I decided to write this to get clear idea in my head what i would like out of life. this not list of demands, but more just a list of things, I know i would like. perhaps give anyone out there a better idea of what i am like and my likes
who i would like to be
Who I would like to be
I would like to be The Pierced gothic girl, with lots and lots black and Pink cloths.
I would like my Ears Pointed, and my ears pierced all the way up my Ears.
I would like my Lip Re done, and want a Stud in my noise.
I would like Permanent Flesh Corset on my back.
I would like Flesh corset, tattoo up my legs like ribbons, with cute pink bows on my back of Ankles.
I would like be a Cute Gothic L0lita and be as cute as i can be at times.
I also want to be New rock wearing, Tenchcoat, corset and skirt with Fishnet type Goth.
I would like to be Size 10 again! By my Birthday
I would like my Hair to Black and Pink or Black with Red Dreadlocks
I would like to have my nipple pierced.
I would like to be living my life as slave and really get into a lot heavy play, but have kool group of social friends who I can play and chat with and have awesome time with. (Honest is best way, just tell people who you are not hide the parts you think they might not like)
I would like to live in tidy flat that I take care; I would like rollerblade all the time and become skate to places rather than walk.
I would like do enjoy drugs and play, but not want to always need them.
I would like my bed to be a big cage, full of teddy’s and pillows and nice big hello kitty duvets.
I would like someone to spend time with who enjoys BDSM as much as I do. Someone loves tying me up and watching me struggle doing tasks he has set out. I would like someone who thinks I am brilliant but also knows that I need very short leash.
I would like someone who wants to keep me as pet, and treat me like their property, but also understand that I need stimulations, caring, and a feeling of being needed.
I would like give up everything in my life of that one person who is willing to take every part of me and mould into the person we both want.
I would like someone who wants to keep my in my child ego most time. And like the fact I am childish and a bit silly a lot time, but also knows that I need boundaries and a strict control.
I would like someone to make me there kitty girl, and have me pretty much with ears and tail. And perhaps even paws all the time, even as gothic L0lita I can be kitty girl. I would like someone who thinks it awesome idea to superglue whiskers on me, and watch how excited I get for days until they eventual fall off. I would like someone who loves idea of feeding me out bowl every night, and have me eating at their feet, while they eat there dinner off the table.
I would like someone who wants me speak in third person all the time, as they think its cute. And also that that likes the fact, that having a permanent steel collar with kitty bell on it is awesome, I would like me to have permanents anklets and wristlets.
I would like someone, who loves the idea of taking me to a park or woods late and night and taking me for a walk and some exercise.
I would like someone who things it cool that I would like hair baby pink and have the Pinkest bedroom in world.
I would like to wake up every morning, chained up in my cage, or bound up next to my owner, and know that I am 100% totally owned, and feel so awesome about that
I really want to someone to take so much pride in me, like their daughter, and when I am wearing their collar 24/7 thinking that brilliant
I would like someone who, will take me to the pub, and just sit me down on floor next to him. Or go a quiet little restaurant and have me lie back on his chain sitting on floor and me looking up at him as he feeds me.
I would like someone to think it’s awesome I have ruffle sock fetish and Japanese loose socks fetish, and actually know what Pelerline socks are, and realise i have huge school uniform fetish and not find it funny that I like having Pelerline socks over my hands so there like mittens or paws.
I would like to be with someone I can tell all my weird and wonderful fetishes and they think it’s cool that I am willing to share it with them all. I would like someone who not going laugh and tell me there weird and make me feel bad for having them.
I would like to be with someone who thinks it awesome and will help me make most the cutest Kitty costume, with but plug tail, paws, cute ears and perhaps a cool gag. I would love to have a few different styles, like full body Zentia type that covers me to head toe and another one that’s cute and revealing
I would like someone who loves the fact I love being a Doll sometimes, and loves the idea of keeping me in a box with see through plastic front and strap me down into it and love the fact, i would drift off to sleep really happy in there, and he can wake up with doll in box.
I would like someone who actually wants me to be at home, perhaps even never letting me out apart from special occasions and when he wants me show off. I would like to be perfect little gothic L0lita house wife, I know I can be crap at house work. But I know with right person all need is Displine and a good kick up at the arse.
I would like some who thinks it cool I have massive Nylon Fetish, and loves the fact, I would wear stockings 24/7 If I could. I also want someone who thinks it awesome that love being mummified or encased in nylon.
I would like someone who likes the fact, I love hoods and sensory deprivation, and sometimes I just want to be tied up and left to drift off into my own mind.
I would like someone who is BDSM mad as me. I loves that I think about million ways of trying myself up or ways for other people to tie me up. In fact, most of the time that’s what I am thinking about. If it’s not games
I would like someone who thinks it’s awesome that at times. There nothing more I would rather do. That be in chains, collar, cuffs and anklets. And just lie on sofa on my owners lap watching film.
I would like someone who thinks it cute, that I love Teddy’s and want to have biggest collection of massive teddy’s I can. Also the fact, reason I love big teddies I that they make me feel smaller and littler. I would like some who. Thinks it cute, that I have fetish for being stuffed inside of big teddy.