SixFtRedhead

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Male Dominant, 50, Montreal

Correction: He didn't ask....he just told me to describe it.... lol He was pleased with my response.

I've had some connectivity issues here at the beach but seems that I've developed a following so a quick thought. I'm daydreaming quite a bit lately..of being taken ..and how. This particular D has been doing a pretty good job of tasking me with these thoughts throughout the day. He inspired me to write a poem about my wetness just by asking me to describe it to him. Kewl, huh? I have to give him credit. I do second guess myself however. It is like playing with fire. I feel like I need to move forward or leave it alone all together. I don't like the online thing..I tire of it. Perhaps there's another avenue? And I have trust issues. In hearing some of you guys' stories, I don't know if I could ever get there, where some of u have gone. If its all a mind game is there any sincerity behind it? Even if there's not, it still arouses me tremendously.

Ok..I'm snapping back to reality now.lol I'm thinking this place is very similar to a "vanilla" dating site..just more sexually stimulating maybe...but I think its all the same. Stay tuned for the next.... Trials and Tribulations of a Curious Vanilla Wannabe.

Ok everyone. I will heed your warnings. But for the record my eyes r open. I will submit to what I want to and set limits when I need them.

This morning Im wearing my pink nighty. Lastnight was a hard night for me. I think bc of my lack of sleep, but I feel better this morning. I'm starting to live it now. StrugglIng a little .I think I have an inner battle going on, but I know if I push thru and follow his guidance, I will experience new things. . I had hoped to meet him by now..but both of our schedules have been busy, we r both going out of town. So a week or so b4 anytime to meet. Im surprised at myself being willing to submit to someone I've just interacted with online.I think that's my biggest struggle actually. But there seems to be such a connection...is it real? Today I will be wearing my blue/white polka dot dress with no panties..and my new red platforms..and I will think of him, and I want him to think of me as well.

Up again. These nites r getting long. I'm beginning to see now, actually much sooner than I would have expected and differently. Ones initial impression is that its about physical attraction and kinky sex.But I know its much deeper. When u find someone that appeals to ur senses...stimulates u mentally, promotes understanding and nourishes u....One who helps u share...thoughts and feelings ur not sure of. One who is genuine. I found myself wondering if I should post here again without talking to him first, not out of fear or intimidation, but out of respect for what we seem to be sharing. Perhaps the beginning of submission? Things yet to come? Again, I am thankful.

SHARK!!!!!! LOL. Just thought it was funny.

Good morning...another relatively sleepless night.. I feel my mind is a bit consumed with imagining what it will be like...who it will be.... I am being very mentally stimulated by one Dom in particular. I feel a connection and am aroused by his mind and being. I feel excitement at the thought of him. And I am thankful.

So this website creates a couple of dilemnas for me. Wanting to find someone I feel confident enough in to be submissive to I don't feel like is an open door for me to spill my soul on why, what I like, etc, to everyone I have a few exchanges with. That said, I know these things have to be explored to determine compatability. I don't know the answer, right now anyway..but am sure I'll figure out the balance that I'm comfortable with. So as many of you that have been gracious enough to offer me advise, I thought it may be interesting for some of u to hear a newbie's observation. And I'm sure many of u feel like my input is irrelevant.

An overwhelming number of responses in the first 24hrs of joining. Thanks to those who offered advise and guidance. Youre appreciated. I already am getting a feel for what's acceptable to me and what's not. I am not looking to be used and abused. I am in search of the One. The One who will give me ecstacy through serving him while building trust, confidence, respect, through control and working with me where I'm at and allowing me to grow into submission.

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