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| So, why am i here.... I will start by saying that i am inexperienced, my realisation of what i need came about unexpectedly nearly 2yrs ago. It has taken me this time to try to understand it, understand my desires, and to be as sure as i possibly can with regard to what i actually need before finally being here. I can assure you however - not something i woke up last week thinking - i might like to try this. But will say the realisation has been overwhelming to say the least.
So, if you are not interested, don’t possess the required time, patience and guidance that i will most certainly require, then i thank you for reading this far and wish you well in your search.
However, if you are still here, serious in undertaking the training of a novice, and perhaps the benefits of training a potential sub to suit your own requirements then perhaps take the view if you will, of working with a blank canvas with which to create your own masterpiece to meet your specific tastes.....
I believe my desires and needs are fairly simple, but will start with what i do not want; thereby eliminating those who want what i will not be able to provide, such as, breath control/asphyxiation, hoods, needles, piercings - anything that may draw blood, sharing/simultaneous penetration etc. There may be other hard limits, and these are open to discussion/negotiation but hope this gives you an idea.
If you are still here, thank you for your patience, i realise this may appear somewhat demanding of me but i have no desire to waste your time or mine. So, please believe me when i say i am looking for reality/relationship with someone experienced, the right person to help me explore my limits and boundaries, and i wish to eliminate anyone who views me as someone to serve as their whipping boy (girl) for instant gratification, or indeed a door mat, someone who is simply there to use and abuse at whim – that is definitely not me, as i am not one to let some idiot loose on her who has no self control, that should never happen.
i am nervous and therefore require, and am looking for someone in whom i can place my trust, whose company i enjoy wherever i am, whatever i am doing.
As a working professional, you will be someone who is at least my equal, intelligent, softly and well spoken, can articulate your thoughts, sincere, patient, open, honest and trustworthy, as well as being fit and healthy.
Most Importantly, it will be your very presence, your demeanour and the tone of your voice that will assault my senses. In pleasing/displeasing i may need reward and punishment determined by you, my ultimate pleasure being your pleasure, wanting to serve and obey, to respect and give total trust and control in my submission.
I am open minded and adventurous and would like someone who commands. Are you able to give guidance, possess the patience required, have the time and the inclination to earn my trust in you? Because i will at times get things wrong and displease, therefore i need to have complete trust in you, in as much as you know what you are doing and what is best for me to reach my true potential. Without my trust this will not go further.
If you have reached here – i thank you for the time given and your patience. May i apologise for this epic, the detail, the possible repetition, but thought it important. If you still wish to get in touch i would love to hear from anyone who is genuine and sincere.
rippled water
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