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Dominant Couple, 55, Atco, New Jersey
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Female Dominant, 23, Salt Lake City, Utah
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Male Dominant, 22, Cranston, Rhode Island
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About Revelle
I am redoing my profile. Some have suggested that it does not contain enough information.
I am 34 years old. I am a single mother of 3. I am a teacher. I love nascar. I am searching for the right Dom to show me the ways of submissiveness. I am not into games, nor am I JUST into the sexual part of it. I am honest, probably more honest than one wants. I do not play games. If I am not sure of something I will tell you, along with explaining why I am not sure. I am a SUBMISSIVE, not a slave. I am willing to explore a great deal, but only if I am comfortable. I'll answer any question with in reason. If there anything else email me and ask.
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It is simply heart breaking when you find someone who teases your mind and reaches out to the certain part of you that makes you feel as though life is really worth the effort you put into it. When you wait, a day maybe two, to hear from them. Holding your breath as you go to check your email, to see if they have sent word of something else that will make you smile, blushes, wonder, think, maybe even sigh with total abandonment. The tickle you get in your tummy, the giggles that you just can't hide. The smile that stays with you, even when you, yourself, don't know why you are.
You wait....and...wait. Hoping that something you said, wasn't wrong.. not for the simple fact you want this person.. to own you or even consider it. Just the pure fact that you feel with everything you are that knowing this person will somehow make your life brighter, happier. You can instantly tell the intelegance of this person and you are drawn to them.
Then they are gone. Just like a flame in the wind. Gone. You wonder for a day.. once again maybe two.. if life has them stressed or unable to be around. Then the "what did I do" feelings set in. Did I say something wrong? Did I talk to much much when I should have talked little? You question everthing about you. Was my replys to questions not what they should have been?
Then the anger sets in. Not so much at them but more at the way the world has become. So impersonal. If you had meet on the street and talked over simple things, would it have gone differently? You wonder in and out of days..wondering why it matters so much. It wasn't as if anything had really started. A couple of emails...and extended invation to put your thoughts in an email when ever they occured.
Then it hits you one day as you are out ..or at work. You once again let that little wall that hides so much of yourself down. For a fraction of an instant, someone had the opportunity to know you. They could walk into your mind and know everything there is to know about you. In an instant you are scared. It plans a seed that maybe it is best not to share everything you think, feel, or want to know about. BECAUSE....lets face it.. no one can really know everything about someone. There will always be that one hidden part, the thoughts you think that you do not share..the wants that you are weary to expose.
Then slow you build that wall again.. and you try your best to be on the look out for the ones that can so easily tear down that wall.
You continue to breath and move from day to day thinking, there is never anyone who will ever know the real you. |
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Iris by Goo Goo Dolls
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you toto know who I am
That explain everything! |
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Happy Valentine's Day
I am writing to thank those who have sent words of encouragement to me. I truely am grateful. Also those who have sent emails that have made me laugh. Laughter is a great way to break the ice, so to speak.
I think most have taken my past entry with a grain of salt, or taken it as a personal insult. I only write or do a journal for my own personal reason, not to slander or put down anyone elses veiws or wants.
I search just as anyone else does and experince as anyone else does.
The out come just may not be the same.
Today is the kick off to the nascar season.
Daytona! I personally will be in front of my tv, screaming as I always am.
I personally thank Nascar, it is the best Valentine's gift, I could receive.
go 48! |
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My heart is heavy with sorrow. I came seeking certain outcome to a deep need. All I have found so far is sexual intent. Maybe I have yet to make clear what I am seeking.
Although some have emailed to warn me about predators on this site, I am astounded at the magnitude of it. Thanks personaly for those who warned me. It seems to me as I scroll through profiles of Dominate and sub alike, most are missing the true meaning of what a M/s relationship is. That alone is sad. I have as of yet had a true M/s relationship othe than online, which lasted over a year, but within that year I found out more about myself thatn I ever thought possible and would like to experince it first hand.
It is in a sense almost depressing how sex has overshadowed something that is meant to be soul moving and fundamentally life altering. |
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