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| Here is my story and I'm sticking to it, I heard that somewhere. Not many want and old sub, 63 to be exact but one must face the facts. However this one is still in pretty good shape physically. I wouldn't be looking but my mistress and wife passed away so I find myself missing the control she had over me.
We appeared in public as a vanilla couple but behind closed doors she was the boss. Our private lives were involved in many things but bdsm was a very big part of it. I'm a sub in every sense of the word but not a slave. Our relationship was based on mutual respect and trust, however her desires were my commands, she fulfilled my desires and needs as well. She loved control and exercised it in just about every aspect of our lives, and I loved it.
This posting though isn't about my wife and mistress. It is about seeking another special person to submit my remaining years to. I look upon submission as a gift, another words I give myself completely to that one person. That means she can do as she sees fit with me, but I do have a few boundaries, I suppose all people do, if they don't I would think they are somewhat foolish. Through all the years we were together she always respected my boundaries; however she did push them at times and at times took me to new places. One of the things I find about submission is accepting things one may not especially like for the soul purpose of pleasing their mate.
Before she passed she made it clear that she didn't feel any in our very little circle were right for me and I agreed with her completely. Yes I have played with a couple but not continuing. She had allowed a couple acquaintances to play with us in the past, but I was never allowed to seek out others, it was always her decision. That aspect is not important to me at all, actually I would prefer a monogamous relationship but here again that is up to my her.
About me, as I stated I'm 63, 6'3" and 260 pounds and losing. Have almost a full head of grey hair, small spot in back of head that is missing most of it. I have blue eyes and yes I wear glasses most of the time. When I was young appearance was the first criteria, how foolish that was. Now it is personality, sure everyone wants someone easy on the eyes but in a relationship that means so little. Nor do I care about nationality. I have a variety of interest from flying and yes I'm a pilot but license isn't current right now. Love motorcycles and riding, and touring. Love to travel for the purpose of photography opportunities. I'm in a position where I can retire at any time but love my job, do have a decent retirement so I'm financially stable. I have many other interests as well but sometimes there just isn't enough time for them all. Most importantly was always meeting my her needs.
Who would be a good match for me, someone close to my age or at least over 50. Who wants a sub and person she can control but will also respect my desires and needs as well, however hers will come first always. I want someone that shares common interest outside of play time or making love. One advantage I have is that I can retire anytime and so location isn't a big issue with me if I needed to relocate that would be fine. I live in a beautiful part of California but would leave for the right person.
At my age there is no time to play games or BS anyone, if any of this sparks some interest please drop me a line and ask anything you wish. Will always respond honestly and want the same from others.
Thanks for taking the time to read this.
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