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SlaveMisty Female Submissive, 26, Dallas, Texas	slavenikki Female Submissive, 22	slavebob Male Submissive, 47, long beach, California

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	About slave2Dark This one is OWNED. Owner is Master0theDark. He doesn't trade or sell his property, he keeps it for life, barring extenuating circumstances, so keep this in mind. NO DOMS, DOMMES, OR SWITCHES, PLEASE Slaves are not shared here with other males. My Master is into total control, is strict, yet respectful of his property. This one is fed well, educated and serves Master in all ways. This one reads, cooks, teaches, serves, sings, writes music, watches movies, goes bowling, and some traveling. This one is BBW. Am fairly new to lifestyle, and Master is teacher. There are plenty of hugs to share, and kisses to give, and love to go around. Sorry, new pic is a little off to side, with too much lamp, lol, but you know what i look like anyway! (if you don't see it yet, it's still pending approval..be patient.)

Well, children are grown, and we have an empty nest! Still waiting on a sister, (sigh*).

We have moved to sunny Southern Colorado, and, boy did we get lucky! Hardly any snow, and mild most of the winter, so far! (We had mid 70's this week!)??

Master and i are answering emails about poly, and i am discovering many new things about myself all the time. Training is a blast, although Master is much more patient than i, lol!?

If you are searching for 24/7 as a slave to an honest, responsible Master, with an M/s structure, discipline and guidance, you should email! Poly is not always as scary as it sounds. (i am having lots of fun exploring new boundaries, and learning what my slavery actually means to me, as well as to my Master.???

i was a slave before i married, so my devotion to my Master is as a slave first! i have found this to be very important, as it requires a deeper commitment than most have these days.

Wow!

It seems like years since i updated this! we have moved, and pets were sick, so a lot has torn me away from you...sorry.

in my earlier entries, i mentioned my daughter, but now she has stayed behind to continue her own life journey. that means, we have an extra bedroom (hint?)

still waiting on a sister... i miss the company of an intelligent female!? few have left messages, and those were male! sorry, only seeking female chat and company.

i guess i'm feeling older lately, because my thoughts and dreams are of settling down, being part of my Master's poly family, and sharing the fun stuff like baking cookies, and getting ready for the holidays.

so, to all you sub/slave ladies out there, please message...getting too quiet in here..lol!

to my sister... i will tell you of my life here in my poly world with my Master, because i think i can answer questions you won't ask , and because i want you to eventually talk to me, and be comfortable enough to join us! about life here...well, there is still a teen in the house, so while she is still learning and sorting out her life, our lifestyle is somewhat inhibited. it's ok, though, because we live in a vanilla world anyway...it keeps us in practice for our interaction out there. as to what lifestyle stuff goes on at home, there are spanks, which i adore, although Master usually saves them for when the teen is away; and of course, there are slave duties. Master only wants slaves, because it keeps the drama in his household as low as possible; however, he also requires intelligent slaves, that are willing to share it with him, as long as they seek permission first. Let's see... always ask questions. Master feels that a slave with no questions is either mindless, or hiding something, neither of which he tolerates. and honesty...this is something that may seem strange at first. we live in a world that refuses to be honest, and tends to label those that are too honest as too innocent, or even stupid. that is so not true... honesty here is like a breath of fresh air. you don't have to hide your feelings, although you may need to wait to explain them. and you don't get the guilt and shame that comes along with lying, hiding, or omitting things. it frees your soul like you wouldn't believe. these journal entries are a bear... nothing looks right, and paragraphs are screwy! anyway, i do have rules, standard rules to follow, as any slave should. but it isn't all boring, you know. it's like a cinderella story... you aren't allowed at the ball unless you behave yourself. but once there, you have a fantastic time!! i'm hoping this helps yoiu be less nervous. i prefer direct questions, as then i know exactly what to answer, but i am willing to jot down as much as i can to get you to ask those questions directly. there are inside feelings, like when you brush against Master's hard body, and your girls get perky and your pussy gets all wet. and there are outside feelings, such as when Master calls and you drop all you have and run in anticipation, because you don't know what's coming, and your hands get shaky, and it's hard to catch your breath! and you smile with excitement, yet you know it could just be another duty... smirk! or Master could flip you over his knee and give you thiry whacks, cuz he 'misses his bitch!' so, does this help?? please, ya gotta come!! we have lots of fun, but i wanna share it with ya, and i can't cuz yur not here!

i woke up with my dream on my lips this morning... so i thought i'd share it with you. i am seldom on here, i am busy, but also, i have struggled with the right things to say to a world who may or may not be listening, or even care. someone out there is my sister. she doesn't know it, but she wants it. and i am waiting the long wait for her. but what if she doesn't know i'm waiting? i decided to write here all i can as often as possible, just in case she stumbles on my words, at the right time, and is ready. so, back to my dream...

i am seldom here due to duties in a poly household, but have realized something profound about myself and my Master.

i first joined my Master's household because i fell for my Master. i accepted his poly requirements because i thought it would make him happy, and i wanted him to be as happy as he has made me. i now realize my Master knew more about me than he first led on...

i have been asked several questions as to my feelings on poly, and whether i thought they would change once i actually experienced the role personally. i have good news and bad news for you...

for those of you who think poly is just one man's idea of power control over several others, you have overlooked a vital piece of the puzzle.

upon reflection of my thoughts on sharing the affections and attentions of my Master with others, i discovered several deeply profound conclusions.

i thought of reasons how poly could be avoided and still fill a void - such as hiring others to do chores which you would ordinarily share between sisters. that would get chores done, and no one would have to share, right?

then i realized that it wouldn't come close to filling the emptiness felt when one has no one to share joys, sorrows, deep longings, dreams, and gripes with. that no one could pay for...

lol, not even therapists listen to those things for free!

and what about the times when you want to give your time, or talents, or gifts to another, yet they are not family...

so, i have concluded that, not only do i now accept my role as sister in a poly relationship, but i desperately need sisters to share it with!

Kudos to my Master for allowing me the time to realize my own needs, and filling them before i knew they were needs.

Ok, obviously it's time to end this, but please, for those who feel Poly is for Masters who just want to feel powerful, and slaves who are weak, read between the lines...

The slave's last choice is who they serve... i made my choice years ago, and have never regretted it.

by the way, my Master has current openings for slaves who wish to be sisters, led by the best!

The beauty of total honesty is that it yields to ultimate freedom; freedom to be yourself and explore new territory, without fear of reprisal, knowing you are safe, loved and free to be more, much more than you were, and even more than you can be...

This is very new to me! Have found a few others to chat with, but still green here.

Am very new and open to chats. Am not looking for a Master - this one is collared!
But sure could use a sister! Gets lonely without another girl to share stuff with.

Not a girly girl, i like stuff like fishing, and hiking, and outdoors stuff. But i love cooking and reading, so am not too boyish either!

My long hair almost reaches my butt, so the pic you see is old. Don't have a new one yet. Am fairly laid back, so easy to get along with.

Will be writing here for journal benefit, although needed to get that part out.

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