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About RtTBt
Hello,
I am 44 soon turning 45. I tend to be very submissive sexually (and in some other ways), and definitely get off on serving a strong man or woman. I am going through some very challenging times in my life, so I may not be for everyone. But, if you are interested in a crazy guy, I'm your man! |
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Wow, guess I did express my mania quite frequently on here! So be it. I spent most of the time since March 2010 until Feb. 2011 in a deep depression. And, now I'm on the upswing of mania again (uh, yeah, I'm bi-polar).
I'm attempting to manage it better this time, may try some new meds, but depakote DID NOT WORK, made me a zombie. I know that may appeal to some of you, but I could not stand it. I'd rather be manic than the living dead.
Wish me luck, if you want...
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Can anyone say "God Complex"! LMAO ROTFL! Whatever, what else can we do but laugh, insanely, about it... |
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Yes, I was quite p'd off last night. And I still am, so that's all I'll say.
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This society has become utterly disgusting. The erotic side of dom/sub relationships has been commoditized (sp?), like everything else. The advertising disgusts me, totally, it is absolutely ADVERSE to anything that could be called good. I am not averse to kinky sex games, as I'm sure anyone on this site can figure, but the crap that is being 'SOLD' on this site is totally disgusting. To the lake of fire with all of the advertisers, TO THE LAKE OF FIRE WITH YOU! |
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Yes, I want to get beat, fucked, whipped, tied up, dominated --- because, it's punishment for this GOD DAMNED failed experiment called humanity! I fucked up so badly, and I feel so miserable that I did such a bad job with you. My apologies, like that could actually mean anything! Billions of us may die, heck, all of us may die. Way to go, Rob! |
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Ohhhhhhhhh, do you even want to know what is on my mind! Do you! Do you really?
This race has had it, we are no better than extinct. There is ONLY the slightest bit of hope left for us. I would not count on it, to be "frank", but I suppose you can grab hold if you must.
Peak oil is here, industrial civilization is in an inexorable decline and will perish. There will be no more "growth" ever! There will be no "recovery" from this. The final descent has begun, and it is unstoppable! Sorry folks, eat it and weep, if you want. |
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I'd delete that prior comment, but it speaks to my state of mind at that moment, so I'll leave it. Yes, at times I drink too much and get a little full of myself! Never said I couldn't be a rebellious wench! |
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You know, I'm sorry, but if I don't say it myself, I'm fucking hot! Shave me and I think I could give ol'Mic's statue a run for it's money! Can you say "david"!
Fuck you if you can't take it! |
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Well, I scraped up my pretty face badly Thursday! Rented bikes on Tybee and, riding without my eyeglasses, missed a concrete cut-out in the sidewalk and went face first into a bunch of sand going at least 15mph or more. I am very fortunate that all I ended up with were abrasions and a few stitches.
So, guess I need to be punished all the more, eh? Please, just concentrate on my ass and back, leave my face alone and allow it to heal! Please! On the plus side, my new eyeglasses did arrive today.
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Note re. my pics: the 2 black and white photos are obviously me much younger, 20 to be exact. Both photos were taken during a "hair model" photo shoot, hair by my boyfriend at the time, Mic Youngs, in Seattle.
Mic, alas, is no longer among us - at least as the entity known as "Mic Youngs". I have a feeling his soul is still around. Mic, I will love you forever, beautiful man... |
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"First time I saw you, In formation, be there, be there, your wild life, be in sleep inside, be there, your wild life ..... Internationale, Wild Life, In Formation, In Formation, In Formation ...." From a song by "Propaganda", Love it, love it!
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"i became your supplicant", or something along those lines, a line from a PSB track. Pretty much sums it up for me. I frequently quote lines from music I love, they so often express my feelings better than I can in my own words. |
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In my past I have focused pretty much exclusively on "gay" sites. I'm starting to realize that such behavior is extremely limiting! I am at heart bisexual, as I believe most humans are capable of it, absent societal repression. I have enjoyed sex with a few select, very lovely, women - in my younger years, and of late have opened myself up to new possibilities. Please just ask if you truly want to know more. I will respond to reasonable requests.
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