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| Hello, I’ve decided its time for a change in my ‘about me’ description, and hopefully for the betterJ. I hope you like what you read, and if you don’t – well, I am who I am.
Firstly, I am a submissive. In fact, I’ve been told by a few people recently that I am ‘too submissive’, and that’s why I’m not the sub for them. Personally, I think I am just slow to react to a situation- if at all. I tend to react quicker and fight harder for someone else’s sake, rather than my own. I have no idea why that is really. My submissiveness is not an act, or a game- it is not something I turn on and off for certain people. It is how and who I am in my everyday life. It is a real part of me, and one thing I like about myself.
Secondly, I think of myself as an empath. Some people might not know what that is, so ill explain.. I am overrun by empathy for other people/creatures and their situations. I sympathise with their pain, their happiness, their joy and sadness. I always take into account how others might feel about something, even to my own detriment. This sounds nice, but sometimes its not, and as a consequence my head is run by 95% emotion, 5% logic. Sometimes it takes me a while to see the black and white of a situation rather than just how I or someone else feels about it.
I am an animal lover and have a little collection of pets, who are my kids. I do not tolerate animal cruelty in any form.
I’ve been looking for a Dominant/Master for a long time now. I’ve played with some, spoken with lots. Something I have come to realise that I am very tired of, is men that want a sub to please them and serve them, but want to give nothing in return. A slave is there to serve, and nothing else. Somehow, I don’t think this is a strong base for a long term situation. If you have a car, or any inanimate object, which you own, if you don’t look after it, it will break quickly, much quicker than if you give it the maintenance and care it needs. I believe the same principle is true of subs/slaves, even more so. I want to find a Dom/Master who makes me WANT to serve Him, in fact LOVE to do it, not just because it’s my place to do so. Someone who sees making His sub squirm in pleasure is a sign of His control over her as well as making her sob in pain. Someone who will get to know me so He knows how to get the best out of me, and accepts no compromises.
Some random facts about me: I find eye contact a genuinely hard thing for me to do. I believe holding my hand is one of the most intimate and loving gestures anyone has yet given me. I have 2 cats and 3 horses, I’m scared of river shrimp (the white ones from the Murray river with pincers)insects and ghosts, i lost my virginity when i was 23 in a caravan, i rode a Scottish highland bull when i was 14 and i currently have 4 tattoos. And lastly.. im not really interested in relocating, however, for the right guy.. that is not set in stone. (and by right, i mean i would have to be SURE... not just from chat but from spending time with someone)
So that’s it for now, hope You all feel You know a little more about me. have a great day! zara x
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i have decided to make a new rule for myself. i am no longer going to give blow jobs in a first play session. this is going to be a hard limit for me. Reason: i used to love giving them. i get a huge kick out of pleasuring a partner that way. However.. i am meeting Dom after Dom who want to see how obedient i am, get me to suck them off in our first 'play session' and thats all we do. and then i never see them again. so now, for me, it has pretty much become like sucking a tasteless meat Popsicle and i don't want it to be that way. i want to enjoy it again. and not only that... i want to have a little more use, and play, in other areas! so please, if your intention is to assure me that our first session 'wont be a once-off', get me to make you cum and then never speak to me again... look elsewhere. zara xx |
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i have been feeling so very disheartened about my longing to find a Master.. sure, ive had lots of 'contacts', but.. honestly, not many genuine ones. i do not wish to sound harsh, or jaded, though perhaps thats how i feel, a little, atm. but seriously.. i am looking for a long term Master. someone i can have a life with, as well as serve Him, fully, in all things.. and im not sure if im completely wrong about this, but having a first contact of: ' i want to see you do 'x' on webcam, slave..' or, 'call me so i can hear you cum' or 'send me pics of .....' does not seem to me that the so called dominant in question is really interested in owning me, as a slave, at all... just getting off, a once only occasion. which, invariably, is what ends up happening. honestly.. this sort of behaviour is BORING for me, and does nothing to make me feel like You may be interested in owning me. also, i AM overweight, and i HAVE put that in my profile.. so please dont be disappointed when You find that out again, because it isnt my fault if You dont want to read what i have written. i take the time to read someones profile before i reply, so i will know if they might suit me or not.. it would be nice if people initiating contact with me would do the same, so they arent disappointed with what they get, in the end. pretty much, what im wanting to say, is: if you only want to waste my time, or are only wanting kinky sex.. please dont contact me. because i am not interested in doing anything on cam, or hearing You jerk off over the phone, at least not at first. there is a lot of pain behind these words, and i dont need people to make it worse. thankyou, zara. xx |
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| Age: 19 |
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Florida |
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