SageMaster


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HURT - NIN

I hurt myself today
To see if i still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But i remember everything
What have i become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone i know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear my crown of s**t
On my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stain of time
The feeling disappears
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have i become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone i know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If i could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

Written by me - SageMaster

It is more than pain in my heart today.

Pain is something that doesn?t last forever?

This will last a lifetime

Pain can be medicated ? drugs or booze

Pain can be eventually tolerated.

This is worse than pain

It will last forever

It can not be medicated

And if it is tolerated ? then maybe you are so numb

It is worse than pain?

It is called empty

Empty ? never filled

Never fulfilled

Empty ? holding nothing

Always void

The sad issue is that empty also reflects that at one time it held things

Empty of Love, Life, Passion and Joy

Empty from desire, needs, and wants

Empty to sharing, caring, and filling

inspired - by STONE SOUR
Experienced by Me - SageMaster

I am Made Of Scars

This scar came from looking

This one opened twice

These two seem as smooth as silk, flush against my eyes

This scar needed stitches and

This one came from rings

This one isn't even there, but I feel it more because you don't care

This one had it coming

This one found a vein

This scar was an accident, but never gave me pain

This one was my fathers and

This one was my mothers

This one you can't see

This scar had me scared to death,

But I guess I should be glad I'm not dead!!

This one was the first one, I placed it there

When running BUT I could barely crawl

This one on a sunny day

This one on a stormy night

This scar had a vice

this one here I like to rub on dark and stormy nights

this one was the last one,

I don't remember how

I guess you knew where to cut me

And you seemed to enjoy my pain

I remember it clearly

AND I NEVER SAW IT COMING

CAUSE I TRUSTED YOU WITH THAT KNIFE

I LAID OPEN AND EXPOSED MY LIFE

SO I GUESS IT WAS SELF-AFFLICTED...

WITH THE HANDLE IN YOUR HAND

This scar will not be the last one

There are more to come

But the question I must ask

Whowill give me another one?

THE FOUR AGREEMENTS by Don Miguel Ruiz

1. Be Impeccable With Your Word
Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love.

2. Don't Take Anything Personally
Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won't be the victim of needless suffering.

3. Don't Make Assumptions
Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life.

4. Always Do Your Best
Your best is going to change from moment to moment; it will be different when you are healthy as opposed to sick. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgment, self-abuse and regret.

The biggest destroyer of any relationship (l/s or vanilla) is not unfaithfulness or a lack of trust...

but making an assumtion without gaining clarification and understanding. The key is not to force someone to defend or explain their actions but to seek understanding through honest communication.

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