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	About SAW789 Please read before you write (or copy and paste as the case may be):If you were born before 1958, live outside of the the Dallas/Ft. Worth metroplex, currently married, handicapped, and unable to have a conversation that is unrelated to BDSM please do not bother writing me as I will not be responding. Now that that is out of the way... I am looking to meet people and make new friends. My real time experience in this lifestyle is limited and I am eager to learn more. I am not looking for anything serious at this time. All of that being said, I like to laugh so feel free to be funny. I like to think before I answer, so feel free to be interesting and creative. Basically you should be you.. I appreciate all the BDSMness but you outside of it is more important to me than whatever kinks you may have..

it would be nice to leave comments about people you meet on here.. like a rating system.

BUT i suppose that might not work out too well since people get all emotional and hate someone they used to love because they said their ass looked fat in a skirt or something silly like that.

Tonight's dinner?

Kabocha

Last night's dinner?

Salmon and a spinich salad

It is cold outside. The end.

Here.. i wrote something for you all.. since people often post their crappy poetry in their journals; why not me?

You got me fucked up.

If you think I'm going to chase after you.
Call you, text you so you feel important
I have a job. I have a family. I have my life.
If you think there is time for me to figure yours out.
You got me fucked up.

If you think that telling me I have pretty eyes
Is going to somehow unfastern my pants
Transport me into your backseat
So you can flip me over and hump me like an animal
You got me fucked up.

If you think that I need you
To pay my bills, Change a lightbulb
Grill a steak, reach the top shelf
I have a job, i have candles
I have a frying pan and a stool
You got me fucked up

If my not needing you makes you not want me
Thats cool..I'm not here to boost your self esteeem
When I think of two people building a life together
I think of a team and if you don't see that
You got me fucked up

If you think that i just need a real man to "put it on me"
That all of this anger and resentment
Is just the left over from some Dicks Cider
If that is all you think I care about
You got me fucked up

Sweetie....

I like interesting men
I like well developed conversation
I like to look at at the stars
I like to wonder; what makes my soul, my soul?
I like to help people who want to help themselves.
I like people who have so much of their own shit going on
sometimes they have to say, "baby, I want to talk, but later would be better "

We have more going on between us then what is between our legs
If you don't have any more going on than that
If you dont expect more than that
If you think I'm going to settle for you

You got me fucked up.

Now you may read this and think.. that sure isn't very sub of her. Fuck you, I am not a candy store or a drive through window.

Sometimes.. we all need a break. Today is Sunday.. I've been closed off since um...Wednesday. I'm not done yet, but I needed a break from being in my own head so thought I would write something here. What have I been thinking about? The past six months have been a bit of a roller coaster for me emotionally and I needed to get my shit together so I can go back to being a productive member of society. Rejection is always a bitter pill to swallow; more so after letting people past my walls and mutual comfort is reached. And even more after I've spent five years working for something that will not not happen.

I always want to pick pretty colors when I make an entry, but some of the color choices make the text hard to read so I decide against it.

My weekend was nice with the exception of Saturday when I spent nearly all day nursing a hang over.? I don't drink enough to drink as much as I did Friday, but apparently its bad form to turn down shots even if you know you've reached your limit.? Honestly I think this is a bit bullshit policy and I think I'll worry less about party fouls next time.

I'd like to take a moment to address the hate mail I get.? I know, I know.? I can't believe it either.? Imagine anyone hating me!? Keep sending it if you want, just remember each second you are spending time writing me nasty notes is a second you are further away from finding what you are looking for.? Why you don't appreciate that I am honest and up front about what I am looking for I don't know - but its cool I guess, just not what I expected.

Some of my notes from others have asked if I am interested in a long term commitment at all.? I am not against it, I am more so able to let things develop as they do and not try to force anything.? That could come off as cold, but I don't mean for it to.?

I guess that's all for now.? I've enjoyed the exchanges I've had so far and look forward to more in the future.

Oh! I figured it out...

If anyone knows how to go back to a mobile view when looking at the site via their iPhone please let me know. Thank you in advance!

Friday.... And French fries I don't know when IAst at the fries from France. This entry is sure to be filled with typos, I'm in line at starbucks. I need coffee. So, I started reAding and replying to some notes last night. I realize in this meat market we are sellig ourselves to each other, but I don't like getting the same sales pitch as the 20 other girls who you wrote last night. It is lazy.

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