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	Here, but not looking ... I enjoy as many friends as I can though. Happy hunting all you Pervy people! r--

5/14/2014 1:11:55 PM

Today is my birthday... Somehow I'd hoped it would be ....different... This year. Well, here's hoping next year is better....

3/31/2014 3:48:11 PM

Sometimes and no matter how hard we try to keep focus...things get away from us and we dare to ...believe. To hope. The thought of "just maybe" fills our minds though we try to keep a level head and try to stay in the now. Some how it always goes awry. It begins with a connection. You see it but tell yourself... keep distance. We defend our hearts against the pain by saying...slow....be slow. All the while hoping that this is what we were seeking. Those that are capable adjust and change to fit needs... never sure of whether or not it will work out. We experiment to see if we can live the way another likes in hopes that this is it. This is the process. This is how we learn. This is how we grow and adapt and find new pleasures. For some it means new love. Thats right i said it... love. To have total happiness in this lifestyle you have to love yourself first but you also have to have the capability of being able to love another and in turn to allow them to love you as well. Most if not all of us carry baggage. You know what i mean. Past failures that sit heavy on our souls. The chances we took and the pain that followed... Or worse the fear that drove us to let someone get away from us that only after some time has passed that we realize we should have held on tighter, fought harder to keep or even fought at all to keep. How many did you let go of in a stubborn fit and realize some time later maybe compromise would have been ok and he or she was it... but you were to stubborn and that chance passed you by. Now before i start getting emails about how this life isnt at all about love... save it please. The same people saying that love doesnt come into play i have learned over the years are the same people saying how unhappy they are because they can't find what they want. They are the people saying it's all about the sex and the control or the submission and not about love. I dont agree. Love always enters the equation in some fashion. Denying it doesn't change it. Once again...i ramble. My thoughts and views i lay out here before people as much as for a discussion point as it is to open eyes..maybe doors... Be safe... be open... compromise and communicate... and love... r--

2/4/2014 5:55:52 PM

It's amazing that the site of a friendly face can bring such a smile to my face. You know who you are, and I have missed you. r--

2/3/2014 8:45:55 PM

So I think it's time I add a little bit of insight as to the world of me. I see so many hellos and while I'd love to answer all I will admit there are many I simply can't even acknowledge. If you send me a message that says nothing more than... "Are you owned?" Or if it comes as shallow sounding as it reads I'm afraid I just won't answer it. A conversation should always start with hello. An introduction. A nice to meet you. I answer the ones I find of interest. I am sorry gentleman, I do typically have a preference. Somewhere between age 38 and 46. Closer to my own age. If you in your twenties please look elsewhere. I would like to say thank you to everyone who has had kind words for me after my loss and yes the pain is easing. Am I actively searching for a mate ? No. That's not to say if the chemistry is right I wouldn't say yes... But I have taken a new position at work and I am typically quite busy. I have had men ask me why I bother coming here then... And I come here for the same reason every else comes here. Like minded conversation with people of interest. Don't judge me for knowing my time is spread thin and knowing what I can and can't give at the moment. That about covers it for right now. Please enjoy your evening and May tomorrow be better than today. r--

1/31/2014 5:50:03 PM

When last I journaled I was lost and in pain over the loss of my best friend. That has eased and I wonder at times at the world and how it still manages without us. Amazing that we can so impact everything around us but be nothing more than memories in the end. I think I've been alone to long now. I've forgotten what it means to be ... Part of something inspiring. *sigh Melancholy tonight I suppose.

11/18/2013 9:27:32 PM

I lost my best friend from school tonight . She over dosed. The shock of it all still weighs on me...

I hope she finally finds the peace she so long searched for.

I haven't even got it in me to keep writing...

goodbye my sister...you will be missed.

r--

10/19/2013 4:50:46 PM

Isn't it funny, that with our lives being so busy... Jobs...kids...life in general... We find time to come here, seeking the one that makes us whole... Or for some just a plaything for a night... It fascinates me that so many people are searching and yet no one is finding...

I can't choose her .... She only meets four out of my five criteria...I can't choose him because I suffer from my own failings...

How many people a night do you show interest in? Say hello too? Offer up your delicious desires to? I've lost count already of the number of hellos and emails I've gotten... Yet I know if I were seen in the real world...I'd be overlooked.

Strange isnt It? That we are so brave behind the anonymity of the screen... Yet so picky in our wants...

My point is... Sometimes, the dream you seek... Just passed you by the milk in the grocery store and you didn't even notice.

food for thought...

r--

10/16/2013 9:03:16 PM

Well, it's been an interesting first few days back. Not a lot has changed lol Still get the guys who think they can just tell you how it is... To each their own however.

I've seen a lot of people I know and seemed happily welcomed back by many.

Sadly not by some I would have liked to though but I guess everything has purpose so perhaps it's best to let them go.

Except for the few... Yes you know who you are... It's been a great welcome home and I thank all those who greeted me with open arms.

I'm not sure what this life has to truly offer anymore. I used to know... But after a few losses one does tend to doubt ones own reserves. For now I am simply resolved to enjoy the company of the happy few that inspire me and delight me with intelligent conversation.

As always I will write more as inspiring events occur or as lessons become learned.

Thank you once again for reading and please be safe all.

r--

10/12/2013 6:47:14 PM

ok ya'll a little bit about me. as i stated before this is my third time around here. what i am seeking is a real connection with someone who actually wants to know me. if all you want is fun on the side... please look elsewhere. if you think this is gonna be an on line fuck fest... try again. if you are married or committed to another please please please keep on walking. I do not and will not play in anyone elses backyard.

i want some one i can commit 100% to. He is wanting my attention as much i am NEEDING His. He shares similar interests but they dont have to be identical at all. I am as always hoping to live and learn and love in this life. His love is shown by how much care he takes of me. i want to be his pride and joy... his rare pearl... his precious gem and i want him generously possessive. Some dont like that but i like knowing he wants me all for himself.

anything more is certainly open to debate and far to much to add to a journal entry.

do not mistake the term slave for door mat. if you write me to attack my views on what the definition of the term means you will not like the response.

Respect is earned and not immediately given. I can tell by the approach and your words how we will interact almost immediately.

all that being said... i love making friends and am not going to jump on the first Dom to say hello.

Be open honest and truthful and we'll have good chats.

thanks for reading...

regeane

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Age: 45

Waldorf, Maryland