i am ready to find my Daddy/Prince ... Sir Charming, as well as new friends on or offline. i am a 37 BBW. Currently in the process of becoming a smaller BBW - lost 50lbs+ so far. i am a non smoker, non drinker, no kids with no desire to have kids.

i am purely submissive - with no desires to be nor do i have the makings of a slave. i am looking for a real time, real life relationship. Be it friendship, mentor or more. i want a semi-monogamous relationship. Not sure how to put it better. i am fine with scening/playing with O/others but i am NOT looking for a poly relationship. It is fine for some and i wish it were for me, but unfortunately i have come to realize poly is just not who i am.

i have recently discovered that i am intrigued with Daddy Doms. Am looking forward to exploring that further.

i am a talker! i need someone who can handle that. Communication is key to me, i can not and will not even try for a relationship that does not have 2-way communication.

For me D/s is not a choice nor a game. It is who i am. i am still discovering all that i am and finding out more and more about myself. It is a constant learning process, with everyday bringing a new lessonf. One thing i have learned is that to me this lifestyle is a 2-way street. i can only give what i get. i do not buy into the concept that being submissive means having no say, no brain, no opinion or no rights. To me that is slave & wonderful for some but NOT for me. i do not want to be broken. i want Someone to help build me to be an even better me. i am not a doormat!

2 way street for me includes but is not limited to and in no particular order are: Communication, Respect, Love, Friendship, Understanding, Honesty, Trust, Teaching, Learning, Willingness and MUCH more!

i do not expect perfection as i am far from perfect. i am loud, funny, opinionated, fun-loving, not afraid to speak my mind, loyal, open minded, emotional, trusting, a good listener, neurotic, romantic and a chatterbox. Some of those things i am trying to improve and some of those things i am proud of. LOL scary huh? So if Y/you're looking for someone perfect it's best just to move on.

i am very much involved in the local munch group and have every intention of staying involved. i also am very close friends with my former Master. We remain the best of friends. i am also growing closer and closer with my family. No intentions of letting anything change these relationships.

i am an avid reader: mystery, crime, true crime, romance, supernatural, and design are the ones i read the most, but will read almost anything - including the phone book if nothing else is handy. (Been there done that.)

i also write. Short stories, full stories, poetry. i write romance, suspense and erotica. i love all kinds of movies and have an extensive collection. i love doing crafty things, organization and decorating. i am a garage sale fanatic. And extremely anal about it. (About a lot of things actually.) i very much enjoy cooking. i would like to learn more. i also enjoy eating out occasionally. i also am a reality TV junkie, addicted and very emotionally involved. i love the water. If i were rich i'd have a pool and probably look like a prune 90% of the time. i am by no means a great swimmer, but i can doggy paddle with the best of them and have just as much fun doing it as anyone else.

As for D/s likes! A lot! And still learning. Willing to try a lot of different things. i think of myself as extremely kinky and assume others would too if they knew the real thoughts in my head. But as in all things - very scary to share those especially right out of the gate. So for now let's say that ... i am open. However i have learned that i an NOT a pain slut. i do like some pain and adore certain kinds of pain but as for hard pain like caning, whips,pain for the sake of cruelty or egomaniacal Men trying to prove something etc. etc. etc. those are HARD limits for me.

i think of myself as fairly open minded as to others interests as well. And i try very hard to live by: your kink may not be my kink - but we're all kinky and that gives us a good base for friendship.

i am a good listener and a loyal friend. i am very protective of the people i love and i am a very vengeful person if someone hurts one of the people i love. i have a fairly good sense of humor i think. i love to flirt and tease and push. i can be a brat - but i never try to be a cruel brat. More of a fun sassy one. Do i step over the line with that? Honestly, yes sometimes i do. But it is never meant to be malicious nor cruel. And i hope that my sarcasm is taken as fun as it is intednded. When it is not - i hope the person who took it badly will tell me so i can correct my behavior - to the best of my ability anyway.

i am bad judge of character. In some ways i can read people like there is no tomorrow - but that is only after i have studied them and had time to get to know them better. But for first meetings and chats - i have no judgment that i trust. Therefore i rely on the people whom i trust the most in my life. And that is my former Master and 2-4 other F/friends who i know are very good judges of character. So if there is to ever be a first meeting it is important to be up front and let You know - i would never be alone! It's for my safety as well as just a smart move for all concerned.

i need and deserve S/someone who wants a partnership. A D/s partnership - but still a partnership. i believe in equality and a true relationship can not be successful unless both people agree that one is not more important than the other. Just serve different pusposes.

If Y/you're still reading this and i have not scared Y/you away then this was worth being as up front and honest as i can be.

i truly do like to talk, want to make friends and am hoping to find my Prince/Daddy .. Sir Charming - who will help me to become the princess charming i so want to be. and allow me to aid Them in Their Daddy/Prince journey.