scmunchkin

It has been so long since my last entry, and so much has occurred. Master and I thought we had found one who would share and embrace both of us, but alas...she was a player. She was married and miserable, but did not want to give up the financial security that came with that "arrangement". She preferred to have Master come to her (4 hours away) whenever she beckoned, and to fill his head with talk of how much better she would be as his slave, and how he deserved better than me. She used her need for discretion as an excuse to no involve me in their relationship. Everything I feared came to fruition. I did the unthinkable. I left everything and moved a state away, a self imposed sabbatical, you might call it. I moved on with my life, fearing he would never forgive me and my weakness.  Seven months later we began speaking again, and he came to retrieve me and take me home. The most important thing that 7 months away showed me is that we cannot recreate the connection we have with others. When we saw each other again, it was as if we had never been apart. As he says, we should both have our asses whipped for not appreciating each other. As it turned out, he saw through the player the day I left. Had I been a bit more patient, I would never have left. Had he seen my loneliness and pain at being exluded, I would never have left. A painful lesson learned.  Still the search goes on. Still the disappontments mount. Is there anyone out there who believes that 3 is a lucky number?

Why must it be so hard to find a true submissive in today's society.  Master and i seek earnestly for one to complete our family and we find gameplayers or women who show an ugly face when they find out He has me.  It is the ultimate gift to surrender oneself to another and to make their pleasure the source of your own. It is also a gift to want to share that with one who would be as a sister.

The Master/slave relationship transcends that of a traditional man and wife.  The communication and honesty necessary between a Master and slave far surpasses what i have witnessed in most present day marriages.  To get a divorce has become commonplace, but to be separated from one's Master is an emotional fate worse than death.

Did you ever feel as though you were displaced in time? Try spending 43 years unable to figure out what was missing. It seems as though relationships with clearly defined roles are becoming as extinct as the dodo bird. I am tired of the women telling me they want equal partnerships, equal rights, a 50/50 relationship. Without a clearly defined master and a clearly defined servant, the result is chaos. With clearly defined roles the result is harmony. Wouldn't that be the true path to peace?

I am a female sub/slave. I was living an unfulfilling life and always carrying around the feeling that I was an oddball, because I did not buy into what society tells me a woman should want. It was not until I met my master that I realized I have always been a submissive in search of a master. The business world can keep their glass ceilings, their push for anorexia, their mentality that I need to bring home the bacon and cook it up in the pan. My goal in life is to make my master happy. To serve is to truly be free.

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