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Life's journey takes many turns, mine has taken me someplace I never expected and never figured to be a widower this early in life. Am searching to discover a different side of my self after all these years. Hoping to get help for that along the way. Have always been passive / sub / bottom - now wanting to see what else is there with me taking more of a lead in things, have been getting more comfortable with this, but still tend to fall back into my old ways. Hoping someone will have the patience it takes to help this old dog learn new tricks. Still tend not to reach out first, so if you see something that interests you, let me know!!!!!
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I have always been a bi sub / bottom who is fairly new to this part of things trying to figure out exactly where I am on the spectrum of things. Had spent over twenty two years in the swing lifestyle with wife (last 6-7 of which we started getting into some kink) until our daughter was about two yrs old when we stopped to focus on family with the intent to get back to it when daughter was older. In the meantime wife developed early onset Alzheimer's and lost all interest in anything related to sex or sexuality and had gotten to the point of needing constant total care for two years until she finally ended her struggle last year. So now am on my own trying to raise a 17 yr old teenager and getting on with my life on my own.??Am hopeful of continuing to explor my submissive side, learning to serve and what other things I can fell comfortable with.
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Scored as Submissive
Submissive
82%
Switch
79%
Experimental
79%
Bondage
68%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur
61%
Masochist
54%
Degradation
43%
Sadist
39%
Dominant
25%
Vanilla
14%
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Any questions just let me know, will get back to you ASAP.
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