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SIRS,
***The straightforward 'sex' bit goes as follows...***
I'm a masculine 40-something rugby-playing sub boi/bearcub who enjoys really hot, raunchy sex with dominant guys/Daddies/Topmen/Masters in all shapes, sizes, ages and in lots of different situations/scenarios.
5`8", good rugby build but no muscle-mary (185 lbs, 34"w, 40"ch), OK body/good rugby legs/great arse! (so I've been told)/ nice 7.5" cut cock, short blond/brown hair (now cropped with new stubble/beard)) & blue eyes.
I prefer guys 'Man' enough to claim my holes as yours, but I'm very willing for them to be taken by the right guy.
I still have a slightly dom attitude sometimes, usually when I see a really cute yng pup who gets all sub - I still get an urge to be dominant and tie certain lads down and make them mine but they're usually a LOT yngr than me - the rest of the time I'm a total, feisty, sub slut who loves to service confident, in shape, top or bigger dominant guys/daddies/Masters and having my holes used by any stud or group who like using a willing btm and need to dump a load.
Sane, sorted, educated, totally masculine, dirty and 'very' adventurous (but safe!) - have something between the ears as well as between the legs. Give great head and love my ass to be hammered by masculine cock/s - horny, highly sexed and bit of a POWER BOTTOM when I get going- basically a submissive, slutty, horny bottom teen boi by nature!
****But there's something more... so much more!****
Am I ready to be a Man's boi/slave and everything 'that' entails or am I just one of these pushy bottoms who still likes to keep his independence so that he can play the field and enjoy the freedom, without any of the commitments that come with being 'owned' by, or surrendering to, a real man?
Does that mean that although something feels like it might still be missing, I have to stop being 'myself' to reach it?
i'm not even really sure i know myself if I'm honest?
All i can say right now Sirs is this:
The 'sex' bit above still stands for the most part, but this feisty little cub has realised that his soul now knows he's there for dominant guys to use, appreciate... and maybe even love and own - i maybe older than most but hopefully with just as much potential and attractiveness (depending on what You are after of course!) - probably a little more sorted than most too, but that might be being too presumptive. All i know is what i feel inside - and that's that although i am mature, independent, holding down a good job, sorted, sane, pretty feisty and confident in normal life and happy with my life as it is and has been..... does that mean it can't get any better?
And does that mean that it can't entail 'belonging' and being friends/lover to a man who loves you back for the right reasons , while you are knelt, naked at His feet, in chains, licking His Boots as if your life depended on it while He strokes your head or pinches your tits or pulls you up and sticks His gloved fingers into your mouth and whispers 'Good boi!'?
My soul says there's nothing more i need than being there for a Master/Dad, when i find him!
My head questions whether I could still be too independent, too assertive and headstrong to stay in anyone's shadow?
Is that 'internal ego' that people go on about just too big to break down? Does that mean that wanting to be myself while still wanting to please are two desires that are just too incompatible?
Been told by a few Dads/Masters now that I'm a feisty but great little sub who just needs the right Master to turn me into what They are looking for!
Well i think ive found my Man/Dad/Master/Lover in dadbear1 (on g,dar) but still would like to share experiences with others and help me get where i need to or get me to serve 1/2 older men.
If you understand and know the spiritual side of D/s and understand my soul for what it is, i would love to talk to you, or if you're a Dad/Top who wants to meet me, please ask Dad
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