sizzlinghot20

I really dont have any exciting stories to tell about my life. Ive never traveled the world or anything like that. Im just a girl enjoying the simple things that life brings me. I keep my family and friends close to my heart. Ive been through alot and they have always been there for me no matter what. Im thankful everyday that I have such wonderful people in my life. Im a very easygoing, caring, and loving person. With this, people tend to draw into me. I dont like to judge others. I have many faults of my own and its not my place. I easily forgive and never hold grudges. Even though its a positive trait, it can sometimes work against me. There have been many times that others have done things that disappoint or hurt me and I brush it off because I realize people do make mistakes. I believe in second chances. But my forgiving ways, usually allow those who dont really care to use me like a door mat. I try to have the "dont give a sh*t" attitude but its just not me. I do, I carry my heart on my sleeve. Im not afraid to admit, my feelings are very strong. But...Im not afraid to speak my mind either. If I feel that Ive been done wrong or I dont like something that is going on, Ill be the first to let you know. Im a very passionate person. I can cry just as easy as I can laugh, and at times I cry while laughing. I tend to be a little shy when I first meet someone, but it doesnt take long for me to open up. For the most part Im reserved but often I get an itch to bring out my "wild" side. Im a goofball. Im random! So, dont be surprised to hear something just off the wall come out of my mouth. I might even just bust a move for no reason. You never know what ya gonna get out of me. I dont like confrontation and it drives me nutts to think that someone could be mad at me. I always try to get along with everyone and will do just about what ever it takes to make others happy. Im a very open-minded individual. There isnt too many things that I wont try atleast once. With the exception of jumping out of a plane or eating sushi. I love competition and Im always up for a challenge. Im not your typical girly-girl! Kind of a tomboy at heart. So, I dont mind getting dirty, I can bait my own hook, I know where the dip stick is and there might be a slip of a curse word or two every now and then. At many times I can be scattered brained. I can be completely absorbed in one thing and in an instant be captivated by something else. I tend to give up on things that arent challenging. I love solving problems, working puzzles, creating things and even sometimes tearing things apart just so I have the challenge of putting it back together. I like to have fun, but I don't have to always be going somewhere or doing something to have a good time. Simply spending time with those I care about in any form is enough to please me. I can be very mule headed at times. Flat out stubborn! There are things that I like to think I know but refuse to believe otherwise because I fear of facing the awful truth. But, when times are nessecary I will admit Im wrong and say Im sorry for my faults. My future?.... Well, honestly Im living my life from day to day. Im taking it slow.... I have a long life ahead of me and I want to take the time to enjoy the things that Im already blessed with. I do have dreams and goals. Some are far fetched and others are just in my reach. All I can do is live my life the best I can and keep going after my dreams no matter how many obstacles I face. Truthfully, all I want out of life is to be happy, be able to love and be loved in return.

So, just a lil about me for now... if theres anything else youd like to know about me feel free to ask.