sbella31

Female Submissive, 64, Auckland

IM. LONELY 2 ,,FRIENDS HAVE DIED....SAD WISH I HAD A FRIEND. NO OTHER WAY TO SAY

What woe I feel, so low and deep is the torment of one who is selfless. To always put others first too only be left last. I feel like that moment in Alanis Morissette video where she's naked standing in the middle of the street while everyone else is fast speed going past. I try so hard ,but to no avail. And should I change should I waver. I asked for this life didn't I. I stand still watching others live and I stand still. I'm in school A student. Good mom. Am I a good wife? Idk idk. Am I a good me? I know everyone expects me to be a sex kitten,witch I could be,but right now I feel like a jurk. A fool. I just want a friend to hear me wine and be my strength. I always have to be strong ,and usually am .But lately I don't feel so strong.

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BE WARNED THIS MAN THREATENED MY LIFE. REPEAT LADIES THIS MAN THREATENED MY LIFE. HE HAS BEEN REPORTED BELOW IS HIS INFO AND THE TEXT. From: facetositon2 This user is on the site now! Invite to Chat Dated: 7/12/15 3:57 AM You no you are dead right i seen one yesterday said she loves what she does i aske her enough to just do it for the love of it Add to Favorites Add to Friends Report Message View Sender's Profile Deion: City: State: Country: Height: Weight: Age: Orientation: Ethnicity: Last Online: Male Switch Brooksville Florida US 5'11" 180 lbs 45 Straight Caucasian 07/16/15

WHY YOU GIVING AWAY YOUR CHEDDAR,ARNT YOU HUNGERY? Now I used to be a cam girl and dominatrix for hire but there is a time and place for that. .........if you come on here and a girl demands money to have a relationship with you it's probably B.S.......I often wonder why all theses girls get money and I don't and then I realized .WTF when did relationship become antiquated with money. ................And I have my own. And pride...........money does not equal love or respect. I had a guy offer me 500$ to do some random thing to him ....I blocked him.

Nothing hotter than a man in a suit,well maybe a man naked,or dirty lol sweaty. Hardworking and smart. Nice. Blue jeans and abs or boxerbreifs but suits are definitely hot. Sorry lost my point somewhere along the way lol

WHATS YOUR BEEF ,WITH A LITTLE MEAT? .......... Well this in no way condones fat women to lie or hide who they are however..........,here and in general I've noticed "fatty" haters. ...............If your a good Dom you would have enough sense to know you can change your subs image...... Weight should not be an issue. But no no these shallow puffed up jurks come on here half are unattractive... witch can't be changed then say "oh she's fat" like they want a supermodel to hop in there lap. Get real. ........Having a connection is more than physical. Yes I agree you must be attracted to her but come on I'm very overweight but it doesn't faze me because I was thin and I could be again......n. I lack discipline not ALL HOPE. And if all they care about is looks they are not good enough for me. ....................PAY ATTENTION NEW DOMS you only hold power if someone give it to you. Think about that.

I feel lonely in a sea of chaos. I long for a hand on my face. Breath on my neck. I know that all I can offer is my mind. But my body craves more. Like a vampire who eats dear blood. Like a vegetarian who loves meat. My life is full of hunger that cannot be fulfilled.my dreams would make u blush. But for me a pleasant escape. I feel trapped in my own body witch I have created and hate. My light burns bright in a room filled with bulbs. A whisper in the wind that No One can hear.

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