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"takes a deep breath" oook,here i go...open and honest to a fault,so we'll see Who contacts me..smiles..
i tired of the P/people on here W/whom think they have the write to judge who is real and who isn't. i mean, maybe to that one person, in their heart, they feel as though they are real. i on the other hand KNOW i am real.
i have been hurt and lied to many times, trust is an issue with me. i do not want to sound bitter, i am not. But when you're as honest as you can be with Someone and they still call you a liar because things aren't working out the way they want it to,or that they are stubborn and unwilling to compromise til such things can be then i don't have much patience or use for them either.
So with saying that here it goes:)
i am currently living with a nilla, my relationship with him is not bad, but not what it should be. He cannot grasp the actualality of what i am, or what i need. At the present, i cannot leave, but eventually have plans to...financially and other things keep me from doing so at this time.
i have children and in NO way shape or form would they ever be allowed to know of my lifestyle, nor will they be used to fulfill a sick fantasy of Yours. So if this is something that gets You off, move on!!
DO NOT ask for my trust, or assume it is there at the beginning cause it is not nor will be. It is something i have learned, has to be earned and i will not ever give it freely again. At this time, (if any are brave enough to follow through after reading this) i give my respect..don't expect anything more.
i have limits and they can be discussed at a later time. i at this moment can only communicate through e-mail, on-line, phone, and eventually in person. i will not lie to You, nor play games. If i tell You something is this way or that, it is this way or that...no hiding, no beating around the bush...i do have a brain, i do use it, and i love to be able to communicate and talk with my Master, so if Your looking to gag me, ummm i don't think i am the one for You..unless of course ..:) anyway...
if i have peeked Anyone's interest please let me know...by all means. i figure if You have read this with interest and contact me, then there might be something to You after all..we'll just have to see :)
Sorry for the lengthy intro..:) i told You i love to talk! LOL ok, going now..hope to hear from Some of You...oh oh one more thing..i am NOT a doormat, i want to feel cherished, loved, and i do not want to have a poly home, nor do i want to be shared...but not against occasional play dates :) see i am not all bad..ok, i am going now bye! :)
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Hello Everyone,
It has been a couple of weeks since last i entered a log, so i thought i would do so now, for as of the moment i live for only One Master and One Master alone. So thank You to all of You that e-mailed me, and the very very few i talked with on the phone...i do appreciate the interest tremendously and was very flattered. Now i will live my life according to my Master's wishes. So good luck to You all, and best wishes. take care and be well..
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Already having to write a journal note..please read my profile before contacting me and wanting to chat! i don't mind talking sexually with the right One and the One i choose to, please don't assume i will right off, i am looking for much more then that..so if this is all Your interested in..move along please!
i do have a spirited side(just in case You haven't noticed) and i love to laugh, i honestly do have a sense of humor..honest! :) |
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| Age: 56 |
| Lancaster,
Pennsylvania |
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