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5/30/17 Hello All....Sorry about my delay in getting back to contacts here....my health problems of last year are all gone, feeling great.....For another reason, I have been absent from this site most of this year thus far....been very busy with a business venture.......hopefully I can start to get back to my life's love "sissyness"......any way I am heading back up to Reno this week as it's getting too hot here in Vegas, looking forward to the cooler nites up there.....will return to Vegas in Nov. or Dec...... fondly sub sissy tina Happy Holidays & Have an Exciting New Year......I have arrived in Las Vegas for the Winter a few weeks back Dec '16....spent the past week house sitting friend's house & did a photo shoot posting a few pics from there.....fondly sub sissy maid tina

Hello I just realized I haven't updated here....I returned to Reno in June when the temperature hit 100 + 4 days in end of May in Vegas....love the cooler nights here in Reno.....Vegas was fun but did have a health issue taking up most of two months there but that has been solved & now feeling great & am looking for my Daddy or Mommy to make me their little sissy girl.

Hello All I have returned to Las Vegas for the winter (Nov 2015)....I will be changing my photos shortly as I have become more a sissy lil girl/baby over the past year....fondly sub sissy maid tina My 2012 winter in Vegas may have been my most enjoyable of all time...will be updating my journal soon...However the heat drove me out early in June this record setting yr....Reno is setting a record cool summer which is wonderful. I'm in Reno now thru to the first snow when i will return to vegas, most likely Feb 2013. Desided over Christmas that i will be heading back down to Vegas about the 15th of Jan...Looking forward to seeing old friends & meeting new ones...i'm adding new pics taken while in Reno the last few months. #2, 3, 6, 7, 8, 10, 13, 14 R all new & show my new tendencies to be a total sissy submissive.


Well it's that time of YEAR that i usually go down to Las Vegas for a month.....so this week i'm on my way....i'll be there for the month of February .....hope to meet new friends while there & continue to look for the Dom/Master who will want a sissy slave to mold & serve Him....i'm now staying in Las Vegas till May...just too much fun down here to leave ;)
actually right now i'm in Daytona Beach will return to vegas in a few weeks...see my latest up date to my journal...

The NJ adventure did not work out details are in my journal........i'm not collared now.....so i'm again looking to be a sissy slave maid for a Master/Dom.......


I'm a sexy looking shemale submissive with short blond hair, 7 ear rings in each ear, slender body, with breast implants, 36D-28-34, love to dance, have some ponygirl gear, truely love being collared, being a maid, dressing slutty, being spanked, tied, gaged, caged,love anal on my hands & knees, giving head, I can relocate for right Dom.

My dream is finding the right Dom who would train me to be the true slave I wish to be, who would dress me like a sissy slave &/or Barbie, collar me 24/7, use me sexually how ever he pleases, make me his maid, his sissy/Barbie Sextoy, possibly train me as his ponygirl, use corsets on me, keeping a butt plug in me, caging my glitty when he was not arround, and spanking me, tieing me up or caging me when ever he pleases, and making me his live in cum dumpster.

At the same time I'm looking for a permanent relationship with an intellegent, kind, loving person with a sence of humor & a true desire to have fun with life. In turn I'm a creative artist, love good food, all types of music, the outdoors, traveling, camping, and I love to laugh & have fun with life.

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1/5/2017 2:12:09 PM
Hello I hope everyone is having an Exciting New Year.....Over the past year I have added many new sissy baby dresses adding some new photos here today.....would love to be someone's sissy baby girl &/or sissy maid all the time dressed in my 2 dozen sissy dresses, 2 dozen maids uniforms, dozens of little girl & school girl skirts on my knees orally relieving my Masters  needs....also would love to have a sissy little girl pink bedroom including lots of dolls , teddy bears, princess bed & curtains......maybe some day, fondly sub sissy baby tina

1/7/2016 2:40:00 PM
Hello All....Hope the New Year will be great & fun filled for all..................

Today I uploaded some new photos....I did a photo shoot while in Reno this past summer of my 9 "Leanne's Baby Sissy Dresses" that I have collected the past 16 months.....So I put them up on my profile here.........

I just love wearing 
all of them and I have just ordered my 10th sissy baby dress of hers this week......I have become much more of a true sissy these past 16 months enjoying petticoats, ribbons, lace, & ruffles with my large collection of sissy dresses ,beside Leanne's, which must number nearly 30 now....Also I wear little girl skirts (lots of "Hello Kitty", "My Little Pony", "Little Princes" skirts with attached petticoats & most are pink that I collect at thrift stores from the girl's section) with sissy bows in my hair most of the time now when I go to Alt. Bars......I also have been exploring the whole baby sissy play while wearing diapers.......

One of my Masters, that I visited in Daytona Beach several years ago & he has visited me both in Reno two years ago & in Vegas last year, just loved me being his little baby girl in my little sissy baby dresses 'gumming' his hard one like a little baby with out teeth.....in fact he just wrote me that he can't wait to visit Vegas this year & have me again being his 'gumming' little sissy baby girl .....hehe I can't wait either ;)....

Enjoy the photos, fondly sub sissy baby tina

12/23/2015 2:31:20 PM
**************************HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL***********************
 
Hello..............Below a little update on my summer & return to Vegas for the winter......fondly sub sissy maid tina.
 
This has been an unusually busy year for me.  After I returned to Reno for the summer in June, My eBay business took most of my weekday time & during the summer & I spent my weekends at Carl's Saloon & cooked hot dogs every Friday at Carl's Saloon in Reno....Then my health went bad for several months, August thru November.  First, I caught the intestinal virus that was going around Reno, and It effected me for nearly 3 weeks.....Then my heartburn, which started last winter in Vegas switched up to my stomach causing really painful ulcers....After months of diet changes & medicinal teas, it looks like that issue has been greatly reduced now to just occasional discomfort. I'm still on a very bland diet & the tea that helped so much.
 
 
The weather in Reno changed in November after a record setting Warm October, so I made plans to return to Las Vegas for the Winter...The biggest thing I did before leaving Reno, which greatly rewarded my drive back down to Vegas, was having my transmission serviced in the process it cleaned my overdrive ....My gas millage increased from 15m/g to 20m/g cutting my cost of driving the 450+ miles to Vegas by 1/3 over past years....
 
 
I arrived in Vegas the Friday before Thanksgiving.....The 1st week was filled with parties (The Spotlight's Bartender's Birthday Party & Dinner that Saturday) , seeing old friends, & of course Thanksgiving Dinner, all of which were at the Spotlight Lounge...
 
 
The 1st week in December was filled with getting settled in Vegas, learning the changes in the areas I frequent, changing addresses, getting a mail box, banking, etc....Then the second & third week taking care of the Christmas rush on eBay....Now the final two weeks of December the Holidays & Football....Got a room for Christmas Eve & lots of great food & two Bottles of good wine....Then will spend most of the week thru New Years Eve & weekend at the Spotlight Lounge in Vegas Commercial Center....
 
January of course will start off with football, but hopefully it will end with lots more time to catch up with friends on the various internet sites I'm on (I did just renewed my membership on Alt.com), also, I really need to do some new photo sessions, as the only new photos I have are from this past summer cooking hotdogs at Carl's....Also with the cheaper gas prices and my van running so well, I'm hoping to do some traveling into Arizona again...  
 
**************************HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL************************
 

1/14/2014 9:46:33 PM

Hello again...well it's football football football, 49er, 49er 49er....so again I'm sorry not to get all your messages.... have a room tonight to take pics of my lucky 49er cheer leader outfit I've worn at each playoff game..so far very lucky...I will send pics to all when I get to answering all your messages.....if you are in Vegas I highly recommend the Spotlight lounge to watch the games...lots of 49er fans & free food...plus 2-4-1 drinks... fondly sub sissy maid tina


12/10/2013 9:49:00 PM

Hello All..well I have been off the map for over a half year now…I do apologize for not updating my profile here… while I was in Vegas this winter & spring there was an early heat record setting weekend in June…I left on a 108 degrees Thursday in early June & the weekend was a record 117 degrees….on the drive back to Reno my van had several issues including ball joints, tires, & breaks….so when I got to Reno I had to decide what I could do to raise the money to make these repairs to my van….I decided to sell my large collection of vintage 60’s  posters…..It has been a very successful decision as I have sold over 100 posters, many of my own design & many classic San Francisco psychedelic rare vintage posters…so now I have made the repairs & plan on returning to Vegas next week to escape what is becoming a record cold winter here in Reno……

 

The research & writings required to successfully list the nearly 200 posters consumed nearly all my time…then compounding this was a few weeks after returning to Reno my computer crashed & I had to start over with a new one…in other words I had very little time for new encounters nor to be able to spend much time on social sites….so there really wasn’t much to add to my journal here on collar-me….

 

I am truly looking forward to changing this situation upon my return to Vegas….Also, I hope to update the journal soon after my return to Vegas….I have had several people here contact me hoping to meet up…….I will be in Vegas between mid December through to mid to late June……fondly sub sissy maid tina


1/28/2013 5:09:47 PM

Hello All...arrived last week in Vegas...been busy catching up on the changes here...2 of the bars i go to most have completely remoldeled very happy how they look now...esp like the many big screen TVs in both...will watch the SB at one...go 49ers ;)...i performed in a Drag show last weekend & made more tips than ever before there...been getting together with old friends...will be looking for new dates in a week.......i broke out in a terrible rash yesterday on my face & chest, my eyes are swallen shut almost i think it was a bad reaction to different creams i use on my skin...it happened last yr & took almost a week to go away, so i will wait a week before making plans to date any one...meanwhile i will enjoy the mild weather & catch up on the internet.............fondly, sub sissy tina

 


12/27/2012 9:57:21 AM

Happy Holidays to All,  ended my work & enjoying a few days in a motel room for Christmas...took some pics & posted new ones here....#2, 3, 6, 7, 8, 10, 13, 14  R all new.... some from Halloween at Carls Reno, & some are from Christmas day & the day after 2012...about Jan 15 i will be heading back down to Las Vegas...will be looking to seeing old friends & meeting new ones....

 

also seriously looking to be a submissive sissy maid/servant 24/7 to a household or Dom....

sub sissy maid tina


11/21/2012 3:31:05 PM

Happy Thanksgiving to All.....i'm doing my yr end work thing before returning to Vegas...this is my 8th yr doing it as a holiday warehouse worker near Reno...no longer at amazon, as last yr it was very uorker unfriendly, so this yr i'm at the Toys R us warehouse, which is much friendlier...the assignment ends a few days before Christmas...i will stay in Reno thru New Years then travel down to Vegas for the rest of winter & the spring...due to my work i will be very tardy in keeping my journal uptodate & answering my messages here....

Happy Holidays to All, sub sissy tina


9/5/2012 3:32:00 PM

Hello All….well the past weeks have been fun filled here in Reno…I Had a Master from Florida in town for a week before my Birthday, Sept 1st…We stayed & played at the  Grand Sierra Resort….took lots of pics…the Saturday before my birthday we went out for a pre birthday celebration….great dinner then saw some friends at Carl’s Reno…Tuesday we went up to Virginia City & took lots of pics…then He flew out on Wednesday & a regular date picked me up & took me home for another pre birthday dinner & breakfast in the morning….then it was time to really celebrate 5 nights of drinks & friends at Carl’s…Saturday night which was my actually BD I had a Drag Show with friends at Carl’s…I performed 3 times & made lots of tips…more celebrating on Sun & Mon…Tuesday a Master from San Francisco continued the celebration  ..Now a few days of rest before a Daddy from Reno takes me out to continue the celebration…Turning 60 ain’t so bad after all ;)….fondly sub sissy tina


8/18/2012 12:02:27 PM

Hello All....

 

This is the continuation of the week which the Dom  was in Reno that i wrote about last week....

 

A couple of days, after He had me go to the bar as a sissy & had me handcuffed by the bartender, etc, the Dom called me & asked me if i was up to being really tested…He said this situation would require the ‘great mental strength’ ….After i said i was ready, He then gave me a list of things to bring to a room at the casino hotel he was staying at… He diabolically kept calling me about ½ hr apart saying, ‘He was delayed’ …This went on for a couple of hours & of course i was getting more & more nervous …meanwhile i packed the items He asked me to bring, which were my locking collar, a collar for my clitty & ball sack (i picked the one with a bell attached), a corset, a blind-fold, a leash ( i picked the chain one with a small black leather handle) & a butt plug… He said to dress casual to walk thru the casino, so i wore a moderate skirt & blouse….

 

Finally His last call to me came about 9pm…. He gave me directions into the casino & to the elevator…He said to go the 25th floor…. when i get to the floor there was a big potted tree at the end of the hall…under the pot i would find a room key & then i was to wait for further instructions….i get to the 25th floor, but had to wait till there were no hotel guests waiting for the elevator…when the coast was clear, i had to tilt the planter (on my hands & knees) several times until i found the key….

 

Then i had to wait until He called… He finally called with the room number & specific instructions…

 

The instructions were very specific & He warned that if i did not follow them out to the letter i would be punished…First I was to find the room enter the room with the key i found…i was not to look into the darken room, but to go immediately into the bathroom…& close the door behind me…. once in there i was to completely undress & place my cloths in a neat pile under the sink…

 

Then i then was to put on & lock my collar…then place the small collar (with bell) around my clitty & ball sack…then i was to attach the chain leash to the clitty collar …… then i was to insert the butt plug in my sissy hole… After i was finished with all of this, i was to open the shower curtain & on the wall railing i would see hand cuffs (there were actually 2 pairs of hand cuffs with a 4 or 5 inch chain attached to one side of each pair allowing for a little movability) ….i was then to get into the tub & make myself comfortable as there was a pillow at the back of the tub…i was to close the shower curtain…once comfortable i was to place my hands into the cuffs (which were very real not play ones) & click them close within 2 clicks of my wrists…then i was to wait patiently…

 

After following all these instructions & i was comfortably seated in the tub, i closed the cuffs around my wrists listening to them click down…He had been very adamant that if, when He entered the room, He heard the cuffs clicking i would be in very serious trouble…i sat these in silence, listening for when He might enter the hotel room with my hands & arms locked securely to the heavy metal railing on the side of the tub…

 

I waited for what seemed like eternity, wondering if He would ever show up…. or worse yet, as my imagination started to run wild, what if someone else, maybe a complete stranger, might enter the room & be caught completely by surprise, as they entered the bathroom & looked behind the curtain…or worse yet, what if no one would show up all night long…. then in the morning the maid would come in & when she opened the shower curtain, she would discover this helpless sissy hand cuffed to the bath tub with a butt plug in her & a bell & a chain leash attached to her clitty .…

 

This is where the ‘great mental strength would be needed’, as He had warned me in our phone conversation a few days back…wait, did i hear someone at the hall way door & then enter the hotel room…yes i did s my heart started to beat faster… Then the bathroom door opens, click out goes the light & the door is closed…behind the shower curtain i couldn’t see who it was…so i sit in the dark, & i listen for any sound, & i wait…

 

It must have been about fifteen minutes, when the bathroom door finally opens…. Some one comes into the room not turning on the light & closing the door behind them…. All i could see was a flashlight beam crossing back & forth over the shower curtain…… Then the curtain opens ever so slightly & the beam of light is on me…first my face, then the cuffs, then my clitty, then down my legs, then back up to my bare breasts, & then again to my face…its too dark to see anything but the beam of light….

 

A hand reaches through the curtain with the blindfold that i had left on the sink counter with the corset…a voice (that i recognized as the Dom on the phone) said, “put this on” …while the beam of light shinned on me, i struggle to put the blindfold over my head with my hands cuffed to the rail ….. It took several tries, but i finally get the blindfold on…he asked if i could see the light & i answered that i couldn’t…i hear him leaving the room  & i sit in the dark now blind folded….i did not hear him close the door so it must still be open….

 

A while later a hard loud smack on the side of the tub, i’m sitting in, sends me several feet into the air as my whole body is shacking… i’m guessing it was a large paddle….. Later, after we were finished & when i was getting dressed, i saw it  (a 4 foot heavy wood paddle leaning against the wall next to the tub)…. He then orders me to stand up & face the wall….i have to use the hand rail to pull myself up sliding the cuffs up the inside of the rail…i have to use my sense of touch now as i’m unable to see anything, as i face the wall…meanwhile i had heard him pull the curtain to the side…

 

Now there is no sound, as i stand there for several minutes…then smack on my bare plugged sissy ass, a hard leather paddle has turned it bright red i’m sure as it really stung…. i must admit, it caused me to yell out both from it being a very hard hit, but also from the complete surprise as i didn’t hear it coming…He chuckles something about that i yelled like a sissy…now i’m shacking even more as i feel the touch of the paddle all around my body & every now & then smacking my sissy ass again with it….He then grabs the chain leash attached to my clittly & starts to pull it to cause the bell to ring & pulls me around with it…

 

As He is causing the bell to ring by pulling the chain back & forth, He asks if i thought i could get hard & cum….i tell him that i’m not sure as i seldom get hard or cum anymore from taking hormones….As He lets go of the chain, He orders me to grab a hold of my clitty & to get it hard…i turn towards the rail that my hands are handcuffed to & reach down & awkwardly grab a hold of my clitty….The cuffs make it a difficult & uncomfortable action, but i’m thankful He had thought enough to add the small chain so i could turn a little …The bell is ringing vigorously as i work the now very small clitty…i’m still blindfolded, but assume He is watching this entire spectacle with great amusement…then He says take this, as He hands me a small porcelain dish, which i assume is a soap dish…He then tells me i am to keep working my clitty till it cums in the dish…He further says that He will go out for awhile, & when He returns there better be cum in the dish or He ‘will piss all over me’….

 

The dish is in one hand next to my clitty, as the other hand continues to work on the clitty the ringing bell is now striking the dish adding a new sound to this orchestrated embarrassment…”Have fun” i hear Him evilly say, as the door of the room closes with His exit…on & on i try to get aroused enough to cum, but there is too much discomfort with the cuffs to be successful even if i wasn’t on a hormonal regiment, which i have been for several years ……..It must have been at least 20 minutes before i hear Him opening the apartment door & entering the bathroom…He could see i was unsuccessful, as He took the dish from me….He then orders me on my knees…Still blindfolded & cuffed to the rail i slowly get down on my knees, facing towards the front of the tub & my hands held to the side rail…

 

I’m in this position for several minutes wondering what is coming next…Then i feel something against my nose….. As experienced as i am, i knew immediately what this was & without hesitation, i open my mouth & reach up to take in His hard cock into my lips then deeper into my mouth…..i work His cock with my lips & mouth for a while, maybe 5 minutes…..Then i recognize a taste of pre-cum mixed with piss, & i knew my punishment for not cuming in the dish was beginning…He pulls out of my mouth & slowly pees on my tits, then down to my belly, & then down to my poor excuse of a penis…..When finished, He turns out the light as He leaves the room & closes the door…

 

My punishment was complete as i waited in the darkness on my knees blindfolded & cuffed to the wall of the shower & wet with fresh piss …Awhile later the door opens & i hear Him entering the room while turning on the light….He reaches down & unlocks the cuffs…He tells me to clean up & dress & leave the room without looking back into the apartment…He said He would call me later…i hear HIM leave, & i take off the blind fold….i slowly get up to wash off, & then finally getting out of the tub, after what must have been at least 3 hours…i stretch my arms & legs while having one of the beers He had left me on the counter next to the corset… Now i was happy that i hadn’t been told to wear the corset…

 

After finishing the beer & dressing, i pack all the toys i brought with me & leave the room as instructed…As the door closes behind me, i felt a great sigh of relief pass thru me as i walk down the hall to the elevator…Later that evening He calls me & we chat about the experience…i tell him that i thought He did a fantastic job is putting this all together…He mentions that He thought, ‘i had more guts than brains’….i laugh at that…He mentions that He has to leave town later tomorrow…. So after two great tests of my ability to cope with

unusual situations, i would never get to see this Dom, that took me to the brink,  face to face….

 

So ends this fantastic week in ‘the biggest little city in the world’.

 

 

 

 


8/5/2012 3:26:03 PM

Hello All…… well i get back to Reno & a Dom from contacts me…He was cuming to Reno in a few weeks….. He wanted to know if i was interested in some public play involving humiliation & possible bondage etc…. i told him i would be very interested, knowing that there isn’t a lot of exciting things to do here in the ‘biggest little city’……

 

Well last week He arrived & we chatted on the phone… He asked if i was up for a challenge…again i said that this sounds interesting & that i was…He said He would make arrangements & get back to me….Well the next day He again called me & told me what to wear & where to go.…

 

The instructions were that i was to wear ruffled & lacy sissy panties…. also a sissy bra…over these a short sissy skirt & blouse…. He further instructed me to wear my lock-on pink Mary Jane shoes & one of my lock–on collars with a large ‘O’ ring for attaching a leash…He also said to bring a leash…to this i added a wig with large pink bows, white sissy socks with large white bows in the back & lacy tops…the skirt was very short pink sections on the sides & black with white polka-dots flaps over the pink in the front & back…the shear white blouse had large ruffles around the neck & around the short sleeves, a very sissy look…...

 

He continued to tell me the time & place to go…the place was a gay bar in the down town area…the time was the late afternoon…He said that the female bartender was given instructions as what to do with me…He said that i must do everything she asked me to do or i would lose the $25 bet…i would have to be there for an hour…………….

 

I was a little late due to parking & the wind was blowing very hard…. when i did arrive the bartender greeted me with ‘you re late! You will be sorry’  ….. She then handcuffed my hands behind me & lead me to the cage the bar has…once in the cage i was to move around in a sexy manner…the customers all seemed to enjoy this… then she handcuffed my arms thru the bars of the cage & took a couple of pics with my camera which i can share if interested  ….. After 10 minutes or so, she uncuffed me & instructed me to hop on one foot to the dance floor a good distance away…there are 2 dance pools on the dance floor…. she ordered me to take my skirt & blouse off revealing my sissy ruffle & lace pink panties & my polka-dot & pink lace bra…then she ordered me to dance around the 2 poles…this lasted for about 10 minutes…then she came back over to me & had me hand her the chain leash i brought with me…

 

She attached it to my collar & lead me around the bar…then had me sit in the middle of the floor on a chair with the leash over the chair still just in my sissy panties & bra…. then after 10 minutes she lead me around with the leash & then had me get up on my knees on the chair with my hands handcuffed behind me…i balanced myself for another 10 min in this shaky position again in just my sissy panties & bra…several customers came in walking just pass me in amusement…after 10 minutes she had me get off the chair & with my hands still handcuffed behind me lead me past the bar where a patron placed a dollar bill in my bra strap & then she had me get back up into the cage…when the hour was up she came over & uncuffed me & handed me a paper that said i passed the test & could go home now…

 

I never saw the Dom who arranged all of this ….he may have been one of the customers…but after i dressed & returned to my van in winds so heavy i had to hold on to my skirt & hair all the way…i did receive a call from Him, a bit later, asking how it went…i admitted that i was somewhat embarrassed & being on my knees on the chair was quite difficult, but i had passed the test…i also commented on how great the female bartender was…He said He was working on another situation for me later in the week & this time it would really test my courage & i would need great mental strength…..i must admit i was both nervous & intrigued after this afternoon’s adventure….

 

I will add this part to his visit in a few days to my journal…..

 

 


7/26/2012 12:15:33 PM

Hello All.... i have returned to Reno to escape the heat in Vegas…this entry is about my last few days in Vegas…..

 

i had a date yesterday evening...He is from NYC & when ever He gets to Vegas He has me spend a night…we seem to always set a record with the length of time i ‘m sucking His cock…the longest time we have set is 11 straight hours with just 3 short breaks.. this night we did 9 hours as we started 2 hours later than in past times….

 

 i've known Him for a couple of yrs now...for some reason after i leave, i always spend time reading my sissy magazines, “Enslaved Sissies & Maids” & “Forced Womanhood”...a lot of the stories are about men turned into sissies or maids or she-male slaves...many times they are made to go shopping dressed as a sissy...i realize now, that i probably will never have some one do that to me, so today i decided to take the initiative & dress as a sissy...then i would go shopping at several different stores...

 

i first put on a white corset, then a black & white polka-doted bra that has pink lace trim & a pink bow between the cups, then i added 2 big pink bows to the straps....in the stories, in the above mentioned magazines,  the sissies are often made to insert a butt plug before the panty & tight girdle...so i did insert a medium size plug,  then a white lace panty & then over that a tight white girdle… next a white shear blouse that the pink ribbons & polka-dots on the bra could be seen thru it..  then i put on a pink paisley children's short skirt with two pink bows & ribbons on the front…the skirt was very light material that the slightest breeze caused it to rise up showing off my tight girdle…as some of YOU may know there are always afternoon winds in Nevada.....the first store i'm  planning on going to  is Wal-Mart to get paper towels & propane for my stove...while there i want to find a wide pink ribbon that i can make a big sissy bow & ribbon belt for the back of the skirt...i used a light pink bow & ribbon to start this morning, but I want a darker pink to match the 2 bows in front...i then put on a dark pink belt cinched tight to the corset... next were white sissy socks with lace-tops...then my Mary Jane pink shoes with locking ankle straps...which i locked...another business i planned to go to was a shoe repair shop, where i want taps put on the Mary Jane shoes, as they do in the above mentioned magazines, so the poor sissy can't help but attract attention as she walks on pavement with tap shoes...next i put on a locking collar, baby blue with large silver letters ,saying, 'sissy'........next i took 2 wedding garters, white, added pink bows on top of the big white bows, I used them as bracelets.....next the wig with pink bows on either side & a pink tie in the back...

 

when i arrived at the 1st store, WalMart i got a thin pink ribbon & with it i placed long bows on my earrings to complete the sissy look...i also got the wide pink ribbon to make a big bow on the back of the dress…..then I did go to the shoe repair shop & had the taps put on my Mary Jane sissy lock on shoes….later i went to my favorite thrift store, Savers, it was a new one on Tropicana, &  i found many other sexy & sissy cloths.....i took a lot of pics before I left to shop i can share…..i must say this was a very exciting & fun filled excursion into shopping as a sissy........................fondly sub sissy tina

 


7/24/2012 5:18:46 PM

Hello All.... some times when i travel to Vegas things are slow to start.... not so this year...it was non stop excitement & meeting with great people & some of the most interesting situations to go thru.....starting with a great photo shoot i did at Boulder station, the week after getting to Vegas, with my newest maid’s uniform & my new leather black & white cuffs, collar, bondage belt, polka-dot pumps....i used the pics on my Craig’s List post, & right off the bat I got so many responses...

 

Then a Master from collarme got us a room for a great session...He showed up in full leather & was so tall...just the sight of HIM made me so submissive...the number of positions that HE used me in was mind boggling.... then the history of the whole BD/SM scene in Vegas, that HE shared with me, was also so interesting & i'm so thankful for the night i spent with HIM...

 

 

The Power Exchange came thru many times this yr with amazing encounters...always with protection tho.... it was looking like many guys had saved up a lot for me ;)... then the Dom from NYC that cums to Vegas on a regular basis was in town...it seems like we always go for a record time orally.... this yr it was 8 hrs straight with just 2 short breaks...

 

 

Then there was the swinger’s party in a private house...it was very awesome…. the house was very large…it had an out-door’s area with a very large pool & a sauna that held up to 10….lockers & towels were supplied as ‘no cloths’ was required.…there was food freshly prepared inside, as well as a hot dog machine out side by the pool & there were drinks available for a tip..…..at one point the Dom, I was with, & a swinger couple went into one of the bedrooms (no cloths were allowed in these rooms)….the male partner of the couple was fascinated with my t-girl body & could not keep his hands off me…then he wanted to take my sissy pussy all the way…he was so excited that he bent me over completely, pushing my legs into my breasts….i was sore for a week...

 

Then there was my doing Drag Shows up to 2 to 4 times a week on the weekends…it was fun putting together costumes with the various songs I lip-synced…. literally i had no spare time, during this year’s 4 months in Vegas, that was without something to do… thus my tardiness in writing entries to my journal, as well as responding to my many messages here…....

 

The shopping was awesome also, got many new sissy outfits, school gurl outfits, etc....my last day there i did a whole day in a very sissy outfit with butt plug, girdle, corset, lock on blue collar with the work 'sissy' on it & pink lock on pink Mary Jane’s (I’m adding a complete story on this to my Journal in my next entry).... This would be my last day in Vegas this year, as the nights had been getting hotter & hotter, so the heat got to me as the day i left it was 107….

...................... fondly, sub sissy tina

 


7/24/2012 4:36:12 PM

Hello All....opps i have been back in Reno for a month now & have not updated , damn i'm sorry, somebody offer the spank my sissy lil gurl ass ;)...i will write a nice long update this week & update the profile too......................fondly sub sissy tina


3/19/2012 4:08:49 PM

Hello All...well after 5 months at amazon i have finally finished & will be heading back down to Vegas...looking forward to meeting my many friends down there...

 

work enabled me to buy many new toys to add to my collection along with collars & cuffs, 3 new corsets, 6 new sissy dresses, 4 new maid's uniforms, many new school girl skirts, & some other interesting outfits...anxious to model them ;)...let me know it YOU are or will be in Vegas during the next 4 months .....fondly sub sissy maid slave  tina


1/24/2012 3:49:02 PM
Hello All...i've always tried my best here for the nearly 10 years on this site to be honest, very real, upfront & prompt in my communications with all the wonderful people who contact me here...i must admit this is sounding a little like a broken record, but i do sincerely apologize again for not responding , now, to over 2 pages of messages sent me here in the last few months.....
As pointed out in my last entry to my journal here, i purchased a newer van to replace the old falling apart one in the month of Sept & i spent the entire month outfitting it as a camper van to live in....i'm extremely happy with the results as 7 years in the old one gifted me with amazing better ideas on setting it up as a living space...& it is exciting that in the few months since it's completion I've had the pleasure of a few guests who truely noticed & enjoyed the improvements...
 
After finishing this project i started my 7th year working as a holiday associate at amazon here in the Reno area...my major goal this year was to pay back my friend in Vegas, who lent me the money to buy my new van....last week i made my final payment on this loan & now i hope to work a few more weeks to pad my bank account in order that i can travel again to Vegas, as in past years, for the rest of winter & spring...
All of this has limited my free time & meant that i did not get on the Internet for any length of time during any given week for the past several months....throw in the phenomenal run the San Francisco 49ers have had this year (i'm 5th generation SF & my high school used the old 49er stadium, when they used it)...it was a rare occasion that i was on line more than an hour or 2 / week...given that i'm on so many sites & 2 yahoo email sites it became impossible to open, read & answer the many messages at all the sites i'm on during this time...
Sigh, the 49ers lost an unbelievable game this last weekend, & my work at amazon is slowing down, i now will have more time to read & answer my messages here ....
Yes i'm very appreciative to all who thought i was worthy of contacting, & i'm still looking to be a sissy maid slave to a Dom/Master...i expect to be returning to Vegas sometime in February...i will try my best to get to all the messages here in the coming week...
I hope the 2012 New Year is the best for everyone here on CM, sub sissy maid tina

11/12/2011 1:25:54 PM

Hello All....i must apologize  for not answering my messages here....i have been having a major computer problem...my lap top battery is only taking 15 min of charge when it says fully charged.....now as in past yrs i'm going to work at amazon thru the holidays....as soon as i get a new battery  most likely after Dec 1st then i will do my best to answer all my messages as fast as i possibly can....i do thank all of YOU for contacting me here, fondly sub sissy maid slave tina 


7/27/2011 4:08:42 PM
Hello All....well to borrow a title from CCR , here i am "Stuck in Reno Again"....my 1st Monday in town i worked 7+ hours helping to move everything out of the 1099 club into storage...sore, tired, & heat exhaustion we didn't even receive a thank you from the business owner let alone a cold drink.....but i along with the others did it for the history of the bar & all the great times shared there over the 3 previous owners...believe me few of us had any love for the current owner & how she destroyed the business....
 
So the 1st week no dates & there was no conceivable bar to meet dates now that the 1099 was closed, so i went on Craig's list....my posting emphasized a LTR with a mature man....well besides a bunch of 18 YO's & married guys'....
 
my first date showed up at a court Drag show at the Neutron...it was a good show & many new titles were given out...i received the title of: "The High Sierra Entertainment Mistress"....i'm sure in this case 'Entertainment' meant more than a stage production ;)....my date enjoyed the show...then wanted to go to my van...i tried to talk him out of it, knowing that i would not be comfortable in such crowded quarters in my high heel thigh high boots & leather corset....but alas i hadn't sucked cock since leaving Vegas..so i did what any sub sissy would do & took him to my van...5 min later he was done & i haven't seen him since...
 
2 other Craig's list dates met me this Sunday & Monday at Carl's, both left me cold after short chats...maybe i scared them off talking about BD/SM ;)....
3 other situations over lapped the Craig's List fiascoes ;)...
 
1) a Master who has messaged me over 3 yrs shows up in town....but not in the new RV he said he had & later i found out he does no longer own the yacht he said he owned, plus he is married which he never mentioned before...it got to a point i couldn't believe any thing he said...but he did take me to a great steak dinner at the Sands & later we played for a while in his room, tho he had neglected to tell me he was a cross dresser & took hormones...my tastes are for real men, as there is room for only one sissy gurl & that's me ;).......
 
2) next i meet this guy at Carl's, so there is a flickering of hope yet in Reno ;)....we chat , he buys me drinks, then a couple sits down next to us that i knew from the 1099 club....next thing i know we are taking a cab over to their house...a fantastic 4 way evening was spent with the addition of some mighty fine Vodka i might add ;).....after wards the guy & i take a cab to his house for the rest of the nite & some further play......
 
3) next a guy rides over from Sacramento on his motorcycle....we go to the 5 Star which is having a BD/SM event with demonstrations on rope tying, flogging, use of the wand, paddling etc........it was a great Saturday afternoon......unfortunately later when he tried to get us a room all were booked in the area we wanted to stay....so he may return this Sunday with room reservations....he may get transfered to Reno next month & has told me if he does move here he wants me to be his live in sissy maid/slave....i'm very excited & hoping that this works out.....
......for now, enjoy & be safe, sub sissy maid slave tina

7/12/2011 2:16:53 PM
Hello All...my 1st weekend back in Reno.......Saturday i went to the Rainbow Festival ( 1st annual event celerbrating the GBLT community)  in the downtown park on the river it was great fun danced my ass off to Mumbo Gumbo a N. California band that i have seen over 20 yrs ....they are very hot cajon band....they started in Sacramento when i lived there in 1993 to 2003....there were many other entertainers & booths to see as well as it was awesome to go wading in the Truckee River....
 
i all ready miss Vegas except for the heat as the bars suck up here...they closed the 1099 (the only t-girl bar) & Fri & Sat nites i went (with my t-girl friend) to 2 different alt bars, Carls & the 5 Star....losy service & expensive $5.00 waterd down drinks & no guys interested in t-girls...my best friend , Denise, & i stand out like foreigners ;)...definitely missing the 1099....fondly, sub sissy maid slave tina

7/8/2011 1:07:52 PM

Hello All...well i'm back in Reno, loving the cooler weather, Hi=93 & Low=59...compared to Vegas,Hi=108 & Low=91 .......last night was the first night back & sleeping in my van was so much easier, even had to use a light blanket...after being in Vegas for 6 months when i returned to Reno i was greeted with some sad news....

 

1st, my favorite bar that i lived outside of has permanently closed, a victim of the economy...the 1099 club is no more, but the memories will always live on esp the fun times in the back sex room as my journal over the 7 yrs has has testified too;)....the sign on the door says to visit Carl's Pub which is just a few blocks down Virginia St across from the Peppermil & down a block from the Atlantis...so i'm meeting some t-girl friends there tonite...

 

2ND, i went to the down town library this morning, where i have always gotten on line, & it was closed for Fridays & Saturdays now, again due to the economy & the 2nd library i go to is permanently closed.....fortunately there is a McDonald's, close to the area i stay in, to get on line during the days the library is closed .....but my time on the net will be limited to the charge on my lap top battery.......

 

This morning it was so nice to drive a short distance (5 blocks) to the Lake Virginia behind the Peppermill....it is about 1 1/2 miles around with all sorts of water birds, ducks, geese, etc...the close-in view of the snow caped mountains (yes this was a record yr for snow) is awesome, as i power walked twice around the lake..... quite a difference from power walking the strip in Vegas in the heat, as i did 3 times a week...

 

So today is the 1st full day of my new 2011 adventure in Reno ...

already i had some one from Lake Tahoe contact me this morning & i have several from this site (living in this area) wanting to get together with me...very happy to be back, as a cool breeze blows thru the van as i type this ;)...play safe & have fun, sub sissy tina

 

 


7/5/2011 3:14:23 PM

Hello All...last week, i met from my post on Craig's List,  2 guys right up my alley...both are very kinky & into maid play, sissy gurlie play, baby play, pet play, bondage & toy play... both really like me because of my real desire for all the above...for 2 weeks been communicating with both...thinking to my self maybe one of them will want me 24/7....

 
 
well the 1st one, Daddy wanted me to be His sissy gurlie at the Sam's Town thursday...he also was going to reimberse me for gas & any gurlie dresses i could find(age play 8yo)...unfortunately His brother died of an heart attact yesterday, & he flew back east to help his sister inlaw...won't be back for 4 or 5 weeks...i told him i am going back to Reno but let me know when he gets back...i would come back down early if he helps with gas...
 
the 2nd one is all i dream of he is extreeme kink...he moved here from Texas we have exchanged over 100 emails...he is not married & looking to buy a house here...he has looked at several but is looking for privacy as he likes outdoor play...he is staying with a friend at the end of Tropicana......any way i'm going there tuesday at 1pm...i will be his maid & if his roommate comes home he will tell him that he hired me as his maid....i am to be dressed as his maid... he like my yellow maid uniform,...
 
we are going to do a long photo shoot...with my toys & in bondage, he asked what i drink, he will put my first drink in a dog bowl, my 2nd in a baby bottle & the 3d will be his cock;)...like i said very kinky...then i will change to a little sissy school gurl & he will take me out to the pool & have me get down & water sport time ;)...then some serious other play...i see a protential here if we click on all of this as our kink matches 100% & he is single looking for his own place to play in without a roommate...he too is reimbercing me for gas etc...
 
well unfortunately He too cancelled due to the fact that His roomate is taking the week off...2 dream dates lost due to circumstance beyond our control....
 
i did have a great July 4th weekend dispite the above...i went to the spotlight lounge here in Vegas all weekend...said good by to many friends, telling them i will be back down next winter....the drag show on Saturday was great & the chilie cookoff on Sunday had 9 contestants with some excellent hot chillie...unfortunately a freak storm took out the fireworks on sunday nitght ...however they were added to the ones that were planed for the 4th...Monday nite's fireworks were awesome from the front of the bar...
 
Now tomorrow i head back to Reno stopping half way up 95 to camp out in the desert...if any of YOU are planning a summer trip to Reno or lake Tahoe do contact me ....i would love to be YOUR little sissy gurl ;)....fondly, sub sissy tina




7/5/2011 2:31:27 PM
Hello All....well it's finally time to head back up to Reno i would have left in June to escape the 100 degrees ++ here in Vegas,  but for a few problems......to share a little now which was written a couple of weeks back...
 
Last Thursday my purse was stolen...Friday was spent replacing many of the essentials like the drivers license & 2 telephones & another purse....the next 3 days were spent replacing the rest of the contents, like make up, comb, medicine, store membership cards, keys, etc...yet to be replaced more makeup, 2 mirrors, food stamp card & debit card which is in the mail....
 
Now we are to this last Tuesday, i have been having some major mechanical issues with my van for the past month...these had to be dealt with before i would consider returning to Reno (approximately a 11 hour drive up hwy 95 which is mostly a 2 lane winding rural road)....the temperature in Vegas has finally settled in the 100's & living in a van is nearly impossible in triple digit temps....i would have left for Reno last week if not for these mechanical issues...
 
So after doing my laundry & going by the welfare department to get a replacement card, i went over to my friends (Master Robert & Wanda's) house...i have played in their Dungeon before & taken showers &, had dinners & stayed the night there many times this year....Bob (Master Robert) has worked on cars & trucks for decades & Wanda, his t-girl friend, is a off road enthusiast, races & works on dirt bikes...so this was the perfect pair to help me solve these mechanical issues...also a couple of months back they helped me put a new alternator in the van...
 
To the issues....the 1st in importance, the van did not stop unless one stood on the break peddle & the peddle was extremely close to the floor....the 2nd in importance, was for the past month a loud scraping sound was coming from the front wheels ( i had taken off the front driver's side tire & wheel to inspect it 2 weeks back & could not find any problems as the router, calipers, pads, & bearings were all very tight & perfect condition)......the 3rd in importance was that the front end steering was very loose & would veer to the left when ever the wheel struck a bump.....before driving down to Vegas in February i had new ball joints top & bottom put in as well as the tie rod & had an alignment & 2 new tires.....also a new break system was installed last yr while in Vegas....all of which made these issues even more puzzling...
 
The solutions.....late Tuesday afternoon in their car port i found the source of the scraping noise...the wheel backing plate was rubbing against the right front break disk...Bob was able to gently bend the plate out away from the disk thus issue # 2 was solved, tho we all wondered why this occurred in the first place...
 
We retired to the cool comforts of their house (Vegas was 106) to discuss in detail that evening (over drinks & dinner) the possible causes...i felt all the issues were related to the scraping noise....Wanda thought that possibly a great amount of heat was generating by the scraping parts & this may have boiled out the brake fluid in that wheel cylinder thus causing the breaking issues...Bob felt maybe the wheel bearing was bad causing the disk to rub against the backing plate...
 
The surprising revelation was found early Wednesday morning as Bob was removing the tire, the wheel fell several inches...we all saw that the lower ball joint was down several inches from it's seat....this set off the whistles with each of us...i realized why the steering was so loose....this was the reason the backing plat was rubbing the disk thus causing the loose of brake fluid thru the friction & consequently the poor breaking....
 
The problem was how to keep the ball joint from falling again after we pressed it back in....i remembered that when they installed the new ball joints in Reno in Feb they had ordered the wrong size & now theorize in trying to make them fit, they damaged the seat & then reordered a new set of ball joints ( i was watching then & saw they had started on the passenger side, the side we were working on, & had to order a new set)...
 
The perfect solution...Bob had had a similar problem many years back, saying he made a strap to hold the upper ball joint in place....the problem here was it was the lower ball joint & had to work around the axial & a very small space....i suggested we use a heavy metal plate with off setting bolts...Bob suggested then that a 'U' bolt might be perfect with the plate....so we drew up a drawing with measurements & Wanda cut out the plate while we went to the hardware store to get a 'U' bolt....When we returned it was finished complete with a notch for the grease fitting...Bob assembled it in place with 4 nuts & locking washers, after pressing the joint back in place....it looks awesome & its heavy duty construction leaves no fear of future problems...however, when i return to Reno right after the 4th of July i will go to the alignment shop that did the original work & see if they could do a more permanent solution to the problem they created...issue #3 was solved as the van's steering is no longer loose.....
Now to the most critical issue, the breaks....Wanda said we should bleed the wheel cylinder, while the tire was off...Bob worked the bleeder screw while i pumped the breaks & Wanda would fill the reservoir as needed...as i was pressing down on the peddle Wanda yelled out, 'stop!'...she said the master cylinder is about to fall off the fire wall....we all were in shock, as we realized that the low breaks were were a result of this & further realized that if the Master cylinder had completely broken away from the fire wall ( which it was very near in doing so as one bolt had no nut & the 2nd one was about to loose it's nut), there would be no breaks & i could have been killed....
Relief & solution fixed with new nuts tightened down...the difference in the peddle was amazing...it was all the way out, which i can never remember it being so before...obviously when the brakes were rebuilt last year they used only 2 workers to bleed them & did not see the master cylinder moving...how lucky we were that we used three & saw the problem...after bleeding the wheel & replacing the tire i took the van for a test run...
 
All issues solved, as i drove for several miles, a very high peddle, stopping with ease, no noise, & back to steering with a tight front end & one hand...we all were so relieved & excited when i returned with the good news...after showers, drinks & dinner we all continued our celebration in the living room watching a great movie & enjoying each other's nude body.....
 
Next day Bob had a friend, who helped us continue our joyful celebration by comping us to the Blue Man Group Show at the Venetian....Wanda & i fancied up in summer dresses that showed off our breasts, while Bob, a shorts & sandal type guy, dressed in slacks & shoes...we ended this 3 day ordeal with a fantastic evening at the Venetian, as we turned heads with Bob walking arm in arm with his eye candy....we had drinks in the casino show room watching a damn good band, & then to the BMG show room where we were treated to a spectacular mind blowing visual & sound show...
 
Now what is that saying, 'all's well that ends well' ;)....so now i will be returning to Reno right after the 4th of July ...very anxious to see my many friends up there....fondly, sub sissy tina
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

5/19/2011 5:51:20 PM
Hello All....well after battling a major sinus infection for several weeks & having to see a Dr. & taking 4 different meds i'm feeling great again....so i treated myself to a suite at the Tuscany yesterday & today......
 
It was time to do my roots again (since 1993 i have been coloring them every 5 to 6 weeks...unfortunately my hair doesn't grow out more than 3 to 4 inches because of this, but this yr i did get a matching blond human hair wig that is very long)....besides my roots , nails, a chemical facial, & shaving the clitty area, i had ordered, when i got to Vegas & received, a couple of new maids uniforms, unlike the many black & white ones i have, & i wanted to try them on & take a few pics....
 
 
i have visited a Dom, who comes in from the east coast several times a yr, many times over the yrs...he always stays at the Tuscany & has told me he gets the rm on line for just $18 -tax & resort fee.....a total of about $35/day.......just a few weeks ago we played there all night & had 2 other t-girls join us around midnight....a lot of fun, but while there this time i got to appreciate the large Junior suite room...esp when there were 4 of us & we weren't crowed at all.....
 
 
Besides a king bed there is a large coach & matching stuffed chair, a desk & chair, a large coffee table, a kitchen table & two chairs, kitchenette had refrig, coffee maker, kitchen sink but no microwave (i used the coffee maker after coffee to prepare a cup of noodles for breakfast & had brought with my wine a large prepared salad for dinner) & the bathroom has a separate tub & shower, so one could soak in the tub while the other is taking a shower (a great concept;)) it also has nice counter & a separate toilet room...a dresser & 2 end tables finishes the furniture along with a good size TV & a full length mirror which us gurls love ;)....even with all this furniture you do not feel crowded & there is a ton of walking space & space to take photos which is why i wanted to stay there...i took quite a few & will send some if YOU are interested...
 
 
i booked on line to get the $18 rate, then when i got there there was the additional $10 resort fee (which they had just raised to $13) covers free parking, i was just steps from my building & elevator to the 2nd flow, free wifi in the lobby or by the pool, a coupon book for food specials & 2 free drinks, use of the weight room, pool ....the casino is small, but very friendly....
 
When i got there Vegas was having a freak storm come in with heavy rain, hail, heavy wind & an all time record the lowest high temp for the day ever, it was 66 & the norm for this day is 88 degrees, i was real glad to be in a nice warm room...yes i even used the heater, which has to be a 1st for mid May in Vegas ;).....so i didn't take advantage of sitting by the pool using my wifi till i checked out the next day (today) i got my 2 free screw drivers & spent a couple of hours enjoying the more normal weather outside by the pool while on my lap top...
 
 
It was a great stay & i highly recommend Tuscany now, as an affordable Hotel Casino with awesome rooms on YOUR next visit to Vegas...Oh yes it is 2 blocks from the strip on Flamingo....
As i always say, life is too short not to enjoy it, but always play safe & sane, fondly, sub sissy maid slave tina

5/19/2011 4:48:55 PM

Hello All...well i have had several of my fans say whats up ...so this is a little update as well as the update before & after this one...

 

i have had a few fun dates in May despite the sinus difficulties....my Dom friend from NYC came out a couple of weeks back & we played our usually 11 to 13 hrs in his Tuscany suite...he had told a couple of other t-girls about how long i love to suck cock so after 6 hrs, He invited them over to join in for another 6 hrs...12 hrs total this time...maybe that's how i came down sick ;) with a cold & sinus infection ...

 

or was it the fact that 2 days after He left, i had a wonderful evening with another Dom, whom i've met on Alt dot com....previously when i went to his home it was too cold to use His hot tub sauna, but on this day it was 92 degrees...after watching the races, we had some hot sex in which He handcuffed me & used an electric dildo on me while i sucked him dry...then we had some really good vodka chasers ;)....then He BarB Qed up some great chicken wings till i was stuffed....

 

it was dark now & still very warm outside...we striped down & into the tub...it had jets everywhere, the water was a nice 86 degrees & the stars & moon were awesome... a couple of hrs in this heavenly hot tub with the jets messaging every inch of my body made quite a finish to one of my best dates ever this time in Vegas.....

 

i love this town ;).... fondly, sub sissy maid slave tina


5/19/2011 4:07:45 PM
Hello Steve did go to the Dr on Tues as we chatted about monday....see below...feeling 100% better today even power walked today felt amazing as i thought my leg would always be sore , but will continue to take the medicine for the remaining 2 days....so nice to be able to breath again with out having to blow my nose every 10 minutes ...also my body is much more energized which had me worried the past week....just wanted to let YOu know, fondly tina
 
Hello All...for the past 3 weeks i have been under the weather ...it may have started out as a cold or allergies, but by this week it was a full blown sinus infection affecting my whole body....i'm on my 4th roll of paper towels trying to clear my sinuses...the yellow gunk mixed with blood could not be held by mere tissue.....i had little energy...couldn't concentrate on answering the many emails & didn't go out as much, as i usually do...i usually go to Charlies every Sunday to see the Drag show there, as it's the best free one in town & i love all the attention i get walking thru the hundreds of guys there ;)...but this Sunday i just slept...also i love to power walk 3 or 4 days a week & have not the energy to do so for the past couple of weeks....
 
So yesterday i went to a health clinic.....my blood pressure & temp was very good, but when the Dr looked at my sinuses & throat he said right away that i had a severe infection that was also showing it was effecting my throat & mouth....he added that it was why my body felt so run down...
 
so he had the nurse give me a shot of anti-inflammatory medicine...when she came in she said it would have to be in the butt....i lowered my shorts & when she saw my little thong she committed that she didn't have the shape to wear those any more..... she knew i was much older than her, so i thought this was compliment on how nice my little sissy as was ;).....
the Dr., besides the anti-inflamed shot, prescribed azithromycin (antibiotic) for 5 days, a codeine syrup (for the effected sore throat), & fluticasone spray (reduces the inflamed membranes in the nose)....
i'm hoping these 4 medicines will finally knock this infection out of me & by next week all will be good to go...today after my initial taking of the medicine (yesterday) i do feel better but my sinuses are still stopped up....
so YOU can see now, why i have been delayed in answering my emails & lack the enthusiasm for meeting up...& why i was slow on updating here....
 
sorry, will do 3 updates today to make up for it, thanks to All of YOu who wrote me wishing me well, love YOU All, tina


4/23/2011 3:41:00 PM

HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!

Hello ALL well Vegas is continuing to be Sin City ;)...& what happens in Vegas doesn’t always stay in Vegas ;)...as this journal testifies ;)...

 

Last weekend was great...on Friday at the Spotlight Lounge i met a body building truck driver with an awesome bed in his reefer ;) having sex high above all the other vehicles in the parking lot was a great experience.....Saturday a Dom, i date often over the past 2 yrs, took me out clubbing, saw some great Drag shows.....

 

Then Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday i had a date from my ad on Craig’s list....He was from Florida & staying at the Excalibur...the dinners & drinks were awesome as was He ;)....He had me bring my bondage toys & used several on me ;)...

 

Then every Thursday is t-girl night at the Power Exchange (Power Exchange .com in LV)...i didn't know what to expect as the previous Thursday night was dead (i figured due to taxes)....however, this time it was fantastic, as i swallowed the cum of 5 different gentlemen & did not spill a drop...each had it's own story, but my fav was the first, as i was down on a guy another went down on me, all the time several spectators enjoyed the show...wow i love this place...i was wearing the perfect outfit, a 4 inch pleated skirt that opened in the front & glowed in the black lights & over that a multi-colored tank top that really glowed in the black lights & thigh highs & 4 inch pumps...& of course one of my collars ;)...at the end of the evening a gentleman thanked me for putting on such a great show...believe me it was my pleasure ;)...

 

Last night there was a great Drag show at the Spotlight...met many friends...tonight maybe a date with a Domme & Her hubby i met on LVTG .com....there was to be a dungeon party today, but it was canceled, so i told Master Robert that i may swing by there tomorrow...it would be nice to get tied up for Easter ;)...

 

i do wish there were more real people on this site that i could meet for real, never-the-less i do enjoy all of YOU that contact me & if YOU are viewing my profile why not drop in & say HI , i won't bite ;)...maybe a little nimble ;).............fondly sub sissy maid slave tina

 


3/28/2011 4:46:42 PM

Hello All....

 

Well it's been 5 weeks now in Vegas & i'm loving it....more dates than previous years here, as well as dungeon parties & other events making this the best winter in Vegas than any of the previous 6 years here that i have described over that time here in my journal....

 

my first 5 days here i had 5 dates...took a couple of days off then again  every night new adventures for a week ....then vehicle problems & tearing my calf muscle running ( i like to power walk & sprints 3 times a week) took up a week...

 

 i met a Pro Dom from Collarme, who has a dungeon....He tried to meet up with me last year, but i became involved working on a friends house & we didn't connect....He actually helped put in a alternator in my van the week i went over to His house to play in the dungeon....the following week i went over to play with another sub (male) & Him....then last Saturday i went over for a dungeon party with 6 participants, the host Master/Dom , myself, another t-girl sub, a male sub, & 2 male Doms...esp this visit was awesome...

 

More-over, every visit to Master Robert's dungeon has been enjoyable & i do recommend it, if this is YOUR thing, YOU can contact Him here...His handle is Master Robert57...depending on my schedule i might be available to join in the fun ;)...

 

Another week here in Vegas, a Master from Reno, who has bought me many boots & has taken me to San Francisco in years past,  contacted me & had me arrange for 2 nites in a motel & to find & purchase , thigh high boots, leather cloves, leather corset, & if i could find, a leather peek-a-boo bra (unfortunately the only bra i could find the holes did not line up with my nipples)....it took 3 days & a lot of running around to find all of these items ....when He arrived for the brief visit He was very pleased & i was very pleased to thank Him for all of this by sucking Him dry ;)....

 

On another week i met an Englishman on a short visit to Vegas on work...for 4 days He bought me drinks & we played pool & made out, then on the 5th day He took me to a great Mexican dinner & for drinks afterward &  then We went to my van for sex, then on the 6th day He again took me out to dinner (this time an Indian restaurant with exceptional food & a signing waitress with a fantastic voice) & drinks afterward & then to His luxury apt for sex....unfortunately He had to leave on the 7th day for a return trip to England.....

 

Now throw in a lot of fondling, kisses & short dates between these major events & no wonder this is my best visit to Vegas ever in the 7 years i have been spending my winters here...

 

 

NEW PHOTOS

 

Well i realized i have not posted new pics here in nearly 5 yrs...the reason in part was that the 14 i have had on this site were by far some of my best...however, one does age esp over the 5 to 7 yrs these pics covered, therefore i wanted to post some new pics from the past 2 yrs....However, if someone wishes to see my original 14 pics dating back 7 years then send me a message & i will send them to YOU, as i saved all 14 in a special folder.....

 

Description of The New Photos....

 

The primary photo & the next 3 photos were taken at a beach Front Condo in Daytona Beach, Florida last Sept 2010....while traveling across country with 2 friends i contacted a Master, who was interested in meeting me...while my friends went on to southern Florida, He let me stay in the condo for 2 weeks & visited me several times...

 

photo 4 thru 7  .were taken in New Jersey November 2009, when i was visiting a Master & was His sissy maid for 2 months

 

photo 8 thru 10. were taken at the 1099 club in Reno , a life style bar i practically live at when i'm in Reno....pic #8, 2010, i was feeling frisky....pic #9, my birthday party 2010.....pic#10, 2011 pink party, taken before the 500 people dressed in pink showed up....

 

photo 11 & 12 . are of the new boots bought for me by the Reno Master.....pic # 11 was taken at the Union Square Hotel in San Francisco......pic #12  was taken in March 2011 here in Vegas....

 

photo 13 & 14...were taken in March 2011 at Master Robert's Dungeon here in Vegas.....pic #13 was my first visit....pic # 14 was 3rd visit during the Dungeon Party with 6 participants, one of the Doms is holding the 4 pound weight that was tied to my balls...

 

That's all for now, as always, play safe, have fun & enjoy it all as life is truly too short to miss any of it...fondly, sub sissy maid slave tina

 


2/17/2011 12:12:06 PM
Hello All......well after 4 months at amazon, as a holiday worker (my 6th yr), Tuesday evening they let me go.....i certainly enjoyed working there & my body is the best shape it has been in for a long time.....with this news & the fact that Reno is getting hit finally with winter & the fact that i'm getting a lot of messages from people planing on going to Vegas over the next few months....i'm going to leave for Vegas, myself, on Sunday...should be there by mid week (Feb23)....i usually make a 2 day drive out of it, so not to kill myself....
 
i probably will not stay into summer due to the heat there, as i did last yr, unless i meet a Dom or Master that has some interest in me....yes i am definitely a submissive sissy maid slave & will be looking for a situation while in Vegas to be collared.....
 
so if YOU are planning a visit to Vegas between now & the 1st of June do let me know....i would love to meet & greet, but i will not be able to host nor drive YOU, as i live in my van/camper that has no room for a passenger....i have been going to Vegas in the winter for 6 yrs now & enjoy the 'Power Exchange" & the Drag shows there......
 
Please play safe & don't become a cyber sex  couch potato,
sub sissy maid slave tina
 
 
 

12/30/2010 6:38:45 PM

Hello All....well here W/we are on the brink of YEAR '11'.....i have a real feeling that YEAR '11' is going to be a lucky year for U/us ALL....with that in mind i extend to ALL my Friends here the very best for this great HAPPY NEW YEAR.....

 

i know i for one really an very anxious to see if YEAR '11' will be the yr i am finally collared................. .'7' cum '11'.....did i ever mention i have '7' ear rings in each ear...

 

.....i'm still working at amazon tho they have let go of over 90% of the holiday workers hired this yr....i usually survive the first few cuts but by mid January get released....then i will most likely head back down to Vegas to escape the snow & cold here in Reno this time of yr...we had snow last night & tonite it is droping to 8 degrees.....so i got a rm for the night ...then going over to the 1099 club tomorrow & park my camper van there for New Years & enjoy a couple of nights of partying...before returning to Fernley & Amazon on Sunday.....

 

since returning to Reno from Vegas in October i've enjoyed some great Saturday nights at the 1099 club....lots of making out, then on a swingers night two seperate guys took me to the back room, the first was intense oral, as we had the rm to our selves...W/we both came in each others mouth....for me that was quite an accomplishment, as being on hormones for yrs, my clitty is very small & rearly cums....the 2nd guy took me into the rm when there were 6 other couples playing there...we played with each other & watched the others....

 

 

 

then there was the Pink Party.....the entire Bar was colored in pink as were the 500 people who showed up...some totally awesome bodies & outfits & i definately had my share of comps in my little pink outfit... 

 

then there was the Leather Party,  which turned out to be my best night in Reno since returning from Vegas...i wore a shinny black leather mini dress that didn't cover much of my large  breasts, also with leather cuffs on wrists & ankles , a black leather collar, & 4 inch black leather strappy shoes...later in the evening in walks a tall lean dark hair & mustached god dressed in black leather pants & jacket.........damn if He didn't cum over & sit by me...He brought drinks & W/we rubbed leather on leather....W/we both got really heated up, so i immediately accepted His invitation to His room...when in his room He put on black leather gloves & proceeded to work my body over including some great butt slapping with His gloved hand....feeling He had worked my body sufficiently, He unsips His pants & out pops the biggest cock i had seen in a long time...i was down on it in a heart beat...taking it all the way down...it was all too short of time that He cums a magnum full, of which not a drop was wasted.....

 

Christmas weekend i got a room for 3 nites....went to the 1099 for 2 nites & enjoyed the company of many friends....Christmas nite i was the guest bartender for charity....it was great fun....
 

 

so it is obvious my philosophy is NOT to be dull sissy,  worked hard at amazon all week,  but going to play hard on my day off...,,,,Happy New Year '11', sub sissy maid slave tina 


12/19/2010 1:42:22 PM

12/13/2010 4:22:37 PM
Hello All...well it's 8 weeks now at Amazon...this will be the hardest week of all,  as i will be working, it's projected, 12hrs/ nite for 5 nites Sunday thru Thursday....exhausting but rewarding both in the shape my body is now in & the over time pay is nearly $19/hr....
 
the work is extremely fast paced, as i fill boxes with ordered items at an average of 300 items/hr....i am consistently in the top 5  shooter nite after night...my arms are all banged up reaching into the metal roller bins.....the boxes can weigh as much as 50lbs & after filling & closing they are lifted down to the take away roller belts under the two merchandise bins...during the course of an evening i go thru thousands of mechanize bins in long rows...
 
before going to work...i get a paper at approximately 4 pm...go into the plant about 5pm have dinner that i prepare in my van & heat in the micro waves in the break rm & read the paper till about 20 mins to 6...go up to the 2nd floor where i shoot & start at 6pm...work to 6am then return to my van,,,warm it up & drive across the street to WalMart parking lot where i have a few glasses of wine then go to sleep between 7 & 8 am & sleep till 2 or 3 pm...t
 
his is the routine for Sunday thru Thursday...so it's little wounder that i have literally no time to answer all my email messages...so please be patient as i will get to them, if not before Christmas definitely after wards....my temp employment should end the week or 2 after the holidays....
 
Speaking of which, i Sincerely WISH EACH of YOU the VERY BEST for the CUMING HOLIDAYS....fondly, sub sissy maid slave tina

11/27/2010 9:42:44 AM

Hello All.....wow the Nevada Wolf Pack (Reno) beat number 3 Boise, 34 to 31 in over time....who says football isn't as good as sex ;).....it was one of the most exciting games ever esp for us in Reno.....the 2nd half was all Wolf Pack...but the lead changed a couple of times at the end of the game making for last second excitement then over time....

i worked Thanksgiving nite at amazon for my 5th day this week....starting Sunday when i return we will be working 11 hrs/nite....with a 5th day added at some point....so having a nite off to watch the game of the century for Reno was a true reward.....

its been so cold actually record lows for this time of yr that my battery in my lap top won't take a charge...so i'm very limited in answering my messages...but as i always say i will get to every one....thanks for YOUR patience.....have a great rest of this holiday weekend, i will go to the 1099 club tonight as there is a drag show there...then back out to Fernley on Sunday, fondly, sub sissy maid slave tina

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11/17/2010 3:45:56 PM

Hello All....well my third week at amazon has been the hardest....thru my back out on Monday & Tuesday i could barley walk, but still showed up for work...they put me up in the inductor area, which you have to climb up ladders to the highest place in the plant.....large tots, with many items,  come down a belt to you & as fast as YOU can take each individual item out of these tots, you scan them & place them on belts which they then are carried to wooden drop trays & when these trays get to the proper shoot & there are thousands of shoots, the wooden trays drop the item in the shoot for the shooters to box up(a job i have done for years)....

 

it is totally amazing the speed & precision that this whole process is going at....it was my first time up in this inductor area...climbing up & down  the ladders with a pain full back was no fun...but the work was challenging, as you had to be quick & precise as to the placement of the item on the belt...large items esp had to be exactly in the right angle to belt down to the wooden trays....an electric eye would stop the belt if the item was not at the right angle to enter the tray....the first hour or two i had to retrieve the item from a stopped belt & restart the belts....i did catch on to all the tricks & by the end of the day was totally up to speed....

 

After work i go to my camper van to rest, have some wine, watch a little TV all to unwind ...then go to sleep...well in the middle of the night i woke up to a loud snap..it was my back snapping back into place...today i feel great....i guess that's an advantage of sleeping on plywood with little padding....

 

i signed up to work Thanksgiving next week, so most likely i won't be answering many messages next week ....i will get to them when i can.....i wish every one a great Thanksgiving with a fabulous dinner...after work i'll probably have a can of cranberry sauce & some wine for my Thanksgiving, then collapse in my van having just finished a 50+ hour 4 day week...i usually work Sunday thru Wednesday for 40 hours, a 3 day week....

fondly, sub sissy maid slave tina


11/7/2010 3:25:20 PM
Hello All....well i have finished my first week at amazon in Fernley....it's physically & mentally very demanding work, but i do enjoy it...granted for the 1st week or two every muscle in my body is sore, as we are covering over 10 miles/day & lifting boxes up to 50 lbs. & the arm i use to reach into the shoots is all black & blue.....
 
As in past yrs i'm a shooter, meaning after the order has been picked from the huge warehouse with miles of conveyor belts, its sent up to Cris plant where the shooters scan the items as they come down shoots...each shoot for a different order...each shoot has a blinking light when the order is ready to go out...each  shooter's job is to get to as many, as fast as you can, & scan each item & place in the appropriate size box & send it on it's way on the conveyor belt to slam, where bubble wrap & labels are place then to the trucks....
 
All departments have goals so there is constantly a competitive pushing to reach high goals...this is what i love, as i love competition...i actually competed in Olympic trails way back (440 & 880)....so i approach this job with a true competitive attitude....well we started our assignments on Monday, after a couple of days of training,...i had a bad scanner, so i didn't do great..... Tuesday i was on fire & ended up as the top shooter that day of all employees including the permanent ones as well as us holiday workers....Wednesday was a half day to get ready for the big stress day on Wednesday....
 
The purpose of 'Stress Day" was to prepare us for the large number of holiday workers (over 2000) that will descend on the plant during the holidays...it is truly stressful dealing with all the bodies that get in the way  & they do get in the way as i'm so much faster than all of them (as are most of the regular workers)...but amazon gets so many orders between Thanksgiving & Christmas they feel they need the extra bodies to get the orders out the door in less than a day after receiving the order....
 
Anyway back to Wednesday the 'Stress Day'....when i got there, the parking lot was full the street that i camp on in my van was full... i was not looking forward to this, as every shift every employee of amazon was told to be there ...that's 4 shifts & over 1000 workers all there at once....it was to prepare us for the holiday rush...well our department super decided to make it a competition...who ever shoots the most before lunch gets a free lunch bought for them...people got out of my way as i was on fire slamming the orders on the conveyor belts...after lunch the winner was announced she (a day shift amazon worker) had shot 912 items in the 4 3/4 hrs...i ( a nite shift holiday part time worker) had shot 907 items....no one else was close...high 700's & low 800's were the best the rest did & the new workers (that started on Sunday when i did) were below 500 items...needless to say even tho i didn't win the lunch i was stocked ...here i am the oldest one in the plant & i'm out shooting people 1/2 & 1/3 my age....
 
All of which points to my long time feeling that YOU can not judge a person by their, so in this life style, which also can be demanding,  when it appears i'm approaching 60, it should not mean a thing in deciding if i fit in this life style & would be a good submissive slave maid...actually someone with as much experience as i have over the past 15yrs in BD/SM & with the energy & competitive drive is a very special find ;)....
 
Well enough ;)....i expect to finish my assignment at amazon in early January...till then i'm only on line for brief periods so i may be delayed in getting back to YOU...but be assured i have answered ALL here on Collarme....if i haven't made other arrangements, & there are some serious considerations out there right now, i most likely will do the plastic surgery that i'm working for, then return to Las Vegas till June.....
 
For now, enjoy life for it's all YOU got, ;), sub sissy maid slave tina.

10/28/2010 2:51:06 PM

hello All.....since my last message i have returned to Reno & applied & got the holiday job at amazon, so i have been busy getting things ready.....tho for the next 2 months i will be working 40 to 70 hrs/week so won't be on line very much...

.i sure was welcomed back to Reno...it was great to see all my old friends...& the sex (3 different guys in 3 days) was awesome too{#}.....i will get to YOUR messages just may be delayed a little as i will only get on line for about 1/2 hour / day.......fondly sub sissy maid slave tina


10/18/2010 4:34:02 PM

hello All.....i leaving for Reno tomorrow 10/19 .....will be back in Vegas sometime in Feb...lets keep connected here.....i have certainly enjoyed my 8 months here in Vegas & all the great people i met while here...but for the past 5 yrs i have worked the holidays at Amazon.com near Reno & i just got an email that they want me back ASAP.......fondly sub sissy maid slave tina


10/1/2010 3:34:18 PM

Hello All...well i'm finally back in Las Vegas....the month long ride across country was awesome...when We got to the Washington DC area i placed an ad on Craig's list & got over 28 replies in one evening...i picked one & He showed up in a new Lincoln Spots Sedan, & He showed me all of Alexandria including the water front...W/we conversed for over 2 hrs about people & relationships...most fun & enjoyable...W/we did park for a while,  so He could see & feel my body which He so admired ....

next day my traveling friend took me in to Washington DC...this was my 1st time ever there & seeing all the gov. buildings was really a treat....but i will always remember my visit there by the walk upto the gate in front of the White House in High Heels...i was also surprised how small the White House is....when W/we were in Richmond my friend showed me houses that were bigger than the White House...

so now that i'm back in Vegas it's back to finding a Mature Dom/Master, who will train & transform me into his perfect little sissy slave/maid ....in need of clitty & anal chastity, corset training, bondage, spankings, caging, piercings (nipples & clitty with chain connecting all 3 running thru a belly button piercing), tattooed  "Sissy Slave" on my little sissy ass, & what ever elso He wishes to do to me .....fondly, sub sissy maid slave tina


9/23/2010 3:26:25 PM

Hello All....well i'm on the road again...left Daytona Beach after 10 wonderful days in the beach front condo...i think i got spoiled sleeping on top of the bed  in my little pink teddie with the door to the beach open all night listening to the surf...not to leave out the fact that the Master, who's condo it was, came over several times & made me cry out in pure joy as He banged my little sissy ass..... 

 

left Daytona a couple of days back, & went to Richmond Virginia for 2 days...what a fantastic Architectural city.... love all the old buildings...my friend had grown up there so He knew all the places to show me......

today we drove to Alexandria Virginia where we are staying for 2 days, in order to go over to Washington DC...it's just a few miles from DC & we are on the 20th floor with a fantastic view....

then we will head down to Atlanta...my friend has also lived & has friends in Atlanta...
this all is very virgin territory to me, as i have never ventured, before, east of Arizona/ Nevada, having grown up in the Bay Area....

 

loving it....hopefully we'll find some fun spots to visit in Washington DC while here.....fondly, sub sissy maid slave tina


9/14/2010 9:37:35 AM


Hello All.....Sept has been anything but boring.....first i'm still in LasVegas....i'll probably go back up to Reno next month...but back to Sept, as the 1st was my birthday & my friend got me a room for 2 nites on Fremont St....the Fremont Experience is great... had a Dom meet me there & later we returned to my room where i got my birthday spanking, when one gets up there in age this can really leave the ass cheeks nice & red ;)....
 
the next morning i was on the internet & a guy who was staying in the same hotel asked me to visit him in his room several floors above mine....well i made a wrong assumption, that there wouldn't be a problem meeting some one in the same hotel...i went to his room & he seemed quite nice, so i stayed & we chatted for over an hr...then i suggest we have some fun & we get next to each other in the bed still dressed... the moment i go down on him there is a load pounding on the door...i dash to the bathroom pulling my top back over my breasts while he puts on his shorts & answers the door.....i hear a commotion & then some one yells come out of the bathroom...there were a dozen cops & hotel security in the room & the hall way...the guy is hand cuffed & facing the wall...they started to give me a bad time & i said i have never been arrested , don't do drugs, & have no weapons...furthermore, i said that i'm staying in the hotel & i was just visiting him & i never met him before...long story short they take me to the hotels security rm & decided to evict me from the hotel...3 security guards took me to my rm & watched me as i packed then escorted me to my car...when we went to the front desk to get my deposit back i asked to speak to the manager...he said that i was being evicted because i was in the rm of a criminal being arrested,,so i ask 'guilty by association then?' he said. 'yes'....needless to say i was traumatized by the whole event esp the way they interrogated me in the rm & then paraded me thru the hotel with security all around me like i was the criminal....
 
a few days later on Sunday afternoon i was over at my friends, who had gotten me the room...he asked if i would be interested in traveling to Florida with him & his rm mate, as he wanted to look at some properties to buy.....i said yes of course...we left Sunday nite taking turns driving for 24 hrs straight...i had never driven east of New Mexico, so the drive thru northern Texas then past Oklahoma City was very interesting esp as i drove thru heavy winds from the gulf hurricane that was coming ashore in Texas...we stopped at a motel late that nite in western tip of Arkansas...
 
next morning after breakfast we got back on I-40....it was just starting to rain... about half an hr later it was pouring rain part of the hurricane that was flooding Texas...the rain was so hard that the wipers stripped gear & we had to get to the side of the road unable to see anything...at this point we were very concerned that we would be rear ended...with blinkers on we crept down the shoulder....finally after stop & go & we got off the freeway & found a store with a wrench...we were able to fix the wipers & got back on the road....drove to Memphis & turned south to Atlanta....seeing these 2 cities was exciting...we stayed out side of Atlanta then in the morning headed to Florida...
 
meanwhile i was on the internet where ever we stopped talking to 4 Masters/Doms in Florida,,,,one was in Daytona Beach...my friends wanted to stay there as they had friends there...the Master in DB said he had a Beach front condo there & i was welcome to stay there...i have been in it for a week now....the Master cums over in the afternoons, & we play...i've been his pet being led around on hands & knees with leash & collar...tied to the bed, waited for him to enter the condo nude face down in the bed...& have had my sissy ass pussy well worked....
 
not sure when my friends want to head back to Vegas, but for now i'm very happy, as i'm 30' (parking lot) from the sand & today there is high tide, so just 70' from the surf...i leave the ocean deck door open 24/7 to listed to the surf...its so enjoyable falling to sleep on top of the bed in my little pink nitie listening to the surf....i usually walk several miles each late afternoon thru the surf very warm water compared to the west coast....there was a lightening storm the other nite over the ocean & it was totally awesome to watch...
 
this Master is considering collaring me & having me help Him on His farm in Missouri building a life style resort with a fully equipped dungeon in the basement of the main stone house, when He retires in 16 months....meanwhile he plans on visiting me in Reno & has offered to fly me to DB when ever i want to get away...
 
this is an exciting possibility that i will be following very closely...He is in a relationship now, i will wait & see...
 
play safe, fondly, sub sissy maid slave tina

7/29/2010 3:06:27 PM
Hello All....still having fun in Las Vegas...will update soon on some of the activities....below is a message i just sent to a fan here & i thought i would share it......

Hello -------.....i really enjoy reading YOUR reaction to my journal....thank YOU for being a fan...i must do an update today or tomorrow .....

yes no question i am crazy in a good way....it is why i stay in this life style as it fits me or i fit it so well ;)....

always have had a lot of drive it is why i have done so much in my life....under ground paper, light show & promoted concerts & love ins in the 60's....a herb farm & vacation rentals on the coast of Mendocino in the 70's & 80's, artist , metal sculptures in the 80's & 90's...exploring my sexuality in the 90's & 2000's,,,now in the 2010's will write some books about all of that ;)

i try to see everything with some humor....last week in 110 heat i had to pull the inside engine hood off my van & clean a sticking throttle spring/linkage & replace my spark plugs.. all of this with (i now have) 1 inch + nails...did break one damn it ;)... oh well it is my 'fucking finger', so it will stay broken ;) (sanded down short)... after all i don't want to hurt some poor ass ;).....esp mine ;)...........

 

on YOUR reading the journal from the latest entry back to the first & the perspective it puts on everything.....

i was thinking of doing 3 books going backwards from the present to my childhood when my parents tried to kill me in various ways...my mother was really crazy in a not so good of way ;)....

yes my adventure in New Jersey  speaks to this life style in such a eye opening way...what is it that both the Master & slave want...lots have been written on it, but i want to do more than discuss it from afar, i want to live it....

yes swimming in the upper Truckee river nude was a highlight of my going to the lake for 5 yrs selling my sculptured chimes....but when ever a plane took off from the airport (small planes & reason no houses to worry about) i had to modestly hide my genitals...the breasts i thought were OK ;) if seen...

 

another crazy niche to my life....my father taught me to swim, as he didn't want me to go to the swimming pool that a certain life guard was at that my mother had an affair with...so he thru me in to the deepest hole of the San Lorenzo River that ran thru our property in the redwoods of northern Calif...to this day i can still see the sun rays filtering thru the giant redwood trees into the water all around me, as i sank deeper & deeper...suddenly i just started paddling dogie style till i got to the top of the swimming hole...i have never feared water since & have swam all along the coast of Calif & San Francisco Bay...

 

i was doing a couple of art shows in Southern Calif. in the 90's & i decided to go to Santa Monica to the beach.... i had just gotten my breast implants the yr before...so i got a 2 piece swim suit & because i loved body surfing (grew up in San Francisco & Santa Cruz) i went out to catch some waves...this was the 1st time ever for me in a 2 piece..., caught that first wave & rod it to the shore...as i stood up, God the tops gone!....i fell over backwards into the surf laughing harder than ever...scrambled to pull the top back up over my mammoth mounds :)...as i was walking back to my towels on the beach  i was still laughing, 2 life guards were walking my way...oops, this could be a problem...nope, they get close enough to see i'm a t-girl & turn back for what ever reason ;)...i love the life i lead, i was thinking (then & to this day) i keep young enjoying all the moments this chosen life style has given me & continues to give me....

yes, there is no question, i'm here to make my most stunning art piece/sculpture/creation, myself, & to share this creation with others thru my writings here, & in the books i plan on writing, as well as, in real life with so many wonderful & sometimes not so wonderful people that i have met & visited over the past 15 yrs....all the positive feedback i get from dates & those i meet is a reward in it self for sure....but the excitement that it brings to my personal life is truely energizing....like that bunny i just keep on going & going......


my first art show was in the 3rd grade i did a series of paintings of my little red wagon with a card board house on it & i was using it to paint the old Victorians of San Francisco...the school displayed those painting in the Legen of Hornor in SF....so to YOUR question do i paint, not in recent yrs...the 20 yrs i did art shows i did original heavy metal sculptured tuned wind chimes...my designs were the first of their kind in the 80's & 90's...i won lots of awards etc.... as to the question would i do sissy t-girl paintings, i have thought about it before & have many ideas & maybe in my later yrs i will give it a go.....as to YOUR idea of keeping me in a pink studio with me chained to the desk i love the idea...esp if the chair had a large butt plug attached to it...it would be inspirathion for both writting the books & doing the paintings.....

it is why i enjoy this site so much, meeting someone as nice as YOU & the ideas i get from chatting here....i thank YOU & all others who have contacted me here
.....fondly, sub sissy slave maid tina







6/18/2010 3:39:50 PM
Hello All...i must apologize for not up dating my journal sooner than this....Vegas has consumed all my time & i'm loving it...

......went to the power exchange last night in a little girls pleated white skirt & a pink & white tank top with neon pink open toed pumps & a pink collar & wrist & ankle cuffs...had all the guys chasing me...spent 2 hrs deep throating a really big one ;)  while many looked on....so much fun there....on google go to power exchange las vegas for info on it.......

as YOU can see i'm still in Vegas helping my friend with his house....i have been dating a lot of guys from my post in Craig's list ....

going to the Power Exchange a lot & going to the alt bars to see the many drag shows here...also been doing a lot of dancing....  still looking for a Master/slave relationship & have dated some Masters & Doms but have not had an intence scene yet...lots of ass slapping tho ;) & of course everyone wants me to deep throat them....

i so apreciate All Here that have communicated with me & as always i will eventually get to answering each of YOU............fondly sissy slave maid tina

3/29/2010 1:33:11 PM

Hello All,

 

.... i’ve been on a wonderful road trip all thru Arizona & New Mexico along famous Route 66...Kingman, Flagstaff, Winslow, Holbrook, where we spent the night, then at Gallop we had breakfast at the famous route 66 restaurant full of memorabilia from the 50's & route 66....

 

  Then we headed north up to the 4 corners area, saw the house He sold there, which has a fantastic view, had a great dinner & stayed in a luxury room overlooking the river there, on the return trip we went down to Albuquerque thru a snow storm with spectacular alternating storm, cloud & sun views over the New Mexico landscape, drove twice over the Rio Grande River…. then back along by the Grand Canyon & stayed in Flagstaff...then home to Vegas by way of Laughlin, which He drove by, in order that i could see the changes there, since when i use to stay there in the early 90's, when i did art shows in Arizona & southern Nevada....

 

A totally awesome 3 day drive with my friend, who use to live up near 4 corners, an area i always wanted to visit, but never got to in the 25 + years i use to do art shows.... we left Vegas on Wednesday returning to Vegas on Saturday driving thru Laughlin & Joshua Tree Park on the way back...saw so much history, plus the Continental Divide, crossed the Hoover Damn, the Rio Grande river, saw many beautiful landscapes, drove thru a snow blizzard,  ...great food in famous restaurants, some great rooms...totally awesome....

 

He is so generous to me...He is the one that lets me shower (here on my stay in Vegas) any time i want at His place etc (i met Him & His Italian boy friend last year on my trip to Vegas, when I, then, dated His boy friend...this yr there is no sex between me & them, We all are just great friends built on the past yr)...i have helped Him look for investment properties, as i use to buy & sell homes my self, as he does now…… i also helped him find the van, which we drove down to New Mexico, where He registered it & saw His doctor (the real purpose of this trip) ...

 

i could never have afforded this 3 day trip on my own & because He recently had an heart attack, He was happy to see that I was so eager to go on this trip...to quote Him, "tina, you mean you are willing to leave all those dates?"...i said, "hell yes, for this trip"...i also said, “i hope they will wait for me!” ;)....

 

He is a great friend, loves my wild & free spirit & sexuality & creativity, & intelligence & we love to talk about so many things we have in common.... it’s why i'm always attracted to intelligent people enjoying life & not down or consumed by their personal shit, as on this long road trip, in our conversations we could feed on each other’s thrust for understanding.....

 

He has helped with my van by lending me money to fix it, has put time on my cell phone, worries about me not eating right living in my van, so He buys me dinner several times a week & on this trip on our way home, we stopped at the outlet stores next to Buffalo Bill's on IH 15 & he brought me a beautiful beaded dress, which i can wear at the Drag Queen Court functions...i said, "Steve, but it's YOUR birthday!".... He just laughed, an awesome friend ...on Saturday when We returned His boy friend & i gave him a birthday party.....

 

my bronchitis is now cured after two visits to the health clinic...so i am really hungry for some fun, now, after 3 weeks away from dates, first it was my van, which the front wheel almost fell off & i had $450 repairs on it, then it was a bad case of bronchitis, which lasted into this last week, then this great road trip this week....

 

So now i hope to catch up to YOU all, as fast as i can make all the arrangements ;)...i do have 2 out of town parties coming to Vegas this week & of course will give them priority due to their limited stay here...but i'm staying in Vegas till May & will not put an ad back on Craig’s List till i totally get caught up with all of the great people that contacted me on my first 2 ads on CL....

i will be updating here again with the 4 hot days i had between my truck problems & the bout with bronchitis

.i hope YOU All have as much fun as I’m having & please play safe, fondly sissy slave maid tina

             

 

 

3/1/2010 7:45:28 PM
Hello All.....it just keeps on going & going here in Las Vegas ;)......i had a Dom from NYC in town on business arrange a date in His room at the Tuscany....i showed up on time, 7pm, Wednesday, & we played straight thru till 6am, Thursday.....i sucked his cock 90 % of that time, while he played with my little sissy clitty most of the time........i have never been with someone that played with it for so long, it was awesome....i kept a butt plug in me the entire time....W/we tried different positions, but mostly W/we were in the 69 position on O/our sides (i just bought a thong at the 98 cents store, black with the gold number 69 on it, way cool).....
 
at one point He had me lay on my back on the bed with my head hanging over the edge & He stood with His cock in my mouth....another time He would sit on my face, while i sucked away ;).....& W/we took turns toping each other in the 69 position....but mostly W/we were on O/our sides in the 69 position & He played with my small sissy clitty & balls, while i sucked Him....in this position He liked to raise His top free leg & lower it on my head pining my face & mouth in the sucking position....He really didn't need to do this as i wasn't about to leave Him or stop sucking ;).....
 
W/we took short breaks, so i could drink a little wine (which i like to do during long oral sex sessions) & change outfits.....i brought 5 different ones, but only had time for 3 with matching high heels (they were, a multi colored floral 'slip' tank top with a micro mini ruffled skirt in matching colors with thigh highs & knee high black boots with 4 inch heels,....... then the 2nd outfit was a red micro micro ruffled skirt & shinny nylon red blouse unbuttoned to the bottom button & 5 inch black pumps,....... the third outfit was a pleated pink skirt about 5 inches long & a short white blouse that tied in the front under the breasts & a pair of bright pink open toe pumps with 4 inch heels) .....He really liked all 3 outfits & i really like playing dress up during sexual activities ;).....
 
He said (before i got there) that i was to wear no undies, so i wore my 'clitty & sack' red snap collar & my bell, which He really liked.....during the 11 hrs we went thru a whole bottle of lub & poppers along with a stimulant....when it was time for Him to get ready for work He had me suck His nipples & jack Him off....He came in spurts ;)....i rested the rest of Thusday....
 
 
On Friday nights at the Spotlight lounge, here in Vegas, i play pool with a guy, who is an awesome pool player....anyway last night (Friday)  i told Him that i sucked a Guy's cock for 11 hrs straight on Wed/Thur....it blew Him away...He couldn't stop thinking about it, as He kept asking me about it, "11 hrs?" ........finally He asked me home with Him.....i never turn down the chance to suck cock ;) even  tho i was still tired from that 11 hr trip......so i followed Him home.....
 
After a drink, W/we undressed & He got on the bed on His back with His legs spread apart....i laid on my chest between His legs with His cock in my mouth....He was totally taken away with my technique....at times He would pull on my hair (i took my wig off)....other times He would wrap His legs tightly around me.....no matter what He did i kept sucking away & at times deep throated Him....He felt He had 'gone to heaven'.....
 
About an hr later He started to cum....i eased up on my sucking & as He came, i took down every drop, while getting softer & softer with my mouth & tongue....He was amazed that i was so gentle at this time....He said, "you (me) did that just the way I would have done it"....later i said, "i have learned with a lot of experience & because i have one (cock), that if i keep going strong, while the guy is cuming, He is likely to pull out of my mouth because of the sensitivity of the penis after the climax"..... of course i don't want that to happen, as i want His penis in my mouth as long as possible, as "i truly do worship cock"....& He said, "it is really obvious that you do!".....
 
Yes this week alone, i have worshiped 4 different cocks in 4 completely different situations, Oh do i love Vegas ;)....i was invited to spend the night & slept with Him ;)....
 
Saturday i got ready for my date with a Master on Sunday at the Monte Carlo......it will be BD/SM, fashion show, bondage, blind folds, ball/penis gags, paddling, eye & verbal restriction, maybe golden showers, & of cource, lots of cock worship, sucking & ass licking....i was really excited about & really looking forward to that variance to the sort of vanilla sex of this week.... 
 
Sunday i get an e-mail form this Master, He had an emergency back home & had to leave....i was devastated & in a total depressive funk....on Monday He e-mailed me, saying it was His 87 yo mother had a stroke....& that He will try to return before i leave Vegas to return to Reno....
 
Following up on Sunday, still in a funk  i went over to my friends & took a shower & they gave me dinner....later i got an e-mail form someone on Alt.com asking, " if i was going to the Power Exchange tonight?"....i thought about it & remembered the great times i had there last year....check my journal for May, 2009.....on one night i sucked off 5 different guys in five different theamed rooms......
 
So i drank some wine & got myself out of my funk & put on one sexy outfit (which i got a lot of comps on )  pink micro mini skirt with white lace ruffles at the bottom....it barel y covered the ass &  it barely came to the top of my thigh highs ;) & a black low cut tank top with bright pink lace straps & down the sides under the breasts & my bright pink open toe shoes with 4 inch heels & my collar & wrist leather cuffs....when walking thru the building the black lights made the white & pink lace glow for a great visual effect around my breasts & my ass ;) it looked awesome....also had my stright blonde wig on.... 
 
i drove over to the Power Exchange, which is behind the Rio.....it is 2 stories with about 30 different theamed rooms.....lots of black lights, sex movies playing, music, dungeons, open BD/SM play area & equipment, a meeting area, as they have lectures & demostrations, there a kitchen for private parties, & a large gathering area with now a bar (You bring the booze & they will mix for YOU).....they do not sell alcohole....
 
Sunday night was kinda quite....i only got to suck two guys ;)....
there were about 10 t-girls or cross dressors there & about 10 guys & a few couples......some were just there for the play on the BD/SM furnature....a few first timers were just curious, & a few were swinger couples....but all are excepting of each other, so it's a real cool place to  visit on a visit to Vegas.....
 
i enjoyed the attention i got & the 2 guys, & all the new theamed rooms that were different from last year...& on my next visit i will bring vodka & cranberry for them to mix ;)....
 
Got my nails redone today ( very bright red) love them with tips 1/4 inch long & i am lining up dates for this week as there is never a dull moment here in sin city ;).....
 
Enjoy Every Moment, sissy slave maid tina

2/24/2010 1:54:26 PM
Hello All.......my first week was just getting settled in Vegas....this 2nd week is very busy....a Master asked me the following?
 
Well how was your Sissy Maid Job last nite, what type of training did you have Sissy Slave Tina?..........

it was awesome....He is a good looking German living in summer land area of gated fancy homes....i was a little nervous driving my old beat up dodge van in there......then i had to park in the driveway that had the garage door open....it was strange parking my old van next to a new Mercedes Benz......i went into the garage & closed the door as He requested.....i put the pink & black maids uniform on with pink Petty coat & my black & write pumps with white thigh highs that had big white bows very sissy like & pink lace ankle socks over the stockings...to finish the sissy maid look i put a big pink apron on......then for the slave look i had a collar on with a big 'O' ring & matching leather cuffs on my wrists & ankles & in my purse i had a matching leather leash (all of which a Master i met 4 yrs ago in Vegas had bought me).....
 
.....when i finished ,  i knocked on the door, i was a little worried 'what if this is the wrong house?' ;).....
 
He open the door & in a heavy German accent He said, 'wow!'
....i could tell He was very pleased to see me & VERY MUCH LIKED THIS SISSY SLAVE standing before Him.....prior to arriving i had asked, if there was any thing He wanted me to bring, as i have a big collection of bondage & anal toys, magazines, DVDs etc....He said bring DVDs, which i did...
 
His home was amazing & above the burning fire place was a big 60" flat screen TV...first time i had seen this 'Shemale DVD' on big screen, 'wow!!!', i said ;).........
 
W/we of course made out while the tape was on,....He had said the house rule is no undies, so i had none on....He reached up under the sissy pink Petty coat & played with both my sissy clitty (which He liked, 'as it's so little & cute' ;) ) & with my sissy hole....after awhile of kissing & fondling, He inserted 2 fingers in my tight little sissy hole & i so liked it that i started humping His fingers non stop, which got U/us both very excited.....W/we tried different position doing this, but the best for both of U/us was when He pushed so hard & upwards with  the fingers that i had to get up on my tippy toes ;).....He forced me to walk around that way.....
 
after  awhile He grabbed my collar by the big 'O' ring & lead me thru the House & up the stares to His bed room....He had me remove the Petty coat & maids dress but leave the white thigh highs on....W/we tried different positions including '69'...i don't get hard being on hormones but i sure love the attention that little clitty gets ;)....He said, "Sissy i sure can tell you love sucking cock" & i replied with a big smile, "i sure do!"....His thing was to have me lick & suck the 'tip' & did He ever cum, i thought He'd never would run out, so good ;).....
 
he said leave the cloth & lets go watch the DVDs....He poured me a great red wine & W/we sat together watching the TV & him rubbing my back, shoulder, & arm while i sipped on the wine...a perfect evening that i will always remember......
 
Then the next night i had a date with a Dom ..... He had arms like oak trees & shoulders like boulders.... i so loved being held by this mussel man, as it made me feel really sissified & girly & He sure loved my breasts & body....when He came in my mouth, i commented on how good He tasted, He said, "it's because i don't eat assparagus!"  W/we both laughed ;)
 
i have a date tonite with a Dom at the Tuscany Hotel...it's an all nighter......i'm bringing an assortment of cloths to change to & some of my toys & magazines....
 
Then Sunday i have a date at the MonteCarlo, with a Master, who has reguested me to bring panties & girdles & to put on a fasion show for Him...He has requested me to address Him as 'Sir' & to always look down......
 
It's another fun filled visit to Vegas....love this town...i will be staying now till April....play safe but have fun!!!.
...fondly sissy slave maid tina



2/14/2010 3:20:37 PM
Hello All, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY,
 
...well i made it to sunny Vegas...love the weather here.....i'm in my short shorts & low cut tank top the past 2 days while locals are still in long sleeves, trousers & jackets....after leaving the cold in Reno this 70 degree weather is heaven...
 
i can get on line at McDonald's or Starbucks here in Vegas.... i'm parked between them right now a block form the 'spotlight' bar i hang at....but the 2 are fighting to get me to use them(MacDonald or Starbucks)...sort of pissing me off as one will drop me then the other picks me up...next time i will park closer to one or the other.....
 
i took two days to get here....rain all the way the first day....camped at the rest stop just north of Tonapa......it was windy  but very quite, a nice rest for me, as i was still tired from that busy weekend ;).... the Super Bowl Party at the 1099 was awesome as were the 5 guys i gave hand jobs during the afternoon & evening ;).....all of which was after a Dom brought me back to the club Sunday afternoon ,after i went home to his place in Fernely on Saturday.... 
 
Then the 2nd day of my trip to Vegas, i went into Tonapa got gas & parked by the casino was able to get on line a free wifi....then drove to Vegas was snow all the way on the mountains & lots of water on the ground till i got about 100 mile from Vegas then things dried out.....i charged my computer all the way here, but because i had to have my lights on because of the 2 way hwy i must of burnt out my regulator....so my batteries went dead....fortunately i discovered it the 2nd day here, while doing my laundry next to the 99cents store i always go to....across the street was a Auto zone, which i have a card to...they had me on their computer....i took each of my 3 batteries over there to get a free charge...first 2 did not take a charge.....i was afraid it was my alternator...i called around & it would have cost me $200 to replace it...that would have used up all my free cash....saving my master card debit for room rentals....& my bank for going out....so i bought a battery while they charged the 3rd one.... it took a charge but was not perfect ( i use it for my TV & light in my living area of the van)....with the new battery the van finally started & i drove it over to the auto zone.......they tested it & found out that it wasn't the alternator but rather the regulator & it only cost $15...i put it on yesterday & all is good now....
 
When i first got to town on Thursday i went to the Spotlight bar to see my fav  bartender, Nick...when i left a car pulls up to me & it was my friend i met last yr....He & His great looking Italian partner ( whom i played with a lot last yr) just brought a 5 bedroom house near the Spotlight for $50,000....when i left last yr, they were looking at a condo, but still had to sell their house in New Mexico...after W/we went to dinner, i stayed there the first night in town & took a shower & had a great bed to sleep in....the Italian was out all night with a t-girl....He likes us girls & His partner is OK with it...though He has taken a real liking of me....i have an open invitation to shower there while in Vegas.......
 
Yesterday i went to the Erotic Meseum, always an eye opening experience ;) & a sexual learning trip....another must do , for me here, is the Power Exchange....love all the rooms & experiences i had there last year ....most of which are in my journal from last yr here.....
 
Today, Valentines' Day, there are 2 drag shows i will go to, which are always entertaining & i'm always looking for intersting Tops ;)
 
A Dom, who cantacted me here, is flying in on the 7th of March...He is here for a big convention for a week & wants me to stay the week in his room with Him....my duty will be to empty Him before He leaves in the morning, & at noon, & after we go out clubbing at night...i think i can handle it ;)...Oh & He is staying at the WYNN CASINO HOTEL never even been in it yet....He said i'm free to go do things, while He is at the convention.....hot dog i love my life....so, now, i think i will probably stay in Vegas till April......as other interesting meetings are starting to fall into place, also....
 
To my friends on the east of Vegas, stay warm & always play safe, sissy slave maid tina.

2/3/2010 10:50:42 PM
Hello All.....had a great few days in Calif last week....a Dom had me com & visit him....He lives up in the mountains south east of Sacramento....His place is very isolated.....i counted over a dozen deer, some of which even laid down as they had no fears....also counted 10 wild turkey......
 
His place was very nice & W/we enjoyed some great sex...but He admitted He is not a Master as He is looking for more of a 50's housewife than a sex slave....but we agreed to get together another time.....
 
The drive back was sun filled &  beautiful up Hwy 49 to Hwy 50 then up around    Lake Tahoe...
 
He was very generous & has helped with my travels to Las Vegas next week...i will go down there till march & then return to Reno.....i'm looking forward to meeting Doms, while there, that would like to make me into the perfect sissy slave.....do contact me if YOU plan on being in Vegas during the next several weeks.....fondly, sissy slave maid tina

1/26/2010 9:50:09 AM

Hello All....last week was exceptional now this week maybe even better...all of which means my answering of all my messages maybe a little tardy.....

 

Last week started off on Tuesday when i met a Dom at the 1099 club & W/we went back to His place.....He used my sissy hole a lot over that night & next morning....then He cooks me breakfast, what a treat ;).....

 

i got a room for Wednesday & Thursday nights....on  Thursday a Dom who i have dated before came over for the evening....W/we watched 3 she-male movies & looked thru my collection of 'enslaved sissies & maids' magazines.....a great long night with lots or oral serving & spanking my sissy ass.....

 

Then Friday a Dom came into the 1099 club, where i was dressed in one of my little school girl outfits......i also had a bell attached to the collar on my sissy balls & clitty.....He took me to the casino/hotel he was staying at in downtown....W/we played all night....i served Him many times.....He enjoyed spanking me....still a little black & blue ;)......

 

Saturday & Sunday there were events i attended.....lots of fun but i must admit i wasn't looking for any sexual contact ...too tired & sore ;).......

 

Monday i got a room....a Dom i have connected with from another site....said cum on over to His place in the foothills above Sacramento....He'll cover my expenses....so i leave this afternoon.....i'll stay there a few days as a trial to see if i would work as His sissy slave maid.....

 

Also a Dom in Sacramento contacted me yesterday in response to my add on Craig's List....He wants me to visit Him for a trail also....so i may stay in Cal for awhile ;).......

 

i will get to my messages when i get time, but, as YOU can see, i'm on demand & i love serving ;)......fondly, sissy slave maid tina


1/19/2010 1:05:10 PM
Hello All...well, i finally finished with my holiday work & have had a week off for the first time in 4 months (2 months in NJ & 2 months at amazon).....
 
On the first weekend off, i made up for lost time & had a great time with a great person from this site...He brought me lunch & took me shopping for two awesome pair of boots....then later in the weekend had a couple of dates & some much needed sex ;)...during the week i caught up on many things, such as, going thru & sorting things in my van & i got my nails done, red & 1/4 inch.....i was looking forward to finally getting together with a Dom, here in Reno, that invited me over for the following weekend....
 
Well, did this ever turn into a major disappointment....this Dom,who is on this site,  has been hounding me the entire time i was working during the past 2 months,  to come to his house for a trial period as His sissy slave maid....finally W/we arranged my visit & i was asked to bring my toys, 'sissy slaves & maids' magazines, my maids uniforms & some of my sexy cloths....all to be enjoyed over the weekend...
 
On Friday afternoon, after 3 tips to my van to  bring  all the things up to His apt.....He had me take my top off & get down on my knees...then i sucked his cock, while He looked thru the magazines......then He had me kiss his feet while He went thru my toy bag....then he put a leash & collar on me & had me follow him to his bed on my hands & knees....i licked his body, as i was told, then he rolled over & came in my mouth....
 
He then told me to put one of my maids uniforms on, which i did, & He told me to clean His kitchen while He laid down, as He had an headache....a while later He came in the kitchen &  he asked me to leave, as His headache was worse....i changed back into my street  cloths & packed all the toys He had unpacked along with the magazines & put everything out on the porch & closed the door behind, while He was in his bed....total time at His place, including taking all my things in 3 trips back down to my van, of this visit  was just 3 hrs not the 3 days i was expecting....this so bummed me out that i didn't do anything for the rest of the weekend.....obviously this jerk just wanted a quick sexual release & when that was accomplished i was no longer needed.....
 
Well, i love giving oral satisfaction to my dates, but when in this life style with someone (Dom/Master), & They say that this will be more, then i expect HONESTY.....game players & quick release artists NOT WANTED HERE!!!!. ....Don't WAIST my time!!!!!!
 
Sincerely, sissy slave maid tina

1/3/2010 12:44:14 PM
Hello All...well i have desided i truely wish to be a sissy slave the rest of my life with  serving either a male or a female or a couple as long as i'm always in sissy cloths & chastized.....i had a great experience last night with a Dom who loved my collection of 'Enslaved Sissies & Maids' magazines & how i sucked HIS cock while in my sissy outfit .....i know now it is my desire to serve always as a sissy.....fondly, sissy slave maid tina

1/2/2010 12:06:47 AM
Happy New Year to ALL.......................

 


still working at amazon for not sure how much longer......they shifted me to sun, mon, tues, wed from the weekend shift....they  let go over 500 workers before christmas but kept a few of us.....but wed they let many of us, left there, go home early, as there wasn't enough work......so it's just a matter of how busy they are next week if i get to stay....meanwhile i came back to Reno New Years eve & went o motel 6....they raised their rates to over $60/nite, so the 3 nites would have cost me over $180.....so i went to the Ponderosa Hotel where i have stayed before during the holidays, as they have weekly rates....i got 10 days stay for just $200 tax  free, as it is considered a residence, if the stay is 10 days or more.....


 


Starbucks is across the street....they supply wifi thru ATT.....i lost my wifi connection in Fernely (the reason i have not been able to answer emails for the past week)........so i decided to buy the ATT hot spot connection for a month & see if there is a hot spot in Fernely where i'm working.....so for the 10 days i'm here i have wifi......should get completely caught up on all my messaging even tho i will have to go to work on Sunday evening....depending on the hrs i work (scheduled for 10hr/nite) i may stay in Fennel....but if i only work a few hrs then i will drive back to my room....this will be the case for sun, mon, tues, wed......meanwhile i have make enough for some cosmetic surgery, which i will arrange for, as soon as my assignment at amazon ends..........


 


i haven't had any real play time since i started at work 2 months ago so i'll be looking for some fun as soon as the assignment ends.....i have gotten a lot of interesting possibilities.....as usual i will get to answering all......some pics from my last stay at the Ponderosa Hotel a couple of yrs back.......may try to get some more pics here tomorrow....


 


i do hope 2010 is the start of a great decade for ALL, sissy slave maid tina


12/26/2009 7:59:18 AM
Hello All here.....

well christmas is about over...i'm back in my room after a day at the 1099 club.....great fun as i was a guest bartender at 3pm all tips for charity the half way house for those with aids.....now having ham & pumpkin pie....& of course wine...thanking my guiding spirits for a fun year & asking for another one......

tomorrow back to amazon...not sure how long i'll be there but very happy to be there after the holiday rush....but i'm so looking forward to geting together with Dom/Masters here & on  other sites i'm on,  after my assignment ends there........

meanwhile in a few days W/we explore the life change that W/we all seek at the end of the year.....well a lot of us don't really want a life change just a new rewarding experience...& truely i seek a new fun experience here in this life style.....so to ALL HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR   
.....................fondly sissy slave maid tina

12/18/2009 8:49:14 AM
Hello.....it's been a hard week  at work....they worked us 60 hrs....very tired...was happy to be in the top 5 shooters there....and the pay check will be sweet with the 20 hrs over time....my one day off, today, Thursday, i'm resting in a motel 6 room....the 6 days i was staying in my van at the plant in Fernely it was very cold with lots of snow & ice....it took a while to heat up the van so i was cold....eventually the van heats up & i can get a few hrs sleep before my next 14 hrs in volved with getting ready & going to the plant to fix dinner & read the paper...then 11 hrs throwing orders into boxes...very fast paced mental & physical work....one more 4 or 5 day stent there before we will all get laid off....i'm hoping to get at least Friday thru Monday in...this week i also got Tuesday Wednesday in....any how it's why i have been tardy in getting to my messages........Have a great Holiday, i'll be resting ;), sissy slave maid tina

12/9/2009 10:51:57 PM

Hello All........been busy working 4 nights around the weekends at amazon....so not much to talk about as far as my adventures....

 

the weather is another story....Reno got hit first by the 'cross country storm' that is now hitting the Midwest hard.....

 

it hit here Monday with large amounts of snow & record low temperatures.....at 5am when i finished my shift at amazon & walked out to my van, which i live in, the temperature was 8 degrees below '0'.....i've never ever had to stay in my van with such a cold temperature, which in this case was close to 30 degrees lower than normal for this time of year.....

 

i tried to start the van to help heat the living area, which i do every night before retiring to the back living area & then i can use my stove to keep it warm.....after running the engine for about 20 minutes there was still no heat coming out of the heater & the engine was getting quite warm....it started to steam so i turned it off....next day my mechanic said that the thermostat froze up....draining out the coolant & water mix i had & replaced with new anti freeze has solved the problem......

 

But that night without the van heat the inside of my van was about '0' degrees even with my stove on....all my water (in 1 gal jugs) was frozen as was things like my laundry detergent, mouth wash, hand lotion pump, & even my wine was now 'wine slushy'.....the walk from the plant to my van was about a city block in 8 inches of snow, so my shoes, socks, & pant legs were wet & cold....it was impossible to get warm & sleep that night....

 

the effects from this 'cross country storm' are lasting thru Thursday with lows below '0' degrees, so when the thermostat released on Tuesday afternoon, i returned to Reno & am staying in Motel 6 thru Thursday & then return to Fernley to work for the weekend & the temps are going to return to the normal lows in the 20's & highs in the 40's.....i've brought into the room all the frozen containers to thaw out along with my own self ;)........

 

So keep warm & enjoy this first winter storm, as the white stuff does make the holidays 'real'......sissy slave maid tina


12/2/2009 7:01:06 PM
Hello All.....well work is really keeping me busy these days....i expect to be working up to a few days before Christmas.....
 
while at work  i stay in Fernely, where the plant is located, in my van/camper....i can get on the Internet thru a free wifi connection near the amazon plant......the problem is i don't have a way to charge my lap top computer battery, while working at  amazon....so what i do is budget my battery life over the 5 days i'm in Fernely by reading (only) my mail on Friday thru Monday..... then when i return to Reno i try to get to the library on Tuesday & Thursday to get on line & answer the many messages that i get....sometimes this isn't possible as the library has short hrs or i have too much to do...
 
i usually get a motel 6 room on Wednesdays to charge my phone, lap top & extra van batteries, as well as, resupply my water, do my laundry, cook up a big crook pot of stew for the next 3 or 4 days,  & do some pampering on my body, ei showers, facials, shaving the little body hair i have, etc.....
also gives me a chance to catch up on the news & a movie or two....which all helps me to relax & prepare for another 4 long (10 to 11 hrs/nite) nights at work.....
 
so even tho i may read YOUR messages, i probably won't get to answering it till the following Wednesday.....sorry if this isn't quick enough for some, but it is the best i can do till this yrs work comes to an end sometime before Christmas......i know some have wondered why i haven't answered their message after reading it, i hope this explains all.....
 
i thank all who have messaged me esp those, who desire to meet me.....this really pleases me & i assure YOU that i will meet with All who have asked.....also i thank those how have dated me since my return from New Jersey....one Gentleman who i dated yesterday (Tuesday) is taking me to dinner tomorrow (Thursday)....another Master wants me to come over with my maids uniforms, possibly next week,.....another wants me to travel to San Francisco with Him....then today, while at my storage unit, a Dom, who i have dated, stopped by & asked if on His next trip out of town 'would i go with Him'.....of course i said, 'yes'.....then another wants me to play with Him ASAP.....
 
so i must say memories of the past are fading fast, & i see some great fun presenting it self, as quickly as i can schedule it....life is good again....thanks to  All who really like me, and i can say, again,  it's great to be in this life style.............
 
A Great New Year to All, sissy slave maid tina.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

11/21/2009 1:05:21 PM

Hello All....well it's been a couple of weeks now that i've been back in Reno....i'm working nights on weekends for the holidays, so i've been busy.....this is good as the experience in New Jersey is quickly fading & i again am starting to feel good about myself......even had sex with a guy i know  on Thursday & that was very good to be with a male....

 

so i can say, now, that starting in January, i will be looking again for a possible situation in this life style .....my work schedule for the next 4 weeks may prevent my quick response to messages but i will get to all messages ASAP........

 

again i thank ALL of YOU who have messaged me with positive feedback on my journal entries on my visit to New Jersey......

 

 

 

 To ALL,

 

 May  YOUR Holidays be the Best Ever &

 

Happiness reaches into YOUR Life

 

every day of this Joyous Season, 

 

sissy slave maid tina

11/11/2009 2:17:55 PM
Hello All.....well i'm back in Reno after 57 days of confinement....i'm pleased that the Master in New Jersey was cordial the last week there while i packed 9 boxes & 3 suit cases of my things......on the 57 th day He loaded the boxes & my suit cases into His truck & first took me to the Post Office so i could send them.... then He drove to the airport in New York..... it was the first time since arriving there i got to go on a extended drive during the day enabling me to see the trees changing colors etc...it was quite a breath of fresh air.....& i started to feel relief already.....
 
the flight back was enjoyable & trouble free on Tuesday, Nov 10th..... my friends in Reno had gotten me the ticket.....when i arrived back home in Reno a close friend picked me up at the airport & took me to  the 1099 club.... there was a welcome home party with lots of hugging & friends saying 'welcome home' & 'don't go on any  more adventures out of town' (so they can look out after me)....i really felt warm & relieved to be back amongst friends.....today i already noticed that i was losing many of the stress lines that had grown on my face during the last 27 days of being isolated from the outside world.....
 
looking back on this experience, i do admit there were many enjoyable periods within the first 30 days & the Master was very generous & the sex  was very enjoyable, but when thing changed after the party on the 30th day it became almost the hardest time i have endured in now nearly 15yrs of being with Doms & Masters......sort of the Jekyll & Hide of my BDSM adventures......
 
i so want to thank the many Masters & Mistresses, who contacted me to say what i went thru those last 27days was not right & that it doesn't represent the majority of people involved in this life style....all felt leaving me for long periods in bondage unattended was totally wrong....i now it was extremely stressful on my Psyche, spirit,  & body......i would not have reached a point of suicide, if it had not been...& I'm still (even back amongst my friends here in Reno) feeling very stressed out & i'm jumping at every little noise & i'm feeling very nervous when a stranger walks by me here out side the library while i'm on the Internet..........
 
i'm no light weight or novice to bondage & punishment.....in fact during the 1st 30 days there the Master was upset that i was not calling him 'Master' enough so one night during my third week there,  He chained me to O/our bed with tight cuffs & my feet to the foot of the bed & my arms & wists up over my head chained to the wall behind the bed...He then spanked my butt with a riding crop (which did produce a black & blue brushing for about a week).....the bondage was extremely uncomfortable & after about 6 hrs my shoulders were feeling pain as were my wists as the cuffs were digging in & i was unable to lower my arms or find a comfortable position for the wists......i never complained about the spanking nor the bondage.........& i laid there the entire 8 hrs till He unlocked me, when He awoke in the morning........He rubbed my wists & got pain relief patches that He put on my shoulders.....
 
the difference between this event & those that followed the party on the 30th day was that He slept next to me the entire time.....so if i couldn't stand the pain any more or a health issue was to come up, i knew that i could have woken HIM & He would have loosened the cuffs & lowered my arms.....i felt safer with him by my side & did not go into a panic attack like i did the next three times He placed me in tight bondage unattended for long periods (14 hrs, 12 hrs, & 6+ hrs) during my last 27 days there....
 
my friends here in Reno are insisting that i take some time off from this life style & to be honest i know i need too....this is very similar to the time Easter Sunday, 3 yrs back, when another Master (i was with for an extended time) chose to beat the crap out of me sending me to the hospital......i took several months off then  (its listed about 3 yrs ago in my journal)....
 
so for now i must say i will answer all messages to me here on Collarme, but for the next few months i can not consider another adventure into this life style......actually today i'm going to apply for holiday work at amazon, as ive done in past yrs here in Reno....i feel the diversion will do me good for the next month.....
 
So To ALL,
 May  YOUR Holidays be the Best Ever &
Happiness reaches into YOUR Life
every day of this Joyous Season, 
sissy slave maid tina

11/1/2009 4:46:41 AM
Hello All...well i've been in New Jersey for 47 days now as my Master's maid, sissy, slave.....it's been a real roller coaster ride.....i've been kept in the house the entire time other than a short trip to the Post Office to take care of an unexpected problem.......

the first week i helped make wine which was very interesting & enjoyable.....the next 3 weeks i worked 10 to 14 hrs a day cleaning the house....i was isolated from human contact including my Master's.....i wore one of my many maids uniforms every day....always in high heels.....my Master was very pleased with my work but communicated very little with me....the work & isolation had me totally exhausted & very depressed.....
 
The reason i had to do so much cleaning was he was having his yearly party.....i finished the morning of the party.....my reward was to be put in a diaper & baby's dress & put in a cage for the duration of the party.....what made this so difficult was that the cage was located across from the bathroom.....all he did to hide me from the 100 guests was to put a blanket over the cage....all night i had to listed to people enjoying them selves while i worried about someone's reaction if i was discovered.....actually i became very paranoid.....14 hrs later i heard the last guest leave the party....i expected him to come & let me out....in fact i was praying he would as i had peed several times in the diaper & my legs were totally sore from continuous leg cramps.....i could hear him cleaning the house & putting things away....finally i could not stand it any longer & got out of the cage......i was so stiff from over 14 hrs of cramped confinement that it took quite a while before i could even stand up......then when i did, i was shaking so bad & crying ....i was physically & mentally totally a weak both from the total isolation & work for 30 days & the length of time i was in the cage as my reward......he finally came up stares & went to sleep....,i was too bad of shape to sleep or sit or lay down......
 
the next day i told him i was 'losing it' mentally & needed to have some time for my self  & to go out someplace after all this hard work & felt i deserved it...........he said i could have that Monday off after i finished cleaning the house from the party......he still ignored me & i continued to feel very isolated & lonely.....on Tuesday he said its time for my training.......he chained me to the bed & left me that way for 12 hrs blind folded & with a penis gage in my mouth.....i never herd him come in the room....finally i was able to get loose....it was twelve 12hrs & he was not in the house.....i was really in a bad way.....i went downstairs to find he had turned off all the lights & had collar's , blind fold & gag  & cuffs in the kitchen ....it was obvious that he had gone to meet someone & bring them back to the house to place in these items.....i was extremely distraught......i took a full bottle of sleeping pills & left a note saying i couldn't take this isolation & long periods of confinement..........i fell asleep not expecting to wake up.....
 
next morning i did wake up & he said i should take it easy for a few days & he would get me out of the house for a ride.....i did try to relax for the weekend....he said on TTuesday i would be taken out....i planed on doing my hair roots before on Tuesday.....& feeling better i cleaned the kitchen & lower bathroom etc for the entire day on Monday....Tuesday morning he takes me up to the den & says i need more training....he straps me laying face down with a ball gag & blindfold on.....he used heavy 3 foot place zip ties as tight as he could get them on me .....my arms had two digging into me ....they hurt but i was hoping he would not leave me like this for an extended time....as that scared me as i was not over the other experiences.....after about 4 hrs i went nuts crying pleading to be let loose ...my face was covered in spit & snot....the side i was laying on was totally sore my eye was swollen shut....deep lines were covering it from laying on it...after about the 6 hrs he comes up & i plead to be let lose as i had finally got the gag loose....he cuts the straps & rubs the deep lines the ties had cut into my arms....i was extremely distraught again....he said to take a shower & get ready to fix dinner..........
 
after the shower & dressing i go down to fix dinner....i noticed my penis gag was missing & the collars & cuffs were also missing from the kitchen......i asked whats going on ....he said he has someone down stairs in the bar where we eat.....i take dinner down to see another t-girl.....he said that she was going to be a sissy maid here....this was first i had heard he was going to do this.....i had no idea that there would be 2 of us now to serve him.....
 
it's been a week now & i have seen him give her so much more freedom than i Had...he has not been strict with her....he talks with her a lot more than he ever did with me......i again feel very isolated & alone....it's obvious i was brought into his house to clean it for his yearly wine party & now i was not needed any more.....
 
so how do i get back to Reno?.....i'm not sure but i must get out of here before i go entirely  insane.....i may need help to get my self & things out of here......
 
sub/slave/maid tina

9/15/2009 5:50:00 AM
Hello All.... in 3 hrs i leave to catch the plane that will take me to my new life as a sissy slave maid.....as my Master just wrote me my training will start the minute W/we leave the airterminal in NYC.....

just wanted to say that i so appreciate all the well wishes & that after my training i do hope to keep All posted on my progress.....fondly, sissy slave maid tina

9/13/2009 8:06:38 PM

Hello All....in a couple more days i will be with my new Master to be trained as His sissy slave Maid....it's almost impossible to describe how happy &  excited i am as the time approaches.....i've already sent 12 boxes of my things to Him in the past two weeks....when the first ones arrived the other day He wrote me that now i am there....

 

So on Tuesday morning i fly out of Reno to NYC..... then W/we go to his home in western New Jersey....once there i will have a bell tied on my little sissy clitty & then i start my training....i must lose weight, be corset trained, not speak till i am told i can & i am taught to speak in a more fem voice, learn to walk in a more feminine way.....i will always be dressed as a sissy or maid...i will have my lips tattooed sissy red....i have had my nails done last week sissy red & my eye liner was tattooed in last week......at times i will have nothing on but a tight corset 6 inch heels & bells attached to my nipples & sissy clitty....i will have my nipples pierced & my clitty double pierced....i will have my hormones increased to make my clitty & sack smaller......i will be taught all the things my Master wants me to do...i will be spanked if i don't suck my Master's cock enough without be asked to...it Will be a long training period, which i am looking forward to....

 

.after my training period i Will have an opportunity to communicate with some of my friends ........

 

i want to thank all those who have sent me their good wishes & congratulations.....fondly  sissy slave maid tina

 

 


8/31/2009 11:57:58 PM
Hello i just updated my profile as i will be owned starting Sept 15th see the following.....

Hello All here on collarme...on the 15th of Sept i start my new life as a sissy maid slave to a Dom in New Jersey.....this is something i've been searching for for the past 5 years....i am so happy....i will sign a contract & be corset trained & wear petticoats & sissy dresses always.....i will kept in the home as the sissy maid....i may be castrated if the hormones i'm taking don't keep my clitty very small...i will never be allowed to touch my clitty.....i will also be trained as a pony cart puller....i will always be cuffed & in bondage when my Master is gone....my nipples & clitty will be pierced....my Master will tie a ribbon & bell on my clitty when i get there....my clitty will be tagged.....all of this is what i have wanted since joining this site....finally someone has seen this & will own me in a few weeks.....fondly, sissy maid slave tina





8/17/2009 5:14:48 PM
Hello   All.....well i just completed my 7th weekend going up to the Lake Tahoe Flea Market....i'm very happy with the results thus far, as my sales are averaging ahead of past yrs & in this economy that's great.......this weekend it started off slow & the set up on Friday was difficult in the windy cold weather  .... then Saturday sales were very slow, but Sunday it was great ....one of my top days there....but the best was Saturday after the market closed a warming air came through the area....i changed into short shorts & a revealing tank top & walked down to the upper Truckee River.....i discovered a new spot by hiking along the river...it is very private & with a swimming hole at 4 feet deep....most of this river averages 2 or 3 feet....so opportunity knocked ;),  as i went skinny dipping....  even was able to do a few back strokes along with my usual self taught swimming strokes in this small but very appreciated swimming  hole....then the spot had sun till almost 8pm for a little nude sun bathing,  which is great in this tree lined river....i definitely will visit this beautiful swimming hole again before the season ends...
 
if things in my life were not already going fabulous....i may have found the life style situation i so long have longed for....a DOM from the east coast, whom i visited about 5 years ago, has said that i will be sent for to live full time, as his sissy slave maid some time in early Sept after the market ends.... if this comes to pass, i will be entering a whole new life change....i'm very excited, tho holding my breath just a little, do to past let downs....i will continue answering messages for now, but i do not want to discuss other possible situations at this time....i will keep my journal updated on this...........fondly, sissy slave maid tina

7/6/2009 6:44:13 PM
Hello All....well the start of another summer of going up to Lake Tahoe to sell my wind chimes...damn i miss my dates, but the beauty of Lake Tahoe in the summer & the extra money is too much to give up....those of YOU, who read my journal , may remember, that two yrs ago, a plane crashed right near the site of the market that i camp at & sell...well damn it happened again Sunday.....the pilot died, as did the previous one did....such a inspirational spot to have this happen at now twice during my stay there, so close to site....as before, it so brings the gift of life to the for front of ones thinking......

i love traveling there & as in my past years, going there i find the people are very happy to see me & my crafts....another great weekend of sales & camping for 3 days in this pristine location (no visible buildings) with the surrounding close-in mountain tops & the forest & the upper Truckee River right behind the site...

So, as mentioned before, i will only be available to meet with people during weekdays, in particular Tuesdays & Thursdays, till Sept.....

As i find in mine, may YOUR summer be filed with new adventures, fun, & a new & greater appreciation of life, sub/slave/maid tina

6/30/2009 4:41:38 PM


Hello All....well its that time of year again, where Reno is heating up, & i go up to Lake Tahoe, on weekends, during the Summer, to sell my crafts & camp there for 3 days a week....this means little time (basically 2 or 3 days a week) to be on the net & for any fun activities :(......i'll be going there from July 4th thru Labor Day..... so i'll be late in answering my messages & won't be arranging dates till Sept......

 

My last two weekends here in Reno, till Sept,  were  hot ones (not just temp wise)....two weekends back, it was swinger's night at the 1099 Club & that's when the back 'Play Room' is open for fun....two separate Swinging Doms took me back in the 'Play Room', each having me get on my hands & knees (my fav position) & suck them dry....both have had experience with me there before & know how good i'm at swallowing every drop ;) ......

 

Then last weekend there were two great Drag shows at the 1099......one for the Invesagers, where i got a new title, & the 2nd was the 40th anniversary of the Stone Wall Riots.....on one of my visits to a Dom in NYC, i visited Stone Wall & my picture in the memorial park was on the brick wall during this event on Saturday......

 

i performed on each night, & in between a Dom took me home late Friday night & tied me up & had his way with me....most fun i've had since my trip to San Francisco a few weeks back.......sure wish i could find some one like him on Collarme, but then that would ruin the reputation here of game players & Internet nerds ;).......meanwhile i'm thank full to have the 1099, alt.com , TSDating & a couple of other real places to meet people.....

 

Don't get me wrong of the many dozens, who contact me here on collarme per month..... i do find, maybe, one real one per month (like the one, who did take me to SF this month)....... meanwhile i do enjoy the imaginations of the fantasy players here ;)......i must admit they even get me sexually aroused, with their originality, at times.......

 

So to All YOU Players & the few Real Ones here, enjoy the Summer & Play (which ever way;)) SAFE....i'll be back in September.........Sin-cerly, sub/slave/maid tina.


6/24/2009 2:33:14 PM

Hello....i've added 3 entries at once to get myself caught up here.....enjoy, sub/slave/maid tina


6/24/2009 2:27:03 PM
Hello......well i've been known as an honest up front person, so i must apologize publicly to a Dom, who i wrote about before here on collarme back on 03/19/09....i complained that he had arranged a trip for us to San Francisco then seemed to disappear off the planet......well this week he took me to San Francisco & it was a fantastic time.....
 
W/we left Wednesday early morning.....under my pants & pink satin blouse, he had me wear shinny black latex bra & thong......thigh high stockings & the thigh high boots, which he brought me last year....he wanted me to wear 'peek-a-boo bra, but i couldn't find one in Reno, also he wanted me to find a noose cord nipple 'Titilizer'...but again not found in Reno....
 
We stopped in Sacramento to check a couple of store there, unfortunately did not find the above items , but He did get me 2 shemale DVDs & a black latex garter belt to go with the items i was wearing.....
 
Then back on the road, the 'City' was beautiful with no fog or wind....He had a room reserved at a 4 star hotel 1/2 block from Union Square & across from the theater district....W/we first had a great lunch at the Japanese Restaurant ac cross from the hotel before checking in....
 
In the room i took off the outer wear & added the garter belt to the other items i was wearing...He had me unpack all i had brought with particular interest in the full away of things in my toy bag, assortment of cuffs, paddles, floggers, anal toys etc....it covered the entire bed....We took some great pics of what i was wearing then......i will add two to mine here on collarme....
 
Then the real fun began....after He picked out my 'penis gag' i picked out my fav butt plug & put the remaining toys on the floor with the paddles & floggers on the bed stand....i undressed Him and went down on His cock..... after cumming, W/we looked thru the magazines i had brought, along with two He had gotten me (all on sissies, maids, forced womanhood & transformation).....lots more play ;).......
 
Later W/we watched one of the DVDs about 2 English T-girls traveling out into the English country side to an Inn & their sexual play with each other & the female Inn Keeper....i must admit i even came, as did He again, as W/we played & watched...of course there was anal play ;).......
 
Later W/we went out to dinner at a 50's dinner nearby, then back to the room for more play....next morning W/we went to Lefty O'Douls a famous restaurant on Union Square for a great breakfast....the city was at it's best for walking around....later W/we checked out & had a beautiful drive back to Reno, the mountains were spectacular......
 
Thank YOU, Sir, for such an enjoyable time & forgiving my all too hastily critically mentioning YOU on 03/19/09......
 
To all enjoy the moment & be safe, sub/slave/maid tina

6/24/2009 2:22:47 PM
Hello...feeling much rested today......I returned to Reno the day before the Reno Coronation weekend  from my 6 weeks in La's Vegas in  order to attend all the events .....below is a little on the events.....in the USA, Canada, & Mexico there are now over 40 courts, which started in San Fransisco over 30 yrs ago by Drag Queens who wanted to make a contribution to their community.....the Court system is set up to raise money for charities in the cities that they exist in....Reno raises approximately $30,000/yr for various charities & every year has a big food drive during the holidays.....the Coronation then is the celebration of the past year's hard word & accomplishment of the reigning Emperor & Empress & the crowning of the newly elected ones......

Reno's Coronation weekend was a fun filled 4 days of Drag shows, food, & drinking......Thursday evening the Sisters of Indulgence had a tri-tip & chicken Bar-b-q at the 1099 it was the in-town show, but they had no drag show, just awards & the food was excellent.....Friday afternoon was hospitality at the Grand Sierra with free food & drinks.....then that evening was the Out-of-Town show at the Grand Sierra......4 hrs of great performers from all over the USA....then after wards was the San Francisco Party at the 1099 till 3 am with more great performers.....then Saturday afternoon was hospitality at the Grand Sierra with free food & drinks....Saturday Evening was the Coronation, it self, with an elaborate set & all the courts walking & many great performers.....there were courts from Hawaii, Canada, & all over the USA present....the after party was again at the 1099 by the Las Vegas Court & went till 3 am again with many great performers....Sunday was the victory Brunch at the Grand Sierra then an after party at the 1099 by the Alaskan Court....it lasted till about 5pm ....then Sunday evening was the aids candle light memorial parade in downtown Reno...it was a very moving event....then back to the 1099 & another late evening....up to this time i had been nursing a bad cough, so i purposely did not connect with any one....but i was feeling much better by this evening & had my choice between 3 suitors...i choice a good looking one & we retired to my van which was rocking ;) late into the night.....my sissy hole is still sore ;) 2 days later......fondly, sub/slave/maid tina

6/24/2009 2:16:50 PM

Hello All...well i'm tardy in writing about the final 3 weeks in Vegas....just to much going on  ;)....& i did have Bronchitis for 2 weeks after returning to Reno....all better now....

 

The fourth week in Vegas there were 4 consecutive nites of Drag shows, which made for enjoyable evenings despite the day time record setting high temperatures.....from TSDating i met a real nice guy, who has asked me down to Vegas in the fall, i told him that i would....we had a couple of fun days together, as He enjoyed spanking me & wants to corset train me, when i return to Vegas  ....

 

The fifth week, i met this Italian Stallion, who was ripped ....where ever we went he was admired....His friend was looking to buy a place in Vegas, so the Italian & i played a lot at the various hotels they were staying at, both on the Strip & on Fremont St... the friend took us to many of the alt clubs during the week, including some i had yet to have seen, but the one the Italian wanted to go to the most was the Las Vegas Lounge, known for the T-girls there....unfortunately this place has changed a lot & now caters to 'working girls'....at weeks end the friend, who had been looking for a place, did find a condo near the 'Spot Light' & he came in to it to see me & say that the next time i'm in Vegas i'm welcome to stay at his condo with him & the Italian ;)....

 

Memorial weekend there were shows at the Free Zone & on Sunday a big party & Drag Show at Charlies....i have never seen it so crowded with nearly 400 people inside & another hundred waiting in line out side to get in....it was hard to get any fresh air due to the crowd & poor air circulation & this was my down fall for the final week in Vegas....as the next day i started to cough then a few days later i had a serious cough....so my final week in Vegas i had to cancel several dates with Doms i had dated earlier during my visit....i was not sure if what i had was contagious or not...

 

My drive back was into a storm, but i still camped at the same site which i stayed at on my way down....the storm was awesome to watch out on the desert....i left Vegas after the hottest, driest month of May ever recorded there, to return to Reno for the wettest, coldest June ever recorded...it did not help my coughing any....finally went to a Doctor & was relieved to find that it was Bronchitis & not contagious to others.....enjoy, sub/slave/maid tina


5/15/2009 10:48:22 AM

Hello All…well it’s hard to believe I’ve been in Las Vegas going on 3 weeks now…. except for the terrible maniac drivers in this town, the poorly maintained road surfaces thru out the town, & the record setting high temperatures for the month of May, I’m having a blast down here….

 

There was one big disappointment, as the 2nd Dom, who has been trying to get me to Vegas for yrs, as he flies in several times a yr, was a Big Ugly No Show ….. Any of YOU, who have read thru my many yrs of entries here in my collarme journal, know how angry this can get me…. just the other day I wrote a Dom about His personal journal entry on the subject of Doms & Masters, who lack RESPECT, i too have found many who have no clue what RESPECT is…. the courtesy to call rather than making a sub (or anyone for that matter) wait for hrs/days is RESPECT….. Not calling shows disrespect & ignorance.

Before I even drove to Vegas this person emailed me many times & was going to get me a room at the Gold Coast & W/we were making plans to go to the Power Exchange etc…. he was to call on Wednesday after he flew into Vegas to arrange all of this…. he did not call until Thursday evening, at which time we set up a meeting at the Spotlight for later that evening. …After giving him directions, I got ready & went to the club (I like going there on Thursdays as it has a Drag show)…I waited & waited…he never showed & never called me…after he returned home to Chicago on Sunday, I received an e-mail from him saying he was sorry…where is the RESPECT….i wrote him back saying he should have at least called me….i surprised my self & did not completely lose it, so he is lucky & I hope he is now a little more aware of his lack of RESPECT….

 

Enough on the negative, now to the cool stuff…. The Tuesday Evening, before the above Dom was to get to Vegas, a Dom I met on Alt.com picked me up on time at the Spotlight & W/we went to His beautiful two story place in Western Vegas…. after He prepared U/us a plate of cut fruit W/we chatted awhile then played…. He had a great assortment of floggers, canes, & ridding crops…which He used with great ability on most parts of my body…. He was also into CBT & was very efficient in this play, which i do enjoy ….absolutely a great evening….

 

Wed, Thursday & Friday i basically waited for the Dom From Chicago….i did go to the Spotlight Lounge as mentioned above on Thursday & enjoyed the Drag show…then on Friday I went to the Badlands a bar in the same Commercial Center as the Spotlight, as the Las Vegas Desert Empire Court was having a Benefit Drag show there…it was a great show & a Dom I dated in Reno a few months back came in & surprised the heck out of me as He now lives here in Vegas…W/we had lots of fun, tho W/we both were a little too invigorated to do any serious play…I do hope W/we can find time together while I’m still down here….

 

Saturday evening I planed on going to the Power Exchange….i drove over there & changed into a sexy outfit…when I went in I was surprised how few people were there out side the local BD/SM group which meets there in one of the 2 dungeon play rooms…this later would turn to my advantage…. a Dom, who frequents the Spotlight, the Red Rooster, & the Green Door was already there….it was nice to see someone I know, & W/we played then a Domme (t-girl) came in & after chatting for a while….then W/we three went into one of the many (more private) rooms there…The Domme & I took turns on the Dom’s hard member…then the Dom went down on the Domme’s hard member…& while that was all going on several other’s had entered the room….one young Black Man was standing very close to me with His very hard one…I immediately went to it & enjoyed deep throating it for some time….the Domme &  Dom left U/us to play & He came a short while later & I was good & took it all down…. After returning to the larger refreshment room, which has TV sets in cloths dryers & soda machines (there is no alcohol allowed in the PE) the Domme had the management put a Shemale XXX DVD in one for O/our enjoyment earlier.…

 

Shortly a young Guy comes in & W/we chat …He takes me into a small room (almost closet size) which has a flesh colored hand stool in the back….He sits on the hand & I get on my hands & knees….He pulls on my collar hoop to draw me closer & I take His hard on down my throat…He’s pulling on the collar forcing me to gag on His big cock, just then He cumes & cumes….afterwards I say ‘that was quick’ & He says, apologetically, that He was ‘very horny’…smiles…..i return to the refreshment room…the Dom & Domme from earlier were walking through the large two story building, so I decided to take a look around too….there are many play rooms in different themes throughout the building…one I hadn’t seen on my last visit the week before with the Dom from St. Louis had a large 7’ pipe triangle hanging structure in the middle of the room with couches around the base of it…I could imagine the play in this room, but alas as mentioned before there were very few people there this Saturday….W/we all were surprised by this…later several t-girls did show up…..back down in the refreshment room I was sitting and a Spanish speaking Guy sits next to me…He didn’t know much English as He had to motion me to a room….He wasn’t the largest one of the evening, but what He lacked in size he made up with endurance….must have sucked Him for 20 min or more…after He came I again returned to the refreshment room….this time an older gray haired Gentleman sat next to me…W/we chatted about the small crowd , the Green Door & about the Red Rooster, which He often goes too (he said the RR was nearly 25 yrs old)….He hadn’t gone there this nite as He had a late dinner party in Town & the RR is all the way to Henderson….We went to a nearby room & I again did my thing after stroking Him hard by sucking on it….this was a very pleasant almost relaxing time compared to the younger ones earlier….after He left I chatted with a few of the t-girls who were still there….it was almost 3 am before I left a VERY satisfied subbie having just sucked off 5 individual Guys in one evening….SMILES…..

 

Sunday was the Drag show at Charlie’s….so of I went to that tree lined street by Charlie’s Bar to spend the nite….iwent in about an hr before the show started & my fav cowboy bartenders remembered my drink & had it ready before I had the money ready, smiles…the show was much better than the first time I went there 2 weeks earlier….then a young Guy who I met at the Power Exchange came up to me & spent the evening with my playing with my body….it made for the perfect ending of another great week in Vegas….as always, wishing YOU all a Fun Time & play safe,  sub/slave/maid tina

 


5/5/2009 3:44:34 PM

Hello All …… it’s been a fun filled 2 weeks here in Vegas …… I spent most of the first week checking out the clubs  & the changes here,  which are many since my last visit here ….so many high rise condo’s sitting empty & the roads & streets here are in terrible shape ( makes those in Reno seem great)….i managed to fit one date in on Wednesday evening which was exciting…...someone that I met on Alt.com,  W/we met at the Spotlight lounge for drinks then some after drinks play time…..

 

Then on Friday the first event of Pride week was at Charlie’s, an Alt bar with large dance floor & seating at different levels & two bars with hot cowboys serving drinks ( I esp liked the 2 at the back bar & they in turn always had my drinks ready when I got to them)….….this was the opening ceremonies & 2 plus hour drag show for the Pride week……the crowd was enormous & very friendly, I won a gift bag with 2 t-shirts (which I gave to the Dom) & a large bottle of rum which I kept ;)….

 

Then the past week was exceptional…..i picked up the Dom at the airport on Saturday….He had a room reserved for me at the Imperial Palace….We checked me in there first then we checked him at the Four Queens on Freemont St…..later that evening…He returned to the Imperial Palace….He wanted to take me to the Swingers club in Henderson, the Red Rooster…..it turns out that it is one of the oldest Swingers Club around…met several nice people there, who filled me in on it’s history…it has a cloths optional swimming pool, an out door patio with a large Bar-BQ, which gets used every Sunday….upstairs there are private rooms…..it’s a bring YOUR own booze for which they supply the mixers so we went & got some vodka, returned &  after a few hrs W/we decided to return to our room, as the  long flight was catching up to Him…….

 

Sunday morning He returned to the 4 Queens & His friends, who were staying there with Him….i took advantage of this luxurious room, which had a balcony, 2 sinks/bathrooms, a king size bed with over head mirror, & best of all a 5 foot by 7  foot by 3 feet deep raised mirrored  tub in the extra large bedroom……one could sit in the tub & look out over Vegas….but first I colored my roots, did a complete facial, & agave my feet a wee deserved pedicure……then I went out to sight see as this was my first time staying on the strip….the Dom  had given me a Hotel rewards certificate for drinks & dinner which I used in the evening…… then I returned to the room to use that magnificent tub….it was pure luxury for over an hour & I took lots of pics which I hope to share with everyone shortly (need time to download & crop)…..

 

Monday after a late check out I checked into the $ Queens after his friends had checked out….that evening W/e went to some of the local clubs…..

 

Tuesday was a special day as it was Pride weeks event at the Erotic Museum…. this houses the largest display of erotic art & toys in the world…. it has sex movies from the 20’s to the present…. comic books on erotic art going back to the 40’s, paintings & sculptures going back to the earliest times (like Egyptian), all size toys & mechanical toys & bondage examples using manikins in all sorts of positions including over head chandeliers to pony play, ….the building is a very large 2 story & a must visit when in Vegas…for this special occasion it was free admission & there were at least 5 bars set up throughout the Museum..…. Also there was a continues Drag show going on throughout the evening…… the crowd included every aspect of the alt community & was very large & friendly…..i talked to the owner & he said he is happy to give space in the museum for demonstrations, one of which is coming up in a couple of weeks a demo on electrical play which I will attend……

 

Wednesday we went bar hopping again, with a visit to the Las Vegas Lounge in the Commercial Center…..it is the t-girl hot spot in town with t-girls dancing on various small dance stages…..

 

Thursday W/we first returned to the Imperial Palace for a fantastic seafood buffet & then again went to the Commercial Center…. this time W/we did a photo shoot of me outside the ‘Green Door’ a famous swingers club painted in green…. we were going to return later that evening, but first went to the Spotlight, which has a Latino drag show on Thursdays…. it was a great show that went past 1 am…..

 

Friday was the most exciting day/evening of the week the Dom was here in Vegas (He was scheduled to fly out on Saturday) ……He gave me some money to go shopping with & I got lucky & found some complements to what I planned to wear that day….it was the main event to the Pride week, the Pride Parade down 4th street & ending just past Freemont St…..before the parade (which started at 8pm) was the pre-parade party on Freemont St with the main music stage right next to where W/we were staying….i wore rainbow tights with neon blue hot pants & the new pink satin short blouse & new rainbow high heels I had just purchased earlier….i also wore all my leather cuffs & collar….had many passer-bys take my photo as did the Dom….hope to share some of those when I get them….the pre party was great & the crowd grew to over 10,000…..the parade was awesome & lasted over 2 hrs…..lots of floats & groups performing & was of course lead off by the ‘Dykes on Bikes” a perennial favorite at all the Pride parades I’ve ever attended….

 

After the Parade W/we returned to our room to freshen up & so I could change for the fun evening to cum ;)…… W/we had planned for some time to go to the Power Exchange on Friday…. the Power Exchange is a sex & BD/SM club rivaling any in the country….. It has been in Vegas for a year & is another must visit while here…. i had a chance to talk with the owner while there & for my Northern California & Nevada friends I can say that They are planning on reopening the San Francisco Power Exchange soon, which has been closed since the city wanted the building back…for O/our visit there I wore a very short black dress with silver studs & a sip up front allowing for easy access ;)….i also had on my thigh high black boots & fishnet stocking & all my leather cuffs & collar….also had my chain cuff belt & leapord skin fogger on…I was well dressed for this ‘Sin City’ Hot-spot ;)…(again hope to have pics soon)…..by the way no cameras or cell phones are allowed in the PE……

 

The building is a couple of blocks off the strip sort of behind the Rio…it is 2 stories with many little & larger play rooms throughout… there are two larger rooms with dungeon furniture, one downstairs & one upstairs…. there are many small rooms with beds…. & there are rooms done in different themes…I especially liked the Pirate Room which we hung for a while…. this had a large screen TV with sex movies,,,, several rooms had smaller TV including one with the TV’s set in Cloths dryers….but O/our favorite room was the African themed room with masks & 2 couches facing the bed…our first time in there W/we went straight to the bed, after I sucked my Dom several people joined us, one in particular had a nice cock, which I sucked on for some time….  the Dom suggested we explore some more of the club….later we were to return the room & the bed,  this time the Dom came in my mouth & then I finished off another, who had joined us & did he ever cum & cum ;)….we did try out some of the play furniture during O/our visit there, but I look forward to another visit there for that…..(a Dom flying in this week & wants to take me there for some furniture play)….

 

Saturday the Dom flew out to St. Louis & after I checked out I went to the Pride Park Celebration, also located near Freemont St…it went from 10 am to 10 pm…. 2 stages of continues entertainment & over 100 booths of venders, community organizations, food & drinks…. my favorite booth was the Bare Foot Winery…. the servers took a liking to me & always kept my cup very filled ;) ….. The crowds were ever changing & one of the organizers, that I chatted with, felt it was the largest ever since putting the event on, an estimated 12,000 or more over the course of the day & evening …. there were people waiting to get in after 8pm ….. i enjoyed the music & entertainers but after as long day in the sun I had a good sun burn even after using a sun block…..

 

After the event ended at 10pm I ventured over to the Spotlight Lounge & hooked up with a gent & we played some & visited Badlands down the ways & ended a great day/evening….

 

Sunday was the last of the Pride events….at the Freezone, the Sisters of Indulgence had a bingo event with a large crowd….it was great fun, the Sisters were very funny,  & the drinks were only a dollar ;)…. after that ended I went over to Charlie’s…where this week started….the place was filled to the brim with people still celebrating Pride…the Drag show was very good & I enjoyed the whole scene there & esp. those 2 cowboy hunks at the back bar ;) mixing me some great drinks…….

 

This week a little rest on Monday, then a date with a Dom I met on Alt on Tuesday, & then the Dom from Chicago flies in on Wed & He is going to get me a room for a couple of days….. more on this next time…..

 

Meanwhile I hope YOU all are doing great & remember YOU only live once, so play safe, but do play, sub/slave/maid tina   


5/1/2009 11:32:30 AM
Hello...guess i should be spanked for being so neglect in getting to my messages hereto my defence i'm in Vegas now having a great time....last night  the Dom & i went to the Erotic Heritage Museum on Industrial Rd here in Vegas.....it was an event for the Pride week here in Vegas...i highly suggest if YOU have any interest in the history of Erotic magaazines, movies, toys, those  who took part in these, etc then YOU should definately go to the EHM it is a treasure of history on this subject.....tonight W/we will be going to the Power Exchange....i will write a full update here on the rest of my visit here in a few days ...fondly, sub/slave/maid tina

4/15/2009 3:24:48 PM

Hello All....i hope everyone had a great Easter.....i had several  Drag Shows to do & i got lucky one of the nights when a visitor to Reno took me to his room at the Eldorado's Casino Hotel for the night.....W/we had lots of fun & He did slap my ass too ;).......

 

The purpose of this entry is to inform all that i will be traveling to Las Vegas this weekend & i will be down there most of May......a Dom has arranged for my visit & i'm looking forward to spending the first week there with HIM, as He has   visited me here in Reno & W/we have had great fun together.....also i'm anxious to see the Power Exchange there.....He also plans on taking me to the new swinger's clubs besides the PE.....He also wants to make a video which could be  fun......

 

i'm looking forward to my stay there & meeting new people while in Vegas....if YOU will be in Vegas during May do contact me here....i will be checking my mail fairly regularly after the 5th of May....
i will take lots of pictures & hopefully they'll let me post a few here .......

................fondly, sub/slave/maid tina


3/23/2009 3:51:17 PM

Hello All....well after my last update i wanted to post a more positive one....i guess that means i'm over the negative ass-spects in the last post....this past weekend revitalized me with positive thoughts for this community..... 

 

Friday nite at the 1099 club  a gentleman bought me some drinks & then W/we went into the back 'Play' room for some fun....it was nice to feel & be felt in real time   after so many 'no shows' & 'cyber players' that i had this month on this site...... the action was primarily oral with some ass  slapping but it didn't matter as it felt so good.....

 

Then Saturday nite there was a Drag show & i was  asked to perform .....it was a benefit for charity & i always  like to get up on stage for a good cause....i made a lot of tips, as i did "money" by the Flying Lizards.....after wards a good looking guy bought me drinks & after the crowd thinned some, i showed him the back room....He was really hung & tested my deep throat abilities....then He asked me to dominate Him...well as most of YOU know here i'm very much a submissive & have never switched, but He insisted so i put my collar on him & got out my leash & had him get down on his knees & i walked him around the room, which has padded carpeting for comfortable floor action as well as a "U" shaped set of leather couches....after leading him around i pulled him up to my sissy clitty & ordered him to 'satisfy me, slut!'....he sure did suck on it & my sissy balls, as he got harder & harder....then after much attention to this service, all the time i was pulling on his hair , i got down on my hands & knees & ordered him to fuck me good...he was so horny by now he eagerly  got up into me for a wild ride ending in an explosion of cum....i must say being a switch does have its advantages :)  ......however, once a submissive always a submissive in my book...........fondly, sub/slave/maid tina


3/19/2009 3:21:36 PM
Hello All......well the month of March has been a real downer....started off with a cold/flu symptoms then a total degrading of my psyche by members of this site.....i've always had one or two SOB hand in their crotch selfish idiots contact me over the years, but it seems to be stepping up 3 fold this year maybe do to the economy....but what ever the excuse this should not be the motivation here on this site....it should be real people seeking real people & no f**king game playing.....
 
my 3 experiences this Month & as i said before, all are from this site.....first a Dom from the East Coast contacts me & over a period of time we come to an arrangement....he was to fly to Reno to meet me the first of the month & if he liked me He was going to put me in a chastity devise that i could not remove.....all is good, till He dropped off the 'Planet Arousal'....i have NOT heard from him in weeks....
 
Next...a Dom from here in Reno , whom i've chatted with here on Collarme & met & went out with, asked me if i would accompany him to San Francisco....again i get all excited with anticipation & again i haven't heard from Him in over a week....
 
then the real hurt....a California Dom contacts me a while back on Collarme & W/we seem to be going in the same direction till this week.....He contacts me on Monday & says He has a room Reserved at the Grand Sierra here in Reno.....He wants to meet me at the club, i go to, for a couple of drinks & then W/we would go back to His room to play.....W/we discuss what i should wear
.....He wants me to wear extreme high heels, thigh highs, & a thong so my ass is bare for slapping.....i add a mini pleated school girl skirt & white zipper blouse, zipped low to show off the breasts, to go with the 5 inch black patent spike pumps....W/we agreed to meet at the 1099 at 5pm on Wednesday afternoon....
 
He was very excited that i like to get my sissy white ass paddled till it's nice & red (i even packed two of my paddles in my travel bag along with other toys)....i send Him my cell number, which i don't give out to every one, & He emails me back that He would call me when He arrives in Reno to make the final connection....
 
at 5pm He texts me (the first text i've ever gotten & i don't like them as my phone does not make it easy to type & i can't see the tiny letters)....in the text He says "is 6pm OK?"...after struggling to type 'yes it is' i gave up & typed "ya"....i finish getting ready a two hour process, as i don't usually dress this exotic during the week, as i can't afford to go out during the week....i pack a larger purse for over nite & the  over nite 'play bag'....then i go into the club a little before 6pm & order a drink...all my friends ask if,  'i have a date?' & i proudly say, 'yes'.....at 6:15 this 'Date' texts me "i just got a text from my sister she was suppose  to fly out at 5 & her fright has been cancelled, i need to go to the airport & pick her up, I am so so so"....
 
i was stunned, but figured that He would call me after He picked up His sister....so i order another drink (using the last of my money i was saving for gas) & wait till 8:30 pm & i never heard back from him & now i was sharing the suffering & embarrassment of another 'no show date' with my friends....so i go out to my van & get my satellite lap top on line to see if He sent a message of explanation..... there was none.....
 
the weather here in Reno has been the warmest of this year.... hard to imagine a reason to cancel a flight....the fact that He was too chicken to call me & explain things in person instead of texting really pisses me off.....all this makes me very suspicious that He was a total fake .....
 
i know this was a long entry to my journal but i want to make it perfectly clear that i'm getting pissed off & may not stay with this site if this treatment continues.....yes i'm submissive, but that is no excuse to use deceit & lies to arouse me & in doing so arouse YOUR pathetic selves.....
 
in closing please be REAL or NO NOT CONTACT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sincerely, sub/slave/maid tina  
 

2/11/2009 5:22:03 PM

Hello All..........going great here.thank YOU All that were concerned about my van problems..... ....got a room tonite as snow is expected.....also i need  to wash some of my wigs etc....& exciting news there are finally some serious oppertunities arising here for me....i wanted to get a room, use the telephone , so i can talk to these possible Doms & try to make a connection, as there is no doubt in my mind i seek to be a sissy maid/slave 24/7....hopefully something may develope in the next month or two with one of these....i'm so tired of players & no shows........

......satuday nite was awesome two great drag shows ....the first at the Grand Sierra Resort....then an after party & show at the 1099 club here in Reno with professional performers from Lake Tahoe, one of whom did an awesome Cher......after the show a young guy took me into the back play room of the 1099 & we both stripped down & i sucked his cock, which was uncut....i found it easily slipped down my throatSurprised later it easily slipped into my sissy holeTongue out......................fondly, sub/slave/maid tina
Kiss


 


2/7/2009 2:24:39 PM
Hello All.....good  news the van is fixed & this weekend is starting off great....last nite a guy took me home & sucked my feet all nite...usually i'm the submissive one but after all my van problems it was sure sweet to get that kind of attention....tonite is the "Closet Ball" where Drag Queens turn men into Drag Queens....it's a lot of fun.....for now good health & happiness to All, sub/slave/maid tina

2/4/2009 2:04:33 PM

SmileHello  thought i would update everyone here....yesterday the mobile mechanic came over with a wire harness he got at the wecking yard....Cryunfortunately after spending a lot of time hooking it up we still have no spark coming out of the coil to the distributor....he is going to try to come over this afternoon to look further into the problem, but at this point  neither, he nor i have any idea what the problem is.....since the start of this yr my truck has been down a total of 3 + weeks.....this is not good......as i live in it & depend on getting to my storage unit to charge my 4 batteries & empty my grey water, to the laundry mat to do my laundry & refill my water containers, to the stores for supplies etc......


 


i did have a little fun last nite Tongue out....i'm parked beside the best alt club in Reno & last nite they had free pizza, so i went in....someone i know came in & it was his birthday, so i offered to take him into the back play room....when in there we both stripped down & after i sucked him good & hardSurprisedTongue out he did me doggie style, as i was his dog bitch in heat & he kept saying he wanted to get me pregnant & he did deposit a great big load deep inside me........Winkgreat fun during these hard times with the van.....
fondly, sub/slave/maid tina


1/13/2009 2:59:27 PM
Hello All.....i've been rather busy of late ....& just haven't been on line much till this week which has been devoted to catching up on all my email & messages, some dating back to November.....i'm happy to say i'm finally caught up & promise not to get that far behind again till nest holiday season....my new lap top is affording me much more time to answer all....also i'm really happy that my van is finally fixed & running better than it has since returning from visiting the Dom in N. Washington for 4 months last yr....a little vup date below on my weekend was it ever so yummy

 Hello thanks for the Holiday wishes & i hope YOUR's were good too....the Ball weekend mentioned below was awesome.....tho i don't remember a thing from Thursday nite......got way too many drinks bought for me from old friends in town for the events....

.....Friday nite was the 'in & out of town show' at the 1099 club...which i performed a hot fast number, "Rock Me'.....lots of other great performers......i didn't look for a date that nite, as i had to get up early Saturday morning to help set up the stage & room for the Ducal Ball....Saturdsay nite i had to help my friend,, the steping down Grand Dutches, so i was doing a lot of runing arround....but did get a lot of complements on my gown, 4 inch thigh high boots, & all the bondage equipment i was wearing......

after the Ball, we all went back to the 1099 club for the 'After party'....it was awesome, as was the Ball earlier.....after that show i was finally free to look for a Date...& did i ever get lucky....as this Gentleman from the Bay Area sat down next to me, bought me some drinks, & we chated for an hour....then He took me to his suite on the 24th floor of the Eldorado downtown.....with the aid of some pop'ers & lub we parted all nite into the next morning....i definately pleased Him with my deep throat ability, as He deposited a massive load all over my breasts...& He definately pleased me with His pumping of my sissy hole while pulling on my large collar ring & then again depositing a massive load all over my sissy ass ......

& today i have recieved an email from Him thanking me, which made me extremely happy, as so many that i date are only there for the one nite & i never see them again....i now feel this won't be the case with him........

this  was a great way to start out the New Year & it can only get better....i hope this is the case for all my friends.....fondly, sub/slave/maid tina



1/6/2009 2:19:15 PM

Hello All....well i'm rested up & am now learning my new Toshiba

satellite lap top with vista.....its truely an awesome machine......

 

had some vehicle problems, still to be solved....haven't driven it in over a week, in part due to the holidays & the mechanic was un able to see it till today....he got it started, but now i have to get the carb replaced, as it floods out all the time....he is looking for a used one, as my funds will be stressed with that on top of replacing the starter, plugs, & wires...such is life when dependent & living in YOUR truck...

 

i had a fabulous New Years & i hope ALL of  YOU did too.....the  1099 club had a NY's party, drag show, & buffet.....i performed a Janis Joplin number which every one liked.......i had 4 guys all over me most of the night,  which was so sweet after working at amazon over the holidays with no physical contact....then NY's day one of the 4 got us a room & large bottle of vodka my fav....we partied all night into the next day....so very hot to get some anal.....the weekend had several shorties, which is always welcome....this week a Dom is in town....hope to meet up with him tonite or tomorrow....

 

then this weekend it's the annual Ducal Ball with shows at the 1099 club on Friday, Saturday & Sunday.......& Saturday night at one of the hotels here in Reno it will be the Ducal Ball....Drag Queens & T-girls from all over the states will be in town .....lots of fun times for the 3 days & nights....

 

i hope to get caught up on the 4 pages of messages here by next week....as i have the van repair to deal with this week & the Ball this weekend....i will get to all of them as always i answer all here.....truly love the messages i get here & i thank ALL of YOU who take the time to contact me....

 

fondly, sub/slave/maid tina


12/30/2008 11:56:33 AM
Hello ....thanks for taking the time to write me....i have been working out of town for the past 6 weeks & fell far behind in my messaging....but i'm back in Reno now.... a bit exhausted after working 11 & 12 hours/day 5 & 6 days a week since the first of November.....i have been catching up on my rest for the past week & allowing my body to heal as my hands & arms were full of bruises & cuts from filling orders at an extremely rapid pace for Amazon's record year in sales.....& my feet are still sore....
 
but the long hours have a positive side, as i have just bought a new Toshiba Satellite lap top computer (it's a chrome & black  beauty & one of the best looking ones i've ever seen & the way it lights up at night in my van is a trip)  to replace the one that was stolen out of my truck last yr..... now (after getting it set up) hopefully i will be able to get to my messages quicker.... & i've  brought a plasma digital color TV for my van which has been a real treat over the old black & white analog one i had ....i also have  had a nice rest full Christmas week in a warm motel room with plenty of good food & spirits....

so now back to the fun night life here in Reno...New Year's eve at the alt bar (the 1099 club) will have a drag show & buffet along with the usual celebration at midnight & i'm hoping for some individual celebrating after wards....
 
i truly hope your Holidays are going Super & that the New Year will bring YOU  all YOUR Dreams....fondly sub/slave/maid tina

12/14/2008 1:48:01 PM
Hello All....i want to spend a moment to say thanks to all who have messaged me here over the past few weeks....
unfortunately i do not have the time to answer YOU all today....it's my first time on the net in weeks......i'm working 11+ hours per day & 5 days a week for another couple of weeks. then i can start to get caught up in my messaging....besides the work i have been battleing a bad cold so i have have little energy left to do much...Friday nite was my first night out in over 3 weeks....i hope all YOUR Holidays are rolling along in fine fashion & that YOU are having more fun than i am .....

i just got a pre Christmas present for my self, a portable digital color TV for my van....& hope to get a new lap top inabling me to get on line more often in the next couple of weeks....i will answer YOU all soon....Have the greatest of Holidays, sub/slave/maid tina

11/13/2008 4:23:38 PM
Hello All.....wow i just went back over all my journal updates on collarme.com  & they go all the way back to when a Dom had me move out of my house here in Reno & move up to Oregon back on 12/10/04....that lasted (with him) for a couple of months, then he sent me packing, as he wanted to sell his house & couldn't have some one 'like me' there, while the real-estate person was showing the house....
 
When i returned to Reno i started living in my van (nearly 4 years now), as i didn't see getting another house & moving all my things out of storage, if i was going to continue traveling to meet Doms & Masters (which i was now committed to)..... i have since had Doms through-out the country fly me to them....the last was 4 months up in N. Washington & Vancouver, BC last winter....most of these ending as this first one did....they (the person i visited) couldn't have someone 'like me' around (permanently) to be seen by friends & relatives or work.....
my journal, here, does tell of all of these adventures (i do plan on writing a book or two some time down the line)........
 
This hasn't deterred me from seeking a 24/7 relationship, but it is why some (have written me here) thinking  i don't want to 'settle down'......truth is, reality has shown me that i should get as much fun, as i can & while i can (age is coming on way too fast)....
 
Seriously, i do seek to be a sub/slave/maid/wife/friend 24/7 by a Master/Dom, who has no age issues, nor should they fear the reaction of neighbors, relatives, friends, or co-workers would have with me (seen by some, as an obvious transsexual) around.....
 
OK update on my current situation here in Reno.....lots of good news (non sexual).....i spent two weeks at the beginning of October house sitting for two of the 1099 bartenders while they vacationed in Europe.....it was great to have a real shower & place to cook (tho my van's bed is the most comfortable i have ever had)....
 
During this time i did meet a very nice Dom, from collarme,  living here in Reno, & he did help me with buying replacements for a few things, that were stolen out of my van,  & being that he was into thigh high boots, he bought me my first pair (5 inch heel) thigh high boots, which i love ......
 
Then i spent 2 intense weeks investigating the robbery of my cloths (see last entry to my journal for details) ......i went around to over 2 dozen pest control businesses, which took time, patience, & lots of investigating,  as most did not list their physical addy in the phone book......i compared their trucks to the one the robber was using.....none matched.....i could not find a few companies' trucks, so i went on the Internet , 'google', 'USA reference',  etc, until i found email addies.....then i sent out to 3 companies a full description of the truck & the best description i could of the sign, (a witness had said,  read 'pest control').....i ,also, sent a picture of the truck taken from the 1099 club's security camera....
 
i got back replies from all 3....the first two did not know the truck, however, the third did....YOU can't imagine my excitement....everyone in the library, where i was using the computer, sure DID first hand.......
 
It turns out the guy, who stole most of my cloths, also took the company's truck, which he was working for....so the company had filled a police report just the day before he stole my cloths.....after talking with the vice president of the company (she agreed to help me catch the suspect)....i went to the police with this new information & the two police report case numbers that the company had (the pest control company had made the mistake of taking him back as an employee only to have him take off in the truck a 2nd time 2 weeks later)......
 
The police now know who this guy is that stole my cloths & his name & where he lives.....but to this date, 5 weeks after the robbery & 5 days after giving them his identity, they have not arrested him...i will call later today (i just called before finishing this entry) the police have assigned a detective today to follow thru with my investigation....i look forward to the suspect's arrest ASAP ....there is justice, if he spends the holidays in jail ......
 
OK more good news...i have worked, as a temp holiday worker, at Amazon's distribution center near Reno in the past (when not traveling to Doms)....& now, starting tomorrow, i again will be working there up to near Christmas..... i'm excited about this, as i need to pay off some short term loans arising out of being robbed last month,  & i want to buy a lap top to replace the one stolen out of my van nearly 2 yrs ago (details in my journal 2006)......i also want to get a facial, chemical or laser, peel & other work to knock a few years off ....
 
Therefor the next 6 weeks, i won't be on line very much....this means i will be very tardy in answering YOUR messages to me....but be assured i have always answered everyone, who has written me (since 1998 i have answered over 30,000 messages combined on all the sites i'm on) & i will this time.....
 
Finally, if i don't get to it later ( my days off are Friday & Saturday & i will have very limited time to get on line),
 
i want to wish all my Friends the Very Best of Holidays & remember even in these hard times,
 
YOU must take time to ENJOY & have FUN....
 
PEACE & LOVE BE WITH YOU,
sub/slave/maid tina
 

10/13/2008 3:19:51 PM
Hello All....this is sort of off the subject of all my 3 yrs of entries to my journal here but i'm seeking help if any one is good with improving video to see details.....

 as last Friday morning while i walked to the downtown library a guy parked next to my van then got into mine & took the best of my cloths.....
 
the past few days i  have been working on getting the security camera film (this guy didn't know that the 1099 club has extensive security cameras & i make it a point to park in full view of one) enlarged not to distort the name on the truck or the license plate (which are in full view of the camera) the guy was driving who stole my cloths.....if YOU happen to know how to enlarge  it (security camera film) with out distortion that would help me to get my things back........i can send YOU a few stills we took from the 3 1/2 min tape.....

my t-girl friend & i have tried everything we know with out luck....i do know it is a 'pest control' truck from a witness, who saw it parked next to mine...if we knew the name of the company it would hasten the chances of catching him before the cloths are destroyed.......i plan on going on line to my many friends today & tomorrow to see if any of them know of a way....
 
meanwhile for whats it worth i went to the police & gave them a copy plus a complete list of what was stolen....but they did not know when they could look at it or assign a detective to investigate....& a week later they still have not looked into this case......it could be weeks before they get around to it......
 
i know this guy & he will get rid of the cloths that don't fit him & that will be more than 80% as he has a big waist line......so every day that passes means it will be very unlikely i will get any of them back....
 
.....there were over 200 articles with a replacement cost of over $3,250.00 stolen but the ones that hurt the most were my long blonde wig ($150) which i wear 80% of the time .....& all my waist cinchers  & corsets & girdles($750) which i often wear with very tight little skirts & all my school girl skirts ($500) .....& all my thigh high stockings (over 50 pair, i had to buy some just  to wear last weekend) .....& all my lingeria & most of my bras....it took over 5 yrs to collect some of these things, as many were one of a kind like my 'Daddy's little Girl' skirt, i wore 2 weeks ago for a photo shoot.....most of the cloths in the photo shoots for this sites profile were taken also.......
 
the real bitch is i dated this guy & have on several occastions given him cloths, so he didn't have to wipe me out....actually i do have cloths left just not my best....
 
for locals in Reno..... if YOU know this guy please let me know.....
white male 40's, 5'-10", 200 lbs, brown-black hair & beard, bluish eyes....works for a pest control.....a straight guy, who likes to wear female clothing esp bras & panties & thigh highs under his cloths........
 
again thank YOU for any help , sub/slave/maid tina

10/8/2008 12:19:39 PM
Hello All....i do try to be real here, so i will be making a few changes in my profile, as i've been taking heavy hormones for the past 10 months & my sissy cock has gotten very small (i now call it my sissy clitty) so i think i will change my profile from 'shemale' to pre-op transexual that is being sissified to serve as a 'enslaved sissy maid'....i no longer can cum but i get very horny when there is a butt plug in my little sissy ass,  it is so intense (last night my date had me keep it in for 12 hours & i was humping it in my ass while i was sucking His & another's cock)...that my only release now is that i want to serve my Dom/Master as His maid & His enslaved sissy sex toy for filling His every desire.....fondly, sub/slave/maid tina

9/18/2008 1:07:28 PM
Hello All....wow a 2nd wild weekend since returning from my craft sales this summer up at lake Tahoe....
 
It started off on Friday when the Dom, who has a sail boat on Lake Tahoe, invited me up to go sailing.....the weather was perfect with little wind (just enough to keep the sails full) & temperatures into the evening in the 80's.....The Dom asked me to wear some fetish wear, so i wore a black vinyl short shorts & matching halter top with long black vinyl gloves & my collar & wrist & ankle cuffs....i've down loaded into my photos a picture of me tied to the mast in this outfit (#1 in my profile pictures)....
 
i got my name 'tina louise' from Ginger in 'Gilligan's Island' therefore W/we played 'Skipper & Ginger' while sailing around the lake... i took over 100 photos including many of me tied to the mast & Him climbing up on the rigging & forcing His long cock into to my helpless mouth ;) also a few of His cock fucking my breasts & little sissy ass...oh my, was this the absolute best time i've ever had ....YES it was & now today i just got an email from Him asking, if i wanted to go up sailing again....i didn't hesitate a moment, YES!!!....we finished off the evening with Him BarBQing us steaks while sailing & it was such a warm nite i wasn't even cold in my scantily clad body ;)...
 
Saturday i returned to Reno & got ready for a nite at the 1099 club.....what a nite it was ;)....met a guy in the evening there for drinks & after we talked for awhile i suggested that we use the 'play room'...which made him very happy...W/we played in there orally for some time, when a swinger couple came in & joined us...after awhile another two guys came in one climbing on top of me & forced his long cock down my throat, while several of those there (including my first gentleman, whom i tried to keep entertained by stroking him) played with me....after an hour or so the other parties left for drinks & i got down on the first gentleman & in a few he came loads which i swallowed with a smile...i then got dressed & went out for drinks....later another guy took me into the room & he pounded my little sissy ass...while recouping, the swinger couple came back in & she stripped for a 4-some of fun ;)...i think it was 5 am before i made it back to my van fully satisfied & ready for pleasant dreams...
 
Sunday evening while listing to the live jazz/blues band there at the 1099....a good looking lady comes in & sits next to me...she was there on request of her husband....she was looking for someone to take home to him to play with....well after a little while i agreed to go home with her, if she agreed to bring me back...upon entering their very nice home, her husband was all over me, while she got me a glass of wine....they both took turns sucking & playing with me continuously filling my wine glass....what a way to end a fantastic weekend.....God, do i love Reno!!!
 
To All have Fun & Play Safe, sincerely, sub/slave/maid tina


9/8/2008 4:35:58 PM
Hello All......this past weekend was  my first weekend back in Reno  from the lake in 6 weeks..... i have been going up to Lake Tahoe to sell at the market most of the summer & my last weekend there over Labor day was exceptionally good in sales...then i spent Sunday night & Monday, Sept 1st(my birthday) on a Dom's sail boat on the lake...it was a great & fun way to celebrate my birthday...........i really loved deep throating His long cock on my first sail boat adventure...........
.......then i rested the 1st few days back in town.....then Friday morning ihad a date with a Dom i have met before, when He came by my van & woke me up.....we spent the next 16 hrs playing along the Truckee river here in Reno.....i wore  a short soft satin skirt (black with roses) & a tight satin black blouse which He made certain was not buttoned up too high showing off my breast cleavage (which the hormones are enhancing of late )..........with this i wore dark thigh highs with high heeled pumps.....i also had a good sized butt plug inserted in my tight little sissy ass  along with a buckling collar (which was pulled very tight & buckled) with 'o' ring around my sissy balls & cock ................& a collar around my neck with a large 'O' ring....then under my satin mini skirt a leash was attached to my cock collar & pulled up to my neck ring & through it's 'O' ring....all making for a hot & playful day & evening along the river,........... as He loved to lead me around holding on to the leash & showed me off to people He knew....of course when ever someone was walking past us during the day we would let up on pulling the leash, so the slack in it would allow the soft skirt to fall back down & cover my collared balls ...........but at night it was always taunt...... after the sun had set,  it was dark so we often got up on various concrete benches & tables & played....he enjoyed sucking my imprisoned sissy cock while i rocked on my ass filled with the large plug on the hard concrete park benches & rocks that we played on ................at one point a friend of His came by & certainly was turned on with me in this seemingly helpless stage .................He joined in on the fun on this warm late summer night along the Truckee river making for a perfect first weekend back in Reno.................
 
But it wasn't going to end here ..............after resting during the day of Saturday, i got ready for the swingers party at the 1099 club....the theme this month was 'school girl' which is absolutely my favorite play attire & i have so many short pleated skirts that it was easy for me to put  together a great 'little school girl' out fit ................a very short red & black pleated skirt , a waist cincher pulled very tight,  with a satin white silky blouse that unzipped in the front to show lots of cleavage, a tight black belt showing off the small waist, thigh highs, black silky thong with a little white bow, my sissy cock & ball collar very tightly in place , 5 inch black patient pumps, ankle & wrist leather cuffs, & my collar with large 'O' ring on my neck....i wore my long blond wig & had the leash around my waist for use later if needed.............well not to brag, but i was the best dressed there .............& i got plenty of awards, as 5 times i was taken into the play room to swallow loads of cum ...............now this is why i love Reno & was so glad to be back after 6 weeks up at the lake ................ 
 
Always play safe & don't stop having loads of fun...fondly sub/slave/maid tina

8/14/2008 1:05:39 PM
Hello All.......i wanted to let all know that i'm now half way thru traveling up to Lake Tahoe for the market up there (3 weekends down & 3 to go ;))...... i have been doing extremely well with the sales of my crafts up there,  but i so look forward to some real R & R ;).....just haven't had any free time for sex or meating ;).....but i have & will continue to try to answer everyone during the weekdays i'm back in Reno....after Labor day i will be looking to meet many of YOU ;).............................fondly, sub/slave/maid tina


7/28/2008 4:18:24 PM

Hello All....i'm back in Reno after a long weekend up at Lake Tahoe....i'm doing the market up there & its a lot of work...my body is beat up from the enormous display i have, which is over 3,000 pounds & it is  12' by 20' of an heavy iron structure to put up & take down (it takes 6 to 8 hrs to put up).....also i have to lift all of this weight  many times during the course of the 3 days.....i have bruises & cuts up & down my arms from all the sharp objects  & containers i have in loading them & then unloading & then setting up my display & then packing & then taking down the display & then reloading into my van........ then being outside in the hot sun from 6 am to 9 pm each day (Fri thru Sun)dried my skin out...

 

 this is the first of 6 weekends i plan on going up there.....this means, sorry to say, no dates till Sept (i'll need time to heal all the cuts & bruises & replenish oils in my dried out skin)....it also means that i will only be on line a few times a week till Sept.....as i'll be very  busy making new products to replace those i sold.....

 

the good news for me is that i made lots of money & can pay off some bills including one of my loans...also i got lots of compliments on my display & products, which always pleases me.& i enjoyed the beauty of traveling up to & around Lake Tahoe on Friday afternoon & returning on Monday morning....then a real treat for me & why i enjoy going up there every summer, besides being able to camp right there at the site, which is in the middle of the forest (not down in the business section) is that  on Saturday evening, after all have left the market, i was able to walk to the Truckee River a very short distance from the market & wade out into it's glassy smooth water, while watching the sunset....it was far away from buildings & people & my only company was a mother duck & her 6 babies, who must have just hatched, as they were so small & cute ;) .....that's reward enough for all my soreness & bruised & cut arms ;)....now i must get busy &  make replacements for all that i sold, which is another reason i won't be on line much during the week & of course i have no access to the Internet while up at Tahoe on the weekends (Fri thru to Mon) & why i must deny requests for dates till Sept...

 

i will get to YOUR messages ASAP, however, expect delays....fondly, sub/slave/maid tina


7/21/2008 4:47:25 PM
hello All here at Collarme...wow this week is blowing me away or should i say i'm blowing so many away ;)...i decided to put an ad on Craig's list for the first time in over 2 yrs...i gave up do to the amount of 'no shows' & 'game players' i have encountered on it....but in one week, now,  i've gotten over 45 messages just here in the little town of Reno...granted (i have gotten 2 'no shows' & 2 young dudes a little taken back by my age i was honest & describing myself as a 'mature' shemale ;)....but to the good stuff....

one response wanted to play at a close by motel....i brought in my sexiest cloths, 2 travel bags of sex & bondage toys, & magazines (it was a short stay so i didn't bring in the 3 boxes of videos).....after some great oral, we talked about other play options....leading to my dressing up as a 'little school girl sissy' (one of my fav).....then reading to him while standing in 5 inch heels from the 'Enslaved Sissies & Maids" & "Forced Womanhood" (two publications from centurion & the 'Romantic Sensations' here in Reno just a block from the 1099 club that i hang at)......he played my teacher & i his student learning to read aloud....the fun part was while i was standing there with a big butt plug up my little sissy ass, if i messed up on my reading like missing  a word or unable to pronounce a name (my weakness ;)) he would have me walk to him & bend over & with one of my paddles he would left my little pleated skirt & whack my little sissy white ass....let me tell You that after about an hour of this my ass was far from being white ;)....of course during this reading we would discuss all the ideas presented in the stories of training sissies to be good little slaves & maids (a subject that is dear to my sexual pleasures)....such a turn on for me & i might add for him as we went 24 hrs non stop :)....love this town...

oh yea, i  also met at the 1099 on the weekend & had a real good looking cowboy take me to the Sienna Hotel & Casino on Saturday night (my 2nd stay there in 2 weeks ;) ....the room over looked the river & did we ever have fun fun.....so if i'm tardy in getting to my mail here do excuss me please its been one of those weeks ;)....
please enjoy life is too short not too ;)
fondly sub/slave/maid


7/7/2008 4:48:20 PM
 

Hello All.......

Thursday's date form Cal did not show up (his loss).....then Friday the 4th things were slow due to the 4th & fireworks i guess.... but the last 3 days made up for it....i got a new title 'Twin peaks Countess
' (due to my breast size no doubt) on Saturday nite & performed 'Sweet Dreams'  & got good tips...

also  met a guy there at the 1099 club, who took me back to his room at the Sienna....i just left a couple of hrs ago (Monday noon)...lots of oral with cum (my jaw is sore from many hrs of sucking  ;) & with a golden shower thrown in ;).......my kinda weekend ;).......

fondly, sub/slave/maid tina

 


7/2/2008 2:18:07 PM
Hello All...not sure when i'll get on line again as a Dom from Sacramento is getting to town at 10 am tomorrow (Thursday) & he wants me to be his maid & sextoy (i'm bringing my 2 bags of toys & magazines ;))....then friday (the 4th of July) the libraries are closed so i won't be able to get on line....then Saturday (July 5th)there is a big drag & title show (i'm getting an title) at the 1099 club....so i do expect i'll be very busy this weekend ;)....then Sunday the usual brunch & fun at the 1099 ;).....but i will get to my messages early next week...have a great 4th of JULY ;)...
fondly sub/slave/maid tina

6/28/2008 11:27:37 AM
 

Hello All here on Collarme....

Last weekend was 'Smoking Hot' here in Reno...literally & figuratively ;)....

the temperature have been in the 90's & the 800 +++ fires in California has this town covered in a thick layer of brown smoke...You can't even see the Mountains that surround the town with less than 1 mile visibility...& walking outside has been really unhealthy...i cut my usual 2 to 4 mile walks/day down to two miles or less...i have to keep my little sissy ass in shape ;)....

 

On the other hand i was liking the 'Smoking Hot' action inside, as last weekend just may have been my hottest ever at the 1099 club...Friday night  i showed a gentleman the playroom & he could hardly wait to stick his manhood deep into me ;)....yes i do love to get fucked ;) ....

 

Then on Saturday night it was the monthly 'Swingers' Night' at the 1099...two guys took turns buying me drinks & after the subject of 'the room' came up the three of us were the first into it ;)...next thing i know i'm undressed & on the floor & one guy was doing my little sissy cock while i sucked the other one's big hard one ;)...this proceeded for the longest time ;) just never too much fun....then swingers started filtering in to do their thing, so we ended our fun & returned to the bar & exchanged emails...love this place, as on Monday i got a message from one of them right here on Collarme ;)....

 

But i'm not finished with the weekend ;) as on Sunday afternoon a guy comes into the bar & sits next to me...after a short conversation, W/we realize that W/we have so much in common.... including he lives in Mendocino county & i use to have a farm there in the 80's for 10 yrs.....he's tan & very good looking ...in fact all the guys, in the club,  are eying him ;)...after a few drinks we take a cab to the Sands, where he has a room....we had hrs of fun with lots of oral & cum ...after he left early in the morning for home, i stayed, relaxed, & showered on Monday morning...all the time thinking at my age, i must be one of the luckiest persons in Reno, if not thru out the land ;)...

 

i'm in discussions with several Doms here of late on the possibility of becuming their pet/slave/maid/sub/little girl on a LTR basis & i do hope to achieve this at some point, but in the meantime i'm going to play to my hearts content ;)....

 

So to All here, who are following my adventures, play save & have fun... for memories is all we have when we walk or are carried out of here ;), sub/slave/maid tina

 

 


6/17/2008 3:14:46 PM

 

Hello All.....well finally a day of rest, the past 3 weeks were rather busy ;)

......the person form Washington was here for 2 weeks....the good was that he brought down his new $30,000 Centennial Harley & took me for rides all over the area, & i really got to like being a biker bitch for the first time ;).....the bad was his sleeping habits, as he falls asleep every night between 7 & 8 pm then wakes up between 3 & 4 pm...the ugly is no sex :( ....so i went out on the weekend in between when he was here (he got us a room with a kitchen for the 2 weeks close to the 1099 club).....the guy, who drove me home from the 1099 late Saturday  night, talked me into joining him in the back of his SUV in the hotel parking lot.....finally i thought some real fun ;)...yes i guess i am a little naughty bitch ;).....maybe i need to find a Daddy/Dom to teach me to be a good little girl ;).....

 

Before the person returned to Washington, he did help me finally fix my carb problem with my van....it was a 3 yr nuisance with a closed choke causing excessive gas burning & impossible starts (it was an electronic heating element connected to the choke coil)...he also was very generous in taking me out to dinners etc & wow a shower every night was sweet after living in my truck...... but before he left, i had to tell him that we actually have very little in common esp. in the sexually play area....i had with me 2 VCR's & 3 boxes of Shemale XXX Tapes & 2 over nite bags filled with sex toys, paddles, bondage things, & 2 spreader bars i had recently made with easy clips & i also brought a collection of centurion magazines on forced feminizing, chastity, masks & hoods, shemales, etc (which i usual encourage dates to look thru & get their reactions, so i have a clue as to their likes).....he had NO interest in any of this, tho he did look quickly thru the magazines half embarrassed.....

 

Hey i love to play & all i ask is that the person i'm with at least show some interest & YOU don't need to fuck me, if that's a worry!....i love oral & bondage....he left before the 2nd weekend giving me a couple of days alone in the room....after he had left, on Saturday i met a newbie to the 1099 club & showed him the back private play room there....we enjoyed an hour & 1/2 till i swallowed his sweet protein.....then Sunday, after i checked out of the hotel, the Dom who has me over for a shower & dinner picked me up early....i was able to take my 2 piece bathing suit & soak up some sun for a start of a sexy tan line, which he loves....i was amazed how little my maleness is now showing under the bikini ....a result of the hormones i've been taking all this yr....he loves how my breasts are growing too from the hormones....after the basketball game, we played till he came covering most of my body with cum.....very enjoyable ;).....

 

then it was 4 days of the Coronation starting on Thursday.....there were 9 events, covering most of the hrs of each day....lots of drinking, 300 drag queens & t-girls, lots of fantastic performers, i performed "My Little Run-a-way" late Friday nite at the 1099, the Coronation on Saturday nite at Harra's was awesome, i went as a slave in a full length translucent gold to blue gown, & with leather cuffs & collars & chains (hope to have a picture posted here in a week), & so many friends from all over the USA.....

 

Now to rest & catch up on my messaging....Have fun & play safe, sub/slave/maid tina


5/22/2008 4:22:26 PM
HELLO All....WOW another fantastic weekend in Reno.... in fact it was  a very hot 4 starweekend at the 1099 (actually Reno broke temperature records on 3 of the days all in the HIGH 90's for this time of yr ....but today the wind chill is down to the low 50's).....
Thursday it was two gentlemen buying me drinks all night with some oral fun thrown in....
Friday a good looking young man  brought me drinks then took me out to his truck for mutual oral satisfaction (& who says YOU can't get some?) .......... 
Saturday night i performed in the drag show at the 1099 club & made some good tip money & then when things seemed to be slowing down for the evening a real athletic hunk walked in & grabbed everyone's eye as HE circled the bar, & then he sat next to me ......after a drink, we went out to the patio, where we compared my little sissy cock to HIS manly huge cock& it was no contestso i got to suck on HIS for quite some time, tho deep throating was extremely difficult do to HIS size.....
Sunday the Dom, whom i often visit here in Reno, came by the club & picked me up....at his home, we again shared the shower together, then he wined & dinned me, then it was play time.... this time on the floor near a big fan due to the heat (both the weather & his) ....he eventually fell asleep with his cock in my mouth & the fan cooling my still pink sissy butt...... love this town!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
The person i visited for 4 months this yr up in Washington is arriving here in Reno next weekend & he will be in town for nearly 3 weeks....the 3rd weekend is the Drag Queen Court Coronation for Reno (it's the 33rd yr), which i will be busy at...so it may be at least 3 weeks before i can get to answering all my messages....if this is the case please be patient i will get to all of them eventually......i always answer everyone .....
 
One disappointment this week....i have been exchanging messages with a Dom here on collarme & everything was looking exceptional , His age (close to mine), His interests (similar to mine), His desire to keep me 24/7 in stockings, garter belts or waist cinchers, & high heels(my favorite things), His desire to often keep my sissy butt plugged (my desire), His large home & double car garage with high ceilings & beams for suspension play (my excitement), & His desire to get me to him very soon (my desire to find someone like this very soon).....but all of this dream ended yesterday, when He asked, "if i pass in public?"....of course i was honest & said only with some men & very few women...to which He responded that it (U/us) was over then,  because his daughter & son-in-law visit Him often & they do not know that He is bi....
 
OK...read my lips....i'm a shemale (transsexual), which means in a large part of this country, i'm considered  GAY.......if this is a PROBLEM WITH YOUR FAMILY OR FRIENDS PLEASE  DO NOT fantasize that it will work between U/us, as IT WILL NOT WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so let's not carry on a long exchange of messages only to later dissolve O/our dreams with reality, I DO NOT PASS!!!!!
 
Thank YOU for understanding........ play safe & enjoy,
sub/slave/maid tina

4/29/2008 3:23:46 PM
Hello All....well it's really rocking here in Reno....over 200 earth quakes in a week....last weekend while at the 1099 club a 4.7 rumbled thru the bar...making several patrons a little nervous.....one poor chap i took into the back room & to calm his nerves & gulped down loads of cum after sucking on His sweet cock for a short while...
 
 
Yesterday a Dom here in Reno, who i often visit, came to the library, where i get on the Internet, to pick me up....we went to his house & loaded some pics he had worked on of me to my CD that i take to the libraries to share here....i'm sharing them now with all who write me here....then W/we had a great dinner.... then showered together which was fun (it's been too long since i've had this pleasure)....he even got my little clitty- dicky to get aroused, as He rubbed soap all over my body & my clitty-dicky & i played with His large cock & of course went down on Him as we rinsed off together.... my arousal was a bit of a surprise, as since i started taking large amounts of Estradiol hormones for the past 5 months, my clitty-dicky has not responded as it use too....then W/we went off to bed, as He just loves my body & large breasts & He just couldn't wait till W/we were laying next to each other... He also says i'm the best at sucking  His cock, which i do for hrs & after He played with my body for awhile, did He ever cum in large amounts all over my little clitty-dicky & rubbing it in saying "good little girl"...& W/we feel asleep in each other's arms both fully satisfied :).......a truly fabulous evening for U/us both....

tonight a Dom, from another site & is visiting Reno this week, & is meeting me....he is into the bondage, hot wax, & spanking aspects of this life style, so it should be an interesting evening for sure....will up date in a few days....

enjoy, sub/slave/maid tina

4/9/2008 1:44:23 PM
Hello All......well the Atlanta trip is out, so i'm updating my journal again....the Dom there  in Atlanta has gotten 3 strikes.....1st strike.... he lives in a one room apartment (which i was willing to accept as He said i could keep my cloths in a storage unit near by)..... 2nd strike..... he can't afford to get me a ticket to Atlanta & wanted me to hitchhike there (the more i thought about the dangers of this i became nervous)..... 3rd strike...... (after a month of chatting) i find out he smokes, which in a small studio apartment is impossible for me to accept (both my parents died in 1979 at an early ages from smoking & i have a smokers cough when even in a room with smoke for extended times)....
 
So, as of now, i have NO commitments to any Dom/Master other than the dates i get at the 1099 club, which are no more than one day/night play times (which i do enjoy, this past weekend i had 2 such dates one on Friday night & the 2nd on Sunday night).....
 
However, i'm here to meet someone for a long term BDSM relationship...either as their 50's housewife, maid, submissive sextoy, pet, slave or all the above....preferably someone as mature & real as i am.....fondly, sub/slave/maid


4/8/2008 3:17:22 PM
Hello All....sure love this town (Reno)....met a gentleman visiting from Texas...& he showed me some southern comfort in his fantastic suite atop the new Grand Sierra ....that was Friday, then a great benefit show at the 1099 club on Saturday, & then another Gentleman on Sunday showed me some local hosbitality at his place......
A Dom here is trying to have me hitch hike his way to Atlanta....not big on hitch hiking but if perchance some one is heading that way do let me know......fondly, sub/slave/maid tina

4/3/2008 1:00:11 PM
Hello All Here...well first off the Dom, who was going to meet me in Reno for an interview to be His kajira slut slave,  called me a couple of weeks ago from His room in Reno (after reading my last entry to my journal), saying that, since i apparently prefer to be a sissy boy over being a kajira slave, he no longer wanted to meet me.....
 
Fact is i do like different role playing, which includes sissy boy-girl play, pet play, maid & school girl play, as well as a slutty slave play....i seek sensual play & bondage play....i do not seek to be beaten & abused....this Dom had said that when we first meet that He was going to slap my face, as a greeting, then i was to fall to my knees & worship His cock....later He was going to stick pins in me etc....so when He called i did not say that i would prefer being with him over a more sensual person...end of story....
 
i do seek a real relationship & have been in bondage & have been given heavy spankings both by hand, paddle, cane, riding crop  & flogging with out complaining.....& if YOU read back thru my journal, YOU will find that a Dom did beat me so bad that i had to call 911 & an ambulance took me to the hospital for Xrays.....i do not want to go thru this again....in fact i spent many months deciding if i even wanted to try this life style again...fortunately i have returned & have had many Doms travel me to them for some very enjoyable fun times.....i am just not going to be a whipping post with needles stuck in me & hit in the face....i have way too many scars now.....
 
On the positive side still having fun since my return to Reno...the Gentleman, who took me home from the 1099 my first week back, has again last week showed me why i love large black cocks...don't take me wrong,  i'm NOT a size queen, however, how sweet it is......
 
Again i feel i should repeat that,  i answer everyone here, but i use the library to connect to the Internet, therefore it may take a few days to get back to YOU....also i'm looking for people over 40 to meet ...younger than that, just has been shown to me,  NOT to be  worth my time....  
 
To All enjoy life & play safe, sub/slave/maid tina

3/11/2008 12:58:40 PM
Hello All...well i made it back to Reno...been here for a week....my 1st weekend was a busy one two great dates....the first one being all oral exchange on Friday night with a body builder i met at the 1099 club....then Saturday night i met a guy who took me home & after oral did my hungry  little ass quite nicely....then on Wednesday i met a guy at the club who took me to the Atlantis top floor suite & we played dress up with his suit case of silky undies stopping for oral now & then....its why i love Reno, as you'll never know what you will get....
 
Last week end tho i must say opened some repressed desires in me...i have always been the sub/slave/maid to Doms & Masters but now have a real desire to be a Daddy's little girl/ sissy boy.....i spent the entire weekend with a guy in his hotel room without sleep or food just being his little sissy boy/girl with a little girlly skirt on  with thigh highs above which he wrote on my leg the word "sissy" in red lipstick next to my little 'sissy balls & cock' which he kept a tight collar & little leash on....he also made me keep a large butt plug in my sissy ass....we watched shemale videos & gave each other oral sex for two days like this....because i'm taking large amounts of hormones my cock doesn't get large but being tied in a tight collar it felt so good when my Daddy played with my enlarged balls under my ruffled girly mini skirt...Daddy loved to suck on them & often commented on how pretty my little 'sissy clitty'.....to be honest this was as much fun as i have had in a long time....now i think i need a Daddy to make me his 'little sissy girlyboy'.....
fondly, 'little sissy' tina

2/15/2008 2:33:24 PM
Hello All...well i was told today that W/we are going down tonght to the  lifestyle       B & B, which was sold & help with the move......then i will stay down there during next week helping with the cleanup.....i'm happy to help, as it was a great place to visit & i sure enjoyed the dungeon there....however, this means most likely that i will not be on line very much during the next week & may not get back on line till i get back to Reno on the 27th of Feb.....i do hope to purchase a replacement laptop for the one, which was stolen out of my truck last summer, when i return to Reno...if i do, then i hope to be on line to chat with all my friends here a lot more often after returning to Reno....Till then please be patient with me, as i do answer every message i recieve here, tho it may be awhile now.....thanks to ALL of YOU, sub/slave/maid tina

2/6/2008 1:57:18 PM
Hello Everyone Here on Collarme....news from the human yo-yo.....sometimes it's how i feel strung-out & going up & down in emotions & hope.....i'm not spoken for at this time....i've decided, in part do to the weather in Reno, to spend 3 more weeks in N. Washington with the person here, (who  really likes me, but is more of a sub & not the Dom i so seek thru this venue), before returning to Reno......i'm now scheduled to return to Reno on the 26th of Feb.....i may be still meeting the Dom, who wanted to interview me as a possible future kajira slave, sometime in March, when he visits Reno......
 
On the positive side of it all, may i give a big shout out & thumb's up to the growing number of people viewing my profile here.....i THANK EACH & EVERYONE OF YOU!!!!......makes me feel a little special & gives each day up here in grey's ville, of rainy N. Washington,  a bright moment to focus on for the day......& i keep telling myself that this is so much better than spending the freezing cold nights of Reno in my truck & then i open my messages here & smile :) ............
 
i thought i would a moment to mention here a change that i'm physically going thru......some might deem it an important update to my profile, given the frequent questions i get regarding my fem cock/balls.....yes i still have them, but for the past two months i have been taking a large amount of hormones (2mg of Estradiol 3 times a day).....this is higher amount than is most often prescribed to t-girls......the effects are: sore nipples, a darkening of nipple color, slight size increase of the nipple, breast, ass & hips.....i expect the effects on size to continue & possible increase, as i continue with this dosage throughout the remainder of this yr.......also, most importantly for some, this amount of hormones has resulted in the complete non arousal of my now very fem cock/balls....sort of like self imposed chastity of sorts....the person here, that i'm staying with, still likes to play with them, but they are not responding, as they did when i first arrived here back in November.....
 
well with that news, i'll end this update, & as always i answer every message sent to me, so keep 'em coming.....hugs, sub/slave/maid tina

1/14/2008 12:27:22 PM


she is under consideration to be a kajira slutslave.


1/14/2008 10:33:17 AM
Hello all....for most of U/us the single most important reason to be here on this site is to achieve O/our goal of either collaring a sub/slave or in my case being collared as a sub/slave......

on this site i've met several protential Masters & Doms, however, for one reason or another i have yet to be collared for more than a short period of time.....this may change next month.....i have met a Gorean Master, here, that will have me travel to Him for a interview, after i return to Reno.....this interview is to see if i'm suited to be trained as a kajira slutslave...

Right now, i'm still up in N. Washington escaping having to live in my truck in the cold & snow of Reno....but unfortunately the person here turns out to be more a sub than a Dom....he is nice, but now i'm anxious to get back to Reno on Feb 5th & see my friends there & prepare myself for the interview the following week with this possible future Master.....

Because of being under consideration to be a kajira slutslave, a position that i would love to experience, i will NOT consider any other offers here  untill after i meet this Master, & it is desided, if i will be accepted for training or not.....

To my many friends, i have made here, i will continue to chat with you & keep you all informed (so you won't worry), however, for the time being i will not converse with new Doms/Masters here....
i will simply send the following......

she is under consideration to be a kajira slutslave....

wish me luck, fondly future kajira slutslave tina

1/4/2008 9:24:48 AM
Hello to All...i hope in 2008 all YOUR bdsm dreams become exciting & adventurous as mine were in 2007....

speaking on that, i have desided to stay up in N. Washington for one more month before returning to Reno.....
Yes it's snowing in Reno, which makes living in my truck very difficult....hopefully by Feb 5th, when i now plan on returning, the snow will have passed....
 
the bdsm Bed & Breakfast near Seattle, i was hoping to be the maid at, has been sold....great for the owners, who in these difficult times have been trying to sell it for quite some time, but for me a disapointment, as i was looking forward to being the live in maid there....

W/we're going there this weekend & in a few weeks there will be a celebration party there, which W/we will go to.....

i have truely enjoyed my visit up here, but i look forward to my return to Reno & possibly meeting some of the geat people that have contacted me here over the past few months....

as i have often said, i answer all who contact me here, & i am TRUELY looking to settle down in a situation, where i'm owned/controlled as the sub/slave/pet/maid i so wish to be...

so do keep contacting me, i will get back to YOU ASAP....fondly, tina


12/17/2007 11:43:36 AM
Hello All.....i'm back up in Northern Washington with the person i visited last month at least thru the 8th of Jan....

we will be going down to the SM/BD Bed & Breakfast, east of Seattle, on the 22nd for the event there...i will be the maid there for it...then we stay thru Christmas & then we return up here....

it's so nice not being in Reno, right now, living in my truck, as it is soooo cold there this time of yr & the snow & ice never completely goes away....my 2 weeks there, between visits up here, were filled with vehicle problems & lots of time trying to get warm...did get lucky a couple of nights, esp liked one night getting my little pussy ass some much needed action & another night oral was also well-cum.....

no new pics yet, but i hope to get some next week...meanwhile some from the photo shoot i did last time (Thanksgiving weekend) in Seattle, photo # 2 & # 13 are from that shoot (starting tomorrow if approved)....

i am finally caught up on my message answering & i so Thank ALL of YOU WHO HAVE WRITTEN me....& YES i am still seeking a DOM/MASTER for full time ......

May YOUR Holidays be Filled with Fun & Happiness, sub/slave/maid tina


12/10/2007 5:47:08 PM
Hello All i'm heading up to Washington & will not be on line till Thursday....also i was unable to answer the many messages this weekend do to my truck not running...sorry for all the delays....hope to catch up by next weekend....fondly, sub/slave/maid tina

12/6/2007 9:09:23 AM
Hello All ......i have returned to Reno & i am catching up on my rest.....i will be going back up to Washington next week to stay thru the holidays......will be going to a party at the sm/bd Bed & Breakfast near Seattle & another party at the sm/bd group in Vancouver ....hope to take lots of pics......will leave for Washington on Dec 11th & will return to Reno on Jan 8th...

the person, i was visiting in Washington near the Canadian Boarder for the past month, asked me to return..... i will visit him again, but unfortunately W/we are not going to continue in a M/s relationship, as he is more of a switch & i'm too much a submissive to top, etc...he did love my maid duties, body, & friendliness, but W/we never had sex, which for me is a part of a relationship....W/we did have lots of fun & W/we enjoyed each other's company.....He did show me much of the area & parts of Canada, & W/we went to 3 different lifestyle munches (2 in Canada & one east of Seattle), & He took me to a great BD/SM party in Vancouver, Canada, where i was stripped of clothes & tied to a 'X' & received a great sensual flogging nude in front of everyone.....had a large gathering of lookers over in the area of the hall i was in....W/we weren't allowed to take pics there but check out my photo # 6 it was taken before we left to Canada......
 
W/we went to Seattle 3 times, two of which was at a Domme t-girl,  who makes bondage videos, where i had lots of photos taken...the last visit on Thanksgiving weekend we made a video, which hopefully will be on her web site soon....i have about 60 photos i hope to process soon for sending out.....check out pics #1 & #3 they were taken on my first visit to her place.....

we visited friends east of Seattle for Thanksgiving weekend...they are converting their house into a Bed & Breakfast for this life style complete with a play room...the house has 6 bed rooms & down stairs a very large room with fireplace, which will be converted to the playroom....they loved my maid duties, as i did all the dishes & cleanup after the Thanksgiving dinner for a large group, as well as defrosted & cleaned a large side by side refrig/freezer, which hadn't been cleaned in over  YR...& i didn't need to be told what to do, as i have the natural instincts to see what needs cleaning & i do it without waiting to be told to do so.......so there is a possibility in the future i might become the maid for this B&B sometime in the future....check out pics #10 & #11...they were taken at this B & B.....
 
meanwhile i'm still looking to be the submissive slave/maid for a Dom or couple.....i can relocate...i have very few limits....i love being a sissy maid, puppy/pony play, corset training, bondage & discipline, cages, anal training, chastity, & being a cum slut......

i hope the Holiday Season brings YOU much Happiness & as always Play Safe..... fondly, sub/slave/maid tina



11/13/2007 9:01:48 AM
Hello from Northern Washington, about 10 miles from the Canadian boarder....i've been here, now, 2 weeks & the Dom likes me so much, that he asked me to stay thru Thanksgiving....then i will return to Reno on the 27th of Nov.....

it has been a fun filled stay thus far, including lots of site seeing (my 1st time up here in this area & in Seattle), rope bondage, tied to a bench & a flogging session, & an audition photo shoot for a SM/BD  video....

also i have been a good maid & have spent a lot of time cleaning His house, which has impressed Him.... He likes my little maid's uniform & the way i keep my balls in bondage..... 


this week W/we are making two trips to Canada for a munch on Wed & to visit a SM/BD club (Rascals) there on Saturday.....it has been arranged by the Dom, i'm visiting here, to have a Domme give me a good flogging while there....i can't wait.....

i'm so pleased with the photos from the above mentioned photo shoot that i wanted to share two with all here...so go to my photos & check out photo #1 & #3 they look great.....i am really looking forward to doing the bondage video next week with the Domme in Seattle, as she really knows how to photograph ....

enjoy & i look forward to chatting soon with many of YOU  (i have always answered everyone who contacts me, Doms are always 1st)
, sub/slave/maid tina

10/19/2007 4:58:53 PM
Hello to All...well its that time of year again when i get the itch to travel & thus far i have 3 possible situations in discussion now for possible trials , one,  a Dom, in Seattle, where i be visiting next month for a 12 day visit, he is planning on taking me to the BD/SM clubs in the area & in Vancouver, then another one in Texas with a couple, if they decide yes, i be going down there in Dec for a week or two trial as their maid/slave, & one in Colorado, we have not set a date for an interview trial, but this Dom has gotten me a room to stay in one night this week to chat with him on the phone & he is talking on the possibility of flying me to Thailand for SRS & voice change....i have spent a lot of time on line with all tree possible parties & feel all three deserve my immediate attention & meeting.......because i believe to go further requires a trial period & then a true decision can be made based on the chemistry of that meeting....in this case i would want to meet all three before i made my decision....of course i have told all three that i am considering three, without going into detail....i feel all parties should meet before a commitment is made...so many here are just game players, as we all know, if we have been here for any time.....
 
meanwhile here in Reno i have been busing being a little cock sucker getting my fill of cum in both of my sissy holes.....averaging two a week & thinking how lucking i am to be in such a travel destination as Reno...maybe i should put my name in the travel brochure.....nah, too busy now....:)
 
take care & have fun, fondly, sub/slave/maid tina 

9/20/2007 4:25:59 PM
Hello All.....i can't believe it has been over 2 months since my last entry to my journal here on Collarme......i think i should be spanked for this....any takers???
 
Well part of the reason for this was that at the end of July, while parked in the 1099 club's parking lot, some one stole my lap top computer.....so i was unable to get on to the satellites, as i had been doing the past year....what really made this situation almost unbearable was that the security tapes of this Alt Bar, which i frequent, were erased before i could see who took my computer....i do have my thoughts on who took it, but now i will never know for sure....
 
Life seems to have the habit of teaching us things when it is going the hardest....the week after my lap top was stolen & i was still quite angry over it's lose & the erased security tapes....i was up at Lake Tahoe selling my crafts at the Tahoe Flea Market, when a small plane took off from the airport behind this small market of about 30 vendors....as the pilot rose up above us his engine died....he started to curve around to return to the airport....but he was dropping elevation at an alarming rate....he was headed straight at us, & in an heroic action he dove his plane straight down a few hundred yards from us....obviously he chose to end his life rather than endangering any of the 150 people at this market....an event like this puts all things in perspective, as i realized my lose was meaningless compared to this pilots life...
 
i know this is not my usual entry, but i wanted to relate these events to my friends here....i have spent several days, over the past few weeks getting a motel room & with my large computer, which i keep in storage,   saving many of the photos, that i had on my lap top & which i have sent out thu messages,   onto my large computer......i had to finish this last night the 19th of Sept as Yahoo was ending the saving of their user's photos on the 20th...i have now saved about 3,000 photos of myself, ponies, bondage, corsets, & Discipline subjects to my computer, which i had feared were lost with my lap top....
 
Ok one sexual story for those, who enjoy my exploits so much..... the weekend after the Tahoe Market had ended for the season,   a very nice Dom visiting Reno met me at the 1099 club on a Thursday night...we went to his suite at the Atlantis...my 1st time in a suite there & was i impressed....we played all night & i must say he was very impressive too (not that i'm a size queen), as i was sore for several days after he spent the night pounding my tight little pussyass....
 
Back at the club on Friday night, i met another gentleman, whom i went home with him for an oral encounter,  very delicious....then Saturday night another oral encounter, making it a 3 for 3 weekend, boy am i'm glad to be back in town on the weekends till next summer.....
 
Actually have been chatting with several Doms here & i'm ready to travel again this winter if one wants me too....i have enjoyed chatting with so many here, &  i thank each of you, who have contacted me....unfortunately with the lose of the lap top,  i'm using the public library computer most days during the week & i can't IM or send photo's...however, i'm trying to get a room once a week & hooking up my big computer for those purposes....
 
For now please play safe & hugs to all, sub/slave/maid tina

7/17/2007 8:49:17 PM
hello All...i so love life & the unexpected....i had another great weekend up at Lake Tahoe...then returning to Reno, after unloading some of my merchandise from my truck, i went by my fav alt bar the 1099....in cums a newbie.....he was from Texas & brought me several drinks....next thing i know is, we are walking to the adult theater across the street & up a block...

inside we are making heat rubbing each other....others in the theater are stretching their necks to see what my date is rubbing thru my denim hot pants....he unzips me moves my thong down & out pops my clitty...no one is watching the movie now....

He motions to the guy down from where we were sitting to cum join us....he stops jacking off & moves quickly to us...now i have two horny guys playing with my body & my little clitty & ball sack....i'm stretching out enjoying it all....then two sets of hands reach over me from behind...each grab a breast & pull down my little tight black tank top exposing my nipples to suck on....

4 guys now ravaging my body like no experience i have ever had before....i'm getting hard ....the two beside me take turns sucking on this very happy joy stick....as i reach out to play with their own joy sticks....the two behind me must be, i'm sure, playing with their own ones....

Finally i sense it's time to do my thing & get down on my hands & knees & first suck my dates hard cock, then go thro the others serving each in my best sucking motion....

My dates cums in heaps of hot juice...i rub some on my breast & swallow some....the movie did not compare to this hot hot session we had all experienced....i dressed & we parted to return to the 1099 club...he brought me a couple more drinks & we planed on meeting again...i love this life...

Play safe but by all means have fun....it is what life is for, sub/slave/maid tina louise 

7/11/2007 7:33:19 PM
hello All....well now i'm in a better mood...the Tahoe fire is out...i was able to go up & sell my crafts last weekend & had a great weekend...so i will be going to Tahoe for the rest of the summer, which means that i will be off line from Thur afternoon till Monday afternoon....expect delays in answering your messages...i do love & answer all...had an interesting evening last night, all-be-it too short....a swinger had me visit him, & was kind enough to supply a bottle of vodka...but he came in a few minites....i know a lady should feel it a compliment that a gentleman comes so fast in her presence, but i like a little more time playing....hint hint....oh well i got to take the bottle back to my van for a fun evening....stay smart/play safe, sub/slave tina louise 

6/27/2007 8:13:19 PM
Hello again...i think it's time to define what i'm NOT looking for....

of late i have gotten a lot of very young people contact me....i did answer them, as i answer everyone, but i could save a lot of time & work, if you all would understand that because of my age, i'm not interested in anyone under the age of 40....that is 40 years old..........

2nd i live in my truck using a satellite lap top computer, which means i am only on the net, when i can find a strong signal.....plus i have to use battery power to keep on the net...batteries run out often...so guess what, i can not & do not want to cam...that's right i'm not using up my battery power, so you can jackoff in front of your comfy in house powered computer......

3rd...for the same reasons above i can not use up my battery power to IM unless i see a real chance of meeting someone...that means if you live in another country the chances are i will not do IM with you.....

4th...i had some one ask me this week several times for a nude picture....this alone is Ok, but each time after he asked for the nude pic, he asked for my full name....well i didn't fall off a turnip truck...i stoped after the first time, & then after 4 times, i said that i felt he was a cop or a fed...i bring this up cause one can not be too carefull of the new laws....be careful...

5th... some of you may have head of the major fire we are having out here in Lake Tahoe...will it is right on top of the area i sell my crafts at during the summer...the result of this terrible event maybe that i have to drop my search for a Dom & make other plans to exist , the loss of income will seriously effect my existance here in Reno.....also, i'm  finding too many game players here right now, & believe me that fire & my future are NO GAME.....

please, if you are a game player, search else where for a sucker & allow me to answer real Doms, who want real slaves....as my time on this site may be very limited by this fire.........

May Your Dreams Cum True, & Peace & Happiness Follow Your Every Foot Step, sub/slave tina

6/7/2007 10:17:48 AM
Hello All....well a 2nd week in a row that was fun filled....i love fun, but i must say it is not my reason to be here on this site...i truely am looking for a Dom/slave relationship....i need to serve, as a sex toy, cum slave & a corseted maid 24/7/365......these entries here are just to show how fun loving i am....i can/want to serve a single Dom......
so with that in mind my past weekend......

the 5 days of fun started on thursday with the in town show at the 1099 club....i performed that nite...did "Free fallin'"......i was well tiped which was good for i like to tip & drink & still had money left for friday....

 friday's show was at the Holliday Inn....it was an out of town show , meaning performers from out of town perform....after that show we all went to the 1099 club....for another show.....it was well attended so i did not perform....

Saturday was the hosbitality party at the holiday inn during the day with free food & drinks.....after that i got ready for the Corination...unfortunately i forgot my camera....the Coranation was well attended & had lots of good performers....
after wards was the Las Vegas party at the 1099...being i know lots of the LV people form my trips down there i was asked to perform....tips were to be donated for the travel fund of the newly elected Empress & Emperor.....i did 'Sweet Dreams' & got lots of tips.....then the guy who some times is the security for the club during the swinger parties there....took me home....he has a nice long cock which was hard to deep throat but i did....then he took me into the bedroom were he fucked my tight little pussyass....after cuming he took off the rubber & had me suck out the cum....yummmmmmmmmmm

Sunday was the Victory Brunch at the holiday Inn...i did not go as i was out of money & i  needed to sleep as i didn't get back to my truck till 7am.....but the Alaska party was in the after noon at the 1099 club...they took a check so i was able to go....i was asked to perform again...& again the tips were for the travel fund of the newly elected court.....i performed 'Pride & Joy' which was well liked.....some one won big on the slots & kept buying drinks for everyone..... so i got pretty looped....someone came out to my truck & fucked my pussy ass good....but i don't remmber who he was....damn.....so today i will rest......well resting is out just got invited to some one's house for a little bondage....& a regular Dom just asked me to visit him after midnite....so maybe Tues i will rest......

there is the story......as i said i wasn't a good girl the whole time but sure was a good performer both on stage & off (wink)(.)(.)..........fondly with hugs, sub/slave tina

5/31/2007 2:28:10 PM
Hello All....wow the past 2  weeks have been a whirlwind of out of town Doms visiting Reno....besides i have a couple of locals mixed inbetween, last week, 2 sundays back, had a Dom here from Tenn...he had a room at the Fitzgeralds...never been in one of the rooms there before.....we met at the local alt club, the 1099, & after a few drinks we desided to go to his room....he suggested i bring my bag of bondage equipment & toys....we played most of the nite...he especially liked using the paddles on my little ass cheeks, while i was helplessly in leather cuffs....in the morning he let me stay there, after he left to fly home...very sweet....living in my truck it is always nice to be able to use the shower & do things in the bathroom that i'm not able to in the truck...

...then tuesday a date from Washington state at the Circus Circus......another fun evening though not a lot of bondage...
....then wednesday a date form Sacramento at the Quality Inn....another one that liked to spank my little ass before doing me.....yummmmmmmmm....

then thursday & friday i got ready for the art show market at lake tahoe during Sat & Sun.....which turned out ot be a good one....
 
then i returned to Reno Sunday nite as a Dom was in the bowling competition here ...he is a Dom from back east..... .....Monday (labor day) the 1099 had a BarBQ so we hung there....he had to go in the late afternoon to bowl....when he returned we partied ...

then tuesday, after the last bowl meet, he met me again at the 1099....we had some drinks then he took me to dinner...then we returned had some more drinks.....

then he walked me over to the adult theater, which is located across the street...he had me strip down to my thong,  thigh highs, & high heels....we played for a while getting everyone hot there..... then he ordered me on to my hands & knees & to service him....he then had me, still on my hands & knees, go to each guy there........... & he had me servive the horny ones there...the 1st one came as soon as his cock went down my throat....others were a little longer...one, he told to cum all over my breasts, after i had sucked him for some time, & did he ever cum, i loved rubbing all that hot cum into my thirsty breasts.....

after all were satisfied in the theater, he had me, still on my hands & knees, service him again....  & of course he came, too, down my throat, which seems never to get enough....great fun....

& when we got back to the 1099 club there were still a lot of girls there, one had just won the slot machine & bought us drinks, which i mentioned was a good chaser for all those deserts i just had....everyone laughed.....
 
well i hope to see more of you, when you visit the "Biggest Little Town in the World", Reno.....have fun, play safe, & give lots of cum Donations, hugs, sub/slave tina


4/19/2007 1:45:58 PM
Hello....well i finally uploaded some pictures from my New York visit last Oct-Nov....didn't take any pictures while in Texas in Jan (was too short & uneventful)... some pictures from my visit to Connecticut in March...& some pictures from my visit to Mass for 3 weeks in March....

i didn't want to eliminate all the photos i had already uploaded...so the new ones are inter spaced with the old...the new photos are #1, #3, #4, #9, #10, #11, #12, #13, #14..... 
also as many of you know collarme is very strict as to no genitalia pics....so i couldn't post the ones with my balls tied & stretched or pictures with other people....

If interested, i can send them in my messages to you....i am in Reno at this time....i have several requests to travel to Las Vegas, but unfortunately, i had to sell my car this week to pay bills & have some money to exist on, while the bad weather keeps interfering with my protential income at the weekend markets...my 1 ton van is no gas saver, so it makes long distant driving too costly with todays gas prices....

Again i thank all, who have contacted me since my return from New England, & i'm trying to answer all as quickly as possible..
Enjoy & be safe, sub/slave tina 

4/10/2007 5:37:31 PM
Hello my last update was of the pending trip to Connecticut...well i have returned & then after just 5 days in Reno, i headed back east, as another Dom wanted me to visit him for 3 weeks...i have just returned from that visit to Reno....i learned a lot of what i'm seeking & not seeking.during these 2 visits east to New England....
 
first a little bit about the 2 visits....the 1st one was for a week in western Connecticut with a Dom, who had a 2nd bedroom made into a dungeon & wanted me as his 50's 'barbie' housewife...i thought i would be used in the dungeon by him...but after the 1st nite of my arrival, he never touched me for the next 6 days...fortunately he had  a TV Domme friend, who was crazy for me...we spent several sessions in the dungeon with me tied to the cross, with spreader bar on my legs, with my breasts & body in ropes, with my balls stretched & tied to the bar, being tied in bed with my hands upon the wall & my legs in a spreader bar pulled with pulleys up to the wall behind me, getting spanked, flogged, & paddled, playing with toys & enjoying sucking each other....it was one of my best experiences ( i hope to post pictures here the next time i get a motel room & can hook up my lap top)...unfortunately the host Dom did not take part...the TV Domme hinted it might be my age(something about my hands, well after all these yrs of cleaning Doms homes i guess my hands do show my age, but i still have a damn good body)...well here was a 54 yr old Dom, who played video games 12 hrs a day...i'ld say it wasn't just my age, but his immaturity...oh well, it was his loss  & my gain to have experienced this wonderful TV Domme....
 
On my 2nd visit to New England the Dom lived in a 3 story colonial home on several wooded acres in Western Mass near Springfield...his play room was the upstairs & this became my room...we played everyday, unfortunately we did not do as much bondage as i like, but he did make me wear tight girdles & waist cinchers everyday (i've gotten to like this form of bondage & have worn them every since)...then in the afternoon he would cum upstairs & feel under my short skirts to see that i was 'properly bound' in these tight garments...then we would play eventually leading to the unveiling of the 'surprise' a little something 'extra' between my legs...it was great fun & he always got hard & satisfied us both...
while visiting him, he drove me all around western Mass, as well as VT, Conn., & for 5 days in the Village in Manhattan NY, where he grew up & his parents still live...this was awesome, as i got to go to 'Stonewall' & many other places i have read about...during the last Sunday of my visit we did do a bondage scene, which we recorded...i'm looking forward to seeing it & if it worthy, sharing it with friends....
 
During both of these visits i was the maid (a service i most enjoy esp if in uniforms) & cleaned house...both residences were definitely in need of my services & it gave me something to do while the Doms were busy playing games (the 1st one),  or working  on recording music (the2nd one)....both brought me  food that i liked, which was good, as both tended to eat junk food...& both were kind enough to get me a little vodka (my one bad habit)...both smoked, but the first was in denial that he was a heavy smoker even tho he smoked up to 2 packs a day & his home was  unbearable, but as a sub i did not complain at first, but after a couple of days i had to mention something & he did crack a window open, but the ash trays were heaped & the odor of these was sickening.....
 
 while the 2nd Dom, who smoked imported cigarettes & was a moderate smoker, was very considerate & had many devices taking up the smoke leaving the home very bearable, also he did not smoke upstairs in my area....both had very strange sleeping habits....the first woke me several times at 4 am to go & play his video games,  while the 2nd was thoughtful & gave me the upstairs to sleep in, while he slept down stairs.......another difference between the two was that the first basically just paid for my air fare while the 2nd actually gave me money both before & after my visit to cover taxi,  car storage, & a motel at both ends of the trip....there were other differences, such as, the 2nd was very appreciative of my efforts to clean his house, which was very dirty partly due to  6 cats...while the 1st, who's apt was heavily covered by yellow smoke residue (i spent most of 2 days turning yellowed appliances & walls back to a white condition), did not say a word other than , 'what are you doing now?'......
 
as for my cooking, which is based on healthy living California style (omelets with fresh vegetables, stir frys with chicken or shrimp & vegetables, & brown rice with Little carbs & no salt or sugar), the 1st made an effort at first to eat it,  but reverted back to his junk food, while the 2nd has been converted a little away from his bad eating habits & is still eating fruits & vegetables (he told me in a recent phone call).....
 
i don't want to make this entry any longer, but i think you can see by it, that i have here two excellent examples of what i seek & what i do not seek....besides the above, i also seek some pony or pet play, roll playing, & more bondage....just about all the Doms i have visited have said that i am 'extremely compliant & submissive' (in the experiences listed above i did not complain one bit about any thing i just went along with the situation, as i always have...however, i would never return to the first Dom listed above....the environment i'm put in by my Dom should  not be unhealthy, should be respectful, & should have a little compassion & a little touching etc....i do apologize if this is not the proper attitude that some hard Doms expect from a slave, but it is how i feel
 
As Always, i so thank each of you, who have taken the time to view my profile & this journal, & i always answer everyone, who writes me, though when on my visits i may not be able to till i return...
 
fondly, sub/slave tina 

2/15/2007 3:09:37 AM
Hello all ...well another adventure is about to take place...i leave on Feb 28th to fly to Connetticut quest of a Dom there...he's interviewing me for the position of barbie, his 50's style wife, slave, & life partner...maybe this  is the one...
unfortunately the Texas visit turned out to be a bust...the flu, bad weather (ice & snow in Texas??) , & a surprise, he had a partner, who was a very nice t-girl, but the situation made me very uneasy....PLease be upfront with me...No Surprises....have fun & play safe, sub/slave tina 

1/7/2007 2:24:34 PM

Hello everyone ...well no sooner than i return from NYC & work 6 weeks at Amazon...i get another oppertunity to travel...a Dom in Fort Worth Texas is flying me down there tomorrow...he seeks a partner/slave who is into bondage & pony play....two of my favorite things...very anxious to try this one...maybe this could be the one i have been seeking for so long....i will keep everyone posted tho i may be tardy in answering my messages i will get to them all at some point...Happy New Year to You all, sub/slave tina


11/13/2006 1:56:14 PM

 

Hello ....well my visit to Jersey City & New York is cuming to it's end & soon I’ll be back in Reno....I must say I have been on lots of adventures this year, but this has been the best....below is a few of the highlights......

also, I must say that the estrogen shots I’m now taking & plan on continuing at least for the next 10 weeks are having an effect....primarily I’m starting to feel different ( as this Dom is saying, I'm becoming even more docile & passive), my breasts already are enlarging & becoming more sensitive, & (to some this is important to put out there) my clitty is NOT, as stiff, as it use to be (as a bottom submissive slave this is no problem for me), but I felt I should share this news with all interested in communicating with me, as i  have never wanted to, nor now, can i top anyone....

Hello....Saturday we went into NYC again by subway....went to the GLBT center for  great informative seminars on leather, flogging, fire play, & humiliation....they had vendors, exhibits, demonstrations, talks & more....I really liked the fire play demo & learnt a lot about the art of flogging, both to regards of safty & technique, also being able to meet with one of  the first fetish groups in America was most interesting, as was their discussion on humiliation...

I wore a wild outfit that got lots of attention....a black vinyl laced halter top (showing off the breasts), a purple short sleeved satin blouse (unbuttoned),  along with a purple vinyl mini skirt, & snake skin tights, & tall black boots, & with collar & leash. & a tight leather jacket ....traveling the subway this way was a trip too....
just a few more days here & then I fly back very early on Saturday....below my visit to NYC last week & all I saw , warmly slave tina...

Hello....nice to hear from you again & thank you for the comps.,,,getting back to Reno in mid Nov...went to New York yesterday with the Dom I’m staying with in Jersey City...this was my first time to walk thru the areas that i have never been to before, I saw & walked the site of the Trade Center (they are busy building a new one), the subway there has all been replaced & i was amazed to see musicians performing in the various subways,  then we went to the Modern Art Museum (all 6 floors & i was, probably, the only one wearing boots with heels)....i saw so many famous art pieces by so many artists, that  I studied, back when I was an art major in school...took some pics there... then we went to the Rockefeller Center & took my pic in front of the ice skating rink...NBC does lots of news reports from there (saw one last night at half time during the football game, the announcers are in front of the gold statue & water fall , that we took my pic at (can't wait to down load it into my lap top to share)...then again, in front of the NBC Studios, we took my pic... then we went to Broadway, where all the theaters are & took more pics, & then we went to Times Square, where they drop the New Years Ball, all the tall buildings, lights, neons , & the giant TV screens on the buildings were amazing to see & watch, as were all the interesting people, I was like a kid seeing Disney land for the 1st time, wow,...then home to freshen up & then to a great Italian restaurant in down town Jersey City for dinner, .... all adding up to one of the best days, ever, of my life & the sex was damn good TOO!!!...how does a girl get so lucky at this point in her life...I don't know.... I just thank my guardian spirits & all my friends out there, that wish me good thoughts, such as your self...sincerely sub/slave tina
 
After the visit to NYC, the following Monday we went to Liberty Park, which is the closest point to the Statue of liberty (closer than NYC)...it was a beautiful sunny afternoon & we were able to take lots of pics of my self with the statue in the background, as well as, the New York Skyline & Ellis Island), then we just sat on a park bench at waters edge enjoying Hudson bay, the boats, & the views...the park is in Jersey City and is a great place to take pics...it was our 2nd visit there...I must say that I’m 5th generation San Franciscan & love the Bay, but NYC is stealing my heart, as it is a beautiful city....this weekend we are returning to NYC to visit the fetish stores & go to a gathering at one of the oldest fetish clubs in the USA...this should be really interesting... I’ll be taking lots of pics & hopefully I’ll get all the pics down loaded soon, tina
...still planing on getting back to Reno around the 18th of November...at which time I will down load the many pictures I took on my visit & post a few here....to all have as much fun (as i am), enjoy, & play safe, sub/slave tina 

 


11/2/2006 12:43:30 PM

Hello All Here....i'm having an exciting visit here to the east coast with many new experiences & sights to see....below is a note i sent someone, who felt i was too trusting esp after my bad experienses...thought i would share it with you (will try to upload some of the pics later into my collection here if not, i will when i get back to Reno)...also if there are any sub t-girls in this area interested in play do contact me (before Nov 18th), as this Dom is interested in a 3some....for now having fun & staying safe(as much as a sub can), hugs tina

thank you so much for your advice & observations & i think you are right about me being too trusting & willing to leap before checking things out...but my nature is as a passive sub  & i really don't want to finish my life out being a lonely cynical old maid....my short lived hostility was more of a cleansing of the mind in order to realize, what happened then, should not affect my inocense in going into new adventures, such as this one, which is turning out to be a great one tho at times truely testing my submissiveness ...  the Dom i'm with here in Jersy City for a month  is all over me most of the time...either kissing, having me suck him or he sucking me & he is always hard, so he does me often....he has lots of toys & he is always using some on me, some are first timers for me, including electro(both the box & the wand), hydrolic suction, different types of paddles, & bondage equipment....he is also filling me with 'girly juice' (1cc of estrogen) once a week (by needle in the ass), my breasts are already starting to feel it......we drove thru NY Sunday & he showed me all of Manhatten took pics of me in front of famous spots ...also have seen lots of New Jersy...& monday a photographer came by...sending 1 pic the photogrpher took a few days back...i just got it & he is going to bring the rest by this weekend...i'll have to give him a good blow job as an reward...wink...the 2nd is one a Dom just sent me it was taken at his house in Oregon a few years back while cleaning his house, infact i'm wearing that maids outfit today cleaning this house....the third is of me & 2 t-girls at a Dungeon halloween party we went to on Saturday....we're going to NewYork City by train tomorrow to see the Museum of modern art & Rockefeller center, very excited (i'll be taking many more pics there)....we are planing a trip to Philly to meet a t-girl there & see some of the alt bars there this coming weekend...we are also working on getting my name legally  changed to tina louise....warmly sub/slave tina


10/17/2006 4:01:36 PM
Hello All...i love this site always new friends to meet & i do answer all, who message me...it may take a few days, as i do not have internet access often do to being in Walker Lake for awhile & now back in Reno basically living in my truck again or staying with friends...yes i trusted someone again & moved to Walker Lake for the entire month of Sept...well the jerk lied to me & owes me money...i had to borrow money to get back to Reno this month (Oct)....

But being one to land on my feet & staying open to all...i have accepted round trip ticket to visit a Dom in New Jersy for a month...i'm leaving from Sacramento on the 24th & will return on the 18th of Nov....who knows this may be the One...wish me luck & i will continue to try to answer all even while in New Jersy till i'm (& if) collared by Him...this is just a getting aquanted meeting & no restrictions are being placed on me at this point....

Again thanks to All who have contacted me, sincerely, sub/slave tina

6/27/2006 9:21:37 PM

Hello to my friends....

i just returned from a great weekend in San Francisco this past weekend for the PRIDE Weekend...it was a fun filled weekend...i was invited to stay at a CD Domme home a block from the ocean...way cool location that included a pet raccoon & her new family...

we went to the Tranny Parade on Friday...it was a great experience walking with about 2,000 trannies & supporters from Delores Park to Civic Center down Market street...despite the cold foggy wind that SF is known for in the summer...

Then Saturday we did Castro Street & the Fair at the Civic Center...Of course Saturday nite was play time...when my hostess was able to try out her new leather paddle on me...

then Sunday the big Parade...over 3 hours of floats, marchers, bands, & all sorts of colorful participants...took 70 photos if any one is interested...after the parade the nearly 300,000 people, that watched the parade, went to the civic center fair, which was about 6 square blocks of entertainment, information booths, crafts booths, food booths,  & much more...it was truly an experience getting thru the streets with so many people...it was worth it to be part of such positive energy...it was a` great PRIDE Weekend in San Francisco....

hope` some of you were able to participate in PRIDE events in your areas, as there is no better feeling you can have than sharing positive energy with so many others in the Alt Life Style

PRIDE!!!!!!!tina louise


6/14/2006 1:48:42 PM
Hello.....i have been off the net bfor a while as it was Coronation week here in Reno & there was a lot to do...i performed last wednesday & had dates for 5 of the 7 days of events...all was great fun & allowed me to get over my mishape of a couple of months back...i'm looking forward to communicating here more often & i'm still searching for that right Dom/Domme....warmly sub/tina

i'm using the library computer right now while doing the flea markets again & staying in my truck...so i can't message on yahoo

i've been invited to stay with a CD-Domme in two weeks for the Gay Pride Weekend in San Francisco...am very excited about that..i will be in the Tranny Parade on Friday Nite  ....should be loads od fun...she has just purchased a new leather paddle she is anxious to use on me, yummmmmm....i will update when i get back to Reno...warmly tina                      

5/4/2006 5:07:07 PM
Hello....(below is a copy of a message i sent today)

thank you for the comps...i really liked your message to me...since my last entery in my journal, i was collared for over a month by a Dom, who i thought was the answer to all my dreams...he showered me with gifts...a 'like new' car...a lap top & compact printer/scanner...diamond ear rings...extreme finger nails to hobble me & which i still have & love (but nearly impossible to button a blouse)...gold rings...a wonderful corset which he kept on me...many bondage toys including collars for the neck & balls......great magazines on 'Enslaved Sissies & Maids', 'Forced Womanhood', "Exotic She-Male', "Discipline Trainers'(equipment), 'Penis Restraints', 'Chasity Belts',  Equus Eroticus' (ponygirls),  all of which we studied for ideas & items we wanted for & to do to me...we tried many of the bondage ideas including chasity, ball stretching, chair bondage & more...we made great plans for making equipment & buying other equipment...we talked about plastic surgery we wanted for me including hips & lips along with some nip & tucks...

well i thought i was in heaven, however,  he seemed to have a violent side with extreme mood changes, which were well hidden to the public, but after a few weeks came out in private...i confronted him one nite that i felt these were caused by the use of drugs...he knocked me into a `chair & started to chock me. yelling that he did not take drugs...i packed & left after that...but returned, when he appologized...a week later on early Easter morning he severly beat me with his fists (he claims to have been a golden glove fighter)...i called 911 & was taken to the emergancy hosbital..with cut lip, fractured jaw, cuts on cheeks & forhead along with a baseball size lump on my forhead...later friends said he was on 'Meth' which explains his mood changes & violence...

Now after a few weeks recovering at a friends in Sacramento... i'm now back in Reno...i must emit that i have fears of putting my self in that possition again...i know that one can't judge everyone by this incident, but i have great fears & am very tramatized by it....i now have general fear of men  & may start to look towards Females & Mistresses....this life style requires a great amount of trust especially by such a submissive as myself & right now my trust is very lost...time will only tell, where i go from here & when i will regain some trust ....for now i am here & will answer all, male & female, who contact me...

with peace & love, slave tina

4/12/2006 2:51:45 PM
Hello All...finally the search is over for i have met a Dom, in Las Vegas, who has collared me & i am now happily living with him in a very large home as his slave...so i will not be seaking another Dom or dating anymore ...warmly, tina

3/8/2006 2:46:00 PM
Hello From Las Vegas...
 
well i arrived on Thursday afternoon a week plus ago & i checked out the host hotel (Stardust) for the Shadow Lane Spanking Party...it was a friendly atmosphere & i felt comfortable as a transgendered person there...Friday i got a room & got ready for the event...shaving all body hair etc...then picked out what to wear...which later at the event, i was complimented for...the outfit consisted of a black waist cincher pulled as tight as could be...Fredrick's black garter hose to leave the ass cheeks bare...a leopard thong...a black pleated silk mini skirt, a black halter top that tied in the back, a shear see thru black blouse that tied in the front. & black knee high boots with 3 inch heels...& blonde wig...
 
when i arrived at the hotel i definitely turned heads...had them guessing for a little while what gender i was...people just don't want to accept the third gender...so i heard it's 'a guy'  it's a man'  but none of that deterred me after 25 yrs of cross dressing...the event hall in the hotel was quite large & had about 20 vender's all around the parameter selling all kinds of spanking equipment such as paddles, canes, whips, floggers & more...never seen so many paddles made of so many different materials...at both ends of the hall were bars & down one side food...& in the center about 30 to 40 round tables eloquently set & a stage in front of the tables with an MC...but what really had me amazed, was the fact that there were hundreds of people obviously well to do mature upper class white Americans, who you would expect to see at eloquent & posh restaurants/businesses, playing with the toys on display & spanking each others ass...you could see many white asses getting very red...it was very nice.. & the sound of hands & paddles striking bar bottoms echoed thru the hall throughout the night...
 
well after enjoying a few drinks & some of the fine food & of course all the spanking & paddling...a very nice Englishman, who had just purchased a cane asked me, if i would like to be the first one to test this new cane on...to be honest i have been slapped, paddled, whipped & flogged, but never have i been caned...so i nervously said i would have to think about it...well a little while later he asked, if i had thought about it, saying that he would take it easy on me... so  i smiled saying, "yes"...& after telling him i would be excited to try out his new toy..
 
we departed to his suite...after preparing the bed with 2 pillows laid in the middle to project my ass cheeks high up as i laid on the bed...he raised my skirt & warmed up those cheeks with a paddle...after messaging the now warm pink cheeks, he then used the cane saying 'lets try 12 hits'...i must say it did sting...he then messaged me again & after i seemed to enjoy the attention he said 'lets try 12 more'....this set stung a little more...he again took time to make my body feel sensual...then he suggested that we try 20 hits with the cane...well i wasn't going any place & after those 20 he undressed me to my waist cincher & garter-stockings & caressed my body...he then said, 'let's try 20 more"...i thought to my self well if i can take the 40 plus so far why not...after he finished he noticed my clitty was stiff & played with it...bringing me to the verge of climax he said, 'now lets try 50'...well i was caught in this ritual now...the 50 hits seemed like eternity as he counted them out...i was clasping the bed biting my lip & trying not to scream & i was wondering what i had got myself into???...when done i felt such relief...& felt a little pride that i was able to take such a number of hits with the cane...well he spent much time messaging my sore ass  & legs & clitty...after a while he said that was beautiful, but 'lets try just 50 more"...well  my eyes went to global proportions then & i worried as to what i had gotten my self into, but i was in the ritual of this Master & knew i had to try & take this last great amount of 50 hits ...well he went mercifully fast instead of counting out, as with the previous hits...as he finished he was obviously in a state of total exhilaration & excitement, while  i was in total pain & excitement...after he collected himself he got a cold wet towel for my very tender cheeks...afterward he played with my clitty & got me to cum thus ending a perfect evening...as i walked thru the Hotel & to my truck...i couldn't help feeling very lucky & proud of being with one so skilled...while my stinging ass reminded me not to go quit so far again...
 
On Saturday nite i returned to the event as it was a gourmet buffet dinner & dance party...the food was fantastic with salmon etc....a couple of people asked how i was as it was observed by many that i had left with someone with obvious reputation the nite before & he was not present this evening...i have to emit i was sore & it was hard to sit...but i had one large smile that nite, which i guess kept me from reporting the beating i got the knight before, as Shadow Lane has strict guide lines against such severe beatings...
 
well enough for now other to say i went dancing later that nite to my fav alt club, Gypsies" & danced for hrs till a gentleman took me home...love Vegas
 
my best to you all & have fun & play safe & i'll keep you posted on the next event at the end of the month here in Vegas, sub tina

2/18/2006 12:15:54 AM

Hello all ….well i’m about to start my great adventure…my job came to an end this week…so i’m leaving for Las Vegas next week as soon as the road opens from the storms we are getting this weekend here in Reno…next weekend i hope to attend the Shadow Lane Spanking Event at the Stardust in Vegas…the Dom who invited me has had to cancel, but i have decided to attend the event on my own…then i have several invites from Dom’s in the area…could be interesting…then in March i hope to attend a Dungeon Spanking Mardi Gra near Vegas.…then i head to Phoenix  & Tucson where i hope to experience other interesting events & people…if i don’t meet the right Dom during the 2 to 3 months i will be on the road, then i will return to Reno by May…also while in Vegas  i hope to meet up with members of the West Coast Pony Club…so this vacation, as i’m calling it, should be action packed & could lead to a whole new chapter to my life…still open to meeting other new friends during this venture ….& again i thank all who write me here i feel very lucky to have so many  people interested in me…as always take care, slave tina


1/22/2006 2:15:02 AM
Hello all...first i must thank all who have contacted me here...i truely am a sub looking for a Dom so i take each of your messages to me very much to heart...i'm sorry i have been delayed in getting back to all of you,  but work took most of my time this holiday season...it is also why there hasn't been an entry here in months...

also, i have fallen in the past few months  several times to cyber Doms, who took a lot of my time...i have a hard time believing someone would use me that way, but i guess it goes with the territory of being a submissive ....i will not let this keep me from being an open fun loving trustful person...& i will not let a few jerks keep me from answering all who contact me....

i'm now considering on traveling to Vegas, Pheonix ,& Tucson for a few months to meet some of the people i have met here & on other sites...leaving about March 1st...i'll be staying in my truck most of the time to save money....maybe i'll accept an inventation or two to stay with some of my new friends...

i have also desided that age is an issue & will not give further consideration to any Dom under 40 yrs of age....further i have desided to put a priority on West Coast Doms as the distance to travel back here if things did not work out is a major fear of mine...& i have experienced having to drive back from Oregan with barely enough gas money & two bad tires... it was very stressfull..

i have added a couple of new photos to my collection here if they go thru...

To all who read this, my best  for the new year, slave tina

9/29/2005 8:14:56 PM
Hello all.... well i have more new news...i've been set free to contact Doms & for them to contact me...life does have it's up & downs...

so i'm in a motel room tonite with my computer going to take some new pictures & submit them here....i've noticed that in my photo collection here that #2, 6, 7, 12, 13 are empty so i will put 5 new photoes taken tonite into those empty slots ...they have to be approved before U can see them ...hopefully you can see them by tomorrow.or Saturday...

hey i'm not going to cry over this...i know i'll find a non cyber Dom someday  & cause i really look forward to hearing from you all again & maybe making new friends here...warmly slave tina

9/19/2005 2:59:04 PM
Hello All...i have exciting news ...i have found a Dom here that i am commiting myself too at this time & he has asked me to not accept any further e-mails....

He plans on having my tits inlarged to DDD or HH.....
Also he wants to have my nipples inlarged and darkend......
He also wishes to stretch my ass hole and have me casterated.......
He also wants to lengthen my hair down to my ass.......
He plans on making me the best cumm dump for any and all.....
 and the best sissy maid i could ever be .....

To this end i am committing to him...i hope this is for real...i was told to start my transformation by wearing a corset every day & i have one on right now.....so please no more messages from Doms till this further developes as i said i hope its for real as i'm ready to give my self,
warmly slave tina

9/12/2005 12:11:55 PM
Hello All  thanks for the many birthday (Sept 1st) wishes...i got very lucky....the Dom in Sacramento got me a room & gas on my birthday & then came over & filled both my mouth & pussyass very nicely as well as giving my a nice birthday spanking with his strong large hand....he loves to use toys on me to stretch my little tight pussy/ass so he can easily do me, which this visit i got up on & sat on his very long pole & rocked up & down till he came....plus he is very large, which always makes deep throating him a true challenge, but one, which over the years of visiting him, i have perfected & which he oftens compliments me for.....he also likes the way i suck down his juices........i realy like him & he really likes me unfortunately for various reasons we can't make it a 24/7 relationship...but he does get me a room every month or so....then on thursday i visited  the Dom outside Reno, who i have stayed with before...stayed for 5 days this visit....he brought a riding crop for my birthday (just the perfect gift for a ponygirl want to be)...& he used it on me my first night here...he had me bend over the bed exposing my little white ass from under my tight mini skirt...he left my tight little lepard skin thong on & pulled it up tight between the cheeks then gave my the best birthday whipping i have ever had.....my ass is still very black & blue now four days later...i loved it....& he said i was a good girl in taking it like i did (& he dosen't give compliments very often)...i admit i was hoping for another round, as he  was going to put a penis gag,  which another Dom gave me last Christmas,  in my mouth so i couldn't scream out & then he was going to tie me up so i couldn't move...&  then he was going to give me the crop again...but after assesing the condition of my ass,  we wisely desided to put this action off to my next visit, which i will be looking forward to...i showed my appreciation to my birthday gift by deep throating him many times thru the rest of the weekend & being a good slave in many other ways...so you can see i had a wounderful full birthday week...sometimes i can't believe how lucky this old shemale girl is...i love this life & the people i meet here...i also appreciate any suggestions or ideas to improve myself & the past week a Dom here told my that i have a lot to learn to be a slave starting with using the small 'i' in refering to myself....i will from now on, thankyou, slave tina

8/17/2005 5:40:58 PM
Hello All...well I was reminded that I haven't updated my log here recently...so I will now...first I want to thank all the people who send me messages ...I do answer everyone...a few non- members can't be replied to...
I'm still in Reno...sadly the Dom in Maine has had a stroke & is going thru some theropy...so we are uncertain now when if at all I will be going back there...We still chat every week...I'm still seeing on occasion a few Doms in this region...& I still seek a more permanent live in possition as a sub/slave/maid....
Hope to continueing hearing from all of you,  warmly, tina

6/27/2005 5:28:06 PM
Hello all my friends here...I still find it hard to believe there are ones unhappy with this site...I find it to be my favorite & really enjoy all of you that have written me...

 Well I'm not sure how much long I will be in Reno...a Dom in Maine has been communicating with me for quite sometime...& it seems that we are just about to the point where I will be traveling  back there & start my pony training with him...complete with my ass getting branded...wearing pony gear 24/7 on my hands & knees, being whipped daily, & sleeping at nite in a pony stall...to some this might seem extreme, but to me it is a dream cumming true....I hope it does all work out....till all the  details are finallized, the Dom has given me permission to see others, as long as I tell of this pending arrangement...& I keep in mind that my body will be his to own...

To all have fun & play safe, warmly Tina 

5/24/2005 4:22:53 PM
Hello I have enjoyed a few more moments with Doms over the past few weeks, but still searching for more...one side note I am not interested in going out & supporting a Dom by working...first my appearence as a shemale would make that difficult in this uptight sociaty...& 2nd I am semi-retired & looking for a relationship not work out side of the house...hope those few out there seeking to be supported by a slave do understand...warmly, Tina

4/23/2005 12:24:10 PM
Well I'm learning a lot on being a maid/sub wish I got more sex while learning but always thankful for any gifts I can get...back in Reno searching

4/14/2005 12:39:12 AM
Hello All well my flea market went good this weekend...I was able to get insurance for my truck & a little in the bank...But the important news is that on Monday a Dom from about an half hour out of Reno came up to meet me...we liked each other so he gave me gas money to make round trips to his place & back to Reno for a couple of weeks to be his maid/sub...I'm cleaning it this week in exchange for room & board plus a little fun (smile lots of cock sucking) ...headed back to Reno on friday to do the flea market again then I will return for another week here... it sure is nice to have a place to stay besides my truck for 4 days a week especially with a Dom, who is actually touching my breasts, ass, & clitty (I was starting to think (sad face) there were no Doms out there wanting to do that) ...this is a temperary arrangement & I do not expect it to interfer with any other plans I may have as I still seek a more permanent possition...warmly, Tina

4/1/2005 2:02:55 PM
Hello Again...well I'm back in Reno living in my truck...Alexis drove my out by getting too upset with my every actions...I'm sure this was all do to her suffering with cancer & the emminent chance of dieing...I tried all I could do there in 8 weeks I scrubed the house & gardens clean, most of time on my hands & knees, as well as offering her my undevoted friend ship & some how it was not enough...so on Tuesday Mar 29 I headed back to reno....now I will be doing the flea market with all my stuff in storage & hope to get a room next week & hook up my computer & contact everyone...hopefully I can find another situation where I can be maid & more fore room & board & more... wink...I have several possibilities one in Tucson, one in Maine, one in Tennese, & one in S Cal but I have no means of traveling there & seeing if all parties were happy with each other & that a lasting relationship could be had by all (&if not for me to return to Reno {the important factor here})...so I'm here again passing the word that a great looking older shemale who loves to serve & be collard & be spanked & so much more is looking again for that right one...wink...my heart felt thanks goes out to all that sent good thoughts to Alexis as she needs them...likewise to all you that sent sweet comments to me hugs & kisses, Tina

3/24/2005 12:33:54 AM
Hello All...well 1st off sorry about my delays in getting back to so many of you...things here are on a rollar coaster...Alexis (the transgendered person I am here  from Reno helping)felt good enough to have friends over this past weekend...& it was my duty (this I desided on my own) to make everything go perfect......as I knew this could be her last party....spent all week getting the house & gardens perfect (of course it rained like hell which made getting the gardens perfect not relevent)....then preparing the food & dinning area beyond what she desired to do....& this was difficult due to my seeing that she wanted a hand (if not major) in the preparations.....so I had to back off a little (even tho I knew she should not exhert herself too much) so she felt that she was in command....(this is some of my learnings I must go through to learn both the sub & Dom roles & needs)....well irregardless that she may have over exherted herself & I may have steped on her toes invainly protesting...the party went off perfectly except the tri-tip got over cooked (she had to lay down during the cooking of it)....everyone had a good time & after wards I cleaned up &  i went out dancing saturday nite (as she went right to bed after the guests left) & I had some great fun....then sunday it was a day of auto racing & the Kings basket ball on tv...she still appeared in good mood & health but the voice was starting to give out ( I thought this may have been a result of all her talking at the party)...Monday was not as good as she started to feel dizzy & had throat problems....then tuesday things really started bad....& we started to worry a lot as I learnt these are the first signs from white blood cell deficientcy which her cancer is known for & from the kemo last week...( kemo starts off as the bad guy then the ugly guy then the good guy if we get lucky otherwise it's the good , the bad, & the really ugly) well we kept hoping the good guy would show up at the end...to day ( Wednesday) we realized it was not to be & we rushed her to the Doctor....they gave her a white blood cell booster, but tonite it is not good...we can only hope for the best (but she is, I can tell, & don't ask how I know) contenplating the worse....
I realize if she gets any worse off I must leave & the time for such a move is very close indeed...her family must be here at this time (if it is as criticall as it seems & the medicine she got this after noon does not work) then I pack my belongings & leave to return to Reno(as a shemale would be to hard to explain to the family)...I'm letting everyone know of this ahead of time as when it all comes down I will have no extra time to let you all know...my time off the internet may become great & my communications become non existant for a week or two or more...so I'm keeping everyone informed & a good thought for Alexis would be great right now....My warmest thoughts for you, Alexis, & my future go with this message, Tina Louise 
 

2/7/2005 2:25:32 PM
Hello   again...seems like things are always changing here which is a good thing as I'm out of the cold & back in Sacramento...I have accepted a temperary position as a maid to a very nice person (a non Dom) giving me shelter room & board & now time to further search for the perfect D/s relationship...I'm happy, warm, enjoy the housekeeping & cooking & feel fortunate to have found this a further learning experience in serving....now if I could only find a Dom to serve...Thanks for all your possitive thoughts which helped me get here...Tina 

1/20/2005 1:30:29 PM
Hello All...Well life has a way of showing one that the best laid plans do not always live up to the expectations...in another learning experience I am now back in Reno living part time in my truck & part time in a motel...The Dom in Oregon (it turns out) just wanted a short visit (which he did not tell me before I packed all my belongings away in storage to move up there)...so after two weeks of cleaning his house so he could sell it & move back east...I was sent on my way...well I got back to Reno to discover it has been blanketed with 3 feet of snow the worst in 100 years with no way of removing it...It's been a cold start of the new year but I'm staying very optimistic knowing that somewhere out there there is a Dom who is looking for just my type of submissive slave/maid & ponygirl with a little extra for the clitty...maybe next time it will last for more than 2 weeks...love to you all & best wishes for the new year...Tina

1/11/2005 5:47:54 PM
Hello All...well after two weeks I have returned to Reno...the Dom up there in Oregon just wanted someone to clean his house so he could sell it... now that it was clean he sent me on my way...I am now looking for another postion as a maid/slave to an older man (50's or 60's)...tho my pictures look good in the day light I look my age so please if age is an issue look elsewhere...but if you desire some one that will be a devoted loving, hardworking, kinky, & full of energy maid/ sub/slave, cum sucking lifemate, then please write me soon, as I am now living in my truck as I moved everything into storage to go to Oregon...& I do not want to start up another house now...what I want is a permanent life with a loving & caring Dom who wil be my master, teacher, & love mate...hope somewhere out there there is such a person...or if not then some one that wants a maid 24/7 to clean their house...all my love to each of you who took time to read my profile & these add ons...Tina

12/26/2004 4:21:12 PM

Dec 26, Sunday....Hello all I have moved to North East Oregon to live with a Dom....we are open to visits from sub females, bi-males, couples , & t-girls...I answer only to my master, but on his command will be the maid to serve all quests & on other occasions, if my master permits, I will participate in any activites...I hope everyone are having their best holidays as I am now...Tina


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