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| I have it all -- the perfect job, the perfect house, the perfect wife, you name it. To most observers, it would seem that my life is one large reward for pleasing a god in a previous life. In my own head, however, it seems at times that I am enduring the wrath of a god that I have angered, as he fills my head with uncontrollable thoughts.
From a young age, I have had intense submissive fantasies. Many submissive men on this website seem to list off a host of fetishes, and the particular things that turn them on. My demons don't seem to operate in this fashion. Rather, I simply have intense needs to feel controlled, and to please my partner. As long as either of these things are present, my demons seem to be pleased.
I find myself now in a vanilla marriage. Things could be far worse. I am in many ways unfulfilled, but not unhappy either. I am not selfish enough to leave or cheat.
What am I looking for here? Nothing in particular. People to chat with. Exchange ideas and thoughts. If you're in the downtown Hamilton area during the day, I'm happy to meet for coffee or lunch.
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