Staines Munch is this week (Thursday), if anyone is interested in going the details are on IC and FL. Cant wait.

Almost a end to another week.

So want Christmas too come.

Had a great Saturday evening at Ann and Roleys. 

Fingers X for my interview tomorrow :)

Had a fab weekend, had pain which is always cool and went to the beach, dipped my feet in the sandy sea which was re-freshing and had my first cod and chips which was yummy.

Had a pleasent day today but time did not go fast at all.

Two more work days, sounds good to me :-)

Really feel like killing one of my parents today. They drive me bloody mental.

You can never escape from them.

I was naughty and treated myself but shouldnt had as dont have the money but love what i brought.

New day tomorrow. Buster will be missed but it was the right time so im happy for him, just hard knowing he isnt there physically.

Roll on the weekend i say just 3 more days of work :(

RIP Buster Boy.

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Such a crap day today, roll on the weekend thats what i say.

why a migrane? today and not a Friday evening or Saturday or Sunday

4 more days till the weekend.

Really hopes this week fly's by.

Yes no more work now till Moday :)

Got to get up early tomorrow however as got an interview.

One more day of work and then a 3 day jam packed weekend some fun some not.

Had a wicked night got some pain and in sore, but experienced some suspension with rope it was amazining.

Went for a interview today, but im not too sure if I really want to leave what im doing at the moment.

Will think of that later when I find out if I get a 2nd interview.

Today has gone so slow for me today, each time I checked my watch the time seemed to only shift slightly.

Also been very sore too.

Weekend of unpleasent torture - but thats because it was my fault.

Lesson  learnt big time.

Had a great time at Staines Munch, meet some lovely people and a nice amount turned up.

Going to Staines Munch tomorrow evening :)

Its a re-start so hope quite a few people show.

argh dont you just hate it when your not feeling well.

Hope it passes soon.

I survived the dentist, hehe.

Dont need to go back for 6 months :D

Yipee :)

Dentist tomorrow for the last part of my root canal.

So, so glad its comming to a close.

Getting back into the swing of having pain is fantastico. I had a little break for a few weeks but is nice to get back to normality.

Day two of going back to the gym, im really loving it, booked myself in to get a programme sorted for Friday, so not doing random stuff. Only day two and feeling really good but down side is sore.

Having a day off tomorrow, then back Thursday.

First day back at the gym for a long time, so much new equipment and changes.

Enjoyed myself too.

Back tomorrow.

my computer/net has a falling out with ic, dont know why, oh well.

Didnt get the job sadly :( oh well.

Today things have gone really well.

Lots sorted and booked in for work already for next week. Hope my luck keeps going and doesnt stop.

The dentist has given me a tempary crown or cap thing, and ive explored dental pain for time with a really bad tooth ache, but why is it that my jaw just closes firmly shut and cause me serious and unpleasent pain, ouch!!!

I want pain YES but there is that pain and there is pain I actually want.

Bloody teeth, cant live with them and cant live without them.

Went to the dentist to get my 1st part of my root canal. OMG what a experience, I think having the antifectic is worse, I felt really rough, light headed and sick for the first 15mins after I had the injection.

Back on the 27th to get it completed, :)

Passed the 1st interview, yipee, got the 2nd on Wednesday, hope and pray its for me.

Things are looking up. Yay, job interview tomorrow.

Life can really suck some time :(

im so annoyed, i want work.

Had a wicked session, all details is on my blog, but cunt kicking I like :-) its not as bad as what you think it is in your mind.

Aim next time to take it harder.

My evening has been brightened up now. I am in stiches of laughter. I might have to give playing it a go some time. But the guy on the left cracks me up.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=raQvHnkRL-Y&feature=related

I am feeling really, really rough today, everything is achey and killing me.

Hope it goes.

It was all cats and dogs on the apprentice. lol.

All up and ready, just awaiting the phone to go, hoping for work.

When a choice comes to you, some thing you always wanted, you would go with it.  But then if you went for it, what else do you have to aim and go for. You dont as you reached what you always wanted.

I could be wrong and I am possibly am here. Because once you reach a goal you aim for another.

What im trying to say, do we really know what we want in life. I dont and ive now learnt that. Things change, people change, circumstances change so you change too.

One of my issues ive now discovered is commitment, this scares me, never thought it would to be honest, but it does.

Back to normal I from now.

Choices, choices and choices.

What to do.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Think ive decided.

my tooth is killing me, in so much pain.

i think im going to have to buy co- codimal again.

Hopefully off to see the new Pirates of the Caribbean tomorrow. Cant wait. Love Johnny Depp, and love him more as Captain Jack Sparrow.  

Bored is anyone else..

In the mood for pain.

Any ideas at all....

Why is the dentist im going to see today, have to be bloody sick, howannoying.

 Pissed off, big time and want my tooth sorted.

IC chat really does do my nut in arrgghhh so bloody slow and annoying.

Today has been super great for me.

Hope it continues for me.

Got a big smile on me.

So far so good tooth wise, touch wood it remains pain free.

Not long till the dentist now.

I dont bite, yeah I admit I can have a temper on me, but why do people mess others around?

Just tell them straight.

It really pisses me off.

And its rudeness too.

So pissed off.

I so want this tooth sorted.

Why are appointments always ages away, when you need it sorting ASAP.

Back to work tomorrow, which is good news.But roll on the 27th.

The causes of tooth pain when you have taken all you can to relieve the pain, this is what happens to you :

You go mental, go insane, go walk around your home and try anything to get rid of the pain, you brush your teeth a billion times with tooth sensitive toothpaste praying and hoping that it will some how even a little relieve a small amount of pain, and find out afterwards it doesnt work when the pain flares up, you put cold things on your face, then warm things, your bouncing up and down like a yoyo, cursing and swearing and regretting that you should have got it sorted soon.

I dont know.

Teeth aye.

Not long till the dentist.

Had a very nice afternoon at work.

lol, im in a good mood, feel like shite but in a great mood.

Of to see a Dom mate, will be a nice but tough weekend for me, thats for sure and put to work.

Oh well hehe. I will love it.

Need a break, roll on the 27th. But Roll on this Friday quicker as need pain.

Dont you just love antiobitics, well not me.

Warning all who avoid the dentist or simply not been for years.

I have been suffering badly from tooth/teeth and jaw ache on my left side.

Finnaly gave in to see a dentist and I have a a whole that goes dierectly down to my nerves and its that that has been causeing me the trouble. One tooth.

Because ive left it so late to get treated, its going to cost me in the low hundreds when it would have cost so much less if I bit the bullet and went years ago.

bored...............

Been to the Dr's to get some mighty strong pain relief but on top of that its zonks you out, im kind of like a zoombie but not.

Dont laugh at me. Im dosed up, not my fault.

Also registered with a NHS dentist, took ten calls to find one who would take me on.

Am I that bad hehe.

Guess not hehe.

So hopefully my teeth,tooth and jaw issue will be fixed tomorrow morning or on the way too.

Dreading it though.

Hate dentists, and fear them.

Dont you wonder why you have parents some times.

is pissed off.

What a great day. Sun is out, few clouds in the sky and a breeze.

Really is great.

Got my car washed today, I think for the first time for about 6 months. And have to say looks good :)

Im not one to rant on journals but this is one occasion that I will rant :)

Just got a message from a 'so called Dom' using text speak, which didnt even make sense in text speak, and commanding me I must contact him.

hmmmm I think not, as if he had taken a second of his time to read my profile it clearly says 'Im not looking'.

Some people do puzzle me, and Doms moan when they dont get a response as this message was a copy and paste job.

My rant over, feeling better now :D

OMG bloody computers.

My one takes the piss, and makes me pissed off.

Now IC doesnt work.

I was really disapointed today with the weather.

Where was the sun, ok i mean where was the sun that gives us all warmth.

Hope that sun does it's job tomorrow.

Only 2 more days of work then the weekend.

yipee I cant wait.

Possibly pain on Friday which is great :D

Hope the sun remains out and as strong as it was today with like no wind.

Dont you just hate toott/teeth aches.

Well I do.

Dr Who just gets better and better.

In a real happy mood, luckily avoided watching the royal wedding but did catch a glimpe of her dress.

Looking foward to the weekend :p just dreading going back to work on the Tuesday.

But cant really complain as got a 4 day weekend due to the wedding.

What do I want, but does I want always get .

I want pain.

Will find out lol

So glad that we have Friday and Monday off. Need it in a way, just need to decide what to do.

hmmm.

Change of profile picture just for easter

HAVE A GREAT EASTER ALL OF YOU

Just brought some numbing gel for my teeth as i keep getting teeth ache and omg it numbs but my tongue aswell lol.

Wished my toothache issue would go as its not just one tooth but allot.

Had a fantastic day bowling with a friend off here. Never beat my score I wanted to beat, but there is always next time.

Had a great weekend and really do hope the sun will do its best and keep shining with a clear blue sky.

:( all I want is a Dom.

You know what, im so happy, yipeee !! 

A week of no work this week to a week with some shifts that im booked with.

More may come. The more the better I say.

Hehe.

People complain about work, I dont, as I need it.

yahoo is playing up.

Going bowling this weekend, yipeee.

Not had a game of bowling for ages.

The hard descision now is whether to

have the bunkers up or down.

I want them up and

my friend wants them down.

Hmmmmm

:p

Ok I admit I said that I craved for pain.

What I didnt expect is my wish to come true.

But not the sort of pain I ever, ever want.

Bloody hell, got a ultra painfull toothache's and left jaw ache.

Ouch.

Next time I need to be carefull how I say things.

i really badly need pain. Hate the cravings.

This week has really been good, busy but good. Im in a job where no two days are ever the same, and is good but very hard work. Friday work wise it has been perfect, had a right laugh while cooking at work.

Hope the nice wheather comes out over the weekend and soon it wont been long till its BBQ season, cant wait.

Tomorrow i need to get a card and a present as its Mothers Day on Sunday.

Saw Derren Brown, great again and got to speak to him, cant wait till his next tour.

So glad today has come, tonight i see Derren Brown. Not much longer to wait now.

Cant believe the weekend is very nearly to a close.  Then work on Monday. They should change it to 5 working days and then 5 days off lol.

Also a week now till i see Derren Brown, yipee !!!!  : D

This can get addictive = http://www.members.shaw.ca/gf3/circle-the-cat.html

Been a very long day for  me today.  Went to three different placements all over the place.  At least im now home, can put my feet up and chill out till bed.

been a fantastico day for me, horrible head cold BUT so glad its the weekend, and only a few weeks till i see Derren Brown, yipeee

been a good day at work

Day 1 of weight watchers tomorrow. Still getting t grips but it will fall in place.

Whats up with my mobile today, mental.

i have treated myself for a change, a chance to let my hair down, and spend for somthing  for me :-)

i do kind of regret it but i think it was needed and yes it felt good and im happy hehe :-)

i have had a really realistic nightmare last night, very strange, creeps me out, i might have to consult with my dream book to see if i can find a meaning.

Roll on the weekend, hehe

im glad im back online

Things on the work front are looking up for me which is cool.

Its nice that agencies want you hehe.

Im in a mega good mood :)

does anyone know of any jobs/work going for slough or areas close by.

doesnt matter how small or big.

im in a super, brill and fab mood :)

http://www.bbc.co.uk/iplayer/episode/b00y377q/Pleasure_and_Pain_with_Michael_Mosley/

i wish i was not over bratty

had brill time at the aquirem today.

loved the sharks and sea horses.

but the red knob star fish had vanished.

magicians street magic on bbc, is cool

lines

are

so

so

dead

boring

pissed off

went for a dog walk this morning,

did not realise how muddy and slippery it was,

wore shoes where the grips have worn out,

slipped backwards in a massive puddle of mud,

had to laugh hehe, think the dog was too.

my day has just got alot better, fucking great, so, so happy, he he he

great day, had a right laugh and a giggles, kind of as much as the kid in this clip lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cYl8SYNuaKQ

some times it feels like you just talk to the computer hehe

i feel so good at the moment.

the feeling that a big weight has been lifted, in a good way.

things happen for a reason, in life and i believe they really do.

things are tough but even finding that jumping over one hurdle of things that cause issues and problems gives you relief and a sense of achievement in one way or another.

just finding what peices go where, like a puzzle.

i feel like crap as im ill, but im so, so excited that i just cant hide it hehe

Christmas is now over sadly, the one true day where people are helpful, kind and caring to one another.

This spirits needs to live on, not just for christmas but in every day life.

People need to appricate whats around them and not take it for granted.

happy christmas everyone

good or bad bit i do first.

hmmmm

i think the good bit, christmas shopping is at last completed, yipeeee.  :-)

now my bad new,

argh !!! so f*cking pissed off, why do we live in the world of money, banks/bills, have realy pissed me off big time, and to make things worse, ive kind of dug a bigger whole now, great aye.

no shifts booked in this week, bummer.

did i want to work this week - no to be honest

do i need the money - yes

lets hope the buzzer goes and i get called in lol

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let it snow

I received this e-mail today and thought I would cut, paste and share it. So please take note, theres many people out there that con, so please don't get conned!!

DON'T CALL ANY PHONE NUMBERS STARTING WITH 09......

Postal / Phone Scam:

Can you circulate this around especially as Xmas is fast approaching - it has been confirmed by Royal Mail.

The Trading Standards Office are making people aware of the following scam:

A card is posted through your door from a company called PDS (Parcel Delivery Service) suggesting that they were unable to deliver a parcel and that you need to contact them on 0906 6611911 begin_of_the_skype_highlighting              0906 6611911      end_of_the_skype_highlighting (a Premium rate number).

DO NOT call this number, as this is a mail scam originating from Belize .

If you call the number and you start to hear a recorded message you will already have been billed £315 for the phone call.

If you do receive a card with these details, then please contact Royal Mail Fraud on 020 7239 6655 begin_of_the_skype_highlighting              020 7239 6655      end_of_the_skype_highlighting.

For more information, see the Crime Stoppers website:

http://www.crimestoppers-uk.org/crime-prevention...

I was shocked by the DVLA when i checked online how much a replace ment driving licence is as i have the card but lost the paper to it. Its 20 quid, i thought it was free or like a fiver. Well pissed off, duh

When you have not had pain for some time, you forget the feeling that you NEED it as your body forgets the feeling, but when it is given to you a few weeks back you forget that you get this CRAVING that you NEED and WANT more PAIN and each time you dont get it, the craving increases and increases and increases.

sooooooooooo bored lol

chilling out, bored and job hunting, any body know of any jobs in the slough area ?