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Male Switch, 24, Lancaster
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Female Dominant, 34, Greenbelt, MD, Maryland
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Male Submissive, 20, Everett, Washington
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About ProdigalSon
The profile title doesn't necessarily refer to "Mother-Son" play, which isn't particularly my kink. Rather, after years in the rat race and having strayed far from my conservative rural upbringing I'm looking for a strong Christian woman to correct my path. The problem is all of the Christian Domestic Discipline websites I've seen are devoted to the husband as head of Household and I'm seeking the reverse of that.
Now prodigal doesn't literally mean I'm a wastrel, I've actually been fairly successful in life and earn a good living. But it does refer to the years I've wasted in city living, recreational drinking and playing the field instead of settling down.
I have learned the hard way that Self-indulgence and an unruled spirit produce emotional dissatisfaction. Lack of self-control produces anger and that the failure to get one’s own way causes self-pity. Unfulfilled lust has led me to waste too much of my life in restless agitation. For too long have I denied my innate need to be governed.
I'm not looking for someone to force me to change, per se, I already want to do that and have already begun to do it in some ways. But I am looking for a woman who can help keep me on the straight path. Someone able to "train up a husband." I'm hoping my future partner can put me through a training boot camp to mold me into a better man and instill in me an instant, unquestioning obedience. I have to admit that I was a strong willed child and that probably got me into a little bit of trouble here and there. I'm looking for a wife who knows how to break that wilfulness. I defer to her as to what that will ultimately mean, but I certainly expect it to mean an end to nights on websites like this one as well as to drinking, hanging with the guys or otherwise frittering away my energy outside of the household. In fact, I would like a chore list that is extensive and exhaustive enough that it keeps me from any solo hobbies outside the house and prevents me from being a couch potato.
I'm not pain whore, but I do believe that discipline, even if it is only rarely applied, need to bring tears to bring meaningful change. A submissive who can safe word out is really "topping from the bottom" and not truly submitting to the will of another.
I imagine a benevolent sovereign who monitors my behavior and determines when I need the rod, whether to prevent laziness or to make me more attentive or because she detects some more lapse. She probably never even needs to raise her voice and is as capable of calling me on my behavior (discretely in public) as in the privacy of home. But once determined to correct me she is not deterred and does not allow her affection to instill a force sense of mercy or my delayed obedience to cause her to reverse her sentence. In the beginning perhaps I will need to be bound in order to endure discipline. But I hope in time to find the strength and obedience to bend over a couch or bed and obediently and silently suffer as many corrective strokes as are prescribed.
I imagine my Governess positioning me for my discipline and admonishing me for my trespass. During the whipping, while she has my undivided attention she speaks, instructing me, the punishment is slow, to allow her words to penetrate my mind and assist in my transformation, but it is also a severe enough beating that she is certain of my surrender.
Incidentally, I was a skinny kid, but am slightly hairy and bearish in middle age, very masculine. Not into cross dressing or passable -- there's nothing girlish about me. But I'm also not a "jock," I can cook and am not that fond of sports etc.
“He that spareth his rod hateth his son: but he that loveth him chasteneth him betimes." (Prov. 13:24) |
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