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Complex and obedient wannabe whore!! I love serious ladies who laugh evilly and the company of interesting people who are comfortable with being the centre of the world they are in...at a change point in my life recently seperated and looking for new direction.
Power exchange within a bdsm enviroment excites me in all forms.
I am a submissive man with a big ego in vanilla life, a go getter type with a lust for life. I am creative with ideas and I have a different outlook on life.
I need to serve and lavish my attention and devotion onto more powerfull people than me.
I am experienced and am here because i am magnatised to those in the scene and i am wanting to get more involved, learn,and play. Until now most of my experiences are very real ones,
Like Alice in Wonderland, i too think of 6 impossible things I would like to experience before breakfast everyday.
I have felt love and submission as one, and it felt like true nirvana.
i do travel alot on business in the UK especialyy summer months(i am english by birth from bham, cheltnam but now reside mainly in barcelona).
I am very mouldable and really wish to be a perfect tool to those superior to me. My dream is to see eternal joy in my partners eyes.
I get pleasure from a dommes happiness. I aim in the end to phycologically reflect only upon her desires to be her knight. I am far from that but that is the goal!
I also quite relish toying with other subs inferior to me. I get a kick out of watching them grow and am comfortable using them to please me.
In the company of dominants i genuinly strive to:
Hold my tongue when i disagree.
Always be respectful.
I am genuinely interested in the happiness and success of the domme.
I'm passionate and eager in my submission
I yearn to clean, cook and work hard and to do it very well and really love keeping a home for my Mistress.
I'm excited and keen to better myself.
I am serious about being trained to levels of obedience that most people don't even believe are possible.
I am open to all dominants kinks and desires and get rel happiness and great joy from being used as a worker tool to the desire of someone else. The more selfish and cruel the more happiness afterwards.
I adore training, protocol and service and being put to manual labour.
I am magnetised to sadists and those comfortable with using subs and understand a power dynamic and toying with it to benefit them. I find great excitement in the company of people that find it o.k to inflict suffering on me or others, for there pleasure or benefit, in fact i melt in their company.
I am always grateful for the exercise of authority, i relish being bullied and abused even if as it happens i hate it.
I have always looked back at my worst nightmares as positive experiences that have been apart of the journey that has bought me this far. Being accepted in submission and being molded to please my owner is what makes me happy, suffering for anothers gain deeply pleases me and recently i have trully felt i have began to give my life to my superior reminding myself whenever i fail its her life i live for, i no longer try to win a discussion whenever i rememeber this.
I do not understand those that feel guilt for being cruel or selfish to someone who actually enjoys it and craves it. I want a world around me that embraces this philosophy upon me.
Seperatly in my fantasies I yearn to be bullied or toyed with by a sadist who does not love me. This is so I can feel a callous feeling of abuse which is different to what my partner can give because deep down i know she loves me and has my feelings and well being/desires as a priority.
I deeply desire to build a relationship with my partner that includes love and care and also to surrender myself to scenes beyond my own relationship dynamic that are built around pleasing and giving my suffering to a sadist or using for myself the energy of another submissive for my own life gain. I was not made to contain feelings, i have the type of personality that wears my heart on my sleeve and speaks my mind even if i do say the darn most silly things.
I ramble about things that are important to me.
I see this world of BDSM as natural and feel happy and at peace with this as long as its consensual i almost wish i lived in Roman times with its higharchy. ottom">�<
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| Age: 23 |
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