ronniCDTG

Male Submissive, 40, London

Female Submissive, 23, Marion, Iowa

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changes in ronni Mar 22, 2012 9:29 am  0 Views The last year to year and half have been difficult, challenging. plus at many times depressing.  My wife of numerous years announced she wanted a divorce. Can't say it surprised me I had thought of it myself many times but hadn't gotten up the 'gumption' to say it. The process has taken from February/march of 2011 till October 2012, just last week a new legal document came saying a form used was wrong.  To be completely honest even though i had worked it out in my head over and over the reality has been nice at times and rough others. Financially i am hurting. I've been 'semi-retired', yet working, but was receiving a pension, about 2/3rds of what expected because of having to take an early out, but the court gave her 1/2 of it, even though she was already making more than me.  I knew,least ways was fairly sure ronni and my desires were just napping not gone.  The last month, about, these feelings have been coming back.  The feelings are the desires to be dressed and feminine, sexual, submissive, masochistic......emotional not logical......leave the male person as much as i can. Family, friends, job will always mean a majority of the time the male me has to be the public person.  Physically i have been taking T-blockers to help make it easier. For awhile i was also using Estrogen patches, but i needed to lose some weight that had just been gained.  The differences are the male equipment has shrunk by about 30 to 40%. What used to be on some days 6 full inches, not exaggerated and thick is now 3 3/4th to at most 4 1/4th. The width is also about half of it's previous size.  Even without the Estrogen, but especially while taking it my breasts are much more sensitive. There hasn't been much noticeable growth with them. EXCEPT for the nipples they are fuller and more likely to get erect. Guess a trade-off to what's left of the penis hardly ever getting erect, and when it does get there the effect only lasts for a couple minutes and then it shrinks again.  The penis isn't any less sensitive just much smaller.  Still looking for a guy or more that can understand and appreciate who i am trying to be.  Spoken to several, the most likable and likely all had problems, with either distance, schedule matching or location.  I can host, but need to be sure before showing someone where i live.  Plus more than 1 guy wants a big dick to play with......definitely NOT me anymore.  Or his talk becomes so aggressive I could never feel safe with them. All for now  /

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