ricknj52

I have been on CS for a number of years..............  actually remember when it was Collarme.  I know I didn't fill out a profile of who I am or wants or needs but in part because CS takes forever to acknowlege profile changes.  

My home life is complicated dealing with a handicapped Mrs. and my time is not as flexible as I would like. All of this just complicates things for me.  

In my ideal world my Mrs. would be my Domme but we don't live in the ideal world.

Realistically I would love someone close by who is flexible with time but that is difficult to find.  I did have a Mistress that several years ago that was close and when we were together she enjoyed making me suck off another man while she watched.  Sometimes she would invite one of her woman friends to watch as well.  And when we couldn't be together she would have me do things like shove butt plugs up my ass or pin clothespins on sensitive areas of my body.  I do miss her but sadly she is no longer with us.  

What would be nice is to find someone like her even if only for texting or an occasional phone call if not local.  Or to find a man who simply wants to haveme suck his cock or maybe look to take my virgin ass.  Thought I might have found somone hear to do that as I did enjoy giving him a blow job but for some reason or another things just haven't worked out as I would  have liked.

Maybe someone will read this and offer to be my Dom/Domme if only for an online sub.