whats the point of being a slave when you cant even act upon it....i don't feel like a slave or even see myself as one anymore. I'm ready to call it quits n be just a girlfriend and nothing more. just feeling lonely and lost right now

Master and i are planning a trip to this place here in Houston called Smoochies. They have an upstairs porn theater where anything goes. We would like for a local girl to join us for some kinky fun. It is an amazing safe place and lots of fun lol. if you think you might wanna join us for some fun please let me know. 

so i have been doing some research and studying of my own and i still dont get the big deal bout a slave being fucked by a dog...whats the big deal? why is it such a turn on for some...im just curious and have decided i wanna learn more...is that weird?

why cant people understand what it is that i really want? why wont people listen? its so frustrating like standing in a crowded room and not being heard by anyone. its like im alone and lost no matter what i say or do...it doesnt matter. im ready to walk away and not look back. i just wish life were a little easier.

now i know the feeling of loneliness. being taken from the world and put in a place where i knew no one and feeling lost and alone. only two things kept me going....my kids and the love of my life. i know now thru counseling and such that i do not have to be a victim and that i can be strong no matter what.

i have decided that i need a friend....(that is a girl). someone i can hangout with. you know talk to go places with and just have a good time. there will be nothing sexual at all.....just simply looking for a friend that i can trust. As i have no friends right now. im lonely and tired of being at home not being able to go out and party every now and then. oh and pls be in houston or at least the greenspoint area so we can get together often. Thanks