simmy

I have been involved in D's relationships for the last 12 years or so. My tastes have evolved over time, as I suppose most people's do. I have always enjoyed the mental aspects of kink. And while I certainly enjoy spanking, bondage, torment, and the like -what I really enjoy is how it makes me think and feel. It is less the act, and more its intent that I find satisfying.

I am intelligent, driven, creative, attentive, eager, affectionate, loyal, devoted, and obedient. I have an immense desire to please. The reward of being called "good girl" makes me melt.

I am looking for an unyielding, brilliant gentleman with a sincere evil streak.

I need a partner whose personality is such that he will naturally take control in the relationship, not wait for me to yield it. I want to be pushed, to be conflicted, to struggle -mentally and physically. I want someone who will use me, force me, and allow me those things. I want to experience. I want to grow, to feel because of you.

I enjoy a relationship where D's blends into all moments of life, not just the private ones. I think of it as a quality that colors the relationship.

I am looking for someone who I connect with; someone who also sees in me that which I value most in myself.

This pair of quotes touches on the type of relationship and the type of man I seek:

"The purpose of all her violent strength was only to make his victory greater - and his victory, she knew, was her wish to let him reduce her to that. Whatever I am, she thought, whatever pride of person I may hold, the pride of my courage, of my work, of my mind and my freedom - that is what I offer you for the pleasure of your body, that is what I want you to use in your service - and that you want it to serve you is the greatest reward I can have."

"To bring you down to things you cant conceive - and to know that it's I who have done it. To reduce you to a body, to teach you an animal's pleasure, to see you need it, to see you asking me for it, to see your wonderful spirit dependent on the upon the obscenity of your need. To watch you as you are, as you face the world with your clean, proud strength - then to see you, in my bed, submitting to any infamous whim I may devise, to any act which I'll preform for the sole purpose of watching your dishonor and to which you'll submit for the sake of an unspeakable sensation."