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I am a submissive female. i am single, and 37 years old. Very much slave mindset. For me that means eventually giving up the right to say No. Pyschologically speaking, the thought of my body trusting another to control it at all times continues to be what brings me back to knowing when i am frusterated with the lifestyle that it is really where i belong. At times i enjoy humilation as it can be a catheris for other emotions. I love little girl role play with a dominant Daddy and edge play. I came up with the name of semi sweet because of that side of me that can be assertive when i need to be, and loves to tease the right One! i can be very sweet to spoil One who likes to provide structure and routines. i have had been involved in the life style for about 10 years now in rt. i thive on being in the right relationship. I am looking for someone who is able to communicate with honesty and who understands the need for pain mixed with a touch of tenderness.

i love to travel, to serve one 24/7 is again my dream.

i do enjoy playing under females from time to time, but i need a dominant to be the main person controling me. i have expirenced poly relationships, but i don't think that a long term poly situation is my thing, much as occasionly playing with a female to please the right person.

At this point in my life i am not looking to move for a dominant but willing to explore options of a relationship if they travel through this area and he doesn't live here. Hope to meet people as friends locally and then progress through the next stages of submission if the intersts is sparked by both of us.

Hope this has struck chords with you as you read it. Will write back as i can.

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8/23/2008 4:07:29 PM
One of those moments after dealing with something that i want simply.....swept into humilation or pain. Only the voice to obey, being taken down under. Knowing i may not like what is being said but that in listening i take back control from others who tried to hurt me and i use it to become closer as a slave.......feeling the humilation wash away the other events........like an animal struggling to get out of the most of the time angelic little view of girl.......ripping from inside out to calmness is on a new level of thought pattern where nothing else.......exists

5/21/2008 2:54:28 AM

Thoughts with the dew being touched by the morning sun. One extrem of our earths axis needing the other for earth to be balanced.

Watching the sunrise. Thinking of the dynmics of submission, how to give beyond ablities is what it takes to make me whole.

To know i won't be able to push him....but he will be there gentle to hold me with strength during times of need after he's ravaged my body. Why can't i find these needs filled any place else? The desires when filled complete me. When not can torture me more then any whip dancing up my flesh.

Surrender is such a sweet word but given so rarely because it takes so long to trust that way.

Recent memories of being held and touched in the way i crave play with my mind. A few new toys created their desire of colors on my flesh in the past days. Now streatching my imagination to want more again,  as the ray of sun touch the morning dew. Calling me to once again go try for slumber under the sheets.

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MysticEnchantres
 
 Age: 37
 Baltimore, Maryland