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Why is so hard to find real people on here?  It seems half the time people contact you they are from another part of the country or even world.  I have no reason or desire to talk to someone from another country.  Another part of this country? Maybe.  Mostly depends on what you have to offer.  So what it is I am looking for.... I want a sub in my area somewhere around my age and can have a conversation that has some meaning to it and shows you have a head on your shoulders.  I have been in the lifestyle for about 7 years and pretty much know what it is I want.  I want someone who is as comfortable at a nice restaurant as they are at some diner in the city.  Someone who can have fun with me outside the bedroom and then knows once in the bedroom how to act and behave.  I don't mind if you don't have much experience, since I have a lot of fun training and teaching.  So I think I have wrote enough here.  If anyone has any questions please feel free to ask.  Last but not least I am a nice normal guy who just happens to love this lifestyle. 
So I decided to take a small break from this place.? I found nothing but BS and liars on here.? But alas I decided to come back for one more attempt at finding someone who is worthwhile and who is looking to actually get to know someone.? Cross your fingers and say a prayer for me!
So now I am here to pose a question...? Does anyone actually read journal entries?? Or is it just a platform for people to vent and write things out?? I am not just talking about my entries, every ones.? Would be very interested to hear if anyone actually reads this.
Well yet another night of sitting around wanting to go to bed yet no being able to.? As I sit here seriously contemplating why it is that I am still awake it just makes me wonder more and more what it is that will make me happy.? Don't get me wrong I love my life.? I don't have to worry about money for the most part, I? love living alone, and I am overall content with my life.? Yet there seems to be something missing.? I have always been the type to be completely happy with being by myself.? I never needed someone there to make me happy or to entertain me.? But as it is these days I just seem to want to have someone or someones around more.? Whether it is more friends or a sub I am not quite sure.? I guess I am just open to anything right now.? Blah that is enough feeling sorry for myself.? I am over it... Sorta
So let me ask this question... Has anyone ever hit the point, at whatever job it is that you do, that you just want to yell at every single person and call them an idiot?? Then just walk out the door and never set foot back into the place?? Well it feels as I have hit that point.? Too bad that I can't just walk out and be done.? Damn bills and rent! ?
So I have decided to try and do this journal thing.? I have never been good at writing about myself or what has been going on in my life.? I am more of the type to figure out my own problems and tend not to talk about them.? But anyways like I said I am actually going to try this.? So if anyone actually cares check back sometime.
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