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About sacristy
Again, things have changed drastically for me. After 20 months in Texas, I awoke to find my Wife dead; I then made my way back to NJ and here I sit...
Now, on to new developments, as the death of my Wife was already known...
MsLittleDevil1 has collared me and I'm very happy with Her, and soon She will come to visit me. This is in preparation to me (or Her) moving so W/we can be together; it will depend on a lot of factors as to who will end up moving again. :P
She wants us to have a binding ceremony in the future, and I look forward to that; I found that I have a deep, irresistible need to give my love to Someone, and to be guided and looked after as I look after Her. MsLD and I seem to have hit upon the perfect convergence of circumstance in this, and will soon (though not soon enough) live together to make our hopes and dreams a reality. <3
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Well, MissXTC and EvilDyke have released me at my request and I've been collared online by LittleDevil1, aka MsLittleDevil1. We've become quite close in a short amount of time, and we get along terrifically! Can't wait for February. :D
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I have asked MissXTC and EvilDyke to release me from my collar, so I may be with Another; They have both agreed, and released me with much love between U/us all, and I thank Them both so very much for giving me the chance to belong to Them. :)
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I got a bit of a surprise last night while I was talking to both MissXTC and Her friend (whom I met by accident a few months ago), in separate Yahoo windows. EvilDyke had been spending so much time playing with me in Yahoo that I joked a few weeks ago that 'I wonder how long it will be before You and MissXTC decide to co-own me'. EvilDyke assured me that She never collars online, so I forgot all about it.
Last night, MissXTC (also speaking to EvilDyke in Their own separate IM windows) asked Her to co-own me, and convinced Her it was a good idea.
MissXTC's all-pink online collar was taken away and replaced with a new online collar in pink and purple. I am told it is half pink and half purple; MissXTC's color on top and EvilDyke's color on bottom. I love it!
Since my wife died, I've been struggling with depression at how I missed having someone to please and love. MissXTC has been with me through it all, but She has so very little free time to be online, I was still very lonely until I met EvilDyke. With this new decision, it's helped me immensely to drive away that horrible feeling of uselessness and loneliness, and I love Them both for it! <3
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I get the feeling that I should qualify/clarify what I meant by 'online-only'; I'd forgotten the online D/s aspect, whereby the sub/slave performs the assigned task on webcam.
I don't have a webcam, I'm sorry. Even if I did, I made a promise to my beloved that I would never, ever do such a thing again (I did it once before, to my chagrin).
Online roleplay/scening, cybersex, however You want to put it, I am interested in text scenes, where I can allow my imagination (and Yours) free reign.
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Well, I was wrong. After spending so much time crying, I've been hiding in my books, and in my video games, but none of that could really distract me from what a huge hole her death has left in me. I find myself wanting to make a Domme smile, give my affections to Her, and just... be wanted around. I've not scened more than once every few months for 2 years, and now I'm dying to scene with a good Domme, just to feel useful and wanted again, and it helps. Unfortunately, it's hard to find a good Domme interested in only online subs, and scening, for some reason. I have MissXTC, and adore Her, but She has not even been online in the past 2 weeks that I know of, and She seldom has much time to play. Mainly, She gives me emotional support, and I've been very grateful for it. But I need to play, too. :(
Just to clarify things between SF and I, when I moved in with Her, She did cuff me, and I did earn my collar. Then... She fell in love with me more than She expected, and it began to cause problems. She found Herself incapable of considering causing me pain anymore, in any form, for any reason: She put away the toys, uncollared and uncuffed me, and we lived as wife and wife until she died. Which is why I do not cap her pronouns anymore.
I miss her dearly, my angel come to earth. I hope I rejoin her soon.
In the meantime, if You are a Domme with good writing/scening skills, some time, and want to play, please let me know. I've been told I'm quite good at scening, and I love to play.
~cristy
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I'm devastated. My SF has died in Her sleep. There is no purpose for me anymore.  I can't think of a worse thing in the whole world to wake up to than the cold body of my beloved SF.
I checked in to contact an old friend of Hers, and thought I'd update this; this is the last time I will come here.
~sacristy
Hers forever
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Yanno, my RL Owner and I were just perusing profiles and had an hour's worth of laughing as we found profile after profile claiming to be '19 yo Dominant'. Now, I know my online Mistress' profile says 22, but She is very, very mature for such a young age and that's a rarity, trust me. At 19, your ass just got out of friggin' high school; you don't know jack yet, and playing Dominant is a power trip and an experiment, nothing more. You're still a TEENAGER! Nearly a CHILD. Don't hand me any crap that you're 'born dominant' or whatnot; you don't have the damned experience to be a responsible Dominant. My own RL Owner has been in the lifestyle for 20 years or more; THAT is experience. She knows exactly how to do whatever She chooses to do to me, or She doesn't do it; I'm willing to bet that most of these self-proclaimed teenage Dominants are still experimenting with how to use clothespins without screwing it up. SF won't even consider using a technique on me that She hasn't A) experienced Herself or B) isn't 100% certain She can do without causing permanent damage to me. I pity any sub/slave dumb enough to fall in with a teenage 'Dominant' that can hurt them in ways never imagined, just screwing up a simple session.  For the love of all unholy, go get some experience as a sub/slave before you start claiming you can torture, order around, and care for your own sub/slave, and save a lot of people a lot of harm. You have no clue yet just how badly you can screw up a sub/slave's head, especially a newbie's, and their body, with one botched session. Don't friggin' do it. |
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A very cool thing happened last night...
I was going through a drawer in the bathroom, looking for something to show to SF, when She lifted something from it and contemplated it in silence. It was beautiful, and to me looked like a bracelet with tiny little bells on it; I'd never seen anything like it before. She looked up at me, and told me it was a true Slave Anklet that had come all the way from Arabia with Her. Me, not thinking much, asked softly, "Do You want me to wear it..?" Thinking that would be the reason She brought it to my attention.
She gave me a long, loving look, and smiled; it was radiant! "Yes, I do." She said. And so it comes that I now wear a genuine Slave Anklet made in Arabia, that had been worn by a Real Slave for 3 years. *beams and purrs deeply in complete love and devotion*
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It's finally happened. The collar/cuff set that we ordered for me finally arrived today, and the most amazing thing happened...
I knew we would replace my own cuffs with the new ones, as the ones I was wearing continually snagged in Her hair or were otherwise uncomfortable for Her when I touched Her. But when She picked up the collar and its lock, and lifted it to my neck, I was too stunned and happy to speak. She fastened the lock to the chain and smiled, saying I'd gone beyond a Consideration Collar at this point, and that it was my Training Collar. I never knew that the sound of a lock clicking could bring such a rush of love and joy to nearly burst my heart!  |
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