Blessings of the day to you all. I figured I might as well put in some information here as people have been looking, and I know how frustrating a blank page can be. I made an account on here for a friend who wanted to show me one of the chat rooms, and I've kept up the account as I enjoy meeting new people and conversing with them. People have asked me what I'm looking for. Simply put, I'm only actively looking for someone to speak with, a new friend perhaps, but I am not actively looking for a Master, if something along those lines happens wonderful, if not, oh well.
Yes I am a submissive, however I have a very strong personality and will not hesitate to speak up when I think something is wrong, I just tend to be respectful about it. There is not really much else I can think of saying, if you have questions or wish to talk, do not hesitate to message me, I would love to hear from you. And I'm working on a picture, I promise. Merry Met, Merry Part, and Merry Met again.
Hmmmm, it has been a while since I've written anything, and after dealing with idiots today, I feel the need. Let me point out a few things to my fellow readers, mostly to those who again believe that because they happen to have a cock and balls they deserve a woman's complacity.
You do not deserve anything, respect, caring, loyalty, friendship, these things are NOT given the instant you message someone. They are earned, and even if they were given immediately because these emotions and feelings are demanded, then they are cheapened and worth less than nothing. You want to gain my respect, do not come across as a creeper stalkerish person who TYPES ALL IN CAPS....that is one of the first ways to rub me the wrong way. People amaze me with what they believe they can get away with on the internet because...guess what....it's the internet! Now there can't really be a real person on the other side of that computer screen, one with a brain and a heart and this wonderful thing called common sense??? Lies and Slander! Everyone knows that it's the Internet Gods replying back to you....not a real person. Da hur! People who think like this, do me a favour and extend your hand out infront of you, palm facing towards you. Now rapidly bring your hand to your face until your palm slaps against your forehead, this is called a facepalm, and some people really need it.
Yes I'm submissive, yes I am Owned by a wonderful man who appreciates both my subservience and the fire inside of me. Again, just because I'm a sub does not mean I don't A) Have a Temper B) Have a backbone and C) Will not state something as it is. If you do not like the fact I speak my mind, then don't talk to me. I will leave you with a few quotes that I have come to love and adopt in my own life, mostly because, I want to share these, and figure it's a good ending for a bitchy rant:
If you don't want a sarcastic answer, don't ask a stupid question
The Most difficult phase of life is not when on one understands you; It is when you don't understand yourself.
I Believe, that our background and circumstances may have influenced who are are, but we are responsible for who we become.
Nobody is perfect, and nobody deserves to be perfect. Nobody has it easy, everybody has issues. You never know what people are going through. So pause before you start judging, criticizing, or mocking others. Everybody is fighting their own unique war.
I don't regret my past, I just regret the time I wasted with the wrong people.
I love the ones who are in my life and make it amazing and I thank the ones who left my life and made it even more fantastic.
If your dick was as big as your mouth, I might be impressed.
and to me, the most important one:
As we grow up, we realize it becomes LESS important to have more friends and MORE important to have REAL ones.
Well so here I'm going to make my first journal entry, because I am amused by a message I recieved this morning. Seems "someone" is reporting me as being a male rather than a female because I won't "jump onto webcam" or "jump into voice" or silly things of that nature. Oh or have a real picture of me up, but then as was implied, pictures can be fake, I needed to jump on cam.
Let me explain something to anyone reading this, a few simple points. No, I will not jump on webcam with you at a whim. No I will not get into a voice chat with you, on a whim. Do I care what you have to think or say about me? Not really because of one simple reason: Your opinion of me does not matter in the least if I don't know you. I do not have to prove myself to you. I'm an honest person, and I know that others have turned things like this into a pack of lies for their amusement, guess what darling, been used like that, and I won't do it in return. I believe in things like honour, pride, respect when it's earned, truthfulness....oh how shocking! A "sub who knows what honour is"!
I may be a sub, but that does not make me any less of a woman, any less of a human being, and any less of someone with the capability to use the brain between my ears that the Gods gave me. You don't like that I don't have a picture up? Tough, my privacy is my business, and if I get to know you, I'll show you a picture. Other than that, don't try and demand it from me, or manipulate me, and for the love of whatever you consider holy, do NOT try to force me to bend to your wishes. I am my own person, I give the gift of my submission to those whom I believe have earned my respect, earned my submission, and whom I trust. If you're not one of them, try coming to me with honesty and getting to know me rather than cloak and daggers and trying to play me like a little fool.
I'm too old for the games, too old for the bullshit, and no, I will not play. If you're here to try and play games with my head, walk away my dear, I'm not bloody well interested. Thank you, and I apologize to those who read this rant and shake their heads going WTF? Blessings of the day to you all.
