love you.

Nothing makes me feel better than to be under the control of my Master. He makes me feel calm when under pressure. He makes me feel sexy when I am feeling frumpy. Nothing in this world could ever make me feel better then he does. I trust him with everything I ever known or had. He can take an angry upset me and turn me into a calm cute bunny. ILY Master. Thank you.

I'm your Slave,
Willingly walking behind you.

You lead the way,
I trust you so much,
my life is in your hands daily.

I do what makes you happy,
Some times I disobey,
But I willingly take the punishments.

You own my heart, body, and soul.
But my mind is my own,
I willingly follow you.

So Master I know I'm a lot of responsibility
But please Master
I need you.

You are my Master,
Forever in my eyes,
My loyal protector.

Master and Me

Master and me, I am his

Master and me, he gives me his jis

Master and me, I know my place

Master and me, he gives me it on my face

Master and me, ass red hot

Master and me, I am his little sex robot

More than 40 times is how much my Master made me cum tonight.  Back to back to back orgasms.  He gave me this because I was a good girl and passed my final.  I love you master thank you.  No one has ever made me cum like that before. 

I have been so busy with finals but Master has been so patient with my time studying.  I hate taking time away from him but he realizes that I need to study for my math final.  Hopefully by this Thursday I will be able to give my full attention back to him.  I just hate it when I can't give it to him.  I'm glad that he understands and he is there for me.  I love you Master,  Thank you for your patience.

I can't explain how much I want to do for my Master. I just want to do everything for him. I have made a date next weekend to clean his feet with warm soapy water. I then will dry them, massage them. I then will scrape any extra skin on his feet. I then will rub them again. After all of that I will apply lotion to Masters feet. ILYM.

My relationship with my Master is in a good place. It is always in a good place. I never worry about it ever being bad. I believe in him and I believe in us. I love that he takes care of me as his slave and I love that I can take care of him because he is my King. Master hit my G-spot the other day and drained me good. Master knows exactly what he was doing and I just love being under him and feeling him hit my secret sexual spots. Thank you Master. ILY.

Had the BEST time with Master this weekend. We had three great days of fun, no worries, lots of sex, and just being together without anybody or work. I found out that I like beer. Master took me to a big party called Roverfest and we had a blast. Next year we hope to go with a few people to have even more fun. We saw lots of exciting things. I saw people being arrested and getting rowdy. I have never been to anything like this before. Master kept an eye on me making sure that I didn't become too drunk. Women making out in the bathroom lines. It was great. I can’t wait to do more things like this with Master. He has opened up my mind to many different wonderful things. Master was spanking my bare ass every time he got near it. I wore a sundress with no panties.  I felt free the whole night.  Thanks Master. ILY.

There will never be another person like my Master. I can truly say that I will never love a man more than I love him. He makes me who I am because when you love someone as much as I love him you put your trust and everything into that one person. No one makes me happier than my Master. He is the one and only one I listen to. He made me a better person. Thank you Master. ILY always.

Happy 4th to everyone. I was lucky and spent some time with Master today. I have this great idea in my head and I hope I can make it happen. It is a long shot but I will try. I am always thinking of things to please Master with. He deserves it and Master does appreciate the special things I do for him. Master shows his appreciation by giving me a good pounding. Yes I do at times become naughty but I love it when Master spanks my ass. My ass is his. I love you Master. Thank you.

Happy 4th to everyone. I was lucky and spent some time with Master today. I have this great idea in my head and I hope I can make it happen. It is a long shot but I will try. I am always thinking of things to please Master with. He deserves it and Master does appreciate the special things I do for him. Master shows his appreciation by giving me a good pounding. Yes I do at times become naughty but I love it when Master spanks my ass. My ass is his. I love you Master. Thank you.

I just want everyone to know that I have to take a sex pill after my Master fucks me hard.  I am proud to say that we fuck so hard and good that my cunt muscles swell.  My doctor perscribes special pills for this and now I feel good after sex, not sore.  ILYM.  Thanks for the good Lovin.  :)

Ownership-right to the possession of a thing, or a person.

My Master owns my body. What he says and does to my body is his decision, not mine. A good slap on the ass is something I really like Master to do especially while out in public. When Master slaps my ass it shows ownership on my body. It is his body and it belongs to no one else. I do like the sting of his firm hand as it hits my backside. The slight pain in public makes me wet instantly. Thank you Master. ILY

Paralysis is loss of muscle

function for one or more muscles. Paralysis can be accompanied by a loss of feeling (sensory loss) in the affected area.

This is how Master made me feel the other night.  This isn't a bad thing.  This is a very, very good thing.  Master fucked me good the other night and as he drilled his thick cock up inside of my cunt I kept cumming, cumming, cumming non-stop until I lost all feeling in my body.  I couldn't move and he kept fucking me.  After he was done I couldn't move my body for a while.  I want to do this again.  Thank you Master. ILY

I knew this summer was going to be hard but Master and I have been able to see each other even though we both have been extremely busy. He has been able to come over and see me when he gets off late, which I know is difficult for him to do. Just the other day I called off work to spend a day with him and we made the best of it. We were able to have a good Fuck Fest and we both made each other cum several times. If you want to see someone and be a good slave it can happen you just have to want it. Thank you Master. ILY

It was such a nice weekend that Master and I had this weekend.  I am so glad we were able to leave out of town and get away.  We didn't spend much time alone so I made sure today that we shared a nice day together.  I was able to pamper Master today and give him what he needed and wanted.  Sometimes just realxing in front of the t.v. is good enough.  ILY Master.  Thanks for the good time we had on our trip.  

This week is going to be very busy.  Master is busy and I am busy.  But if Master came over I would certainly take care of his needs.  ILYM

Nothing hurts more then disappointing my Master.

Nothing feels better than my Masters hand on me. Thank You Master. ILY

Master found a letter that I wrote to him years ago. He read it to me. Our relationship has come a long way since then. I said a lot of things that I still believe in today. I will always love my Master and stand by his side. I wrote that letter when I lived far away from him and now we see each other everyday. It was more of a challenge living far from him and now I feel better being with him treating him like he should be treated. ILYM. Thank you.

I love it when my Master cums inside of me then he lies on top of me. I'm pinned down beneath his sweaty masculine hard body. I can hear his strong breathing on my chest as his panting dies down on my hot warm body. His strong body overwhelms mine in such a physically powerful way. Master overpowers me and there is just not another better feeling than that. ILYM.

My Master and I love getting reaction from people that don't know us. We sometimes get in line at a store and act as if we don't know one another. We then start to act as if Master is picking me up with one line. He then spanks my ass as we walk away. We have done this once. Master has spanked my ass in public lots of time and we just love looking at people’s reaction. As my ass is spanked I just say thank you. I hope we do this more. I think if people were as happy as we were everyone would be spanking Asses everywhere. ILYM 

Master and I had a very good weekend.  There is nothing more I want than to please him.  I feel that at times I do things that could have been better.  Master shows me the way and all I have to do is follow and listen to him.  I want to prove to him that I can be the very best slave I can be.  I hope that this weekend when we are alone I will show him how much I can be a slave to him.  I want to pamper him.  Thank you Master.ILY

Two weeks off from school. Yeah me.  Passed all my classes because of Master.  I am going to dedicate my time to my Master and when he comes over I will be prompt to anything he wants and more.  Thank you Master.  ILY.

I want to say that I had a wonderful Mothers Day. My Master met me for breakfast before we went to work. It was such a nice idea. I did however was disrespectful to my Master when we were talking on the phone. I immediately apologized, and asked for forgiveness, but I couldn't realize that I acted and treated my Master that way. He did forgive me, but I did feel bad. I do love my Master and will continue to be the best slave I can be for him, ILY Master. Thank you.

Master has decided to go back to our old format.  It isn't old, but hasn't been used for awhile.  Master uses a point chart to see how much progress I make being his slave.  I have been messing up on a few challenges in this past week and he wants to encourage this way of punishment again.  I totally agree with him and cannot wait to do this again.  Thank you Master.  ILY.

Master and I always have a great fuck session. Master keeps giving me more and more cums as we fuck. There are times when I pass out because when I become his fuck doll I get so wrapped up into fucking and cumming I just lose myself with the extreme cums. This is a good thing. Master gives me such a good fuck. I just want to do for him what he does for me. Watching him squirt his cum inside of my mouth makes me really feel like his slave and I enjoy that. Thank you Master. ILY.

I have to really get my life back on track.  Master is helping me cope and understand what I have to do.  I wouldn't know what to do without him helping me.  He truly knows what to say and do.  He calms me and points me into the right direction.  I was feeling very down today.  Thank you Master.  ILY.     

Happy Star Wars Day         

May the 4th be with you:)

I get on my knees to serve my Master.

I get on my knees to respect my Master.

I never leave it up to Master to refill his cup.

I never leave it up to Master tie his boots.

I'm always honoring my Master.

I'm always giving Master massages to help him feel better.

To see my Master relax means I have done my job.

To see my Master smile means I am a good slave.

I do like to be naughty sometimes :)

  I am here for my Master to do what ever he tells me to do. If my Master says to do it I don't ask any questions. I just do it. I trust him with my life. I have always been worried about my past relationships. This is the first relationship I have ever trusted someone. I never worry about Master doing something that is not good for me. He has always had my best interest in hand. He will always be the Best, and there will never ever be anyone like Master or Better than Master. I Love you Master. Thank you.

I learned something today. I need master in my life to kick me in the ass. I was once married and my ex never pushed me to do more then what I was already doing. Master seen the potential I have and he pushes me to do more and more, which this is what I need more than anything. Master sees things in life that needs improving and he tells me in a good way how to change these things for the better. I need him to keep on me until I do these things. I am in school right now and he helped me get there. I already have a good career going but I will not be able to keep this up in five years. Master is here to guide me, to help me, to push me, to make me a better person and to support me. The Best thing about him is that he believes in me. Thank you Master. ILY.

No one could ever understand the way I feel about my Master. I trust him.  I love him.  I honor him.  I respect him.  I will always treat my Master like a King. 

Master and I had a very good weekend together. We made a couple of great purchases and I can't wait to use them both. We should have lots of fun with them.  Master knows exactly what to do.  I'm so glad that I listen to him.  Thank you Master.  ILY. 

I love giving to my Master.  I love giving him the awesome orgasm that he had last night.  He gives me the greastest orgasms and its nice to see him enjoy one knowing that I gave it to him.  We did things a little different and maybe Master will allow me to do this more at future times.  ILYM.

Master has been very busy all this week but he still had time to come over today and spend some time spanking my ass and making me cum.  I treated him to a few fun things and made him very happy.  Thank you Master.  ILY.

For the next couple of days I will not be able to see my Master.  This is okay because it will only make me appreciate him more.  ILYM.  I will be good and I promise I will not be naughty.

I have been having the worst time trying to get on this site for the past three days.  I want to devot my life to my Master.  I feel that I owe him that because he has saved me from a life of true despair.  ILYM. Thank you.

When my Master is inside me and I cum my whole body shakes tremendously.  This is a good thing.  I couldn't stop shaking from cumming the other day. I have never had sex like that with anyone else before.  Only Master can do this to me.  ILYM.  Thank you.

Master is coming over.  This is sweet.  I love it when he pops in.  I love my Master so much.  Time to spoil him.

The night was getting darker and I started to think Master was tired but he wasn't. He got up and helped me up came over to me and started to caress my tits softly then kissed me passionately. He led me into the bedroom. I got on my knees and started to suck his cock. It got hard, very hard. He forced me down onto the bed and stuck his thick dick deep inside of my wet pussy. He fucked me so hard that after we were done I got up off of my bed and a gush of watery goo came poring out of my cunt. My g-spot had sprung open again. My god my Master knows how to fuck. He had satisfied me beyond belief. My cunt is now calm from cumming several times. Thank you Master. ILY.

Master and I had a great weekend. We were able to go to a Hockey game. We had to walk a ways to get to there and on our way a lady started to walk close to Master and I. The lady started to chat with us about how busy the day has been with groups of people everywhere because of St. Patrick’s Day. After a while I started to tease Master by walking faster then him. He spanked my ass very hard and I told him thank you, he replied by saying you’re very welcome. The lad said nothing more and she started walking in another way by exiting the building. We both thought it was very funny. I love you Master.

Orgasm restraint is needed, because if you get to much of a great thing then you won't appreciate it when you do orgasm. My Master makes sure that I only cum wit his permission. When Master allows me to orgasm it is like an extreme overwhelming sensation ringing like a bell in my cunt. Master makes this happens. Thank you Master. ILY.

  My Master can perform on the spot. He came over and pumped me full of his manhood juice the other day out of the blue. It must have been running down my leg all day afterwards. I love feeling wet and mushy down there all day. It makes me even hornier. ILYM.

Safe and calm is exactly how I feel when I am with my Master. Nothing else matters. He inspires me to be a better person. Today I had to be a strong person and my Master helped me through it and it all worked out for the best. My Master is always right. Thank you Master. ILY.

People can be so wrong about the way Master and I live.  I wish I could just tell everyone about how I live and not have to hear about how wrong I am.  ILYM

His firm hand was felt on my heated seat.

The blood filled tissue swelled up instantly.

I could feel the love hit my bottom with a rush of pain.

The pain was needed for me

I need the touch of a rough, stern hand to live my life

The pressure that was rising inside of me was gratifying.

I wish so much that I was in a position to be there for my Master when he needs me but for right now I cannot be. I sometimes stay up at night thinking how to help him more. He is very deserving to being treated like the Man he is. I hope sometime soon he can come home to me and not worry about anything else that is un-deeded.  ILYM

The Best Luck I ever had was the day I met my Master.  I knew he would have positive power over me.  He clicked with me and seen the potential of making me a much better person then what I was already.  He continues to do his Best of making me, modeling me to be a very good slave to him and as a person in the public eye,  Thank you Master.  ILY

Here is the story tonight. Master took me into the bedroom and fucked me and satisfied me completely. He shot his cum deep inside or my cunt. I sat on the bed for a while and his steamy white thick juice started to seep out of my pussy. It felt great knowing he could have got me pregnant. I have preventions from it happening but it is always a good sex high when I am fucking. ILYM. Thank you.

I asked my Master for a really huge favor the other day. He said yes immediately. I was surprised, because I am not use to having someone on my side willing to help me out. I was so happy he told me he would help me. My job is to just take care of him and that would repay him. Thank you Master. ILY.

It really really hurts when I get spanked, then there is a time when the pain goes away. That’s when it feels like a good drug wrapping your body in goodness. My body drains itself from stress and then serenity takes over. My Master knows what he is doing. Thank you Master. ILY.

Happy Valentines Day to my Master. We decided not to buy each other anything this year. We are going to do things for each other instead. Appreciation is always the best thing to give to one another. ILYM

I sometimes cannot believe how great my sex life is with my Master. We had great sex again this morning. He brings out the best in me and we have fun with it. When I relax and let him have power it seems to all fit. There all so many ways to have fun in bed. We are not the normal when it comes to sex. We both like it that way. Each time it is different, crazy, sweaty and FUN. Thank you Master. ILY

I give my all and more to my Master.  The key is that I don't mind to give all to him.  He deserves it.  He gives me everything I need in return.  Thank you Master.

Tonight I was able to supply my Master with meds.  He has a head cold and all I want to do is take care of him.  Master enjoys me taking care of him.  I love being his servant.  Thank you Master. ILY.

Punish me more so I can cum again.  Punishment is due to pleasure.  Without the obedience then there is no pleasure.  ILYM.  Thank you

Punishment is pleasure.

Punishment is pleasure.

Punishment is pleasure.

Punishment is pleasure.

Punishment is pleasure.

Punishment is pleasure.

Punishment is pleasure.

Punishment is pleasure.

Punishment is Pleasure the Master once said.

In order to get pleasure one must endure pain.

When you understand pain you will appreciate the pleasure so much more.

ILYM.

Show your partner how you love them by doing things for them.  This past weekend my Master did a lot for me and in return I was able to help him out.  We ended up taking a trip to Columbus and we were able to stop at the Lions Den.  They have lots of good porn there and we were able to add to our small collection.  We really want to add Nailin Pain.  Thank you for driving me Master. ILY.

My Master bought a new belt today.  He has lost some weight and needed a smaller belt. He took off his old belt and put on his new one.  Master spanked me with the old belt and the extreme pain and pleasure suddenly rushed through my body with a great sensation of goodness.  I placed his old belt in our bedroom.  Master will use it when he wants to.  Thank you Master.  ILY.

Went to the Doctor today.  Had the old PAP done.  The Doctor was aMAZing.  My Master was right again.  He referred me to his Doctor and she was awesome.  I had a few normal tests done but she said I looked pretty helathy done there.  My Master was happy to hear this.  ILYM.  YOUR'RE THE BEST

I'm so glad my Master is so strong and smart. He fixed something with my apartment the other day. I would be truly lost without him. I can say that I can see myself with my Master for the rest of my life. I feel as if I don't deserve such a great Man in my life. ILYM.

It is very awesome when your mother loves your Master. My mother loves my Master because he is a man and takes care of me. She has told me that she never worries about me when I am with him. I’m the golden child, which makes him a Golden Master. ILYM.

My Master will always have the power.  The only way I will have the power is if my Master wants me to have the power.  My Master is always in control.  ILYM

I am so glad that I was in an awful relationship. I will tell you why. If I wasn't then I probably wouldn't appreciate the Man I am with now. My Master has showed me in the past couple of days what a real happy relationship should feel like. I would not know what I would ever do without him. Happiness is all I ever wanted in life and my Master has showed me this Happiness we all want. Thank you Master. ILY

I appreciate the way my Master disciplines me. I respect the way he treats me as his slave. Our relationship has such a nice balance to it. He was born a leader and I was born the follower. He has such a bigger job than I do. Being a Master has so much responsibility then being a slave. I love to learn from my Master. ILYM.

Trying to buy a pair on panties that say, "spank this".  If anyone can help me out let me know.  My Master seen a pair and wants me to wear them as he spanks my ass red.  ILYM.

When you do for others, others do for you.  If everyone would use this and believe this in a relationship then they should have no problems.  Take care of your Master and he shall take care of you.  Thank you Master.  ILY.  Thanks for tonight.  I know you were very tired. 

This is going to be a very good year for Master and I.  Since I have moved closer to him I have noticed that our Master/slave relationship has become stronger.  This year we will be able to accomplish a lot of what we have talked about in the past.  ILYM.

I was disrespectful to my Master the other day. I think about things until they boil over and lets just say I was being naughty, not in a good way. I had some time to think about what I did and I automatically apologized to my Master. I told him I was in the wrong and I made it up to him. I have learned a lot of lessons this week. I will always treat Master with respect. Master accepted my apology. I am still sorry Master and it will never happen again. I love you Master. Thank you for forgiving me. 

Master gave me the Best advice tonight.  I took his advice and now I have no more worries.  That is what my Master does for me.  I feel at ease with him.  I only hope he feels the same when he is with me.  Thank you Master ILY

Always be truthful to your Master. I did something tonight and the very first thing I did when Master called me was to tell him what I did.  It is always better not to hide anything from your Master.  The truth shall set you free.  My Master was pleased that I told him the truth. Thank you Master.  ILYM  

I was able to ring in the New Year with my Master.  Had the Best time ever.  It is so wonderful to feel that you know you have someone to share a life with.  I know that my Master will always watch over me making sure I listen to him and make the right choices in life.  My Master is always right.  Thank you Master. ILY.

Looking forward to the weekend.  I hope to get to spend some good Master time in either on Saturday or Sunday.  Bring in the New Year with a good helping spanking.  ILYM.

Check out my new picture my Master took of my tits.  Cum everywhere on them.  Thats what a cum slut deserves when she gets a good fuck.  I'm letting it dry and then I am going to have my co-workers smell my dry cum tits all day.  My Master is the Master of fucking.  His cock knows how to satisfy a cunt. ILYM. Thank you.

My Master is just so amazing.  Really.  I know a lot of people say this about people but I really mean this.  I was driving home today in a small snow storm and couldn't stop thinking about how lucky I have it with him.  He punishes me when I need to be punished and he rewards me when I need rewarded.  I am so FUCKING lucky.  ILYM.

Christmas went very well for Master and I.  He loved his gifts and his birthday is right around the corner so I have to keep at it and make sure that I have everything in order.  I hope I make lots of money for the next couple of days.  ILYM.

Merry Christmas to everyone.  Cannot wait to see my Master and to give him my gifts.  I just know he will be happy. ILYM.

I cannot get enough of my Master.  I think of him through the whole day.  This is a very good thing.  I am always concerned that Master gets treated and respected the way he should. There will be times that I will fail, but these are learning times for me.  I will always learn to be a better slave for my Master, because I love my Master.   

Tonight was a big night for someone in my life.  My Master was there for them.  It meant  alot to me that he was there even though he didn't have to be.  ILYM.  Thank you.

Have you ever had an orgasm, or multiple orgasms given from your Master that made you cry? I have a couple of times and the feeling of the ultimate release can be felt from his engorged cock throbbing inside my wet horny cunt. The expelling of my tears is just the topping on cake. ILYM. Thank You.

There are two people that I love more than anything in this world. One of these people is my Master.  My Master means the world to me.  ILYM.

I was at work today. During my lunch hour the girls that I work with were talking about men. They were bashing men and talking about how dirty they are and how they never clean up after themselves. I felt bad that the women were talking down about their men. I kept quiet until the very end of the conversation. They looked at me and asked if I had the same opinions as they did. They were surprised when I said no. My man is a very clean man. I never talk bad about my Master. I never degrade men like lots of women do. I told them that I appreciate my Man and respect him enough to never talk down about him. They were shocked but I said what I had to say. Men should be treated as Gods. My Man is the Master. ILYM.

I'm very high right now on cold medicine.  I'm feeling very very good.  I need to rest now so I can be a good slave for my Master. ILYM.

Very sick today. My chest hurts and all I want to do is sleep, but cannot.  My nose won't let me sleep.  This is no reason for me to be a bad slave.  I will be a good slave to my Master even when I am sick.  ILYM ALWAYS!!!

Sometimes I am a very naughty girl just to get punished by my Master.  I am very good to my Master.  I think of myself as a good slave to my Master.  I have to be naughty sometimes to get spanked by my Big Daddy Bear.  ILYM.

I am making sure and I am getting all of my homework done before the weekend so all of my time can be devoted to my Master. He needs a lot of my attention right now and I want him to feel loved. It is my job to take care of him and I don't want to do anything else but to devote my time and love to him. ILYM.

I feel completely safe with my Master.  I have never been with a real man before and felt safe like I do when I am with my Master. Knowing how comfortable I am with him only wants me to listen to him even more.  Obedience is pleasure.  ILYM.

I learned this past week that my Master trusts me.  I knew that he did before this past week but he really showed me this Saturday that he really does.  My Master is becoming to be my first on a lot of things.  Some people would think that I have had lots of experiences in my life but I really haven't.  My Master is showing me new and wonderful things that we can enjoy together.  Thank you Master.  ILY.

Today is Thanksgiving. I am thankful for my Master being with me and making me understand what a true realtionship is all about.  I love you Master and always will. 

I belong to my Master.  I will always want to be owned by my Master.  To be without my Master is to be unhappy.  To be with my Master is to be Obedient.  I want my Master to be proud of my Obedience towards him.  I want my Master to be proud of our relationship in public. I am very proud of my Master and would never want to be without him.  Master is a drug that I am addicted to.  ILYM.

Letting him be on top of me and being in total control.  Letting yourself go and being submissive.  I was trapped and liked it.  I was being raped and loved it.  I was being drilled with his big cock, it hurt but then I enjoyed it.  Obedience is pleasure is what I kept saying out loud.  I am a FUCK DOLL.  I am Masters fuck doll.  I know nothing but pleasing my Master and being a cunt slut.  My Master forced himself onto me and I want him to do it again.  ILYM. 

Guess who had milk coming out of her tit right now? Me.  I just had a little milk come out of my left nipple.  I'm so excited.  I know that it may not be milk but I hope it is.  ILYM.  Yeah!!!!!!!!! :)

I'm still placing the nipple suction cups on my nipples every night when I go to bed.  I am starting to get red skin around my tits but that is okay, this is very little compared to me wanting to please Master.  I wouldn't care if my whole tit was red, I just want Master to be happy.  Please let the milk come. ILYM.

My Master is the BEST.  There are times when I am driving in my car thinking about him and I feel this cool exciting feeling running through my entire body.  I feel so special that he picked me and that he is still with me.  I am not the normal slave. I can be quite odd at times but he still wants me.  Thank you Master. ILY.

Master and I have been playing around with new tit toys. He placed them on my nipples and suction up my nipples and a few white milky drops came out. We were both very excited because my Master wants my breast to start producing milk. If anyone out there has any ideas about producing milk in breast w/o getting pregnant let me know. I want to provide what my Master wants. Had lots of fun Master. Can’t wait to do it again. I promise to sleep with them on tonight. ILYM.

I worship the ground my Master walks on.  I listen to him and evreything turns out the way it is suppose to.  Matter of fact if everyone would listen to my Master then the world would be a better place.  I never have known him to be wrong.  I'm glad he is on my side because I would hate to be an enemy of his.  I am so lucky to have a very smart Master. ILYM

I think I hurt my Master tonight.  His back is in bad shape and I think I made it worst.  I feel so bad for him and wish I could help him.  I hope he feels better tomorrow, but I guess we will see.  I am going to call him tomorrow morning and ask him.  I will do anything in my power to make him feel better.  ILYM.  Sorry. Please forgive me.

I had to do something tonight when I got home.  I went into my bedroom and I squeezed my body into the corner and held my body there for a good while.  I did this because I felt the need to remember how my I respect my Master and our relationship.  I stood there in that corner reciting my phrases that he tells me to say and I started to think about nothing but my Master and how lucky I am to have him in my life.  I broke down in tears and pressed my knees further down onto my punishment mat.  I need to know that I can still be a good slave for my Master. ILYM

I feel bad when I cannot help my Master feel better.  I try and do all I can but sometimes it still isn't enough.  When I see my Master in pain I just want him to feel better.  I hope that I did some good tonight, but I will ask him tomorrow.  If not I will keep on trying because that is my duty as a slave, to make my Master feel good.  My Master comes first and his welfare is more important than mine.  ILYM.

I actually got sore this week from giving and receiving great sex this weekend.  My cunt was sore and my arms could hardly move.  Some people asked me about it at work, because I was walking funny and couldn't move my arms and I told them how great of a lover my Master was.  I think everyone I work with want my Master.  ILYM. 

Communication is so very important.  Talking to my Master about certain things are only good if I communicate in a respectful way.  If things bother me I can tell Master but I have to remember that I am his slave and I know my place in the relationship.  ILYM.

Being a good obedient slave is very important to me.  I must be a mindless slave.  Obedience is pleasure. These things keep rolling through my mind.  I believe these statements and will abide by them.  ILYM.

Master and I are going to try to make it to a  Halloween Party this weekend.  I was going to go as a pregnant nun and Master was going to go as a horny preacher.  My body is pretty short and they only had huge nun costumes left.  So I am going as the devil.  ILYM.

Looking to buy a new toy for our sexual toy chest.  Master has this great idea for us to try nipple suckers.  I tried to buy them up the street from us at an adult shop but they didn't have what we wanted.  I can't wait to get them and to try them out.  There are going to be so many ways Master can tease me with them. Thank you Master for the idea. ILYM.

I am going to wear my scratchy panties tomorrow for work.  I think I will be sitting most of the time and will be able to enjoy the rubbing around my hairy pussy.  I love to feel rough and hard things around my cunt.  I am not allowed to cum but I am allowed to tease myself.  ILYM.

I was able to sit with my Master tonight and talk about some fun things.  When you work at a place where you have to stay still you can get bored.  I brought my Master lunch and enjoyed his company.  ILYM.  I had a great time. 

Spanks on the ass is what I crave

My pussy hair is long that is needing a shave/

My Masters cock is such a tight fit

My ass is red, cream spewing on it/

A firm hand hits my body

That is what I get for being naughty/

Wearing my collar I am so proud

I love my Master I want to shout it loud/

I want my Master to know something.  I will always be with you, be by your side, and always love you.  There is nothing I want more than to treat you like the Master you are.  I appreciate everything you do for me.  Thank you Master. ILYM.

Master and I had a very nice walk the other day and I hope will continue to help each other out and become more healthy.  After the New Years I hope to join a gym with him.  It is always better having someone helping you.  I am making him a healthy dinner tomorrow.  ILYM.

My instructor at college loved my poem about my Master.  She wants to keep it and use it for future classes.  She wants to use it for examples.  I love that my Love for my Master can help teach others about our lifestyle and how much of a great thing it is.  ILYM.

My Master spent the weekend with me again.  I just love it.  It gives me glimpse of what it is going to be like when we do move in together.  I told my Master as we where lying in bed he is like a God to me.  He is the perfect man.  I must repay some how when he comes over this week.  ILYM.  Thank you.  You truly are the BEST!!!!!!!!

A real relationship hardly ever happens.  I think it happens more with experience with a bad relationship first then you can appreciate the next one more and if all of the pieces are there then a person or I should say two people can enjoy one another.  My Master makes me more than happy.  The way he handles and understands everything is astonishing to me.  He truly is the Best and he does not ever have to worry about me ever leaving him. I am here for life Master. I promise.  ILYM.

Tonight I was able to sit alone with my Master in his car and just talk.  We normally don't do this but he was actually working and he was bored.  I came to sit with him.  I am never bored with him.  We can think of a thousand things to talk about and we always do.  I enjoy his company very much so.  I could have spent hours and hours in the car with him but I had to get home. ILYM Always.

I was surprised and delighted to have my Master over tonight. Master and I are going to try to do something new and interesting.  I hope it works and if it does he will be a very happy man.  I love you my Master. 

The thought that my Master is always on my side and for whatever I do makes me smile and feel good everyday.  I work at a job where you have to be quiet and sometimes the only thing you can do is think.  I think about him and how lucky I am. ILYM.

I turned in my poem the other day at school.  I made sure and handed it in last that way it would be on top. I knew my instructor seen the title.  She asked me about the title and I told her she had to read the poem to understand it.  She started to read it and then told me that I didn't write a poem about love.  I told her that I did and then she read on.  She seen my collar and realized in that moment who I was and what my love life was all about.  She smiled and told me she would have to read it and understand it.  I hope to get 10 points out of ten.  ILYM.

My Masters Language

My Master says he loves me when he hurts me

A feeling of urgency overwhelms my thoughts and my body.

I can feel his hands on me loving me more and more.

With every touch of his hand makes me sore.

My Master says he cares for me when he tells me no.

He teaches me to be obedient and to always listen.

He is always right never wrong

My Master says he owns me when he tells me what to do

I wear my collar that you see everyday

This shows my love for him and no one else

            For I am the one for him he tells me everyday

            My Master is and will always be my Master in every way

I am taking a class in school.  One of my assignments is to write a love sonnet.  My instructor said we could write about anyone in our life that we have a strong love for.  I think I will show my feelings for my Master in this poem.  Wish me luck.  This is for a grade.  I think my teacher have never had a poem like this one before.  ILYM.

I spent the weekend my Master.  I had such a great time with him.  I am so glad that I can provide him with a good long lasting massage.  His back aches and I just want him to get better. I hope he comes over a lot this week so I can make him feel better. ILYM. Thank you for spending the weekend with me.

Always be prepared.  Always say yes.  Always say you will do never say you will try.  Always spread your legs and get on your knees when told to do so. Always be on his side.  Always care.  Always have energy when you don't have it.  Always tell the truth.  Last but not least always Love which is the easiest one of all. ILYM.

Spending time with my Master means a lot to me.  The connection that we have is something I would never give up or neglect.  I know my role and my responsibility in this relationship and carry that with great honor.  So much honor that I wish I could tell the world that he was my Master.  ILYM.

I have noticed this before, but it just occurred to me that when my Master tells me to do something I do it.  I think before at the beginning of the relationship I waited, or I was a little hesitant.  Now I just do it.  I had a question tonight and he told me what to do and a split second later I did it. I believe in his judgment 100%.  I just do it.  I know he is always right.  ILYM

Master does provide for me.  Master provides me with honesty, leadership, responsibility, answers, lessons, punishment, and unconditional love.  ILYM. Thank you. 

Don't ever be afriad to let your Master be in charge. It was scary for me at first but know it is a huge rush.  It could be risky but that is why you do it.  Life is missed without it.  ILYM.

Being there for my Master makes me feel so good.  I am so glad I am able to do so much for him now that I am closer to him. My Master was in jam this morning.  I was able to help him out.  I don't ever mind doing these favors for Master.  It is my duty.  Plus, Master always helps me out when I am in a jam. Thanks Master.  I will love you always. 

Don't be stubborn in a realtionship.  Listen, because your Master is right.  At least mine is.  I feel relieved that he is. ILYM

I wouldn't be able to do anything to better myself if it wasn't for my Master believing in me.  Thank you Master ILY.

I am so pleased that my Master likes my pussy hair. I normally shave it clean.  The smooth shaved skin is what I am use to but Master changes it up and decided for me to grow my hair out.  He looked at it today.  He pulled it, poked it and took some pictures.  I am not going to shave it until he tells me to. It is nice to change things up every once in a while.  Thank you Master. ILY.

Master is always right, and I am not just saying this because he is my Master.  I never knew a man who was always right. I have to listen to him because I know if I don't I always get myself in an unwanted situation.  Today is a good example.  I was leaving a place with thirty bathrooms. I needed to use the bathroom but I didn't want to go there.  I told Master that I wanted to go at my apartment.  He said it would be best if I just used it there.  But for some reason I didn't listen to him.  By the time I got home I was hurting bad.  Traffic was so bad and so unexpected.  I barely made it.  I should have listened to Master.  I could tell 2,000,000,000 more stories but my journal entry would be too long.  Thank you Master for being right.  Because you are right my life has done a 180.  ILYM.

I teased myself.  I like getting to the point of cumming and then not being able to.  Then if and when my Master gives me a "GO", to cum it feels even better then a regular orgasm.  ILYM

There is a lot to be said to a Master, slave relationship.  For one you have to really want it.  My Master and I lived apart for a long period of time, but we made it work.  I wanted it and still want it.  I believe that this is where I should be. I feel comfortable having a Master in my Life.  I need that structure and a demanding person that only wants me to better myself.  Thank You Master.  ILY.

I have been naughty and have missed two post in a row.  I just added points to my punishment chart for Master.  A good spanking is needed on my ass.  ILYM.

I found my naughty panties tonight.  I was going to ask Masters permission to wear them, but I just know he would approve of me wearing them.  My naughty panties are green with a scratchy scouring pad attached to the inside. My pussy is constantly rubbing up against the itchy, irritated pad.  I love torture and I love my Master.

It hurts but I love it when Master spanks my ass.  My mother told my Master to spank my ass tonight and he did.  I know that Master enjoys just as much as I do.  ILYM.

Doing for Master is what makes me happy.  It pleases me to please him.  Seeing him feel better from me is the best feeling in the world.  I always ask him if there is anything can do for him.  I love it when I can buy him lunch, rub his feet, scratch his back, pull his hair, cook him a nice dinner, wash his body or even just being there for him when he needs someone to talk to.  I love being needed.  ILYM.

I would never treat my Master this way.  But tonight I called a company and complained long enough and hard enough until I got my way.  I guess sometimes it is good to be a bitchy female.  ILYM.

I started something new and exciting this week.  With Master believing in me I think I will accomplish my goals.  He came over tonight and was pleased I was working on my work.  No many people believe in me but I can always count on my Master.  He gets me through a lot of different trials.  Thank you Master. ILY.

Has your pussy ever hurt ever fucking so hard? Mine sure does, but this is a good thing.  ILYM.

Being a good slave means always listening to your Master.  You also have to believe in him.  If you are going to listen to your Master then you should do what he says.  You have to trust your Master.  You give your Master to control you sexually, and mentally.  I am so glad that I do these things.  My Master is always right.  Thank you Master ILY.

Master is my everything.  Master is my life.  Master guides me.  Master knows all.  Master makes me better.  Master is great.  Master is the BEST.  Master mentors me.  Master shows me.  Master disciplines me.  Master commands me.  Master means the world to me.  Thank you Master.  ILY.

Structure is what I need.  Plus routine would be nice too.  I want to start making a daily list of things that should be done each day.  I sometimes feel that I could do more than what I actually do in one day.  ILYM.

I thought a lot while I was in my corner.  I think I should do this more often.  It clears my head.  I told Master what I did and he was pleased.  Centering your thoughts on pleasing your Master and bettering the relationship is always good.  ILYM.

Waiting for Master to arrive.  I sat in the corner for a good while.  Master never told me to but I thought that I should.  It clears my mind.  All I think and care about while I am in the corner is Master.  ILYM.

The last time Master and I was in a hotel was more than a year ago.  Master is not getting off work till 11pm then has to go back at 6am.  Getting a hotel room.  Just like old times. :) ILYM.

Cannot wait. I got Master a big surprise tonight.  Knowing me I might blow the surprise and tell him.  ILYM.

My Master is the Best at giving me chow.  He can make me cum in no time.  Since it was my birthday the other day he gave me that gift.  He rarely does this, which makes me appreciate it even more.  I have never been with a man that could make me cum like that before.  Thank you Master.  ILY

I'm getting up earlier then normal tomorrow morning.  I want to perform a very intense workout, more intense than normal.  They way I feel after a workout makes me feel so high. ILYM

Today is my day today.  Master has a very BIG gift for me.  ILYM

Master makes me hurt.  Master makes me sweat.  Master makes me cry.  Master makes me scream.  Master makes me red.  Master makes me raw.  Master makes me want more. Master makes me happy.  Master makes me smile.  Master makes me cum.  Thank you Master. ILY.

I went out shopping with my Master tonight.  I got a glimpse of myself in the mirror at the store.  I did not like what I looked like.  My clothes did not look right on me.  I should have paid better attention to myself before leaving my apartment.  My shirt did not look right with my pants.  I need to look good if I am in Masters presence.  What I look like reflects on my Master. I am sorry Master please forgive me.  I will do better next time.  ILYM. 

I do not believe that you are nothing when you are a slave.  You are there for the Master.  If you were nothing then the Master would have no use for you.  I am always going things for my Master.  I want him to use me for whatever he needs me for.  He could need me for sex, making meals, massage, or for a very rough spanking.  I am here for the Master.  ILYM.

Sometimes the best thing you can do for your Master is just be quiet.

I just read someone’s journal entry.  They said something about wanting to be corrupted.  I just love my Master corrupting me, but I feel as of I was already there before we got together.  I am a very sick person and my Master is as well, which make for a great relationship.  ILYM.

I like it when Master corrects me.  I may come off sometimes that I don't but I do need his structure in my life.  I need him to help me become a better homemaker and a better slave.  I am here to please him.  If he wants something done a certain way then it is because it is the right way.  Master is always right.  That is one of the things I love about him. ILYM.

I ask for permission before I touch my Masters balls or cock.  I cannot help myself sometimes when I am sitting close to him.  I have to have my hands on him touching him in some way.  Just the other day I had asked my Master if I could touch his warm balls through his shorts but before he could answer I had touched them. He had said no. This is not good.  I was being a very naughty girl.  Master likes me to wait and to be teased by him for long period of times sometimes.  This is not a bad thing.  The more I want him the better the climax will be.  ILYM.

Master forgot to take some stuff to work with him tonight that he needed.  He called me and asked me if I could bring him the things that he needed.  I took them there.  He thanked me and told me that he can always rely on me.  I took that to heart and really thought about it. I can also rely on Master.  ILYM.

I love it when Master smacks me around.  Just today we were in the car driving around.  I say stuff that is really corny or wrong sometimes.  When this happens Master slaps me around.  He does this to make me better.  It makes the car ride more interesting and fun. I love it when people are watching us and they think he is abusing me.  He is not doing that at all.  When Master spanks me and slaps me around I feel loved.  ILYM.  It is so fun to be with Master. 

I like the fact that I live so close to Master.  I am here for him when he needs me.  Everytime Master needs me for something I am always so proud to please him.  I will drop whatever I am doing and help him anyway I can. ILYM.

ILYM.  Thank you so much.  I will be thinking of you a lot for the next few days. 

I do things that need to be done better.  Now that I live closer to Master he comes over more (which I love). He noticed a few things that I need to approve in.  If I listen to him and approve in these things then my life would be easier.  I started to listen to him and Master was right.  I am glad that he is around to help improve my life.  ILYM. Thanks. 

My Master owns me.  But I feel so free.  My mind is more opened then ever before.  My body is opened more then ever before.  My Master makes me feel so alive.  I could never feel this free if I was a normal girl in a regular relationship.  Thank you Master for being my everything.  I need no one else but you.  I need your firm hand to set me straight.  I need your kind words to push me through the day.  I need your lessons that you teach me to make me more disciplined.  I need you Master.  ILYM.

I love it when my Master cuts off my air by putting his hand over my throat. He presses down hard until I begin to pass out. He has complete control over my life in his hands. Putting my trust in him completely excites me.  It is one of the best feelings I can have.  I get excited when Master throws me on the bed forcing himself onto me like an animal.  With every spank on my ass my pussy gets more aroused.  ILYM.

The other night my Master placed me on my back.  I was on the bed.  My head was hanging off.  Master then spread his legs and lowered his cock onto my face.  I began to suck his cock as he had complete control of the rest of my body.  He bent my legs up in the air and began to spank me very hard.  It hurt so much that I began to cry. Master continued knowing how much pain he was giving me.  During this ordeal I felt mad and angry.  But at the same time I was getting such an extreme high.  My body completely changed.  My cunt began to water.  Master blew inside of my slutty hole.  I was hurting and felt angry but it didn't matter.  I needed this.  Master knows that I need to feel this way.  I love it when Master takes full control of me and shows me who the Boss is.  Master hurt me that day but I love him even more the for beating.  I need the to be thrown around and hurt.  I need to be choked and slapped.  I need to be red and bruised.  Thank you Master for making me feel good.  ILYM. 

If anyone has any ideas on how I can give my Master a better BJ let me know.  I have read a book about it and I still cannot do it right.  If anyone has secrets or special techniques please share.  I practiced tonight on a banana I just bought.  ILYM.  Thanks to all who has responded.

I have to learn how to give my Master a great BJ. I have always wanted to learn and be better but now I feel like I need to show him I can get the job done.  Everyone I have ever gave one to have been boys (men of age but act like little boys).  Master has been the only REAL man I have ever been with.  I need to practice deep throating his huge cock.  I want to please him and I need to please him.  I promise you Master I will not try but I will do this for you.  ILYM.

I spent the whole weekend with my Master.  I gave him my full attention and time and I loved every minute of it.  I could not have done anything else that would have been more fun than being with him.  He truly made me happy.  Master needed to relax and be stress free.  He has not been able to do this for such a long time. I am so glad I am able to do what he wants and likes.  I know I say that I love Master a lot but this weekend I know that I fell in love with him even more.  Master is so great.  Master is the BEST.  Thank you Master.  ILYM.

Master came over to my apartment today.  He really, really, really teased me alot today.  I sad on his lap without panties.  I held on to him.  He then began to whisper very sexual things into my ear. He then stopped and acted normal again.  He gets me all round up then suddenly stops. Master always gets me so crazed when I am in chastity.  I hope I get freed soon. ILYM.

I got a chance to see Master today for a few minutes today.  He has very nice eyes the only thing I had my eyes on was his huge cock.  The table hid it away but I do know what it looks like and that HUGE Massive piece of meat was on my brain all day long.  The chastity belt has to come off soon but that is up to Master.  ILYM.

I am looking at everything and wanting to fuck it.  It is hard not to look at a thing or a person and have the desire to cum all over it.  I am still in chastity.  ILYM.

I had a very sexual dream last night about me using a strap-on with another female.  I know my Master would not mind that at all.  It seems that ever since my chastity belt has been on I have been yearning and thinking about sex and cumming all day long.  I work at a place where I have to be quiet for most of the day and my thoughts are mostly to myself and about sex, sex, and more sex.  ILYM.

The chastity belt is driving me crazy just like it should be.  The effect it has on my cunt is so intense.  I want to orgasm but cannot.  Now if I did not have the chastity belt on I would not even be thinking about having sex, no I still would I am such a slut.  Master likes me that way.  ILYM.

I am out of reach from my Master for the next week.  I am wearing a chastity belt.  I will not be able to cum at all.  This time I have no idea when he will take the chastity off.  It is all up to my Master.  ILYM.

Wanting to give everything you have and more.  Sacrificing everything and more.  Being everything and more.  Loving you more and more.  Being a slave and everything I want to be. ILYM.

I was very honest with my Master tonight.  I told him that I hate it when he spanks my ass very hard, but right after I feel so alive.  A rush of soothing energy spreads throughout my entire body. I can't look at my Master in his face at first.  I have to gather the ability to look at him without sobbing.  I do not want to cry when he spanks me but I usually do.  I want to be strong for him but I am not that strong yet.  I do feel better when an ocean of fire hard tears spew from my watery eyes.  He hits my ass with love and therefore I love him for that.  When I finally do have the courage to look into Masters eyes I love him even more before.  His tenderness and love after a punishment is the most deepest of love I could ever feel.  ILYM.  Thank You.

I got very irritated tonight.  I went shopping tonight and I got so pissed but I do not think I am as frustrated as I am tonight.  I am sexually frustrated because I cannot cum unless I have Masters permission.  I am not angry at all.  I am actually glad that I am becoming more and more tempting to cum.  I want to fuck, but I know my Master will allow me to have an orgasm when I deserve to have one.  I know that the pleasure of waiting out last the quick ones that I could have right now.  I am teasing myself for a reason.  ILYM.

I am teasing myself tonight.  I have Masters body scented rag pressed up on my nose.  I have been inhaling his sexual body aroma and I have been pleasuring myself.  I cannot have an orgasm.  Master wants me to wait.  I come close to cumming then stop.  Teasing my pussy makes me want to cum more and more.  I cannot wait until Master orders me to cum.  I only can do this with his permission only.  I cannot put done his sweat cloth.  It is like a scented sex drug.  I smother myself with this rag exuding his body scent.  This is so erotic to me. ILYM

I experimented with something we have never used before.  I think it affected me.  At least Master noticed a difference.  I think he had fun with me.  Master satisfies me more then he knows.  Master has so much energy in bed.  He made me cum to the point where I felt well over the top.  He completely changes my chemicals in my body.  He makes me want him more and more.  His body smell is like a sweet erotic perfume.  I could smell him all day long and then get horny on just him standing next to him.  ILYM.

Master is there for me again.  He will be sitting with my daughter for me while I work.  I am hoping since my daughter is going to camp this week that I will be able to be alone with him and maybe have some fun.  ILYM.

My Master had me watch several porn videos tonight.  Each one made me more and more crazed to cum.  But I cannot have an orgasm unless Master allows it.  I could have sex with about anything right now just to satisfy my sexual needs and urges.  Master loves to tease me.  ILYM.

I am there for my Master when he needs me.  I am there for Master when he is hungry.  I am there for Master when he is tired.  I am there for Master when he needs a massage.  I am there for Master when he deserves to be pampered which he deserves that all the time.  I am there for Master when he needs a hug.  I am there for Master when he needs pleasure.  I am there for Master no matter what.  I am there for Master always and forever.  I am there for Master because I want to be.  ILYM.

The sub in a dom/sub relationship, the sub chooses to submit their will to the Dom/Master.
A special love that few understand, being the love slave is not humiliating or degrading in anyway.
The Master loves and cherishes his/her slave more than anything they possess and in return for this highest form of love, the slave wishes to make their Master happy, even if the Masters requests are inconvenient to the slave. The love slave belongs to the Master and loves him/her more than anyone. ILYM

My thoughts and answers are my own.  The rest belongs and always will to my Master. ILYM

My daughter was outside playing on her bike.  She ended up wrecking it into the picnic table and ended up gashing her leg up so bad that she had to go to the ER.  I had no idea where the closet one was so I called my Master and he started to tell me but I could not figure it all.  He met me up the street and I followed him straight to the ER. He carried my daughter in and sat with her and took her back to the hospital room.  My Master has two jobs and I know he was tired but he insisted on staying with us for four and half hours.  He stayed during everything and made sure we where both okay.  My daughter had to get 17 stitches in her leg.  I know that when I first met Master he was special but he keeps on reminding me how lucky I am to be with him.  Thank you Master.  ILY. 

Something big happened tonight, a little emergency.  All I can say tonight is Thank You for being there when I needed you.  It meant so much for me for you to be there for us.  You truly are the BEST. ILYM.

I read tonight that the key to having a happy relationship is cuddling and kissing.  This is true but I believe that each relationship has its own dynamic.  Each person can find another that helps him or her bring out the best in them.  Each couple is different and what works for one not necessary works for another.  Master and I have a very happy relationship. What we do might not work with another and that is okay.  Master and I look at the normal and know we are not them.  We like that we are different.  Our relationship works well.  ILYM.

To take control you have to be under control.  My Master controls me.  He has the power over me.  He tells me what to do.  I listen to him as if he is the only one I can listen to because he is.  I do what he says.  I will trust him until the day I day and beyond.  My Master understands the power he has and appreciates the power he does have.  His control and power never goes to his head.  He was meant to lead. ILYM 

I took some ice tonight and started to tease myself slowly with the piece of ice.  I took my bra off and took the cold dripping ice up to my tits.  My nipples absorbed the coldness coming from the ice cubes.  My nipples got so hard and cold.  This made me so horny, but I knew I could do nothing about it. But this isn't a bad thing.  This is a good thing. I cannot have an orgasm unless my Master provokes it and I get my Masters permission to do so.  I appreciate the orgasm.  It is a wonder thing that should never be wasted. ILYM.

I cleaned my closet tonight.  I made sure that I took all of my favorite toys and placed them in a place where I could get to them if needed. Before I was looking through my bag, but now I am ready for anything.  I finally found my favorite porn movie.  I cannot wait to tell Master I found it. I will still buy more but still it is always handy when you know where it is.  ILYM.

I cleaned my closet tonight.  I made sure that I took all of my favorite toys and placed them in a place where I could get to them if needed. Before I was looking through my bag, but now I am ready for anything.  I finally found my favorite porn movie.  I cannot wait to tell Master I found it. I will still buy more but still it is always handy when you know where it is.  ILYM.

I have never in my life felt so at ease.  I rely on my Master to help me with my decisions.  When he gives me advice I do exactly what he tells me to do and then I have no worries.  Master does so much for me.  I am in the middle of making a few big choices that will affect our future together (in a good way).  Master is helping me tremendously with every thing we are going through.  With his beliefs in me I feel and do believe I will conquer the challenges before me.  Thank you Master for always believing in me.  With out you I do not think I would be where I am now.  ILYM.

I am so glad I know what makes my Master excited. Sometimes I wait and let my Master tell me what to do.  I like for him to be in control.  Sometimes I ask for my Masters permission before I touch a specific part on his body.  It is his body not mine.  My body belongs to my Master.  My Master can touch me, poke me, or grab me and do to it which ever he wished to do. ILYM

To be tied up and blindfolded feels scary, but the feeling of excitement overwhelms all other thoughts of being fearful.  I remember when Master first did this to me.  I was terrified.  But as time went on I started to love it. I started to give in to the feeling of being vulnerable.  I began to enjoy it.  At times I had no idea who was touching me or spanking me.  It could have been Master or one of his friends.  The feeling of giving up my power and relying on Master was such a high that will never be forgotten.  ILYM

Wild, Crazy, Sweaty, Fun SEX.  This explains my night with Master.  I got very light headed, shaky, and very satisfied and so did Master.  I could go forever.  He told me that I have so much energy.  Some nights I could go all night.  ILYM.

I wanted to cum so badly the other night while I was on the coach with my Master.  We were both sitting and touching each other.  Master knew I was a very horny girl.  But he didn't let me cum.  I might have been my own fault by not asking him to cum.  You never know he might have said yes.  While at the time I was sexually frustrated and wanted to enjoy the very good cum, I realized that after Master had gone home I was appreciating the orgasm and cannot wait until the next time Master gives me a chance.  Thank you Master for helping me understand the power of the orgasm and how precious it really is.  ILYM.

I am ready to be a better me.  I am at a point in my life where I want to expand my worth into the world and begin another venture to learn something new and achieve my goal.  I perform a job right now where in a few years I might have to quit because my job is very hard on my joints and ligaments.  I need to expand and maybe go back to college and learn a trade that will be good for my future and me.  My Master is for this.  He understands that I will need to do this.  Now I just have to decide what it will be.  Thank you Master for your support. ILYM.

This is from a poem I found.

There is no time like now,
and now is time for me to let go.
I thought what I had was control,
but it was really more control over me.
My vision was blurred, perception warped...
or maybe I just lost the will to see.
All I had to do was give up control...
that was a lot harder than it sounds!
I thought loss of control would ruin my life,
but truly I know it saved my life.
The day I gave up being the boss of me
was the day that I was set free.
I gained so much by giving it over.

ILYM. Thank YOU

Giving up complete control feels wonderful.  I could never give up control to someone I did not trust.  I trust my Master and know that he is always right.  I know that when he tells me something that it is truth, it is complete truth.  Master tells me what to do when I need him to.  I can ask Master and he then tells me what to do.  I do it with a very good feeling that it will come out good.  Master knows all and my life can show for it.  With my Masters choices my life is so much better. Thank you Master.  I will always listen to you.  You are always right.  You are my Master. ILYM

Just got back from two days of being on Vacation.  I wished that my Master could have joined us but he has to work.  He told me not to bring my Computer, which meant no journal entries for a couple of days.  I did feel as though Master was with me still.  I might have been the first and only person to wear a butt plug while on an extreme roller coaster.  I guess we will never know.  I also sleep with a rag my Master uses to ripe sweat from his brow.  It smells like him and I just love bringing it with me.  It calms me as I go to sleep.  I did miss you Master and I am glad I am back so I can start pleasing you again.  ILYM.

Orgasm control is well worth it.  There are so many advantages from my Master controlling my orgasms.  I do not climax unless I am with Master or he gives me the climax.  I respect the orgasm so much more then I ever had before. I am always excited about sex.  I love the teasing and the anticipation that leads up to an everlasting cum.  My reactions to giving in to my Master allowing me to climax are the BEST I ever had in my life.  Nothing compares to anything other then Master making me orgasm.  I actually get knocked out at times from my Master pleasuring me.  Thank you Master ILY.

I cried with my Master. I was with my Master and he made me have this great orgasm and as I started to expel deep feelings from my inner soul. My Master made me feel so good that was the only way I could express myself at that moment.  I think my body shook uncontrollably then I just started crying and sobbing.  All I can remember is that I was feeling good.  The cry was a good thing not a bad thing. I hope it happens again, but I guess we will see.  Master makes me feel incredible. Thank you Master. ILY.

When I run I think of a lot of things.  I think of being in better shape.  I think of beating my last time.  I think about how my body will look.  I struggle when I run because it hurts sometimes, but I do it because I feel great when I am finished.  I am proud of myself, and so is my Master.  I do it for myself, and I also do it for Master.  Master says do it and I do.  Master gives me the choice on what exercises to do.  Just as long as I do it.  ILYM

Do you ever think your true calling is either being a Master?  A Master is good at teaching, giving instructions, and helping someone to be better than what they are. Maybe I was always destined to be a slave.  I love helping people, making them feel better.  I love helping someone get better from a sickness or an ache.  I feel for my Master in ways that are deeper then a regular relationship.  My Master was always meant to be a Master.  He is so good at it.  I was destined to be a slave. I am always there for my Master doing what my Master wants me to do and enjoying every moment of it.  ILYM

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 Spanking is a very important part of punishment.  I was looking at a few tattoos online from my facebook page and noticed this tat.  It is pretty neat.  Master does own me and if he wanted he could tell me to get this very tattoo.  All he would have to do is take me to a tattoo parlor, slap my ass and then the artist could copy his hand print.  ILYM.

I once made a pair of scratchy panties.  I took a green cleaning pad.  You know the ones that are hard and cleans well.  I placed the green pad in my panties and wore it all day.  I felt it rubbing my cunt all day long.  The hard bristles from the pad were giving me pain all day long.  I called them punishment panties.  My Master asks me to wear them sometimes when I have been naughty.   My pussy was red and sore by the end of the day.  Punishment is needed and helps the relationship.  Thank you Master. ILY

Always tell your mate when something is bothering you.  Never say, “Nothing is wrong", when there is something obviously wrong.  I seem to do this often.  I can never lie to my Master so eventually I will tell him.  I should tell him when he first asks me.  This would save a lot heartache.  My Master came over this past Saturday and something had been on my mind all day.  I should have just talked to him a bout it, but I did not.  I just kept it inside of me until I got upset, which upset him.  I got upset with myself because I never think I am pleasing, or helping my Master enough.  I thought I was disappointing him by not doing enough for him.  This was not the truth.  I finally told Master what was bothering me and he told me not to worry about it.  I do help him enough.  He knows that I love him and he knows that I do my best.  He knows that I always think of him.  Thank you Master for listening.  Never again will I say nothing is wrong when there is.  ILYM.

Experiencing my Master having pleasure must be the best thing I could ever experience.  I especially enjoy it when I am able to give my Master the pleasure that he wants and deserves.  I look in his eyes and watch him so deeply.  I get this overwhelming feeling like no other.  I want to keep giving him pleasure time after time again.  I do not even have to be sexual pleasure.  The feeling I get every time I see a smile on his face is so worth the trouble I go through to give him these things.  My Master needs to feel loved.  I enjoy giving him all and more I can give him.  I trust no other man in my life besides my Master.  Thank you Master. ILY.

The High. The High for me is a drug that I feel naturally.  I feel High every time I have a good run.  I feel high every time I have good sex, and I feel High every time my Master spanks my ass.  When Master spanks my ass I feel bad, awful, almost sick to my stomach as he is beating me. As soon as he tells me I am finished I feel a huge rush of relief.  My Master grabs me and hugs me tight.  I feel loved and a great High over whelms my body to the point that I feel like I am going to collapse.  Thank you Master. ILYM.

I was running three miles this morning when Master showed up.  I was not paying attention like I should have and I almost ran out in front of him.  Of course when I seen him this helped me during my run. I started to run faster. My heart pumps faster everytime I see him.  I have known this man for almost seven years and he still makes me anxious everytime I see him.  I get excited.  After my run I come back into my apartment where Master is sitting in the nice cool air.  I am tired, sweaty, and excited to see him.  He wanted me to hug him.  He says I am very solid.  He felt the sweat and my over heated body and squeezed me tight.  My Master got aroused from my sweaty body as he was holding me.  I was still on a high from the run and my whole body was hot.  He told me to take my clothes off and walk back to my new bed. My heart was pumping faster and faster.  I felt flushed and horny at the same time.  I got on top of his huge manhood and could not stop cumming.  I had such an extreme orgasm that I passed out.  My body was over heating and my heart felt like it was rushing through time.  I woke up feeling so good.  I took a nice shower and never felt better in my life.  The extreme sex after the workout was the ultimate high.  Thank you Master.  ILY.

Master is doing it again.  He is helping me out tonight in a big way.  He is saving me an hour drive.  That is one reason out of a million why I love my Master so much.  We help each other out.  We are there for each other when needed. Thank You Master ILYM

Without my Master I would be no one.  Without my Master I would be no where.  Without my Master I would be alone. Without my Master I would not be loved.  Without my Master I would be sad.  Without my Master I would not have a life.  With my Master I am happy.  With my Master I am loved.  I will never be alone, I will always be owned. ILYM.

Master feels a little better since I massaged him last night.  I think he may have a whiplash injury and I will continue nursing him back to 100% Master.  I was able to help Master again today.  I was able to give him an address which helped him get to his interview on time.  I just love helping Master in any way. ILYM.

Had a busy day at work. I felt pretty good.  Master calls me and he needs help with his shoulders and neck.  I told him to bring his nice looking butt over to my apartment and I would do my best to try to make him feel better.He sat in my massage chair and I did my best.  I just hope that he feels better by morning.  He uses his hands a lot during work.  I will always work on my Master no matter what.  My Master will always come first. ILYM.

Well, I got my mattress today.  It was going to cost me to have the delivery guys take my old mattress set out to the garbage. Master told me to work my magic.  I did and they did it for free.  It is good to be woman with boobs sometimes.  Mattress is great and I cannot wait to use it with Master :) ILYM

I am getting my new mattress set on Monday.  Cannot wait.  I have been sleeping on the couch.  The mattress set I will be getting has a ten year warranty.  Master and I will have to get a lot of use out of the mattress before the ten years.  Hopefully when I buy a house in a year I will be getting a new bed.  Thank you Master for your help.ILYM.

Sometimes all it takes is for someone to believe in you.  Master believed in me and it made such a difference.  I can do so much more and Master knows I can.  Thank you Master.  ILYM.

Got an early call from Master this morning. He needed my help and I was glad to be there for him.  He needed me to bring him some medicine to his work because he was having major problems.  So I did what I love doing.  I took care of Master.  Me being me I also got him a few extra goodies.  ILYM.  I will always be there for you anytime.

Master and I broke our mattress today.  I did not even notice it until I just walked in.  I went to sit down at the end of the bed and then I got sunk down into the bed.  I guess I have to buy another one that will hold up and last. ILYM.

It was nice that a another person commented on my collar tonight.  I was out shopping and a girl who worked at the store came up to me and told me that she really like my collar and wished she had one too.  The normal response to my collar is negative. I am glad that there a still people like us out there in the world to support us.  ILYM.

Great day for Master and I.  We both got off early today.  We spent a nice afternoon watching movies and staying cool with the air conditioner.  Master and I have been going through something private, but today we both got answers that we needed.  I will be able to sleep a little better tonight.  ILYM.

What makes a Master a Master.  There are many different types of Masters out there in very different sub, Dom relationships.  I do think that all Masters need respect.  Each Master teaches differently and treats their slaves different. I would like to think that all of us go to where we are comfortable and need where we are needed and live where we can learn.  I love and respect my Master greatly and I will never leave my Masters side no matter what happens.  I am completely happy with him always. ILYM.

Master was able to get me a few things I have been needing for my small apartment.  He went around to an estate sale today and picked me up a few things.  He is the BEST.  He got me a table for my bedroom, a lamp and a very nice blanket.  I am glad that he was thinking of me. ILYM.

Master is always right.  There is no question to that statement.  We were discussing about something I did the other day.  I made a doc. appt. for my daughter during school.  He was right. I need to have these appts. made for the summer.  Thank you Master. ILYM

Master is it for me.  He is the one that I would fight for, live for, and die for.  ILYM

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

Listening, doing, performing, and gratitude it what I feel like today.  My life is dedicated to my Master and aways will be.  I only have one other person in my life that I love as much as I do Master.  He also loves her as well. I think we go through our lives forgetting about how well we have it until something happens.  Maybe it is a good thing that this happens sometimes to realize how happy we should be. ILYM

Last Friday someone that I loved watching on television died suddenly.  Master was there for me while others made fun of his death.  Having childhood idols sometime never go away and Master understood that for me.  Thank you Master.  I can always depend on you.  He also picked my daughter up today.  It was last minute.  ILYM.

Friday comes around again.  According to the Rapture this is the last Friday.

oh well. Same day for Master and I.  A late shift for the both of us today.  I am glad I will be bringing Master his lunch to him this afternon. ILYM.

It probably is not an easy job being a Master.  I think of my Master having a hard time being my Master at times.  I can be needy.  I probably get on his nerves a bit but never mean to.  I am always trying to better myself to serve my Master.  Until the end of time I will always serve my Master and do what ever it takes to make him happy.  If Master is happy then I am happy.  ILYM.

No journals for the past two days. I will add points Master. Master knows why.  My computer died.  He helped me pick out  a new one today.  Plus he helped me with a more few things if you know what I mean.  He fucked me so hard today that my chest started to hurt then I passed out from the outrageous cum filled cunt.  Thank you for eveything Master ILY.  Got your message.  I will use that technique the next time we are together.  Cannot wait.

Master was so great last night.  He was extremely very pleasurable to be with.  I know sex is not the most important thing in a relationship but it is still very important when the two people who are in a relationship love lots of sex. Master was perfect.  I couldn't have asked for more.  I slept like a baby after.  Thank you Master.  You truly are the BEST.

Communication-the act or the instance of communicating; the imparting or exchange of information, ideas, or feelings. Something communicated such as a message, letter, or telephone call. This is so important to everyone in a Master slave relationship.  We both have to listen to one another.  Once we loose this then we loose a lot.  Sex, Love, Respect all fall under Communication.  We need to know all of these through talking and knowing.  ILYM.

I am glad to say that Master is my Best Friend.  I tell him everything.  I listen to him.  He helps me make major decisions.  If Master did not help me with these huge choices in my life then I would have probably have made some bad choices.  Master is there for me when I need him to be.  He always calls me when I need to talk to him.  He always wants the best for me.  I think all Masters want to bring out the Best for their slaves. ILYM.

Missing Master tons.  I will not be able to see Master until the weekend and maybe after that.  I hope to see him soon.  I hope I can bring him lunch.  I want to make Master proud and Happy.  I hope to help him now and in the future. ILYM. 

Patience-composure, stability, self-possession; submissiveness, sufferance. Patience, endurance, fortitude, stoicism  imply qualities of calmness, stability, and persistent courage in trying circumstances.I believe you have to have this quality to have be in a good, supportive relationship.  My Master and I both have very good Patience.  I do respect him for this quality he has.  I am glad he sees it in me as well.  ILYM.

Master will be able to come over to dinner on Weds.  This is my day off and I always look forward to Wednesday's because of this.  He often finds time to spend with me.  He does have to work but at least I can pamper him for a little while. ILY.

Master is the Best.  Master is Respect.  Master is my Mentor.  Master is King.  Master is Love.  Master is Power.  Master is strength.  Master is Glorious.  Master is Mighty.  Master is Greatness.  Master is Wonderful.  Master is Truth.  Master is Important.  Master is the One.  Master is Grand.  Master is Worth it.  Master is Honorable.  Master is Sexy.  Master is Mature.  Master is Amazing.  Master is and will always be Master.  ILYM.

Master gave me a great Mothers Day gift today. I woke up next to him this morning and he had something very hard for me.  Thank you Master.  We were able to spend the morning together all by ourselves which was nice.  I hope I can give him a good Fathers day.  ILYM. 

There was a Star Wars marathon on today.  They aired the first three episodes.  Master and I just love those movies.  Everytime I watch them it reminds me of Master and I.  He is my Master and he is guiding me through my trials.  I miss Master.  He had to go out of town today and I don't know if he will be back tonight or not.  ILYM.

I usually would write something at the end of the day but on Fridays I work the late shift and will be traveling two hours tonight.  I will not be getting back until after 12am.  So I am writng in my journal now.  My Master is yet again helping me out.  He is bringing me my daughter so I can save an hour on my drive.  He really is the best and I hope his day gets better.  ILYM.

My Master yet again did another favor for me today.  He took my daughter shopping for my Mother's Day gift.  I can count on him and he can count on me.  I have never felt more secure in my life.  Thank you Master. ILYM.

Pleasing myself means pleasing my Master.  I have always had this need to please ever since I could remember.  I never liked it when my parents where displeased with me.  I have always tried my best in each realtionship I have ever been in.  I still feel the same way.  I give my all to make the other feel complete, wanted, respected, pleased, and loved. I hope this is what I do for you my Master. ILYM.

My Master is here for me to learn and to live my life as happy as I let myself.  My Master teaches me to love and to love myself.  You cannot respect and love until you can respect and love yourself.  My Master has broken me and now he has been rebuilding me to be the best person I can be for him.  He seen my potential when I first met him and he has taken me under his wing and taught me skills that I will use for the rest of my life.  Our Masters are here for us.  They do care and they want us to do better.  They will never stop making us better and they should never stop helping us.  Our Masters are helping us with every punishment.  They are here for us.  We would all be lost without our Masters.  ILYM. 

Disappointment is the worst thing you can hear someone say to you.  I would rather hear my Master tell me to add points to my punishment chart than to hear him say he was disappointed in me.  Today my Master told me this.  I changed my diet without asking for his permission.  This is why I have been struggling to lose weight.  I went grocery shopping and got the things I needed to boost my energy.  I have a job that needs lots of energy and here lately I have not been having any.  I told Master and he told me what to do.  I do what Master tells me to do.  So it is so. It shall be done my Master.  ILYM.

My Master had to add a thousand points to my punishment chart.  I didn't answer the phone three times in a row.  This is an automatic 1000 points.  I understand why he does this.  I also have to add points for not writing in my journal fro two days.  I could tell you why this happened but there should be no excuses for this to happen. There should never be any excuses for disrespecting Master. I am sorry Master please forgive me.  ILYM.

The Best is yet to come with my relationship with my Master.  Master surprises me everyday with a new exciting trick, device, mind emotions and many more things.  Living this lifestyle is so great.  I hate it when people judge us without living it.  It is like saying I hate pizza without trying it.  Years ago, many years ago I would never had dreamed that it would be this wonderful living a life with a great person such as my Master.  I could not live happily without my Master.  He makes everything grrrrreat. ILYM.

I love listening to Master.  I can be such a good little girl for him.  I respect him and do what he says.  I am a very good girl most of the time with my Master but sometimes I love to be naughty.  If I am naughty then Master has to punish me and take control of me so I will listen to him.  I was a little naughty girl today.  Master had to treat me like a little naughty slut and teach me a listen which I just loved.  Sometimes I am naughty because I cannot help it and sometimes I am naughty just to be naughty.  I know Master likes to have a good little girl, but I just know he loves it when I am just a little naughty as well.  Just not to naughty.  ILYM.

Let me know how anyone would feel about this.  I was watching a Lifetime movie a week or so ago.  I was watching a movie about a woman who gets raped in a bar with people watching.  She was being raped by several men.  This in turn made me extremely horny.  I told my Master this.  He told me it was alright for me to be turned on by it.  Maybe some people would think that I am a sick person for thinking this or maybe some would agree with me.  I am just glad Master nevers judges me for the truth that I tell him.  He truly loves me for who I am.  ILYM.

I love being a slave to my Master.  There is nothing else more that I want to do.  It pleases me and I know it pleases my Master.  I love doing things for my Master.  I love being there for him.  I love helping Master.  I feel that Master needs me and I hope he will always need me there for him.  I love supporting him.  I just love my Master. 

My tears run swift when punishment comes.  But with every switch of the paddle it only I am proud to say that it makes me stronger.  It makes me stronger to serve my Master.  When punishment comes it is a great respect to Master to take and to learn from it.  Punishment lets a slave remember her place in the realtionship.  Punishment is needed to live the lifestlye that we desire to live.  Master punishes me out of love not out of hate.  With every switch of the paddle there is a loving part of Master that he is giving me.  Thank you my Master.  ILYM.

My Master has lots of skills.  He has the skill to take charge in a mature manner.  He has the skill to make a woman very satisfied.  He has the skill to mentor me.  He has the skill to be the Best Master ever.  He has the skill to disipline well.  He has the skill to do the right things. He has the skill to teach me his skills.  He also has other skills that I will just keep between himself and I.  ILYM.  Thank you for being you.  You make my life easier.  I hope I do the same for you. 

Very long day for Master and I.  We both had to work to late shift tonight.  We are both just going to bed now.  I will not be able to see Master until Monday.  He will be busy.  I am making Easter dinner for him on Sunday and I am sure there will be plenty left on Monday.  I was able to bring Master a goody bag at his job tonight.  Will write more on Saturday. ILYM.

Master took my daughter out tonight. He took her shopping for summer clothes.  He was so good with her.  I have to say that I have never been happier in my life then I am right now.  I am quite serious.  I think of Master and I cannot help but smile.  This man makes me happy.  He also makes my daughter happy.  We had such a great night out together.  I cannot wait and do these things on a more regular basis.  Master is the BEST and that we never change.  ILYM.

I am starting to go into withdrawl from not being able to massage my Master.  It has been a while since I have rubbed him and I just cannot take it any longer.  I must touch him and rub him.  He feels so good when I do this.  His face turns into a sweet surrender of no stress.  I think I will be able to massage him on Thursday after my Master takes my daughter out shopping.  Yes, he is taking my daughter shopping.  After that trip he we need a nice rub down.  Master you are the BEST. ILYM.

Good news for Master.  He has a job interview on Thursday.  I just know he is going to get the job.  This would be really great for him.  This made him so happy today and he needed that.  I told him that my day was really bad.  After hearing this he met me before he had to go to work tonight and gave me what I needed.  He gave made a huge hug and a kiss.  This made me feel so much better.  Thank you Master.  ILY.

I work at a place where I have to be quiet for an hour or more.  I am working but my mind sometimes wonder. This gives me time to think.  I often think of my Master and how good he has been to me.  I listen to other women that I work with and realize how lucky I am to be living the lifestlye and remaining to be my Masters slave.  I will always be a slave to Master.  I hope he will always have me because I will always want him.  ILYM.

My dad once told me that the secret to life was happiness.  I think that he was right because I do not think anyone would want anything more than to be happy.  I never knew that living my life with my Master could ever make me this happy but it has.  He makes me happy and this lifestyle makes me happy.  ILYM.

Master is working another long day today.  He is coming over after work and I cannot wait.  He has been spending a lot of quality time with my daughter.  The plus side of this is that he wants to.  He played catch with her Thursday night and they both liked it.  I went and got her a better mit to play catch with.  My Masters hands are too big for my mit so he catches with his hands.  I just love the fact that he loves doing things with her.  We are a package Master says.  ILYM.

A Slaves Prayer Allow girl the strength to answer questions she cannot fathom.  Allow girl the spirit to know His needs.  Allow girl the serenity to serve Him in peace.  Allow girl the love to show Him herself.  Allow girl the tenderness to comfort Him.  Allow girl the wisdom to be an asset to Him.  Let girl be able to show him each day her love of her service to Him.  Let girl open herself up to completely belong to him.  Let girl accept her punishment with a grace of a woman.  Let girl learn to please Him, beyond herself.  Grant girl the power to give herself to Him completely.  Give girl the strength to please us both.  Permit girl to love herself, in loving him.  For it is her greatest wish, her highest power to make His life complete as He makes her's.  ILYM

Master was able to come over this afternoon.  He has been able to come over almost every Wednesday to spend a little one on one time with me.  I made my famouse cheese cake for him.  He really likes my cheese cake.  I always put cherries on top.  I have been feeling really bad lately as I should.  I write Master a story every week and have not had time to do so lately because of my daughters homework takes three hours to do at night.  I wrote some stuff tonight and will continue to write it until it is done.  He is aware of this but I do not want to let him done.  Points are being added to my chart everyday and will contiue to do so until I send him a story.   ILYM.

I am so glad I won a bid tonight on ebay.  I was able to buy a cute lego keychain for my Master.  He loves lego's.  I cannot wait to get them and show them to him.  I am also trying to outbid on a lego usb stick.  I hope I can get it for him. I had bought him one for Christmas but he wants to collect it. So I hope I win the bid. I have to buy back points from my Master. ILYM.

My listening skills were once very bad.  My Master has trained me to slow down and listen.  I was always to fast to react to someone saying something rather than listening first.  Master has trained me listen and it has worked.  I still have some problems but I think Master would agree that I have came a long way.  Master has also helped me with other problems I have had such as memory and using bad language.  Thank you Master, ILY.

Yesterday was a very long day.  Got up and ran and then I did clothes and made sure the apartment was clean.  Then I had to go to my daughters school for Bingo night.  I had no sitter.  Guess who comes to my rescue?  Master does.  He came over after he worked all morning and sat with my daughter all evening.  He took such great care of her.  He even noticed that she had a cough and gave her some cough medicine.  Not only is Master a great Master but he is also a great father figure.  Thanks Master. ILY.

Really had a tired night at work.  I will be sleeping in. Then I will take a nice two-mile run.  Master will be doing me a huge favor and will be watching my daughter for me while I go to work.  He is always there for me when I need him.  I will make sure Master will get pampered in return.  ILYM.

I learn something new almost everyday from my Master.  It could be about him the realtionship or just something that I just simply didn't know about the world.  It is great to be with someone and continue to be amazed or surprised in a good way.  Learning from your partner, in this case your Master or slave is such a great experience.  Our relationship will never grow old.  I look at him sometimes and feel a good chill roll up and down my body.  The chill is a sigh relief that I am with someone so great as my Master.  ILYM.

Commitment.   Master has owned me for six years now.  I recently just moved close to him. I moved two hundred miles.  This is my commitment to my Master.  I changed my job and moved myself and my daughter.  I trust my Master.  Our relationship has grown much more since I moved closer to him.  ILYM.

Advice can be taken or given. Punishment can be taken or given.  But love should always be taken and given. ILYM.

I did a very bad thing today.  Master was over and I had to turn my phone on silent.  Then when I left he tried calling me three times.  There is a rule that if he calls me and I do not answer on the third try then he adds 500 points to the punishment chart.  I seen three miss calls and two voice mails from Master within three minutes. I am sorry Master. Please forgive me.  ILYM. Points were added my Master.

I am changing my workout from running everyday to running every other day and aerobics on the other days.  I am still not at where I want to be.  I have muscle. I just need to tone it.  I need to loose my stomach fat.  I think my thighs are too big.   I could do better a lot better.  I want Master to take pictures of me and I want him to be proud of them.  I will do it Master. ILYM.

Master is working 12 hrs straight today.  I know he is going to be very tired.  I was able to bring him lunch and we were able to sit and talk for a while.  I feel so bad that he has to work so hard.  He is giving all of his part time job money to his son for college.  He is such a great dad and he loves my daughter so much too.  He really is the Best master. ILYM.  I will be rubbing your feet tonight.

Happy April Fools Day to everyone.  I just wanted people to know that I was not a naughty girl today.  Every woman at my work played a trick on their boyfriends and husbands today.  They all sent them a text picture of a pregnancy test that had a positive sign on it.  I told them I didn't treat my Master that way.  Master was glad that I did not join in with the others.  Two of the men got very angry.  I am just glad I was a good girl today and not a naughty one. ILYM.

All you need is a Master and everything will be better.  You need to trust your Master.  You need to love your Master.  You need to respect your Master.  You need to communicate with your Master.  You need to take care of your Master.  You need to make your Master happy and everything else will follow.  ILYM.

I was so happy that my hands were not tired today.  Master came over for a little after work and I was glad my hands were strong enough to massage his feet.  I really dug in and made him feel better.  I also love digging his head and pulling his hair. Master had a bad day today and I wanted him to feel better.  We were able to watch a little porn.  I acted out a little on what we were watching and Master was able to relax tons.  I hope things get better for Master soon.  He deserves to get pampered.  ILYM.

Amazing is the word that comes to mind whenever I think of my Master.  I would never have believed that I would love the lifestyle that I am living with Master.  Becoming a slave has changed my life for the better.  Letting someone guide and lead my life has been the best choice I could ever have made.  I depend on Master to control me.  His choices are never wrong for me.  Before I met Master I never knew of this way of life.  When I met Master he introduced me to it.  Thank you Master for helping me be a better person.  ILYM.

Master did it again.  Master came to my rescue.  After having a horrible night of sleep Master steps in and saves the day.  The best part about him doing this is that I didn't even ask.  He called me this morning and asked me if he could help out.  He picked my daughter up from school so she could finish her homework early.  She needed the rest.  She hardly got any sleep last night.  Master really takes care of my daughter. I got off work and drove home.  She was already resting.  He is the BEST.  ILYM. Thank you so much. 

Master came over last night.  I cooked him a very good dinner.  After we ate I pampered him as we watched a movie.  Then we had lots of other fun until early morning hours.  He is resting today until later.  I feel so good that I can help him relax and feel good about the day. 

I will be wearing a butt plug today.  I just feel as I am working I should show more respect to Master by honoring him.  I cannot wear my collar to work but they will have no idea I will be wearing this.  Thank you Master. ILY.

I am getting ready to bring Masters lunch to him today.  Usually every Friday I bring his lunch to him at woork.  I work the late shift which gives me the time to do this for him.  After work he will come over. We are both getting off of work tonight at the same time.  Hopefully he will be able to come over tomorrow, too.  I can't wait to see him again. ILYM

I edited my profile tonight.  My Master told me that it would be a good idea to update my account.  I listed lots of different things of likes and dislikes.  My Master is coming over tomorrow and I want to pamper him with a foot rub.  I owe him a good foot massage.  I am usually tired on Friday nights but I promised him I will be good to go.  I want Master to feel good.  I will probably put him to sleep by rubbing his head. He likes that the most.  ILYM.

I remember when Master and I first started our relationship.  He told me that since I have a daughter I am not baggage we are a package.  He has never once treated my daughter as baggage.  He respects her and treats her like his own.  The other night she had lots of Math homework to do.  He helped her for three hours straight.  He never once complained.  He did his best with her and she learned a lot from him.  She appreciates him so much and has told him that she loves him.  He gives her the attention she needs.  She doesn't get much attention from others.  He is so amazing with her.  I just watched them yesterday and seen how grest he is.  Not a lot of men would do that.  That is why my Master is the Best.  Thank you so much Master. ILYM.

My Master did a very good thing today.  It took him what seemed to be three hours of work.  He is so great.  I feel like I owe him for his time that he gave today.  This favor that he did for me needed patience.  He showed me today that he has that. This is needed for the future.  He knows this and has always had the patience to live together.  I will always love you Master.  Thanks for the help today. 

I respect my Master.  I listen to him when he speaks.  I look at him to acknowledge him.  I do what he tells me to do.  His opinion is more then his opinion.  It is the right thing to do.  When you give respect you we get respect in return.  Every morning before 8am I acknowledge my Master by texting him a little Good Morning message.  This lets him know that I am thinking about him and that I love him.  I want Master to feel loved and respected everyday.  This makes Master happy.  You can respect your Master in many ways.  I learned what my Master likes and makes him happy.  I surprise him with little gifts and text him nice messages when he least expects it.  I think of different things everyday on how I can show my Respect for my Master.  One of my favorite things to do for him is massaging his feet and back.  I respect my Master for everything he has ever done for me.  ILYM

Sex is very important in a relationship, but I think something else is even more important.  Communication is the most important thing in a relationship.  Being in a relationship such as this one can be tricky if you do not talk and understand one another. Just the other day Master and I was talking.  For some reason we started to talk about a certain subject.  I told him something that had been on my mind for the past couple of days.  I was wanting to talk to him about this for some time but I was to timid and afraid to do so.  I was afraid that he would be mad.  I was afraid of what might happen with our relationship. I went ahead and told him how I felt about a few things.  Master never yelled nor did he get mad.  He respected what I had to say and with this talk things are now better between us.  If I would have never spoke up and told him how I felt about certain things then our relationship probably would have suffered tremendously.  Please everyone take my advice and talk about things, and communicate with your Master or slave.  Ever since Master and I have talked I am able to sleep better and I can honestly say our relationship feels renewed.  I love my Master more than ever before.  I feel so much more comfortable with him.  I fully trust him and respect him even more.  Thank you Master for listening to me. ILY Master even more.

I think a lot about how my life has changed since six years ago.  I was such a lost and depressed person who deeply needed guidance, a firm hand to mentor my way to be a better person.  I look back and think how far I have come.  I look at pictures from then and compare them to now.  Not only has the outside of me has changed but the inside has changed greatly.  My whole outlook on life makes me live life without the same worries I once had.  My Master keeps on telling me to keep wanting to better myself because once you settle on your life now that is when you stop yourself from being the best you can be.  I believe happiness can come from how much you put toward your goals and achieving them.  Having someone with you that believes in you only makes it more worth it. Thank you Master. ILY

Pain is endless and repeated.  Pain is wanted and needed.  Pain is Love and respected.  Pain is honest and accepted.

My poem is to my Master.  I respect my Master.  He reminds of pain when I need to be reminded of it. Pain means a lot of different things in our relationship.  If you let yourself have pain it entices your sexual bond. Master and I have a very exciting bond.  ILYM.

I am very pleased that a few people are following my journal entries.  My Master reads them and it is nice to explain how my days are being a slave to such a great Master.  I cannot be more happier.  I am so lucky to have the Master that I have.  I have no worries in my life at all.  He takes care of my decisions and Master has never been wrong. ILYM.

Had a very long weekend but my Master was able to come over.  I was able to pamper him.  I bought a massage chair and we have been using it a lot.  I love rubbing Masters back.  His feet need rubbed and I just love doing that for Master.  ILYM.

Relationships involve giving and receiving.  I do favors for my Master all the time and tonight I would like to say that he does the same for me.  He did a very big favor for me and it is nice to know that I can rely on someone without worries.  ILYM.  Thanks again.

Letting your mind go and leaving decisions up to someone you trust is thrilling.  Leaving your life and trust into a Man is one of the Best things I could feel.  My Master is my mentor.  Whatever he tells me I believe.  He has never lied to me and I believe he will always tell me the truth.  ILYM.

I was not feeling very well for the past week.  Master still came to visit me.  It meant a lot to me that Master wanted to see me even though he could get sick himself.  He made sure I was well taken care of.  Now Master is not feeling very well and I am very honored to take care of him and get him whatever he needs.  I am sorry Master that you are not feeling well. I will get you better. ILYM.

Master is the Best.  There are times when I feel that the day is so long, then Master calls me and makes me feel good again.  My Master has changed my life for the better in so many ways.  I sometimes imagine my life without him and the only thing I can see are things that I don't even want to think about.  He rescued me from a life I felt I was trapped in.  He has nurtured me, and I was reborn into the person I always wanted to be.  I understand life so much better now.  I am no longer confused.  My life has been saved.  My Master is the Best.  ILYM.

I have been sick the past couple of days.  I hope Master does not get it.  I called off this Friday which is a first for me.  I am helping Master with a few set backs. ILYM.

I had a really good day with Master today.  His cum was big and good.  He deserved it so much.  His week has been really rough.  ILYM.