SecretMiss

I am strong, because I know my weakneses, I am alive because I am a fighter, I am wise because I have been foolish, and I laugh because I have known sadness.

I wish for everyone is that they discover the same things about themselves. Life is too short to not have discovered  laughter, strengths, and learned from experiances that may or may not have been good ones. Share your smiles and your love and spread laughter  - everyone needs more of it in thier life!

Do you ever wonder if what you see i people is really who they are or just what you want them to be?

When you want so badly someone to share your life with, but are not looking and someone comes into your life and you keep getting liars and cheats, how do you continue until you find what you need when your heart is stuck where it is?

How do you believe in someone who has already lied to you, without being bitter and untrusting, always questioning things in your mind.

How do you show someone that is is not necesary  to lie to you ? How do you make them understand that it makes you doubt who you are to them when they do ?

Ah well .....all part of lifes process, learning from experance! just random thoughts

All research ......LOL

Why is it soooooo hard for people to pay attention! PLEASE read my profile before you contact me!

I am NOT looking for a Master, I may be a sub, but  i'm NOT YOUR sub so please dont think that you can act as though I am!

I am a strong minded , strong willed person and i have no room or any desire to have anyone come into my life and do damage. I am damged goods and NOT relationship material! That DOES NOT mean I want you to try to take advantage of that in any way shape or form!

I am a happy person that enjoys talking to people ....

I have someone that i spend time with that i enjoy , i'm not on a search for someone to complete me, own me, sub for me or any other kind of act. nor am I interested in telling you about my personal life !

I sit and watch as others run around in cirlces here and get lost with others and end up being hurt simply because most of the people on here are not what they portray themselves to be.

I do not doubt that a true thing can be found here, I do know somepeople who met here that are very happy.

It sucks to be lonely and want someone in your life only to fall victim to someones head games.

So PLEASE be realistc and pay attention to my profile before contacting me .

Thank You!

Okay , enough ranting! happy kinks everyone!

I love my girl unconditionally and with wide open hopes and dreams about our future. Even in all of the confusion and hurt there is still the candle of love glowing bright enough inside to guide me, and pull me towards her .

 I tremble in fear at the simple thought of loosing something I have looked for my entire life , not even knowing it until it was right in front of my face ! When one must find the strength to fight thier own insecurity, or risk loosing everything that makes them feel alive, it is a true test of body , mind and soul!