Women are meant to be worshipped and obeyed. That's all there is to it. I have always felt this way, even before puberty! Even before I knew about sex, so it is some kind of fundamental belief in me. Don't know from where it came, but it's there, I can't get rid of it, am just trying to live with it.
Unfortunately I am not a masochist or pain slut, just a submissive (to women only) who worships them and wishes he could find one interested in a relationship based on (amoung other things) the fct that she is my superior and I am meant to worship and serve her.
Unfortunately most women here seem to just be looking for pain sluts, cuckolds, and financial slaves.
Lately all I can think about are full figured women. I've been bad and have been searching for images of large attractive dominant women. I can't stop myself, it's all I'm interested in.
I can't explain why. I think it's 'cause I connect size with power. I'mnot a big guy. I would love to have a large dominant woman force me into servitude.
What the hell is with all the little 18-22 y/o female posers on this site?!?!?
Attention all guys!! I am STRAIGHT and not interested in any bisexual encounters!!
I got an email at work from our EH&S manager (Employee Health and Safety). She said I (amoung other employees) need to undergo CBT training. She didn't say in her email what that was. I'm afraid to ask!!
i ran into an old friend at the gym last week. he suffers from depression and is straight. i asked him how he was doing.
"Oh, great!" he said. "I started a new therapy. It's called CBT!"
i almost died of laughter, but was able to keep a straight face. This guy is totally straight (as far as i know). If he wasn't I doubt he'd be bragging about his "cbt therapy".
Well, i tried broaching the fem Dom topic with the vanil GF and ... no dice!In fact she got all upset! She was afraid i would go elsewhere to get what i need. that was just sad. She is a really good woman, but, my lord! A little self esteem issue there. She is a good woman and despite the fact she can't offer me Fem Dom, not even a watered down vanilla variety, she has a lot of other things to offer. So my fem Dom fantasies remain just that.
Caught in a paradox; i worship dominant Women, and always fantasize about them, but i have met a really nice vanilla Woman. Outside BDSM She has everything i am looking for. At the same time i can't resist coming here and worshiping with my eyes all the superior dominant Women. perplexed......
i do not consider myself to be the owner of my body. Rather, i am just its steward. It is my job to keep this body fit for its true Owner, who unfortunately i currently am without.
my job is to remain healthy so that i can always be available to serve a Woman. i am to be in pleasing shape, so my Woman will enjoy using my body to fulfill Her needs and desires. i am to be fit so as to accomplish the tasks my Woman assigns me, to have the strength and endurance to carry out Her commands.
For this reason i spend six days a week at a gym, honing, tempering, strengthening my body.
i hope some day i will have an Owner who will enjoy it. Then i will trully feel fufilled.
i honestly believe that in a previous life i was a real slave to a Woman, like in ancient Rome. i think i fell in love with Her, and i am fated to spend eternity trying to find my Mistress so i can love and serve Her again.
i am no longer looking for a relationship, just some NSA servitude, teasing, and body worship. i have my own place so i can host.
Well, i have taken my first step to becoming a bitch boy. A Domme i was flirting with told me to buy a butt plug.
i am an anal virgin. i'm very tight. i was flirting with this Domme with the idea of possibly hooking up. Before which She wanted to "loosen me up". Unfortunately, things fell thru with Her.
She was going to give me commands on what to do with my new toy. Since we weren't chatting, i decided to try it on myself. i'm not sure what i should be doing (other then the obvious "stick it up your ass!")
i fantasized about a Domme using it on me, or maybe a small strap on. As She thrust into me, She would say "you're my bitch now! Say it, bitch!" "Yes Mistress, i am nothing but Your little bitch!" She would laugh and make me say that and other nice things; slut, whore, plaything.
Just thinking that made me come. i didn't even have to tough my dick!
i don't know if i will continue to use it. It was interesting, but anal wasn't really what i wanted for myself. Then again, it is exciting, a Woman having the power to do that to me, being forced to accept it.
Caught in a paradox; i worship dominant Women, and always fantasize about them, but i have met a really nice vanilla Woman. Outside BDSM She has everything i am looking for. At the same time i can't resist coming here and worshiping with my eyes all the superior dominant Women. perplexed......
