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Dang i never knew not having a Master would be so hard. i wish i knew how to bring it up to the once i am with about it but i know he would not go for it. not sure how to get what i want and need and still keep him. just been thinking about this stuff for awhile.
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Ok i have not writen in awahile but i think it is time if you are a guy and want to say hi to me dont tell me what your going to do to me b/c that will noty do anything for me. i find it rude |
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What once was is now gone. i will always love Him but this one understands that W/we can be no more. i do not know if i will leave the lifestyl or stay i just wish i can fine a Man that can be all mine and give me 100% |
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ok maybe i should make everything more clear for everybody no where does it say that Master Galexie released me i am still OWNED by Him and will stay that way.sorry about all the confusion! |
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well i just want to update this i have moved back to the dallas area and i think all will be better for me since i am now around my faimly. |
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Hello A/all it feels like forever since i have posted and entry. Things i guess are still going good. i think things may be put on hold between me and Master and my sister, b/c of his kids. This upsets me very much b/c i have grown to love my Master and i just want to be very selfish right now but i know well i hope all will work out in the end. |
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Hello A/all
Wow i have not posted anything in a long time and a few things have changed in my life but all for the good. my Master not only has His son now but he also got his daughter and W/we are all getting along so wonderfully, but of course Master does not want the kids to know anything about what W/we do. That is the hard part for me but i must respect His wishes. i have also finaly got to working regularly that is why i have not been online and i want to say sorry to all of my F/friends.
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hello A/all
i think this entry just may be me venting alittle but hey if youkeep it all bottled up inside then its not good for you right. well this change in my lkife has effected me more than i thought it would have. not being able to sleep in my Masters bed or showing him the affection that i was befor. but i know all will be better soon.
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hello A/all
i have not written a entry since christmas so i thought it was time to update all my friends about what has been going on in my demented little life. Well for starters my Master got custody of his son and i have never seen my Master so happy and seeing Him that happy has made me very happy.But Master and rose are not going to tell him about me untill he is old enough to understand so its kinda strange around here for now but i know things will get better and all. Well there is some good news i still love it here with my Master and rose and although i seriously thought about leaving so Master can have time with His son i quickly came to the understanding that no matter what nothing can or will come between me Master and rose even if that means walking on egshells around His children so be it.i have grown to like Master and rose ahell of a lot and even love T/them a little.
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Hello A/all
Hope A/all have a wonderfull christmas and a happy new year. i got to come back to the dallas area to see my faimly for christmas and i am having a blast it started out kinda bad but all got better just as soon as i started drinking lol well its time for me to say goodnite and i cant wait to see Master and my sister tomarrow.
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Hello A/all i am so happy my Master gave me His dog tags to wear as my soft collar untill He has the time to go and get one of His liking. So i am one happy lil subbie now . |
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Hello A/all
i thought since i ahve not been on inawhile i would update my jurnal. i start my new job on the 29th Master is not happy about where i will be working but He understands that its good money and that i will be safe. On another good note i get to go home and be with my faimly for christmas. i was worried that i would have to start my new job and not be able to but i get to. But it will be strange not sleeping in the same bed with Master and Rose for the nite but all will be ok after all it is just one nite. Well im off for now hope everyone has a merry christemass and a happy new year. |
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Hello A/all
Hope all are well today. i can finaly say that i have some good news to report. That i have found two of the best people i have met . i am no longer looking my search has finaly come to an end. i want to say thank you to all that have helped me in my jurney. |
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Hello
Hope A/all are well. i have found here recently that most of the socalled Doms that are mesaging me are just wana be's.
Now if you so choose to meage me after this journal please know that if you think its lame that i dont have a cam or anything like that and if you dont like a sub that tends to speack her mind at times them please move on.
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Hello A/all,
How is E/everyone? Well i finaly found a job and i am so releaved to have found it. Though its not the best in the world at least now i can pay my bills. Well my past journal entrys have not been all that positive so i finaly got one to post. still have not found that one true Dom. Most ahve just wanted to play some kind of head games with me. But i will not get discuraged and keep my head up and eyes open untill i find Him.
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Hello A/all how is E/everyone doing?
Well all is well with me except i still have not found that job yet and its driving me crazy not having one. Well i still have not found any like minded friends out there. But i am sure some will come along soon.
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All is going well for me now except for the fact that i have a Dom and his sub that i was paying with wont leave me alone. but all will be well b/c Masterzone is taking care of that for me. I got a part time job and i hope to find a full time job if anyone can help in that area please let me know. i am hoping to find a job at a bar or a club or something where i can put my tabc license to work for me. well i hoe A/all are doing well hope to keep in touch withyall .
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i ahve just one question. Why is it they all say you can trust me buet when it comes doun to it you cant trust them and they just end up prolonging your journey even longer,because you ahve to stop and contemplate wether this is the write life for you or not. Can anyone help me understand Doms, or should i just try and find a Domme?
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well as i have stated i found a new Master.
He has go to be so wonderfull i just wish he lived closer to me or i him. But for now i am happy with what i have.
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OK HELLO ALL ONCE AGIN. I JUST GOT ASKED HOW THINGS WERE WITH ME AND LOOKING4LOVE WELL WE ARE NO LONGER TOGETHER I MOVED BACK TO WHERE MY FAIMLY IS AND TRYING TO PICK MY LIFE UPAGIN. I SOMETIMES WONDER IF I AM MENT TO BE IN THE LIFESTYLE.? |
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The new year started off kinda rocky. i hope that once i get back home with my sister and Master that W/we will be able to make all things work. And hopefully i can prove myself to Master and my sister.So as they always say thinkgs can only get better so we will see. |
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Hello A/all i just wanted to wish everyone a merry christmas and happy newyear. |
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Hello A/all
All further e-mails will be forwarded to my Master and delt with accordingly.
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Hello A/all. i am happy to say that my serch is over. i am now under collar concideration by Lookingforlove. Hope A/all are as lucky as me. |
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