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PROFILE UPDATE::: I have recently found the only Master that I want. He is EXACTLY

what I'm looking for and gives me just enough attention to make me badly want more.
He is just the man I’m looking for. Sexy, sharper than a razor blade, witty and NORMAL,
older, towering over me in height, and most of all, what I love MOST of all, is the
nonchalantness in his commanding voice when he tells me what a good girl I am, what
a good pet I’d be. He makes it sound effortless. I cant seem to stop my voice from
shaking when I tell him, “yes Sir". He soaks my jeans every day. He makes me do
things I never ever thought I would do, and I like it. And my Master is VERY clear about
me not being permitted to speak to other men. So the only people I want messaging
me are other subs to talk about the lifestyle, make friends, ect. I will ignore all other
inquiries. I’ve come to see that lots of young women on this site are confused about themselves.
They want to be thought of as a cute plaything. They probably read 50 Shades of Gay
and it turned them on so they have it in their head they’re “submissive". They want to be
materialized and sexualized and wanted. But I don't think those girls really know or even
WANT to know what it is to be a submissive. TRUELY a submissive. To be honest I have
wondered to myself whether this is something I really want or if its just a sexy fantasy
and a phase- whether I’ll eventually get over it. I’ve had a taste of what it is to be a
submissive. And it is something I was hard-wired for. I’ve looked inside myself and deep
down i know that i am a submissive. There’s no having to wonder anymore, because when it happened it felt like exactly
what should have been happening all along. It doesn’t really matter if it is something I want to do, or feel like doing, if He tells me
He wants me to do it, it is done immediately without hesitation. And I know I am making
him proud and being a good obedient pet that will do what he says, and THAT is what
drives me to do what He wants. Being submissive is about more than kinky shit in the bedroom. it is about losing all that
you own and being ok with it. All that you were, and everything that you thought was
important falls away and all that is left is what your Master wants and needs from you.
Its about only seeking His approval in all things in your life. Without thinking “Should I ask my
Master if i can
wear/do/say this?” you should KNOW that nothing should be done without his immediate
approval. But its not even about having someone else control you. its about really WANTING that
control. No, NEEDING the control. Wanting your Master to dictate and approve of your
every move; finding comfort when He approves, and thank Him for the punishment when
He doesn’t, because He knows whats best for you.

Subs: please feel free to message me and we can talk about our differentiating or
coinciding philosophies.
Doms: please go blow. I’m so sick of all these stupidass Slipknot loving, anger-repressed
fat guys who need a haircut badly and who are honestly just in it to hurt women. Stop
fucking messaging me and trying to act like you know me or you can boss me around.
Stop fucking messaging me in general. I’m no longer interested. To my Master:

You can have my isolation You can have the hate that it brings You can have my absence of faith You can have my everything