Watch it burn. The Joker couldn't have put it better. "Describe who I am?" Nobody is going to read the rambling verbiage of a paranoid (but not irrationally driven) middle-aged white nerd. I have it pretty easy, but it took a lot of sacrifice to get to the point I can coast and I make no apology for it. It's halftime, Amerikka? Young guys all the rage now? Good. Let them finish the game. Who knows what the collective mindset of a generation of guys who wear their underwear around their knees at the unemployment/methadone/ssi clinic can accomplish if they wake up before noon. I paid my 4 bits to see this empire collapse and I wouldn't miss it for anything. I like Motorhead, Black Sabbath, Iron Maiden, Judas Priest, Pantera, Alice in Chains, Sepultura, Machine Head, 1980's Metallica, Megadeath, Soundgarden, George Jones, and Beck. Testament isn't bad either.
I get a lot of nationalistic insults hurled my way from Asian women. I'm not sure what I do to elicit this venom, but it is pretty amusing considering the source. I'm stupid because I'm an American? Well, if I were standing on a beach in some armpit of a place like Indonesia December 2004, and the water was miles offshore, I sure as hell am smart enough to realize if it went out.....it is coming back in. Yeah, 200,000+ geniuses thought that was a great time to pick up fish for dinner later. Why not? No water so you could just pick them up. Wait, looks like some white caps about 5 miles out. Yahweh's money shot. Dumb asses.
So .gov is arming for the apocalypse, but maybe a few of us can still do the right thing. Starts by being honest. The Joker said let it burn. Close enough to the truth. Jerkoff Shore is being cancelled after this last "season". Maybe there is hope?
If a man is willing to live without children, does he really need a woman? Same for a woman not wanting or having children is a man necessary for anything? Maybe it is time to say no hard feelings but this doesn't seem to be working for anyone and maybe it is time to shake hands and call the whole thing even and walk away?
Sepultura
Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day. Fritter and waste the hours in an off-hand way. Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town. Looking for someone or something to show you the way. 10 years have got behind me? More like 25. I only hope the next 25 will bring mercy.
Kottonmouth Kings are coming to Orlando later this month. Tickets are only $15! So what about the "BDSM purists" who hate pot? Fuck them! You think I'm going to see the KMK's sober I'm not a sucker.
Decisions, decisions. Do I send $ to some lazy, self-absorbed, quasi-literate Jersey Shore watching bitch just because she has a young snatch and a baseless ego.....or get a bottle of Scotch? I am smarter than a 5th grader (but she probably isn't). I'll have a double on the rocks, please.
What a wonderful experience with a Dominant woman on CM I had. She didn't ask for $. Liked our interaction. For all the bad both dommes and subs get here, I thought it only fair to mention something good. Thanks Mrs. C!
Married guys who are liars, get the f-off this site, please. It is hard enough without you pissing everyone off. Got a wife? Deal with it.
This is an international outrage. I scan the Korean Central News Agency regularly, and all they do is brag about Juche, or the ability as a society to create/produce anything required by said society regardless of nature. It was bad enough Kim Jong Il took his last ride in a 1976 Vintage Lincoln Continental Hearse, but now this? Are copyright issues involved? Homeland Securities Investigations has taken jurisdiction of copyright infringement, and this could be what sets it all off.
If you idiots can't come up with enough originality to amuse your docile, unarmed pesants how can you expect to shoot a missile across the Pacific?
I didn't see many American Flags today.
Happy Farce of July, fellow Amorikkkan's. Today is when we get to celebrate all the idealism (much of which was never implemented) that has been exposed to be the sham it really is. I can only hope Obummer would be honest (ha!) for one day and use the pen he signed assassination orders of Americans overseas with to pull that woman with the blind fold and justice scales out of every courtroom in the US. Can't cover your face in court. That is a security issue. She might have some C4 under it and could take out a room full of participants in a child custody hearing.
Why stop there? I'm not feeling "secure", so if he doesn't burn the whole damn thing, why not at least erase Amendments 1, 2, 4, and 5 from the CONstitution. They are largely ignored by all levels of law enforcement now regardless, but this way it will make it official. Since we are in a permanent state of emergency security status (bullshit), these inconveniences do nothing but hamstring everyone to the local flat foot all the way to the Special Agent Utah from keeping me secure. Today would be the perfect day to dump these antiquated, idiotic idealistic philosophies written by a bunch of guys in wigs 240 years or so ago. Orwell was only 30 years off. Had his book been entitled 2014, he would have been right on the money. Fake, non-existent money given to banks to cover their bad bets with other fake, non-existent money. As the Joker said, "Let it Burn."
As another day winds to a close, profiles on this site have given me cause for curious introspection. I don't judge anyone for what gives them their kicks, so long as said kicks involve those of the legal age and walk on two legs with no feathers. I took a long break from this site, and upon return I see things I must have missed before. American men are not particularly liked now, or at least this one isn't. I'm the same American I always was, so why am I getting called out over it now? I am amused by the virulent bigotry hurled my direction. I suppose I should care because the individual making the remarks is a Domme so despite the fact she may be a slothful, ignorant bucket of puss using bad grammar to acknowledge "H"er gives carte blanche trump over a white male American sub. I think I get it.
I'm also noticing a lot of female profile saying they are into financial domination. While refreshing to find out a guy can waste all his $ on a woman who openly despises him isn't limited to his wife anymore, I have to wonder what demographic would typically have this fetish? I can't see Easy-E participating. I would have imagined this were more of a Midnight Cowboy scenario where a young hustler tries to bleed some chicken hawk dry. To each their own, but in these chaste times in which we live a guy has to evaluate his ROI on vices. For all the odd things I read, few are stranger than some dude who gets off on maxing out his credit cards to a woman who states openly she thinks he is an idiot and despises him. Nothing is new under the sun, but this seems more prevalent now.
Bought a couple parrots that like to squawk and they sound like you and all the shit you talk. Step inside my shoes you couldn't fill them, doc. You're too old to kid; you're too soft to rock. 1998 it was a very good year.
And here is a belated thanks to all the women who asked me why I was here or wanted. I could never come up with a satisfactory answer to that, and until I can, how would I even know where to look or if I found it? I won't bug you anymore just stick to writing to guys, but I appreciate the good things you collectively did for me even if it wasn't apparent to me at the time.
Another Saturday night with Soundgarden. It could be a lot worse. Sensing the vibe that another funk is setting in, perhaps on a macro scale. Apparently cheap gas (relatively) in the summer, the time oil companies usually gut us, isn't enough. No soft answer for a hard question. But nobody has managed to put happiness in a bottle or pill, despite the claims on the label. target="_blank">
Oddly enough, I'm starting to communicate with guys on this forum and I find it a lot easier than with women. I wish the conservative bigots were right and being gay is a "choice". I'd run across the Arabian desert to buy the conversion kit even if along the way I were as the parched picker in Micah who couldn't find a dusty grape on the ground.
I guess I don't mind gay or bi guys looking at my profile, but honestly it is odd. Maybe a lesbian could say the same of a me viewing their profile. What ever makes the sap rise I suppose, but just because I'm not hounding women constantly and only have to be told once to hit the bricks by a Domme doesn't mean I'm gay. Just increasingly asexual. This lifestyle was instrumental in the demise of two marriages and is giving me cause to evaluate the viability of it at this point in life. I'm not ready to give up yet, but if this were a poker game I'd be holding a pair of 7's.
Just when you think you've seen it all, someone manages to lower the bar even further. A common and frankly justified lamentation from many Dommes is male subs can't write in an articulate, entertaining, or thoughtful manner. None of us are Steinbeck, but creativity isn't something that necessarily flows like wind and flows like wine around here. I have actually been harpooned for using proper grammar and syntax. I couldn't replicate the rant if I had to, but the complete lack of consistency in the attack overpowered the venom being banged out on her Commodore 64. We are stupid, shallow, and write like shit, OR, we are arrogant, fake, idiots with a superiority complex. This site seems to exude anger. Not from me. When I log off, I'm usually left with a mixture of rib splitting laughter at the idiocy being thrown out for the world to see combined with exuberance over the Manhattan Project. Had we not developed the bomb first, all of us would have a picture of Chairman Mao hanging on our huts.
