Bought myself the new xbox last night as I had a giftcard to use at gamestop as i was given it along with a few other items from my meet that i had on super bowl week, so if anyone wants to add me feel free my gamertag i think is sarah x1990x with a space after sarah i think , i did play pc games years ago with a bit of xbox as my old dom did but was fairly rarely i had the chance and ill probally be on every so often on the new xbox i only have call of duty and dead rising currently but please do add me

sarah x1990x

, im going to a few bdsm meets just outside of new york in a few weeks so may be looking to take someone with me but really im continuing my hunt you could say for my longterm hopefully lifelong master, hope it can be you sir :)

also please NO MALE SLAVES/SWITCHES, i firmly believe in male dominance and have had a fair few amount of message from male slaves or switches saying there mainly a dom sorry i want DOMINANT MALE, or a master/mistress led couple or a poly house

thanks for reading all :) also please use the word BLUE if you do read this as i will priotize them messages first, once again feel free to add my xbox if you have one and i hope to find my master soon :)

quick update for anyone who wanted to know where ive been recently well it was super bowl weekend or super bowl week or my case so i was working near enough every day long hours where i got around 6 hours off per day if i was lucky but that means ive now earned a reasonable amount of money in this week and i will be having a reasonable amount of time off so i can meet more of you who may be interested in me,

my week consisted of working in 2 different bars and a underground type casino usually dancing, serving drinks but did also have to do other work such as being a businessman's escort during the Saturday and Sunday and some of Monday morning which had its own benefits along with money as we went to the marquee nightclub in the center of new york after the super bowl which we watched in another bar, apparently there we quite a few celebritys there but it was extremly busy as was expected and i didnt spend any time away from my businessman guest so he bought me drinks and looked after me but it was casual and a little boring after the club but oh well i dont think he took hints of me saying i need to be punished maybe i scared him

also as i clearly stated in my profile if we meet i will happily pay 100% of my costs required as some people have asked if i charge for them to just meet me for a drink,coffee or other meet and the answer is NO you do NOT need to pay me anything.

now that's all out way hope you message me soon so we can hopefully meet and i can hopefully begin my life long servitude to you

So many people getting annoyed it seems with me not replying to their messages when they dont even read my profile and journals, if they dont take a minute or 2 to read a journal/profile why should I dedicate my life to them, to those who have been reading my journal/profile thank you and if i havent replied yet feel free to send another message and i will try my best

This weather has allowed me to have more time away from work so for the next couple of days i will be on very regularly trying to reply to messages and arrange more meets with potential masters, hope to speak to you soon

sorry not been on recently,  been meeting a few doms and potential masters sadly no luck so far in finding the "one" met a couple good doms but wasnt for a lifelong 24/7 but least got to know they wanted me as atleast a fuck slave when i dont have master,

also been working a few 16 hour work days recently but least have earned reasonable amount money but now im back and continuing my search for the special one to use this piece of property

Please resend any emails before the 9th december 2013 as they have been cleared as my inbox cleared messages before this date, thank you

please use the word BLUE at start of your first message so i can reward people by replying quicker to people who read my journal

Now fully moved into new apartment in the Bronx close to the zoo, i do NOT work at the zoo but in a few jobs close by, have some time off work currently so trying to speak to as many as possible, to get my attention in your message please now use the word BLUE in the beginning of your first message so I can tell who has read my journal and profile more thoroughly, thank you and hope to speak and serve soon

will be moving from queens within the next week but im only moving to bronx very close to Bronx zoo as it will be easier for me to work there and it works out a little cheaper rent than here at moment but noting will change as i will still try to get on alot and also meet more people in person if possible to find my new owner

im also still reading peoples messages who use the word ORANGE in the first message more than other messages to reward you journal readers :)

Going to start rewarding people who read my profile and journal if you use the word ORANGE in your message to me then i will reply quicker than if you dont use the word in your first message as i feel people who read my profile more throughly deserve more attention :) speak soon

Sorry for my recent inactivity unfortunately the job i had which was training in the finance department i lost as the company ran into bad financial troubles, I have however found a few part time jobs so im fairly lucky in that way,

I will be working a few different shifts so will be on fairly often more than previously untill i recieve more work shifts which can change quickly as i have began working in 2 different bars/clubs and also working part time for a casino.

to also answer a few questions ive been asked alot recently yes i am tested 100% clean last test was 3 days ago and yes i AM still looking for a master, i hope it can be you :)

hope to catch up soon

had few more meets in last couple weeks but still no master 4 meets 3 wanted short term behind wives back which i wont do and other seemed to me to be a little too new and didnt know what he wanted, amateur.

currently got bit of a cold and sore throat so booked this week off work looking to setup more meets and hopefully find my master soon

Back from my few days in vegas and WOW what a place and a weekend i arrived there fairly late and didnt meet all my other play partners till around 1am, we went to a bar and a casino before heading back to the hosts house

on entry along with the other slaves i was collared and plugged anal and vaginal by end of weekend i had a ton of fun and pain, im covered in bruises and some minor cuts from the instruments used on me, good thing have this week off work.

was used sexually including as a doggy bitch, still feel a little gaped now, did 5 rounds of the pain factory game and it destroyed me but wouldnt change a thing i didnt win the big prize but i dont care i loved my weekend of being treated like meat now to just find my master on here or at local events i hope

heading to vegas friday evening leaving new york at 6pm, meeting up with 3 male doms 26,41and 61 year olds, 1 mistress 33 and 2 female slaves 34 and 51, i have met them all multiple times apart from dom aged 41.

looking forward to a bdsm weekend staying at one of their houses till morday morning, been told can expect harsh punishment, bruises, maybe some blood from whip or cane and will be playing a game called "pain factory" looks a little interesting from video i received of their last event, all slaves look brutalized but winner gets $750 rest get $100, i paid for flights myself and will cover any expenses as i trust the majority of these doms, i wont however find a master at this meeting thats a certainty there not looking so i will be continuing to search here and my local bdsm community for my future master/mistress, hope to speak soon likely when im recovering from the bruises im about to receive :)

haven't updated in a while, had my 23rd birthday which was very fun and drunk, was a party of 3 masters, 1 mistress, 1 male slave and 1 female slave and myself, experianced heavy birthday "beatings" was bruised for while, got to dom the lady and even inserted dildo into the male slave so was good

started new job at work on alot better wage, work as a trainee accountant and financial advisor for large business, met a few people off collarme, 3 wasnt really my top they either turned out to be a switch or was more bedroom bdsm people that i cant stand i want to live 24/7 TPE, so still looking for master/mistress

hope to speak soon sir/madam

had few fairly good meets recently, nothing long term so still looking, booked this week upcoming from monday to sunday as had to use up holiday time from work so hoping for more meets

Super bowl day :)

off to a friends house today too meet with a few masters and mistresses along with another slave who i have known for a while to serve them tonight either with food/drink or sexually while watching or hearing the game, going to be a fun night :)

still not found my lifelong master yet and continuing to search

been to a reasonable amount of bdsm meets over last month and a bit, not quite found the right master yet but have met some great people who just wernt quite right but atleast there is genuine people on here

will continue my search hoping to find my new master soon, maybe its you? ;)

Back active again now been away with family but also due to superstorm sandy back now and will continu looking for my new owner hopefully

3 Arranged "meets" 3 times I have waited an hour and they never showed up, why arrange a meet and no show up, its so pointless and irritating