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	I've jumped ship to that other site. Just here to keep up with a couple of friends. :) Here's some profile goodness: If I had to describe myself in one word, I would say I'm atypical. You probably aren't going to find anyone quite like me on here. I don't say this to be conceited; if anything it's only led to rejection by people who are only involved with the "scene," such as it were, to fulfill their deviancies or to give legitimacy to some asinine mentally-unhealthy paracosm that they've created to hide from their psychological deficiencies. A fantasy world is a nice place to visit; it's not a good place to live. I'll be honest with you. Hell, I'll be honest with myself: It goes without saying that anyone who would dare make a profile on this site has something strange going on in their heads. My motives are somewhat different than your average kinkster. I'm not (primarily) here to abuse someone, nor am I here to be abused. I don't have any fetish or paraphilia that is an absolute requirement for me to speak to you. The purpose of my profile here is to connect with people, and I mean that in every sense of the word - be it making new friends, be it finding a snuggly little pet-girl, be it finding a strong, confident woman to keep me in check, be it finding someone to collaborate with artistically, be it finding my soulmate. I embrace the possibility of any or all of these things (ideally simultaneously!) while on this site. Life's too short to limit one's appetites. I have what some like to call a multi-faceted personality. This does not mean I suffer with schizophrenia; it means I have no problem flowing between what most people would consider very different personae. This tends to turn people away, unfortunately. If you're on that wavelength, I'm a dragon therian. Or faerie royalty. Or slightly batshit insane, depending on my particular mood. As of late, I've been letting that aspect of my personality out more than worrying about being "dom" or "switch" or some other term that I find altogether too convenient and limiting. I seem to be living in a place where none of this makes sense to people, where "having a good time" entails getting drunk on cheap beer and going to meat market clubs and desperately trying to get some action. Sadly, the scene seems to be going down that path more and more as of late (and may well have been for some time, but it's only recently that I realized that the fun part of kink seems to have been overpowered and subjugated by the sexual). I crave something deeper. I have a love/hate relationship with the scene, and honestly with society in general. Sometimes I find amazing people who touch my soul and change my life. More often now, I just find myself overwhelmed by the same dreary, shallow, base, and perverse view that either getting one's genitals touched or preserving the BDSM "lifestyle" (whatever that means) is the only thing that matters. Yes, I have dominant tendencies - and as of late they've grown substantially in both frequency and in force. It would be improper to call myself a true 100% "dominant," though, as there's a part of me that always stands defiant, but yearns to be tamed. Either way - whether I'm dominant, submissive, or something altogether different toward you - there should be only love and respect. I'm not comfortable with the idea of a relationship (even a playful one) with someone in which mutual love and respect was lacking. That seems to be an archaic concept these days, and will probably cause most of you not to take me seriously, but it's an integral part of who I am as a lover and person. So if you feel like we're walking similar paths, or if you just want someone to chat idly with, or if you think I'm a devastatingly handsome young rogue... talk to me.

4/26/2014 6:43:22 PM

Dat goth night tonight. :3

3/31/2013 10:08:33 AM

Oh, how cruel I've become.... :3

Sadist ----------------- 100%
Switch ------------------ 93%
Experimental ------------ 89%
Masochist --------------- 64%
Dominant ---------------- 64%
Bondage ----------------- 61%
Submissive -------------- 54%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur -- 39%
Degradation ------------- 29%
Vanilla ----------------- 18%

taken from

http://quizfarm.com/quizzes/Sex/poeticthinker/do-you-have-an-inclination-for-bdsm/#

8/12/2012 8:03:50 PM

I think I'm going to get rid of my account here. At this point, I need a paradigm shift, some good drugs, or a good fuck. And I ain't gonna find those here.