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It's amazing, how just a simple conversation can put a smile on your face for the day...thanks.

Some days, even I...the perpetual optimist have to say..what the fuck is it all for...I'm tired.

Happy Holidays everyone! Today I was reminded of things passed, people I have known, people I have loved...things I have left behind.

Life is ever evolving, and ever changing for me...and this year is the year I think it was my lesson to learn to adapt to that, and not protest and hate it so very much. That nothing last forever, but the memory will always be mine to cherish.

And so this year, I loved, I lost...and I grew...

Next year...I will smile more, laugh more, and give more hugs.

Happy Holdiays to everyone!!!

People never cease to amaze me...I received a mail from someone that clearly didn't read my profile all the way through, emailed me some ridiculous nonsense about things that if he had read them, he would know I was no where near interested in doing, and when I declined, he pulled the race card...and used the N word...I hadn't said a word about what his race was, I was taken back by the idiocy of the writen message, that it never crossed my mind to even look to see what the race was...

It is people like this, who breed hatred and keep it going, it is people like this, projecting their rascism onto others, that allow it to continue to grow.

I go on intelligence, and cerebral connection, race, and age are of no real meaning to me...I am interested in people for who they are, and who we can be together. However, I am not interested in someone who would dare send a foolish message to an obviously unfoolish girl.

I hope that no one else experiences such things here, however I have my doubts.

Good luck in all your seraches, and Happy Holidays to A/all!!!

Sometimes I wonder what I work so hard for, I miss out on my own life...well what there is of it, because I am so damn tired by the time it's my time to relax...that I simply don't put the effort in anymore.

I wonder if the path to happiness lies in the material crap i am getting...that I never get to enjoy...or in some other life that I will never understand. One day i will rescue me from myself...until the super do it all cape stays on...

Sometimes I wonder what I work so hard for, I miss out on my own life...well what there is of it, because I am so damn tired by the time it's my time to relax...that I simply don't put the effort in anymore.

I wonder if the path to happiness lies in the material crap i am getting...that I never get to enjoy...or in some other life that I will never understand. One day i will rescue me from myself...until the super do it all cape stays on...

Fucking Bollucks!!!!!!! Why does my schedule prevent me from doing things I want...like something as simple as a damn phone call???????????

Have a safe and wonderful holiday A/all!!!

I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.

Personal evolution is inevitable with logic and exploration, and I don't know anyone who couldn't stand a little change.

Being a creature of pure decadence has made me realize...that some things in life, are just not worthy of my time...however, when someone captivates and attracts me...it is something special not to be taken lightly.

It never fails to amaze me how people want respect but do nothing to earn it.  Every human being deserves some amount of respect, and proper treatment, until they personally do something to affect you to break that. 

With that said, in this lifestyle, it's a rule, a guideline, our reason for being here, to not pass judgement, as we wouldn't want the same judgements passed on us, and maybe if we stopped to look at ourselves instead of pointing out flaws someone else may have had at one time, we might find something that we would actually have to work on.

Take a look at yourself as a whole, before judging someone else. I assure you, that it will better suite your time to work on yourself, instead of making enemies with someone else.