propertyofHM1

The stinging reminder of what it means to respect my Master and know my place as my Masters slave. Today i have received punishment. Most people think of a power cord, any power cord for that matter as as nothing more than a tool for powering stuff or a simple household item. I know my place and that is on my knees at my Masters feet. I am to be seen not heard and Masters word is law. no longer will i be mouthy or disrespectful. the welts on my ass and the pain every time i sit down are the constant reminders of what will happen when i am disobedient and disrespectful.  the worst thing ever is to be knelt over the bed and told not to move then outta no where comes the whistle and then the sting of the power cord. the pain will take you to a whole new level. Master, i am sorry for my attitude and behavior. I know my place and will not leave it again. Thank you for loving me enough to show me where i belong. 

Last night was an amazing experience. Master and i went to this store here in Houston that has special theater in it. It took a little time but after a bit i loosened up and didn't really care bout anyone around me or who was watching. The thrill that someone could see me sucking my Masters cock and could watch turned me on. It drove me to want more. I loved that even though Master wouldn't let anyone touch me people could see my pussy and i loved being put on display. Even though it was dark with only a movie playing on the screen i loved that people could possibly see what i was doing.  I loved having my Master use me in a way that was open and out there. I cant wait to go again. I think this time i will be even more adventurous and try some new things. I think next time i would like to wear both my plugs and have Master use me on them. I don't care who sees me....what have i become i wonder? as long as no one but my Master touches me i am up for whatever he desires me to do wherever he wishes. I will tell bout the next trip we take to the theaters. 

There is a saying that i live by...In order to get respect you first must give it...if you want me to respect you then you have some work to do. Just because you are a Master or Mistress doesn't mean you will automatically get it. I may be a slave but i still expect to be treated with some respect. If you want respect from me then give me the respect that i deserve as a slave which may not be a lot but it is still some

sometimes wondering why i try opening up and letting people in when all that happens is i get hurt. Im tired of letting people in. Tired of trying. Tired of caring. im done. if you cant accept me for who i am and deal with it then i have no need for u. i am putting some of the walls back up and am going to start blocking people out. Maybe then i wont feel broken all the time.

So excited Master is marking me permanently...omg i never dreamed he would do this. i cant wait im so excited. thats all i have to say today...sigh 

so i really dont know what to write today....i miss my sister like crazy and wish she was down here already...i cant wait to hug her and be able to talk to her and spend time with her. so ready for that....see you soon sis

lets just make this known....number one way to piss of a slave...hmmmm....disrespecting their Master.....just so u know its not a wise thing to do...specially when its a redheaded irish slave with a bad temper that you mess with

 grrrrr.think u can disrespect my Master and then hide behind ur profile like a little bitch....yea shows what a fuckin coward you are just goes to show how little of a man u really r...why dont u step out from behind ur fuckin profile and be a man and face me...what r u afraid of a little slave like me? cuz i will kick ur ass...I may be a slave but i dont need my Masters help defending whats mine...I stand on my own on that one...