Alas, another Valentineless Day approaches ... sigh ...

Look, if you're married or in any other type of a relationship, and just "playing" at this ... I don't care how much out of love you are with her ... move on; I'm NOT interested in your drama ... or HER'S!

OK - Let's get down to the point. It's no secret that I work from home - that I am a private baker (a damn good baker of artisan breads); that I sell vintage home décor online; that I write editorials and erotica; that I sell costume components that I make myself - and that I am also a PSO (phone sex operator) ... But let's not get it twisted. Please do yourself a favor and STOP thinking it's all about you ... NO, I am not, nor do I EVER solicit my PSO business here on this fucked up site ... I don't have to! I'm damn good at what I do, be it baking or talking ... it speaks for itself. My purpose on Collar Me is to MEET someone for myself ... Trust me on this, if I were interested in you or you or you or you as a potential customer for my PSO business, I would lead in directly with that and not waste any precious preliminary time trying to find out about YOU or tell you about ME ... you know, the usual crap people share when they're trying to get to know someone ... But let's not get this twisted even tighter ... if you ask me about me, I'm going to tell you. Love my job or hate it; it matters not to me. If you think you judging me will hurt me, please get a new life and work on it ... What you think of me is none of my business.

Oh, and yes, I'm a tribal fusion belly dancer - a very ancient, CULTURAL art form - NOT your typical Hollywood stereotype hoochie bitch ... Oh, for goodness sakes, READ A DAMN BOOK!

Peace.

Cold and achy ... would love to be lying on a nice, hot beach ...

Another cold, empty holiday ... here again ... getting to be harder and harder.

Who in thee hell has that damn much free time on their hands to play so many worthless games? Not Me! It's easier washing sand out of leeks than to sort through the crap on here. Grow up, get a damn life, or stay the hell away from mine!

Say what you mean, but mean what you say ...

Step up to the plate, or put your bat down ...

I hate time wasters and game players ...

hmm ...

Been a long, lonely birthday ...

So, in 5 days I will be 60 - and I can't believe that at this stage in life I would still be weeding out all of the BS and Crap some people dish out (and actually believe themselves) ... It's quite disheartening - and frightening.

However, I realize I am blessed to still be here ... and I'm not the only one in this struggle to find what we TRULY desire ...

Wishing everyone peaceful THANKSGIVING blessings and contentment.

Rusty

Let's get this straight ... NO WOMEN, NO COUPLES, NO MEN WHO CANNOT/WILL NOT READ ... If you choose to address me as BITCH, SLUT, CUNT or whatever - and we are not in a relationship together, please keep in mind, I have bitches like you for lunch ...

There were some rough storms that passed through here this afternoon and evening ... Hoping everyone is safe and sound.

Okay ... hmm ... okay ... If you are a fucking moron, then please, just keep it moving.

hmm ... If you never intend to actually MEET me, please don't waste my damn time ... I don't want (nor need) any new 'friends, buddies, or penpals' ...Ciao!

Just for the record, guys ... I will clear the air once and for all. I work as a private baker/chef, have a small online boutique selling vintage items, and I also work in telephone entertainment as a pso.

Please understand, I AM NOT in any manner soliciting any business here on CM - I don't have to. If you're a dentist, a painter, or a preacher you don't necessarily put it out there on your profile (as I have chosen NOT to do as well) ... However, once you mention it to a potential new partner/mate, etc. they make all sorts of judgments and assumptions.

Because I revealed this alternative job to a few people I've chatted with on here, I've been called names, accused of wanting whatever the hell it is they've got - or wished they had ... when I've simply been honest about what I do.

So, like it or not; it's what I do - love me or not - it's your choice ... or loss.

Peace.

DISCLAIMER: This is a Journal, where I write what's on MY mind at any given time - It is NOT an invitation for you to chime in and give your 8 cents worth of commentary - write a letter to the editor instead. It's a Journal - plain and simple.

MONDAY RANT: To all amateur wannabe doms, who have not bothered to READ that I am not submissive 24/7 (since the site does not have enough options to clarify our true orientation), please stop insinuating and/or asking/telling me that having a sub means you can get your dick sucked at any time as much as you want. Seriously? Is that all you think a true D/s relationship is? That's as foolish as a young woman getting married because she thinks she'll have unlimited sex, love and picket fences ... It's more than just dominating someone without using any thought process ... it's more than being domineering ... it's more than being a bully ... if you are already tired reading this little bit of text, the job is way over your head and you probably should re-think your position.

I guess I've heard it way too much in the last few days. Suck my dick suck my dick suck my dick ... Seriously? Can we talk about something else? Has anything else entered your brain in the last decade? He says, calmly, "No, I think about other things ... food, football, fucking and having my dick sucked ..." Okay, so I get it ... kind of.

My dad taught me years and years ago - If you want something done right, you've got to do it yourself ... So, hmm ... Bend over, open your mouth and suck it your own damn self.

My rant's over. I feel better. Keep in mind, if I adore you - and I choose to submit to you -- or if you have chosen to submit to me (it happens), I will gladly please you with my mouth because it is the right and natural thing to do - a form of endearment from me - not because you read some damn cheap ass 50 Shades of anything book and think you know how to be a dom ...

Have a good week.