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	About sexyinnocent30 Submissive female looking for something different. Like perhaps a consistent Dom who does what he says he will do and is looking for a potential relationship. * Someone who has the time to spend and develop a deep and meaningful connection. * I am attracted to strong successful men who have full life outside of the internet world. I'm looking for only real time and must be vanilla to the outside world but kinky behind closed doors. I have family and a career to protect. * I prefer tall, healthy, reasonably in shape and older but not an absolute. It depends on the connection made. * I cannot tolerate cigarette smoking and really loud snoring. I am a light sleeper and can't deal with that. * I will just paste some of my profile here, its rather long so I took some bits out. * HEY! I just thought of something. MAYBE I should stop writing what I am thinking or feeling because the truth is that is always going to change, I am a moody little girl. But the things that are constant are this: * I have a big heart- I love my children, my friends, my not-so friends, people on the street.. I am a good listener and enjoy helping people with their problems, to be a support. * Okay big heart..I am not poly but will not be monagamous with you from day one.. I mean wtf? In fact, perhaps we should relax and be friends for a while.. maybe KNOW eachother first before we fuck.. sounds like a good idea to me. * I work hard. I have a full career that started when I was 23 with no college degree, I found my niche and am successful. * I love dark rich coffee with coconut cream coffee mate... YUM..... * What else? I am fun! I love to go to concerts, live bands, art museums, any museum, the beach, swimming, boogie boarding. Anything involving water. Going out on Boats... FUUN! Walking, light hiking. I may be able to do some longer hiking once I gain back my endurance. I am getting back into being more physically active. I had a shoulder injury a couple years ago. * I am Agnostic but have studied Eastern religions and just starting to learn more about celtic religions and other nature based theories, it is interesting to me. I wish there was some way to prove something about LIFE AFTER DEATH. Should it fascinate me so? I really dont know... lol I like to rhyme. * I am expanding my cooking skills. Well, due to life's fast pace and every excuse in the book, I hadnt been eating right. I still am not perfect.. I crave carbs 24/7 but I am trying to cut out processed and fast foods. I have lost about 5 pounds over the last month so that isnt too shabby! :) * I am adventurous. I will try almost anything at least once before concluding that I dislike it. But somethings are HARD LIMITS: * * Children Animals Scat Blood or needles Stapling.. okay again no blood.. Vomit... actually anything disgusting like MUSTARD! EWWWW 7 other things I may not be thinking of at the moment..lol Hmmmmm WHAT Else? * I am giving careful thought to at least identify what I think I really want out of all this. I LOVE the CONTROL aspect and have always known that. But there are so many different ways and paths and schools of thought and frankly it is quite confusing so I have pretty much shut myself off from meeting new people for a while because I dont want to make ANY more mistakes! I am tired of it. Life shouldnt be so complicated. And yes, I know I make it so... I am working on that,.. but arent we all? Shit.. life is Fucking complicated.. Period! * But, some say that beyond the complication and just right off in the distance that can not quite yet be seen.. there is a glimmer of hope that peace will be attained and I hold on to that image with my every breath. I just hope it doesnt happen while I am in the coffin! OKAY.. death obsession .. again.. LOL * I just want to Enjoy life. it really is that simple. Ideally, I will meet somebody who compliments me and I will compliment Him. That would be perfect. * And, I do love all my fetish's listed and many more but those are my super favorites. :) * I can be kinda rowdy sometines, Its the Irish in meh! * Oh and YES I am a recovering Doormat Sub. If you want to hear more about that get to know me and I might explain it. But, I am not stupid and if you steer me in that direction, I will know! So, dont bother with me, if you think you can pull the wool over my eyes. And I am not directing that at Respectable Dominant Males but at the Liars and Fakes who proclaim to be Dom and have NO Fucking Clue. Okay I said it enuff said on that negative subject. * I am most happy when I do not have to make decisions but there are limits. Perhaps after some deeper trust is established,, not perhaps DEFINITELY then MAYBE we will have developed a relationship where I will give up my rights but not for a LONG time okay? Like probably at least a year or so? Owning and Collaring is like Marriage to me. Deeper than marriage, perhaps, due to the much higher level of trust.Not something I take lightly, .So dont RUSH ME or I will run away... * If you are a crybaby., pass me by. * Only interested in meeting local people. I don't waste my time with chat and Yahoo IM nor do I like to text all day long. * THIS IS ALL SUBJECT TO CHANGE AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT. * WARNING! * Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites -You do not have my permission to use any of my pictures, information from my profile, or anything I post in any of the forums or groups on this website in any form or forum both current or future without prior written consent. How the F do I get my paragraphing to save? It is just one big huge paragraph that is hard to read...I just tried astericks where the new paragraphs are supposed to begin and about to hit save and hope for the best.

It all started out quite naturally. A meeting of the minds. Man finds woman for fun and fantasy. Primal urges unable to hide. * Physical chemistry of utmost proportions. Throw caution to the wind. We both agree with our good fortune. And we immediately begin. * My desire to be my owners' precious property. His need to control and beat my body. Blindfolded, restrained and objectified. Excited to be at his mercy. * The smell of leather and sex in the air. A master at combining pain with pleasure. I beg to cum and he scowls and his nostrills flair. Humiliated for behaving like a depraved whore. * A dozen forced orgasms left me weightless. Just when I thought we had run its course. His Passion and finesse left me breathless. Kept me begging him for more. * As time went by, pleasures kiss reached it's peak. Caught a fleeting glimpse of love's spark. My eyes couldn't hide what I didn't want him to see. His knowing glance that he could see through to my heart. * It was beautiful and full of light. But instead of reassurance, he took flight. Once he felt my vulnerability, He could no longer bare inflicting pain on me. * Previously taking beatings that left my skin bruised. Sexual submission that put me in subspace. Body and mind free to be used in any way he choosed. Everything had seemed to fall perfectly in place. * But I just couldn't hide what he could plainly see. And he could no longer see me as an object. But of a real girl with emotions and feelings. He couldn't use and abuse someone he respects. * The beatings became less intense He didn't even get out the collar anymore. A gentle caress replaced heavyhandedness. A kiss goodbye because the fantasy is over.

The cosmic dragon's breath is good energy that will bring you happiness and luck. The ultimate symbol of good fortune. Accepting the dragons strength is the hardest part. Embrace it during your sleeping moment. Awaken to increased awareness of inner and outer truths. * To live is to change. If you stay the same, you are not living. Resist transformation and you cease to grow. Without renewal with the seasons, your spirit dies. * When the celestial dragon enters your being The vice slowly loosens from your outside core. Your mind is free from all the clutter so you can hear.. Thoughts whisper gently to your mind's eye. * Your eyes open and you can see a breath of light. As you reach for it, the glow dimishes in the night. Sit back and revel in what you have just seen. The visualization deepens in the shadows of hope. * In the darkest shadows, truth hides. Always look for the light in the hidden plains. Find inspiration in moments of desperation. Lie down in the comfort of humility * Only when your ego is shattered you will know yourself well. Aware of all life's endless possibilities.. No longer be afraid when a dagger is thrown into your wind. Basking in the hills of your knowledge. * The dragon is the strongest of beings.. Will break any false luxuries. Peels apart the layers of insecurity. The hard mask which has softened has fallen off. Leaving a face of contentment and eyes wide open. * An awakening has occurred to what lies ahead. A glorious moment formed by awareness. The atmosphere yields to you Fresh air you breathe is scented with endless possibility. * The waters bend to your strength and resilience. Foggy glasses are wiped clean. A rebirth has occurred and you will continue to grow and change.. Like the old oak tree with its branches intertwined with eachother. A portrayal of a life of great promise and victories Free from the knarled past and a new path of greatness to embark upon. * I don't know why my journal doesn't save the indentations and this writing is somewhat a rolling mess..but oh well.

Your voice of Reason

Hey You, yes I'm talking to you, haven't you noticed me hanging around here for so long. I know my voice is loud enough for you to hear. I can tell by the way you stop for a moment to listen. But, hey where did you go? You didn't stop long enough to hear what I have to say. Why the rush? Thought after thoughts, racing through your brain like a wild ride. In such a hurry to taste life but you are not really living at all. So busy planning and organizing ideas in your mind, that nothing gets done. Restless energy does not have an avenue to escape...how the heck do you keep such a cool exterior when the walls are crumbling within? The layers wound tight and protected are all coming lose. Feels like nobody's there to tie them back up again.

It doesn't have to feel like your drowning in an endless sea.
Hold on tight and don't let go of me..
Listen closely to what I have to say cause..
I won't lead you astray...
You can trust me to lead you onto the right path.
The direction meant just for you only..
And I promise not to leave you lonely.
Protection and care is what I offer
Seek refuge in me as we travel onwards towards calm waters..
Breath softly and still the breaking waves.
Only then will you be able to hear me again.
Be mindful of this very moment.
Get off of that runaway train..
And be at peace with who you are.
Stop fighting yourself and listen deeply to your heart.
For that is where I reside..
And only when your heart and mind connect will you see.
What a best friend I can be..
Your soul must be free
Please listen to me..
I am your Voice of Reason.
An ally at times of distress .
For only I have your best interests in mind .
When you go through a period of unrest .
Settle down with me and we can weather the storm together
I am inside you always willing to give sound advise.
Make things easier on us...
And listen to me...

Your Voice of Reason..

We are Community

What is community?
We share common values.
It's more than living in close proximity.
Our diversity come in different hues.
The subtle differences may vary.
But we all have one thing.
Eachother- we are Community.

We argue over Semantics.
The crypic meaning behind words.
Taking them in the wrong context.
True intent and meaning lost in translation.
Forgetful of our most important resource.
Eachother-we are Community

I don't care if you are leather or plastic!
We must stand together as One.
Treat one another with respect.
And Lighten up!
This life is supposed to be fun!
We all dance to a different drum.
When the song ends, we are not empty but full of..
Eachother-we are community.

Can we have sanctuary?

An ideal place for you and I to be alone.
Away from clutter and distraction.
Turn off the computer and the cell phone.
Lay a path before us that spells out our satisfaction.

It doesnt have to be far.
Could be in our own backyards.
Want to play along with me?

We don't need notes and bars.
Play a song of souls intertwined and free..
Journey together into our own song of bliss.
It's where our mental and physical beings meet.

Nobody judges us.
The object of our desires before our eyes.
I know you see me through all this fuss..
So quiet and mysterious you may be
Perhaps dreaming about someone like me.

It doesnt have to be far.
Could be in our own backyards.
Want to play along with me?

The sanctuary is within ourselves.
Let it shine through vivid and clear.
Until then, we put our needs on the shelf.
In due time, we will proceed without fear.
What are we waiting for?

It is in the moment, we will look into eachother eyes..
and know we are Sanctuary.

A song I just wrote...
Would be cool if I had a piano that was tuned.. in the sanctuary..:)

A broken spirit may have tried to find me
Wounded I may be but I don't break so easily
Fight the spirit with inaction
Focus on the present
Can't predict the future
And cant change the past
Practice mindfulness and be aware
Suspend judgement for a while
Breathe deeply and slow
Do good deeds upon others
Make positive self affirmations
Eliminate negative voices in my head
Be grateful for all that is peaceful and beautiful
Appreciate all that is simple and grand
Tread slowly onto the new path
There is no rush to life unfolding naturally
Express myself quietly
Let this be my true identity
Have faith in the universe
Be patient with my destiny

Gifts What gifts do I possess that a man would desire in another female? The sky's the limit.. What do I have to prove? Absolutely nothing.. Does that make me more desireable than the next girl..? That would be a big fat "No"! Am I a dime a dozen? Of course Not! Treat me as such and I will drop you like a hot potato! Do you find this amusing! I hope so! A smiling Sadist you may be.. But nothing whole without me.. That's okay...I am a patient girl.. Don't mind being the last in line.,, Cause this shy quiet girl has a VOICE Maybe it starts out here in a simple prose I write to you. For all to see cause I have no choice. It's' locked up inside of me Do you have the key? me

Daddy, where are you? Why is it so hard to find the right Daddy. Am I really asking for too much? I tried the "sit back and wait" technique that so many have recommended but when I did that the wolves come biting at my feet,.. and I dont know good from bad sometimes because I see the best in everyone, no matter how fucked up they are. Because we are all fucked up in one way or another and either a little or alot. Who am i to measure.. Anyway, DADDY?????? I suck at being alone... Where are you? I am a good girl and would stay at Home.. If I found You! Why are you so elusive..are you afraid to show me any vulnerability? I know you are out there.. I can feel your breath on my neck when I try to fall asleep at night but You are not there..? Can you feel me? I dont understand why you continue to evade what is so simple in my eyes.. Daddy and girl walking down The Highway .. Together at last. me

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