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I live my life by these principals

• Insatiable curious approach to life and unrelenting quest for continued learning • Commitment to test knowledge through experience, persistence and willingness to learn from mistakes
• The continual refinement of the senses, especially sight as means to liven experiences.
• Willing to embrace Ambiguity, Paradoxes and uncertainty.
• The development between Science and Art, Logic and Imagination
• A cultivation of Grace, Ambidexterity, Fitness and Poise.
• A recognition of and appreciation of the interconnectedness of all things and phenomenon I am not looking for anything but friends right now thank you kitten x

3/3/2012 3:20:35 PM

wondering if there is anyone genuine on here. so many vanish without even a word!

4/22/2011 12:49:05 PM

feeling bit meh atm, Had my tongue pierced and its hurt a fair bit. kind have day of reflection. look back at my life and some of the choices I have made.

3/18/2011 7:46:17 AM

Just watched V for Vendetta 

 

I love that film, just love how he takes her and breaks her down and shows her truth about herself. amazing moment in film. just wow 

 

Kitten

x

 

2/22/2011 5:46:30 AM

think about changing my name as Princess takara was meant to be a funny name and kind now seems perhaps seen in wrong light to those who might not know me that well.

 

kitten

x

2/18/2011 4:56:27 AM

With everything that's happened over last 2 weeks. Friend passing away and such. I Just realised that life to short sit to waiting about waiting for a Owner to come to me. I know I have been pro active but I just really want to be back in that lifestyle and world where I know that I am owner and will feel safe and happy with who I am and have the one person in world that just is my everything. 

 

 

Kitten

x

1/28/2011 4:21:00 AM

I read this today and made me think wanting a M/s relationship . 

 

"When a dream takes hold of you, what can you do? You can run with it, let it run your life, or let it go and think for the rest of your life about what might have been."
--Patch Adams

1/25/2011 12:40:52 PM

I am kind of at pass in my life right now. I really want to find a Master and decided to be pro active in my search.

 

I am seriously seeking to find a M/s relationship. after a friend being very ill in hospital and such. I just realised life is two short to be living it with out following my dreams. Its not something I have though about on whim, but things are just more clear on that I want to be in M/s with someone I can spend my every waking our thinking about and just keeping happy.

 

Its hard describe, there feelings i have when I think about having that connection with someone, sitting on floor just looked up at them into there eye's and touching my collar and thinking. He owns me I am owned.  I just miss that feeling, it almost completed me in way that I never found anything else could fill. its that wake up in morning locked in caged, with chains on. and watching your owner walk up to bars and pet you on the head. when things like that happen I just get this amazing feeling of being utterly owned and knowing that all you need do as I am told and I will wake up everyday with same feeling of being complete because I know am his. 

 

I miss that world right now, I know that sometimes and someday's  its not always like that. but when there are days like that. Its such amazing feeling. I guess now all I need do is find that person. 

 

Kitten 

x

 

9/10/2010 8:27:05 PM
I got my body mod finaly and had my ears Pointed on 7th of Sept. It was awesome process and I have been writing a blog about it. sorry if i have not been around much. but I have been healing up and resting.

this is pictures of the actuly mod, so its not for faint hearted.
and this was done with out any Ansthetic.

http://earpointing.blogspot.com/
8/12/2010 10:13:53 PM
Its stange, but i am really seem to get frustrated when I am not having any for BDSM in time. I am not sure why it but just see to get frustrated and upset by the whole not being having partener who enjoys BDSM lifestyle.

I also feel like my nerves get better of me sometimes. like I get all worked up for plans and then sometimes just get overwhelmed with things, unless there support there. but i guess thats sometimes how i deal with things.
6/6/2010 5:42:24 PM
After talking with Dom friend of mine, who played with me many times in past. I asked him why we never got togher in 24/7.

His answer "You are BDSM mad, i could never keep up with you wanting to be tied up or chained, it seems like you could happy live your life in chains and ropes. I could never give that much attention to BDSM, if there was such as thing as BDSM addiction you would be number one on the list 1."

Not sure if thats good thing or bad, thing :D
5/1/2010 3:22:48 PM
I decided to write this to get clear idea in my head what i would like out of life. this not list of demands, but more just a list of things, I know i would like. perhaps give anyone out there a better idea of what i am like and my likes

who i would like to be

Who I would like to be

 

I would like to be The Pierced gothic girl, with lots and lots black and Pink cloths.

 

I would like my Ears Pointed, and my ears pierced all the way up my Ears.

I would like my Lip Re done, and want a Stud in my noise.

I would like Permanent Flesh Corset on my back.

I would like Flesh corset, tattoo up my legs like ribbons, with cute pink bows on my back of Ankles.

I would like be a Cute Gothic L0lita and be as cute as i can be at times.
I also want to be New rock wearing, Tenchcoat, corset and skirt with Fishnet type Goth.

I would like to be Size 10 again! By my Birthday

I would like my Hair to Black and Pink or Black with Red Dreadlocks

I would like to have my nipple pierced.

I would like to be living my life as slave and really get into a lot heavy play, but have kool group of social friends who I can play and chat with and have awesome time with. (Honest is best way, just tell people who you are not hide the parts you think they might not like)

I would like to live in tidy flat that I take care; I would like rollerblade all the time and become skate to places rather than walk.

I would like do enjoy drugs and play, but not want to always need them.

I would like my bed to be a big cage, full of teddy’s and  pillows and nice big hello kitty duvets.

I would like someone to spend time with who enjoys BDSM as much as I do. Someone loves tying me up and watching me struggle doing tasks he has set out. I would like someone who thinks I am brilliant but also knows that I need very short leash.

I would like someone who wants to keep me as pet, and treat me like their property, but also understand that I need stimulations, caring, and a feeling of being needed.

I would like give up everything in my life of that one person who is willing to take every part of me and mould into the person we both want.

I would like someone who wants to keep my in my child ego most time. And like the fact I am childish and a bit silly a lot time, but also knows that I need boundaries and a strict control.

I would like someone to make me there kitty girl, and have me pretty much with ears and tail. And perhaps even paws all the time, even as gothic L0lita I can be kitty girl. I would like someone who thinks it awesome idea to superglue whiskers on me, and watch how excited I get for days until they eventual fall off. I would like someone who loves idea of feeding me out bowl every night, and have me eating at their feet, while they eat there dinner off the table.

I would like someone who wants me speak in third person all the time, as they think its cute. And also that that likes the fact, that having a permanent steel collar with kitty bell on it is awesome, I would like me to have permanents anklets and wristlets.

I would like someone, who loves the idea of taking me to a park or woods late and night and taking me for a walk and some exercise.

I would like someone who things it cool that I would like hair baby pink and have the Pinkest bedroom in world.

I would like to wake up every morning, chained up in my cage, or bound up next to my owner, and know that I am 100% totally owned, and feel so awesome about that

I really want to someone to take so much pride in me, like their daughter, and when I am wearing their collar 24/7 thinking that brilliant

I would like someone who, will take me to the pub, and just sit me down on floor next to him. Or go a quiet little restaurant and have me lie back on his chain sitting on floor and me looking up at him as he feeds me.

I would like someone to think it’s awesome I have ruffle sock fetish and Japanese loose socks fetish, and actually know what Pelerline socks are, and realise i have huge school uniform fetish and not find it funny that I like having Pelerline socks over my hands so there like mittens or paws.

I would like to be with someone I can tell all my weird and wonderful fetishes and they think it’s cool that I am willing to share it with them all. I would like someone who not going laugh and tell me there weird and make me feel bad for having them.

I would like to be with someone who thinks it awesome and will help me make most the cutest Kitty costume, with but plug tail, paws, cute ears and perhaps a cool gag. I would love to have a few different styles, like full body Zentia type that covers me to head toe and another one that’s cute and revealing 

I would like someone who loves the fact I love being a Doll sometimes, and loves the idea of keeping me in a box with see through plastic front and strap me down into it and love the fact, i would drift off to sleep really happy in there, and he can wake up with doll in box.

I would like someone who actually wants me to be at home, perhaps even never letting me out apart from special occasions and when he wants me show off. I would like to be perfect little gothic L0lita house wife, I know I can be crap at house work. But I know with right person all need is Displine and a good kick up at the arse.

I would like some who thinks it cool I have massive Nylon Fetish, and loves the fact, I would wear stockings 24/7 If I could. I also want someone who thinks it awesome that love being mummified or encased in nylon.

I would like someone who likes the fact, I love hoods and sensory deprivation, and sometimes I just want to be tied up and left to drift off into my own mind.

I would like someone who is BDSM mad as me. I loves that I think about million ways of trying myself up or ways for other people to tie me up. In fact, most of the time that’s what I am thinking about. If it’s not games

I would like someone who thinks it’s awesome that at times. There nothing more I would rather do. That be in chains, collar, cuffs and anklets. And just lie on sofa on my owners lap watching film.

I would like someone who thinks it cute, that I love Teddy’s and want to have biggest collection of massive teddy’s I can.  Also the fact, reason I love big teddies I that they make me feel smaller and littler.  I would like some who. Thinks it cute, that I have fetish for being stuffed inside of big teddy.

3/27/2010 5:51:37 PM
well, lol I found out that my friends who changed there minds about going to party, actualy did go but just with out me. sad but there life i guess.

Anyways. I watched "Memoirs of a Geisha" last night for first time in while. I really love that film. I seems bring a strange feeling of wanting to be alot like them in alot ways. I guess with more BDSM side of things also. I guess being view as work of art is something amazing. I would love to be see like that as slave. So it has inspired me to take break from alot things i do and focus on my Photograthy, my Pod Cast and My Body. as part of this i am going give up games for 6 months from the Start of May so i can focus on things i want to do. I also think i am going to go back to Martial Arts and train on getting my body and mind more focused.

I guess right now with out an Owner, I have felt very lost and not being able to keep my energy's one thing. Until I find a Owner i am going have to do something about it myself.

takara
xxx
3/22/2010 10:39:36 PM
Todays been bit strange one, I spend weekend with some friends, who blow hot and cold with BDSM and being kind sexual towards me. I got invited to BDSM party next weekend. So i was really looking forward to it, as heard alot good things about these Party's anyways, Today after spend weekend kind thinking about BDSM and not being able to do much. I get ah we decided we don't want to go anymore. which crap, but i understand.

but to my point. I been in really BDSM head space for few weeks now, and really find it hard to function on any level with out thinking about wanting to be tied up or just feeling submissive. I got small bit of it at weekend and then bang, its gone. Is bad that I find it hard to deal with my day to day life with out some element of BDSM. I think perhaps i am bit obessed with it, but then I guess I just feel its part of me.
6/22/2009 12:30:50 PM
Seems to be, alot people message and want to chat, but have no mannors to let you know there not intrested or have change there mind. I seems to Patern on this Site, where people have no Mannors and think its ok to waste people's time. and then Vanish with out a word. its ashame and really dislike people who do it. and I think it says alot people that they seem think they can treat people like that. ashame but true. i do hope there are some geniune people out there.





1/11/2009 12:05:59 AM
I think i am starting to see pattern with people on this site. they message and seem very keen for weeks or months of chatting to them. then after trying to arrange a meet with them. then vanish into the cloud never to be seen again.