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shytaffy Male Submissive, 28, cardiff	Shytan Male Dominant, 36, ashtabula, Ohio	shytattooedgir Female Submissive, 31, Sequim, Washington

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	About shytataddict i am a bbw, sexual and submissive in nature; this does not make me an easy target. i will take the time to get to know you before jumping into bed (figuratively or literally) with you, so if that's what you're just looking for, move on. i am fairly intelligent, slow to anger, fun, and creative... a bit of a free spirit. i enjoy reading, writing and drawing. i have about 20 tattoos (most of which i've done myself) and 13 piercings. i love movies, tv, and i enjoy cooking, though i don't always feel like it. i am in a relationship right now that i am attempting to get out of, and would appreciate patience while i work on ending it. if more information is needed on this subject, just ask me. i also support gay marriage and medical marijuana, so if you are not also in support of these things (or at least tolerant of them), please do not contact me to argue your point, as i will only delete your mail, because this is disrespectful. i dislike drama, and will not tolerate it. respect me, and you will be respected. don't message me expecting you can just order me around, simply because you think you're a Dom... again, disrespectful. i am looking for that wow, monogamous, relationship, for a long-term relationship, one that will possibly, and hopefully, end in collaring and marriage. other than that, if there is anything you want to know, i am an open book, just ask me. if i have a problem answering you, i will tell you. otherwise, good luck, and i'll talk to you soon!

***note: in and out Doms need not apply. I understand that real life, and work get in the way, but it's very frustrating. I put myself out there for You, the least You can do is the same... or at least drop me a quick note, if possible, saying otherwise. This coming and going, this popping in and out of my life thing, is getting very old. One of the reasons i'm looking for a new man is because i need somebody mature... and that... is not quite mature. It's a psychological game. And... if you're really interested, maybe there would be more of an effort on your part, yeah?

So i've found out there is a lot more drama in my so-called relationship than i thought. I told him i was leaving and it turned into this big thing about how he was coming with me, how he didn't want to be "left out in the cold"... and then... he quit his job. The job he *just* got two weeks ago!! Long story short, he convinced me to stay, for a little longer. I think it's more because i was feeling guilty... that, and i have nowhere to go once i leave.

i've always wondered.... what the hell does: "it doesn't matter what you look like, but please be height/weight proportionate" mean?

isn't that the opposite of "it doesn't matter what you look like"?

it seems like my profile might be a little aggressive for a sub, but i'll be damned if i'm going to change it.

the only reason i mention it is because i've noticed a substantial drop in views. and i noticed this before i posted my last entry about meeting the Dom i had a great connection with.

but why is a strong, aggressive sub such a turn off? or is it something more?

is it the honesty? is that so threatening?

while i'm on the subject, i've noticed i've gotten messages from many who don't even bother to read it! so when they message me, they're asking me the questions they'd already know the answers to if they'd just read my profile to begin with!

/sigh... on the other hand, finding Doms with whom we have a great connection is rare, but frustrating. wish us all luck...

finally met a Dom that i seem to have a great connection with.

i just hope i don't blow it.

so one of the problems was that the guy wasn't getting a job... whether it's because he coulda cared less because i was paying the bills, or because he was too depressed, or whatever the reason, there was so much stress on me.

an SSI check is not enough to cover the bills of two people... barely enough for one.

he's quite young as well, and very immature. i don't need the added stress when i'm already grown up. it feels like i'm raising a child!

he's a good man, sweet and kind. so the dilemma i come into is how to kick him out when he didn't have a job, and nowhere to go. going back to his parents wasn't an option. for some reason, he has a chip on his shoulder about them.

now, he actually does have a job, but it's seasonal. is this a fair time to do what i know i need to do to be healthy?

i cant believe i got the brush off from a prick simply because i believe in the legalization of marijuana for medical reasons. we had had a good rapport for a couple days, and all of a sudden he's like... "im sorry, this won't work out with us, because i can't risk my job."

well.. you know... i respected this man so damn much... i would never have put this man or his job in jeopardy, and he never even gave me that chance. and that was awful... so i told him off and blocked him.

i feel proud of myself. standing up for myself like that, even though it was disappointing.

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