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This is what I hope to find in a Dom:

Please- I hope you read this before responding... it's so important that you understand who you are responding to!
I am not looking to relocate!

WHO I AM LOOKING FOR:
You should be a dominant male, young, single and LOCAL. I enjoy couples, however what I am seeking here, is a MALE who is on his own, or has gfs that do not live with him.
Accepting of my need to serve. Which is as a domestic servant and allow me to relieve my oral fixation on a regular basis.

Teach me to please you...

ABOUT ME:
Overall, hedonistic. I like heavy or hard hitting rock. I enjoy going out to live events, including combat sports and European football (soccer). I am educated and well travelled. I appreciate ink and piercings and like rockers and bikers as doms because of the common interests, esp music + speed.

SERVICE:
My domestic service to you includes your home's chores. Which I will attend diligently. Only stopping to cater to any of your wishes.
Waiting on you hand and foot. Your every whim and fleeting desire, I would fulfill.

Unsatisfactory work is harshly punished. I am disobedient and seek physical, rough abuse. It is my nature to be defiant (brat?). But a heavy handed dom can put me right in my place.

If my toiling pleases you, my reward has been relief of my oral fixation. And if my service is of particular good use, my dom allowed me into his bed where I worshipped his body and he either applied great amounts of physical abuse to satisfy me, or simply fulfilled his own needs with my body understanding that I wanted to be used as a tool to bring him pleasure.

RESPECT:
I will respect you and worship your body.
If you can show no respect for me, then we can not play together. I can not be your submissive if your insult me and humiliate me (unless engaging me physically).
I am not your slave, you are not my master! I am not a bitch, a slut, c*nt or a n*gger! And if you respect me, like I hope you will, you will call me only by my name. My service is priceless. I will be your kitten, your sugar, your mama (T. Barker!), your lover... if you wish to call me those things. And I will earn the names- you will see.

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2/2/2009 5:51:30 AM
Absence brings on many things. New ideas, new perspectives- new experience.

I've never had many complications arrise in my pursuits for capable doms. Things have been easy for the most part- if not hurried by my anxious nature. It's never been a true emotional journey. I've kept these cravings strictly of a physical matter. Not because of some unspoken rule, but because that is all it was- purely physical. When I met my previous dom, the physical aspect was incredible. He instinctively knew what I wanted and gave it to me unreservedly.  Emotions ran much too high and I find myself breaking away in these last months.
Though a very capable lover and companion- also very possessive, very jealous and untrusting. Can there be balance? When the possessed is not a possession?

7/5/2008 6:32:31 AM
It's a terrible thing when a walk of leisure becomes a panic striken search for the most familiar path.


I have spoken to a few very capable doms recently- who actually know, understand and can fulfill my sporting needs. Of course it's this lifestyle that I happily refer to as 'sporting'. (Don't crucify me because of it.)


My recent event not only came to me from the blue, but shocked me, awed me and captivated me- without a paddle or restraint.


I discussed my fetish with a casual date. I thought he might flinch and shy away- as they do, really unconcerned if it was too much for his ears. But this one turned up half a grin. And his eyes shot downward quickly and then focused on me intensely. The mood changed, our conversation became low and concentrated. He was in the closet on this one, but with just a few words spoken, I knew he understood what I wanted and wasn't afraid of it.

6/27/2008 12:31:54 AM
Put where I belong


I imagine Shaun, the dom that used me previously. He was simply breathe taking. I imagine a new dom filling these shoes that he left behind.

Who can be that cold? Who can be so cruel? In one moment, stroke my hair and tell me how lovely I am, the next, slowly pulling me back by a handful of hair and pushing me away from the comfort of sitting next to him in his arms, to fetch him a drink from the kitchen. Upon my return, the journey took far too long and I'm brought to my knees with a sharp whack of his heavy hand on the back of my bare thigh. But he's happy now, telling me-

"that's right, get where you belong."

6/27/2008 12:26:05 AM
Only in a perfect world?


Im spending more and more time daydreaming. I'm wondering if I'm looking in the right places for what I desire...

It's a funny feeling I get, in the coils of my stomach. One that's a tickling, something like a butterfly sometimes. The kind of anxious fluttering you get when you're awaiting a roller coaster ride. I know what's coming. I can almost see it in the distance, but I'm not at the gate. I'm nervous, I'm excited, I want to turn back, but my feet stay firmly planted. I'm not going anywhere. I've waited too long for this.

SM... not so much BD... is what I want...
In a perfect world, when my dom has tired of using me, a spate of rough intercourse would follow. Is that my greed talking?


6/27/2008 12:02:31 AM

Point of Note #1



I was given a bit of advice lately, that pops into my mind often- since it should have been quite obvious, but I can be slow on the uptake now and then...


I recall complaining to an older friend in this 'lifestyle', that I date, often randomly, guys that come along, and once in the relationship, I spring it on them, or try to sneak it into the bedroom, that I would enjoy their hands at my throat, or  beg:


"please spank me- no, spank me-
No! Really SPANK ME like you mean it!
Pull my hair! Harder! No, it doesn't hurt!


Make it hurt!



P l e a s e ? ? ?



His advice to me, the old BD sage, that he is- was that I was going about it all wrong...
I should infact search for guys that are openly dominating, instead of making some poor bloke uncomfortable with my colourful requests.


Funny, now.... My requests are becoming increasing colourful with this sound advice at my back.


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valval23
 
 Age: 18
 Wyoming, Michigan